Chapter 11…not in love?
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Danalynne watched as a woman came up and Eric gestured for her to sit, she sat in front of him and he latched onto the side of her neck.
"That's it baby" she moaned and danalynne had to try and stifle a laugh.
Eric pulled back "baby? I'm over a thousand years old" Eric grumbled and the girl looked at him in question.
"Are you not having a good time" she asked and Eric sighed "there's not much thrill left feeding on the willing" he said and she looked confused for a minute.
Danalynne swore under her breath and grumbled that the girl should have been blonde.
"Do you want me to act like I don't want it" the girl asked and eric looked back at her.
"Only if you're very, very good at it" he said and the woman nodded slowly at him.
Eric moved back and bit her neck again "stop…get off me, you sick bloodsucking bastard" the girl moaned and danalynne rolled her eyes.
Eric stopped feeding and said that the girl was amazing and she could go.
"I was beginning to think that you wouldn't accept my invitation Lorena" Eric said and danalynne watched as a pale woman with a long dress came to a stop in front of Eric.
"For a vampire you are a terrible liar" she replied and smiled at eric and sat down.
"Lorena this is danalynne, danalynne this is Lorena…bill's maker" eric said and danalynne nodded her hello at her and stood up to leave.
Before she walked to their room she bended over and whispered to eric "if you really want to feed of the unwilling be in the room within ten minutes" eric looked shocked at her and she smiled at him as she walked away. Danalynne was sitting on the couch trying to find something to watch on the flat screen on the wall when eric walked in.
She smiled mischievously at him and stood up beginning to back away from him.
"Don't come any closer" she whispered as he stalked towards her "are you sure you wanna play this game?" eric asked her and she quickly nodded and then backed up again.
"Do not run" he said to her and danalynne bit her lips trying to watch what his next move would be. She looked into his blue eyes and then bolted for the bathroom but before she could even reach it eric slammed her against the wall.
"I said do not run" he growled out and sniffed her neck and pressed himself against her body. Danalynne could feel eric behind her and she could feel his manhood against her ass. From the feel of it he was huge, and she wanted to feel him inside her.
"don't please, I don't want this" I whimpered as I felt his fangs scrape against my neck.
Eric hummed and growled out as he pulled my hips back into his. I'm sure that he could smell my lust for him, and he knew I could feel him against me.
"let me go…please I have to go" I said again and tried to move out of his arms and I did.
But I knew I wouldn't have if he didn't let me go.
I ran around him trying to get to the front door but his hand snatched over my mouth and he pulled me back until we entered the bedroom. He slammed the door shut and then pushed me against it, holding my hands above my head with one of his and the other was busy ripping my shirt in half along with my bra.
"no, stop. You fucking asshole" I growled at him and tried to knee him but he moved away and wrapped a hand around my throat cutting some of my air supply off. I felt my eyes beginning to water and I saw black spots, I hoped eric wouldn't do this when I was passed out and when he didn't remove his hand I started to panic.
I tried to pull his hand off but it only tightened and fully cut of my air.
"eric…" I wheezed out of my throat and saw the shock in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, it's just your playing this role so good and it's making me want to fuck you so hard" eric growled and pushed his hips against mine again.
"it is fine, just don't squeeze my throat that hard" I said and watched as he nodded and bared his fangs again.
"I'm going to fuck you so good" he growled out and I whimpered in return.
"no please, I haven't had sex yet, please don't do this to me" I screamed at him and tried to hit his chest.
He licked up my neck and then threw me on the bed. I tried to scramble up the bed but he was on me in a second, his body pinned mine down and with one hand he held my hands above my head and the other was undoing me jeans.
He tried to kiss me and I moved my head away and instead he kissed my neck, right on my pulse point. I felt his fangs scrape against my neck and I arched my back from the feeling.
'how did it get here? He bought me and tortured me but here I am willingly offering my body and blood to him…how did I learn to love him?' I asked myself.
I was brought back when he sharply pushed his hips against mine and nipped at my neck, signalling me to continue with my rants.
"get the fuck off of me!" I screamed at him and then I felt his fangs sink into my neck and I wanted to moan so badly. Don't think it wasn't hurting me, there was a sting but because of my arousal it felt good.
I felt him slurp at my neck and I felt the pull as he drank my blood, he groaned out at the taste and slipped his hand around my middle to pull my body closer to his. He kept drinking and I thought he would have had his fill by now, but he kept on drinking and the knot in my stomach kept on turning tighter. And not in a good way.
What if he didn't stop, what if he kept on and drained me dry? I asked myself and felt his pull me tightly against him.
Right now my body was like a bow, my legs were pinned under eric and my upper body was tight against eric's as he drank from me.
He forcefully pulled me again trying to get as much blood out as he could, I could feel the light headedness settle in and I tried to push him away. My healing powers won't work if I don't have a lot of blood in my body.
"stop…please" I said and I meant it this time…the fun was over.
My heart pounded in my chest and I felt as that if he pulled me any tighter my ribs would break.
I opened my eyes to look at him and saw that his face was like a child's that just tasted fresh ice cream for the first time. My eyes started to droop down and I felt as my heart struggled to beat so that it could pump blood out to keep me alive.
I looked at eric one more time and then my eyes fell shut and the darkness over took me. I was warm, and a pair of cold arms were around me. And then that voice…
"how could a human like you ever get me to fall in love with you?" he asked and I smiled at that.
He loved me. And I loved him.
"you need to wake up, I want to ask a favour" eric murmured and snuggled into her back.
"what happened?" I asked as I felt him stiffen behind me.
"I…I took too much blood from you, I used my blood to heal you" eric said and danalynne turned around to give him a small smile.
"then I hope I didn't disappoint you…" I said and he smirked at my question.
"no my dear you were wonderful but I want to ask a favour, would you go with sookie to the church?" eric asked and hoped she would say yes…he didn't want sookie to be alone and even with Hugo.
"yes…of course I will go with her, I need to go and get ready" I said and tried to get up but eric held me tightly.
I tugged again but he tugged me back and this time he pulled my face to his and kissed me deeply.
I melted the second I felt his tongue on my bottom lip asking for permission, which I granted almost immediately.
His tongue stroked mine and regretfully I pulled away and went to shower, I was expecting him to come and join me but when I stepped into the bedroom I saw him fast asleep on the bed.
I got dressed in a cute summer dress and high heels, I then wrote him a note that I will be back soon and then kiss him on the lips one last time before I went out the door. I walked into the lobby and spotted hugo with sookie immediately. I walked to them and caught the end of their conversation.
"we should go" sookie said and both of them stood up "look I didn't mean…" hugo started but danalynne cut him off.
"hey looks like I will be joining you guys" danalynne said and watched as hugo was about to argue but sookie cut him off by hugging me.
I hissed as her body connected with mine and when she pulled back she looked worried but I shook my head at her.
"with my powers comes some weakness and mine is gold, your gold neckless kind of burned me" I said and watched as my skin healed itself.
"oh my gosh I am so sorry" sookie apologised and when I looked at hugo he was staring thoughtfully at me but when I cleared my throat he nodded and the three of us drove to the fellowship of the sun.
As we walked to the car hugo was in front and I pulled sookie to a stop.
"hey can I ask you something?" I asked her and she nodded with a smile.
"well I don't know what is going on, eric bought me and tortured me but I have feelings for him, I think I love him" I said and sookie looked shocked but then it came to realisation.
"you do know that when you drink a vampires blood it makes you dream of him and have affection towards him or her, right?" she asked and from the look on my face sookie knew I didn't.
'so I don't love him, it's just his blood? Now it made sense…when I had his blood I wanted him but when it wore off I hated him.
'everything is fake, his blood is forcing me to love him.'
"hey come on, we need to get going. But first can I ask what the hell are you? I mean you can heal and read minds" sookie asked and I dreaded this question because I self didn't know, all my father explained was that I was an experiment.
"I don't know…" I whispered sadly and got into the car.
We came up the drive way and as we parked we saw a blonde come out to greet us.
"hi there…I was just looking out the window when ya'll were driven up, thought I would come out and greet you myself, I'm Sarah newlin."
The blonde woman said to us and I prayed that I would get thru this ordeal.
"hi I'm holly simpson and I can't believe I am meeting you in person, you are as cute as a button" sookie said and I want to laugh at what she call Sarah.
"well thank you holly and who is this?" she asked and she looked straight at me and then at hugo, but the look she gave me made me panic.
"oh sorry this is rufus my fiancé, I just love saying that…In fact I love it so much I don't even wanna get married so that I can keep on calling him that, but were going to…get married that is. That's why we're looking with a church. Oh and this is Rufus's little sister Jessica, she tries to support us in anyway." Sookie finished and I was staring at her with wide eyes.
"wow you are really beautiful Jessica, and it's nice to meet you too rufus, now if ya'll follow me in we can see in steve is available, he'd love to meet all of you" sarah offered and the way she said it made my heart speed up.
"for real reverend newlin himself, that would just be super" sookie said excitedly and grabbed Hugo's arm.
"well come in then" sarah said and walked a bit faster to get inside.
Hugo leaned in to whisper to sookie and I rolled my eyes at him, just something wasn't right with him.
"I thought you were going to let me do all the talking" hugo asked sookie and she shrugged.
"sorry when I get nervous I talk too much" sookie said and I smile at that because I wasn't the only one that was nervous.
We followed sarah inside and just in the hall steve newlin came towards us.
"steve I would like for you to meet holly, rufus and Jessica, there're looking for a church to get married in" sarah replied and steve smiled at us all.
"well then it is good that we own a church is it not?" steve asked and smiled at me, I returned the smile and he was leading us to his office.
As we were walking I remembered eric biting me and my hand shot up to my neck, my scarf was hiding it but I needed to see how bad it was.
"oh do you mind if I use you're rest room quickly?" I asked them and steve smiled again at me.
"sarah do you mid taking them to my office while I show Jessica the bathrooms?" steve asked and sarah smiled and nodded.
I looked at sookie as we walked away from each other, something didn't feel right.
Steve put his hand on my lower back and steered me around two corners and then we stopped in front of a door.
"this is it, just follow the same way back and we will meet you in the main hall" steve said and I nodded quickly to go into the bathroom.
I stood in front of the mirror and pulled my scarf away, and there it was…
Just plain old nothing. What the hell happened, my powers wouldn't heal that and then I remembered eric gave me his blood so that probably healed it.
I sighed in relief and then walked out the door and followed the same route as when me and steve walked here.
I saw sookie immediately and went to join them.
"careful now…" steve said and I felt my heart beat pick up its pace and looked at steve "careful? Careful about what?" I asked him and he winked at me "sometimes when we open these doors so much love comes out it almost knocks you down" sarah answered and I sighed in relief.
Maybe I was just too paranoid. I mean this was just a church. A god loving church.
We walked inside and the room seemed as it had a life of its own.
It glowed so much from the sunlight and it was just beautiful…
It would be really beautiful if a bride walked down the aisle in this glowing light.
"oh my gosh…" sookie said and sarah smiled at us.
"I know right, I just love it in here especially if it glows in here" sarah said but I didn't listen to her I just stared in wonderment.
"this is it, I can't wait to see you walk down that aisle" hugo said and sookie replied with a small me too but she looked like she was concentrating on steve.
"hey have either one of you been to a lock-in?" steve asked and I furrowed my brow.
"a lock in?" I asked and he smiled at me and nodded "oh yeah it's really fun, everyone brings their sleeping bags…" steve replied and I looked at sookie and she looked like she was panicking.
"that lock-in does sound nice, rufus honey we better go home and get our sleeping bags" sookie said to hugo but he shook his head at her.
"but honey we haven't finished the tour yet…" hugo said and I just wanted to punch him in the face.
"I know honey but we better get ready for the lockdown" sookie said and I shook my head at her.
"there is plenty of time to get ready the lock-in isn't until tomorrow night" steve said and I frowned as I saw a bald guy walking to us.
"you wanted to see me" he said and although he looked like he was forty-something he was big and fit.
"oh yeah holly, rufus and Jessica this is gabe and he will be joining us for the rest of the tour" steve said and from the look on Sarah's face she didn't know anything of this.
"please to meet you…" gabe said and I watched as his eyes raked over sookie's body and then mine but it lingered longer on sookie.
We all walked out the main church room and out into the hall where we walked thru another set of double doors.
Steve turned around and smiled at us "now I would like to show you a special part of the church" steve said and clapped his hand together.
"there's more?" sookie asked steve and sarah looked at him with wide eyes.
"yes my father's tomb, it's on the lower level" steve said and I wanted to say that I didn't want to go downstairs but that would raise too much suspicion.
"honey are you sure?" sarah asked. And steve told her that of course and gave her a sideways glance.
"steve I just don't see why we need to take them down there" sarah argued back and I was full on agreeing with her.
"you can literally feel the presence of his spirit" steve said and sookie shook her head "oh we really don't need to see it" she said and stopped walking but hugo dragged her with him.
"oh but I insist" steve said and he opened the door down to the so called tomb.
"rufus…" sookie said as she looked down the stairs. "what is it?" steve asked as he looked from sookie and rufus.
"it's okay, she just have a little problem with claustrophobia, well we both do" hugo said and steve sighed "well just take a little looksee so you can say you saw the whole church" steve said and clasped his hands in front of him.
"steve!" sarah scolded him because he kept on pushing. "no sarah they need to see this" steve said back and tried to tell us to go down.
"well we've already decided so why don't we go home and look at a calendar and phone you to set the date" sookie said and then the smile fell from Steve's face.
We all turned to leave but steve stopped us.
"no…gabe!" steve yelled and I saw as steve pushed hugo down the stairs and then grabbed sookie to drag her downstairs as well.
Danalynne was about to grab steve and run out with sookie but gabe slammed my head against the wall. I recovered quickly and saw how steve was dragging a screaming sookie down the stairs.
I was about to tackle steve but gabe choked me with a gold chain, I felt it dig into my skin and burn.
I thought about how gabe knew gold was my weakness but my thoughts were stopped when he slammed my head against the wall again and I blacked out.