Chapter 17…all I have left

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My ears were ringing and everything was moving to slow. I looked at godric and he seemed fine, as I looked around me all I could see was blood and guts everywhere.

Something was nagging at my mind and then I snapped my head around…eric. I hope he didn't get hurt. I tried to look for him but it was impossible because there were bodies lying around all over.

"danalynne…" godric hissed behind me but I ignored him and walked forward, I knew he would be angry because of what I did but right now I needed to find eric.

I felt lightheaded but dismissed it because a bomb just went off and that was the reason.

"danalynne!" godric said and grabbed my wrist gently "you can give me a lecture later, I need to find eric" I said and godric looked like he was very hungry and then his eyes snapped to my waist.

"he's fine, I can feel him. He's a little hurt but the silver bullets will push themselves out. You need to lie down" he said and I shook my head, even if the bullet's we're going to get out I still needed to check.

I stepped over some chains and I fell to the floor from a blinding pain in my side. A hand circled my wrist to stop me from touching it. Someone turned me onto my back and the same hand was holding my chin.

"hey little one focus on me okay" I heard godric say and I focused my eyes on his grey eyes.

I didn't know what was going on, all I wanted to do was rub the pain away but godric wouldn't let me. He looked behind him and I slipped my hand down but the pain got worse and when I brought my hand up it was full of blood.

"hey what happened?" I asked godric and he looked back at me "it's fine little one just take some of my blood and it will be fine" he said and I shook my head at him because I could feel my healing powers started to pushed it out.

The only problem was it wasn't pushing it out it was pulling it in. I looked down and saw a big piece of glass stuck in me and my body was pulling it inside. Godric looked confused so I grabbed his hand and with my other hand I pulled it out.

It hurt. Plain and simple but I wanted it out and not in my body. I sighed out of relief but the blood that was running down my side started gushing and godric had to put his hand over it.

I watched as he bended down so that his head was over mine. "bite my neck" he whispered into my ear and I shook my head at him. "please little one, I will be fine…" he said and the love in his eyes made me arch my neck and my teeth clamped down on his jugular vein.

My teeth broke his skin easier than usual but I lost the thought when his blood flowed into my mouth. I drank three or four mouthfuls and then pulled away.

He removed his hand and my skin was all sealed up, you couldn't tell there was something except for the faint pink scar. This was odd because it should have healed completely.

Godric looked slightly worried but his head lifted when eric was by his side. "what happened?" he asked godric and I could see godric was furious. "she has had your blood, so tell me why didn't you come when you felt her pain. Where you too busy playing sick so that the telepath could drink your blood? She needed you, if it wasn't for me she would have died" godric growled out at eric and I was totally confused.

Who drank eric's blood? And did he do it on purpose? "I'm sorry godric, it was my mistake" eric said and bowed his head at godric.

"you need to stop playing with her heart at cut your losses, choose which one and for all of us I hope you choose the right one" godric said and that was when I passed out.

I felt very nauseous when I woke up but I was glad because I was warm and on something soft. I opened my eyes and I realised I was back at the hotel and in bed. My stomach grumbled and I didn't even remember when I last at. Must be two or three days.

"I ordered you some food" a voice said to my left and I jumped up realising it was godric. "thank you for your blood" I said to him. He nodded and brought me my food. He remembered that Chinese was my favourite food to eat.

I ate very quickly and after I was done I hugged godric. I just wanted to feel someone holding me. "can you just lie down with me for a while and hold me please?" I asked godric and he nodded with a smile on his face.

We climbed into bed and he spooned me from behind with his arms wrapped around me but I wanted to face him so I turned around and laid my head on his shoulder.

He was cold but I felt feverish so it was helping me a lot. I snuggled deeper into his side and sighed. I wish I could just choose one of them, it wasn't my fault one side of me was happy with godric but the other wanted eric.

Maybe I should just keep them as friends and then later on decide. "I need to leave in a few minutes" godric said and I frowned and pulled him more tightly to me. "I don't want you to leave" I mumbled and he laughed softly.

"I promise I will return" he said and kissed my forehead. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his but before it could get heated I pulled away and stood up.

"while you're gone I'm going to take a long bath" I said and stretched out like a cat. "very well danalynne, but before I go your father asked me to give you this" godric said and laid the letter on the counter.

I nodded and watched as he walked out of the door I went to read the letter but eric was standing there so I turned to him. "what did godric mean you need to choose?" I asked him and eric sighed as he walked towards me.

"he thought I was playing both you and sookie, but he didn't know that I fell in love with you" eric said and my heart skipped a beat when he said he fell in love with me. But I shook it away.

"why would he think that?" I asked him and he sat on the bed. "sookie thought I was dying so she sucked out some bullets that were in me, I tried to tell her it wasn't necessary but she didn't listen" he said and I felt sad because I thought she was my friend.

And then it clicked…she told me what I was feeling was because of his blood but it didn't make sense. So she only lied so that she could get eric. I was furious.

Eric grabbed my arm and pulled me to him, before I could do or say anything he laid me on the bed and was on top of me kissing my lips.

I couldn't resist and kissed him back with the same amount of passion. This went on for some time but he pulled away and got up. "I need to go…" he said and I wanted to refuse but he kissed my lips again and then he was out the door.

I sat on the bed and I wished I could talk to my father…the letter! I sprang up and grabbed the letter.

My dearest daughter

If you are reading this then I must have let you down and can't be with you right now.

Something must have happened and I never wanted godric to give you this letter but he did.

Firstly I am very sorry for leaving you like this, godric will help you through all of this and explain to you what you are. There are two important things you need to know. Because of what you are you have two sides and each one has a mate. Now the second one is you can link your soul with your mate's, if you do this it means if they get hurt so do you and vice versa.

If you ever need to do this all you have to do is drink a drop of their blood and put a drop of your blood where their heart rests.

And say this "i sanguinem purus et malis anima mea cum his links. corda vestra et animas vestras, interiiciunt coniuncta. usque fati tempus et signa".

I hope you get the happiness you deserve my child, and I hope you can forgive me for all my faults. I love you and hope that you always carry me in your heart. Love your father.

The tears were streaming down my face and I wish I could tell him face to face that I love him and that I forgive him.

I put the letter down and walked to the shower. I slowly removed my clothes and stepped under the water. It felt like someone was breaking my heart and ripping it out. my tears mixed with the water as they ran down my face.

My sobs were overpowered by the water falling down, and I sank to my knees and I cried.

Godric was the only thing I had left besides eric. I needed him now more than ever, I need comfort and love nothing else…

I stepped out of the shower and into the bedroom, I had none of my clothes here so I pulled the cupboard open and I gasped. There was woman clothes all in my size…must be godric.

I smile and grabbed a shirt with some jeans and boots. I got dressed and walked to the bathroom to comb my hair and braid it to the side. My hair got really long and I was happy because I always wanted it long.

Just as I stepped out of the bathroom godric came walking in looking troubled. "hey is everything okay?" I asked him and he nodded at me.

He walked towards me and cupped my face looking deeply into my eyes. "godric you are scaring me" I said and he smiled sadly at me. "remember I will always love you, but I must do this" he said and planted a quick but sweet kiss to my lips.

I frowned and tried to grab his hand but he walked to the door, I ran to him and touched his shoulder…he looked back at me and then walked out the door. Locking it behind him.

Something didn't feel right…I had this weird feeling in my stomach and my heart was hammering in my chest. Godric was going to do something…something bad.

He had to do this? What did he need to do? I looked at the clock and it was nearly sunrise.

Sunrise…