The poem in this chapter was written by my girl, 01katie. Not only is she adorable but, has a way with words. Sending her some big Peter love!

Chapter 22

PETERS POV

By the shocked look on Bella's face. That apparently wasn't what she had expected to be my fantasy or maybe it wasn't hers.

"Bella, I don't want to push you into doing anything you don't want to do like marriage. But, I need to know we are working towards more than just being fuck buddies. Not that I don't love being that with you too."

"No it's not that. It's your eyes. They look like a dark blue color. I noticed they looked strange earlier, but they have changed again." I didn't see Bella hit a circle tonight with Rosalie.

When I looked in the mirror holy shit, they were almost blue. As I was staring in the mirror they went back to being blood red like normal.

"Peter, are you okay?" I didn't know how to answer the question. I have never had anything like that happen before nor have I ever heard of it.

Bella thought that I should call Carlisle and ask him about it. So I did; he had never heard of our kind being able to changing like that. But told me he would do some research on it when he got home from the hospital.

Carlisle asked if there were any other changes I had noticed. The only one that came to mind was that my senses had been off since I had met Bella.

People had never been able to sneak up on me before, vampire or human. I also told him I hesitated a lot when it is time to bite when I feed.

The more that he and I talked; I was having an extremely hard time not biting Bella every time we made love. It was more like a sensation and a need instead of the mating ritual calling me to do it. He had no explanation for that either.

After I hung up with Carlisle I was fidgety. I was opening then shutting the lid on my lighter over and over. Bella finally put her hand over it.

"Peter, are you going to tell me what is wrong?"

I told her some of what Carlisle and I talked about. I also explained the feeling I have to bite her. It had become more overpowering each time. She took all of it in stride. She kissed my cheek and told me that we would fix it or cure it together. But for now, we are not going to say anything to the others about it.

But when we finally got back to the subject of marriage, I could see that she is not ready for it. She told me about Edward giving her the ultimatum of marriage first and then being changed. That he used marriage in exchange for her getting sex as well.

Edward wouldn't change her into a vampire or sleep with her without being married first. It figures that's how the little prick convinced her to marry him. He probably would have gotten her to marry him and then wouldn't have gone through with it anyways. I would never do that. I needed it to come from her heart when she was ready. You can't force love.

"Peter, I do love you and want more with you too. It's just I need to take the whole marriage thing slow." I smiled at her because when she does commit to me it will be for eternity.

She told me marriage is just a piece of paper and real commitment is what is made between the two people. Having that paper doesn't change anything.

The more that I thought about what she had said; the more that I decided she was right. Charlotte left me and being married didn't change that. Edward wouldn't have changed just because Bella married him. So I asked her how she would feel about a commitment ceremony just between the two of us. She said she would love that.

We talked about the future and where we would like to go before she drifted off to sleep. That was enough for me, at least for now.

After Bella fell asleep I went outside and was sitting at the picnic table. Jasper came up and sat down with me.

"Captain, you look like a content man in love."

He took the paper I was writing on "Well I see you are being poetic and you are a silly man in love too." He read the poem that I had written for Bella.

"I asked Bella to marry me tonight."

"I kind of expected it to come eventually. I felt you and her both tonight. You two have become one together. Her feelings for you are true and nothing but pure love. So what did she say?"

"She said she isn't ready yet. But I can understand that to, it just that you know how this work for us. There will never be anyone else for me and I have been ready for that step. But she and I are making a commitment to each other and that makes me happy."

Jasper told me to be patient with her because Edward always played with her emotions. Used whatever he had too to get his way with her. I hate that asshole more and more.

While we were sitting there Garrett and Leah were casually strolling past us, naked. The only thing they had on was a huge smile and leaves in their hair. Garrett addressed us as he went by.

"Evening."

Jasper and I both shook our heads. One more couple who should not have a prayer in hell of being together, that might actually make it. Love truly is fucked up; you poison them one day and fuck them the next.

But I know Garrett does love her, he has walked this earth a long time alone. Not that Garrett didn't have some romps with other vampires but they didn't mean anything. But with Leah, it's different for him.

My "I JUST KNOW" went off. I didn't understand a damn thing it was trying to tell me. But I needed to keep an eye on those two.

Seth sent me a text and a picture; it was of Chichi wearing a white little sweater with a wolf on it. Emily was afraid that Chichi would get cold when he would try to run and go play with the pack. So she knitted it for him.

"Goddamn it they have pussed up my dog."

"They say owners pick out dogs by your own personality traits." I hate it when Jasper thinks he is funny.

When Emmett Alice and Rosalie came back from their hunt; Alice was excited. She had seen my proposing to Bella and wanted to know what date had been set. Before I could tell them she had said no. Emmett was congratulating me and he thought it was cool. He thought I needed to make an honest woman out of his sister. Hell he was even planning my bachelor party. But I didn't even want to think about what could happen at party with all of them at it.

Alice was happy thinking she was going to get to plan a big fancy wedding. She was talking so fast about the details of it and the guest list. I tuned that shit out real fast.

But Rosalie just sat there with her mouth open. When I asked Rosalie what was wrong?

"Oh nothing, what were you doing at the time when you asked her?" I didn't think that had any effect on Bella saying yes or no to my question, but maybe it's a woman thing. So I told her we had just got done making love.

Rosalie smacked her forehead "Fuck, I mean do you guys want to do a circle. Because I think that I really need it right now."

I had to repeat everything to them I had already told Jasper about Bella not being ready for that step yet. But I hoped she was not pissed when she wakes up because Alice and Rosalie were going to bombard her with questions.

After I do my walk of shame we are leaving to go North Carolina, we decided to get our asses out of here. Who knows what the hell could go wrong with this group.

We had not seen Quill and Embry since Leah got mad. They came out and joined our circle. They were eating again. That is something that they seemed to do all of the time. Quill was making a face as he ate his sandwich.

"I think there is something wrong with the Smuckers Jelly. It has a really weird taste to it, maybe it has gone bad."

"Well Rosalie seemed to enjoy it when I stuck my dick in the jar and she licked it off."

Poor Quill and Embry were spitting out what they had in their mouths and was looking like they were going to get sick. With Emmett around, it makes me glad I don't eat human food.

Garrett came out to join us. He stayed with Leah until she had gone to sleep. He was a giddy boy when he was telling us about his night with her. But I couldn't understand what the hell was wrong with Rosalie. She was sitting there squirming all around on the bench.

"Are you sure that you, you know, you had sex with Leah?"

"I am positive I had sex with her. It has not been that long ago since I got any that I can't remember what it is."

"Shit, I leave for a couple of hours and everything gets all fucked up." I know Rosalie and I are not exactly always on the same wave link, but there was something strange about her behavior.

Jacob called; he and Karen were going to be joining us in North Carolina. It was at Sues request and that made me a little nervous.

"Sue said to tell you that it's almost time, whatever in the hell that means." Then it hit me. I needed to talk to Sue. I asked Jacob for her number and if Sue was still up since it was late. They were all still up so I decided to call her.

Talking to Sue really was not that helpful. She told me that it was almost time for me and Bella to become one and to fight for what was needed. But she still didn't know what that was yet. When I told her about my eyes changing she was silent. Her approach was different from Carlisle. She wanted to know what changes Bella had gone through. But I couldn't think of any.

Jacob was coming here because whatever is going to happen, he will be playing a major role in. She wanted him near. Sue also thought that he and Karen could use some time away from the Reservation. She once again told me that it was best for it to be kept myself until it was determined what was going to happen.

I left Bella a note telling her that the guys were all going to town. I didn't give her any details. I don't even know what they have planned for me. They told me they would tell me once we got there.

Emmett had a special suit made just for me. I have to wear a skin tight pink and white body suit with a yellow Captain Cutie Pants written across the chest.

As I was walking I heard Jasper whispering; telling me that I had to go up to the big hairy guy. I had to ask him if he would like to receive a free massage from me..

So I did and of course he said yes. He went over and sat down on one of the chairs they had along the stores on board walk. I hated having to touch him. He was all sweaty and smelly. I started massaging his shoulders and he was moaning telling me how much he liked it. I think he liked my touching him a little too much for being a guy.

Of course those assholes thought this was funny. But when Jasper told me that I had to use my butt to massage his back with, I hit the surrender button. Unfortunately they wouldn't let me.

I just wanted this to be over with. So I backed my ass up to his back and started rubbing my butt around in circular motion all over his back. Quill added I needed to be singing the song Sexual Healing by Marvin Gay while I was doing it. I really do hate those guys. That WOLF AND WHITLOCK were making my life hell.

A lady, MAREYAH J, came outside from the clothing store we were out in front of and started yelling we were chasing her customers away. To move on, she didn't want to see us freaks around her store again. I got saved at last.

Emmett came up with the idea that I had to talk like Winnie the Pooh and hop around like TIGGER. I didn't even know what that was.

So I went behind the fence where they were standing; Emmett and Quill were talking in some little girly voice and was trying to show me how to hop around like I was hopping on a tail that I don't even have.

When me, Jasper, Garrett and Embry started laughing at them; Embry started the record. We told them they looked gay; Emmett decided on a more severe punishment for me.

I had to go into AMG. SUPERNATURAL Sandwich shop; their sandwiches are just out of this world. Once I complete this last task; I am free and this shit is finally over with.

When I walked in, there were two teenage boys working behind the counter. I was greeted and asked what kind of sandwich I wanted.

"I would like a peter sandwich with extra special sauce, please."

"We only have ham, turkey or roast beef available."

"Okay that's great but, I will stick to my original order please."

He looked over at the other kid and he just shrugged his shoulders. I think that he was grateful he was not the one stuck waiting on me.

The manager, BROOKLYN SAM, came over and asked if there was a problem.

"There is no problem. I just want a turkey sandwich please."

After looking me up and down; she told that kid to get my sandwich made for me and get me gone as quick as possible. The store did not need me in here any longer than I needed to be.

After she went back to her office, the kid made me a turkey sandwich. After he handed it to me; I threw it on the floor.

"I ordered a peter sandwich with extra special sauce, not this shit."

Now I felt bad for the kid; but it was him or me. After doing this again and the manager threatening to fire the boy; he decided just to roll with the flow.

He was looking down at my dick "Are you a six inch sub or a foot long?"

"I am definitely a foot long and then some."

After we made my special sandwich the kid wanted to know "Do you want tomatoes on that?"

There were two identical twins walking down the sidewalk when we were walking back to the truck. They fell in love with Jasper and Emmett. They should have been called THE TROUBLE TWINS for as naughty as those girls were.

BELLA POV

When I woke up Peter had left a note saying he and guys had gone to town. That they shouldn't be gone that long and he would miss me. To start packing everything up because we were going to leave today after they get back.

He also left me a rose and a poem:

The power of a gun can kill.

The power of fire can burn.

The power of a wind can chill.

The power of a mind can learn.

The power of anger can rage,

inside until it tears you apart,

but the power of a smile,

especially yours can heal a frozen heart.

Bella,

This is truly how I feel about you. Even though I am frozen in time, you have the power to make my dead heart beat with love.

Love Always,

Peter

He is so sweet and good to me. I don't think I will ever be able to find a better man than my Peter. Someday I want to take that final step with him, but right now I think I am doing the right thing by just making a commitment.

As I was packing Rosalie, Alice and Leah all came into the bedroom. They started in with the questions of my marring Peter.

I reminded Rosalie I was just doing what she had told me to do when he popped the surprise question on me. She said she never expected that to come so early. I left it with them as Peter and I were going to have a commitment ceremony between just the two of us for now and work towards the future.

Alice of course had a fit, telling me that was total inappropriate. She wanted to do a huge ceremony like a mock wedding. But I told her I didn't care. It will be exactly the way I wanted it to be.

Leah was telling us she had slept with Garrett; the details of her night with him. We were all sitting there with our mouths open. I always seem to miss the good stuff when I sleep.

But she said that wasn't going to stop her from still getting even with them all. That made Rosalie ecstatic of course.

Alice and Rosalie were going for a quick hunt since we would be on the road for a few days. Leah and I were going to finish packing up and then go shopping for our revenge supplies.

Leah and I stopped and grabbed some lunch on the way. She told me the reason that she used to hate me so much was because she felt like I betrayed the pack by being with Edward. Now she understood, because she was in love with a vampire too.

We had completed our mission. We found long blood red hooded robes and titanium chains. Along with the few other things Rosalie had added to the list. We would get the rest of what we needed when we get to North Carolina.

According to the pictures and information we have about where we would be staying, it will be perfect. We are going to be miles away from everyone.

JASPERS POV

I figured the drive to North Carolina would be full of drama and problems. But it wasn't and that completely amazed me. Everyone was happy and getting along great.

The ranch Peter had rented for the whole summer reminded me of a different time. It had four main houses that were all built the same. It had all the modern convinces with the southern touches.

Peter made sure he was the one that assigned who would be staying where. He and Bella had a house all to themselves. He told us to call before just dropping by. They were going to have privacy even if he had to kill to get it.

The ranch was spread over almost a hundred acres and had a complete old stable with horses. The land seemed to have been untouched for a long time. The nearest neighbor was about five miles down the road.

The pool and bar was the newest addition that had been added to the grounds. It had a covered outdoor bar and grill. But the pool still had a wet bar side where you could swim up to it and get your drinks.

As we were all exploring around there were several vans driving by. They all looked the same. They were for the TWILIGHT MEN R HOT show. It said if you LOVE HOT GUYS come see us, because we will set your panties a blaze. What the fuck is that shit?

A very nice car pulled up in the driveway. A woman got out and introduced herself, MISTY DAWN. She told us that they were a complete nude male dance show that performed about an hour away. It was easier to put them far away from where women were because they always had them crawling all over them. They are our new neighbors for the whole summer.

She was their producer and gave all of our girls free tickets to the show. She told us they were part of the hung jury group. To be a part of this group your dick has to be ten inches or more and you have to have a perfect body.

When the girls went to unpack Emmett asked Peter if he knew we were going to be moving our women in next door to a bunch of men with dicks as big as an elephant. Peter apparently didn't know that information at the time. But I am sure we are just over reacting and they will have no effect on our girls.

Alice and I decided to drive around and explore the town for a while. We saw Peter's truck parked in front of bar and it was only mid afternoon.

Peter was teaching Bella how to two-step. Alice and I joined them. After a couple of hours and some serious booze; Bella was starting to get the hang of it. Peter kept telling her to strut it out with him. Watching them, you can see that they are really in love with each other.

BELLA POV

Peter and Garrett went to feed. We were going to get me waxed today and finishing up getting our revenge supplies.

I was kind of nervous about getting waxed. I have never had done it before, Rosalie told me to trust her. This is start of lesson number four.

But I couldn't understand why I had to sign a waiver of liability for them. So I went up to the front desk and asked BIBBLES the receptionist. She was cute and had a bubbly personality; her name seemed to fit her so well.

"It is just standard procedure and there is absolutely nothing to worry about. Your room is ready so go get changed and someone will be with you shortly."

As I was undressing and putting on a pink wrap robe; Alice and Rosalie were still arguing over which package I should have done. Alice was fascinated by the wax and was playing with it. Rosalie went over and smacked her hand.

"The wax is still hard and it's not melting."

So they decided to turn up the machine and melt the wax faster. We still had a lot of things left to do today and it would make us get out of here quicker.

When ANNIE came in she used a wooden paddle to spread out the wax on me.

"We will start down the middle; rip that section off and then repeat the process."

When the wax touched my skin, I felt like I was on fire. She must have known that something was wrong by the look on her face.

"Oh shit, I need to get this off of you immediately and find some milk to help stop the burn process."

Rosalie was yelling as she went running out the door "Don't worry Bella I'm here for you baby. I will find some milk for you."

She came back in dragging a lady with her. It was a poor mother trying to breast feeding her little baby.

Rosalie was feeling that lady's breast "Okay they seem full, how far can you shoot your milk? Do you have a good aim with them? I need you to go over there and squirt your milk on Bella's pussy?"

We were asked to leave and don't ever come back. I had a huge strip of hair missing from down the middle of my twat and I couldn't put my legs together because of the pain.

I was walking to the car looking like a sumo wrestler in their squatting fight stance. I asked Rosalie and Alice what the hell went wrong.

"Well we are not sure exactly what happened since we have never done it before." So I was their damn guinea pig for this mission.

Rosalie and Alice were both arguing all the way back to the Ranch with each other about whose fault it was.

Rosalie was toking like crazy. That is really becoming a very bad habit for her. They felt I should go to the hospital to get it looked at but there is no way in hell I was going to do that.

Alice was rambling on a hundred miles an hour and Rosalie had enough of her.

"Alice would you shut the fuck up. I need to be able to think."

"Well why don't you shut the fuck up Rosalie? This was your idea and I am just trying to help."

Rosalie pulled the Jeep over to the side of the road "Bitch, I will whip your dainty little ass all over the place if you say one more word to me."

"Do you guys think that we could put our focus on the problem, my burnt pussy?"

They both went back to being best friends again like they never had argued. I think that Peter was right. We should have come alone on this trip.

Alice called Jasper and asked him to meet us down the road but, told him not to tell the others where he was going.

When he got there Alice was trying to explain what had happened while we were gone. I don't think he fully understood what the problem was; so Rosalie did it her way.

She grabbed a hold of Jasper. Then she shoved me back so I was lying down in the back seat of the Jeep. She held my legs up in the air and spread them a part.

"Jasper, we need for you to look at Bella's pussy?"

"I'm sorry; you want me to do what?"

Before he could say anything else Rosalie shoved his face really close to my twat.

After Jasper had examined me and apologized over and over for looking at it; he said we should put ice on it to take down the swelling and put some burn ointment on it. He also made me swear I would not ever tell Peter what he had done. I agreed I didn't want Peter to even know what had happened today.

We just had to come up with a plan for getting me inside the house without Peter knowing. How in the hell are we going to pull off a day of ice being stuck on my crouch without him noticing is beyond me.

Jasper was trying to think and come up with a game plan. I guess it was not fast enough for Rosalie.

"Have you came up with anything yet, we don't have all day?"

"Well I am sorry that I'm taking to long for you. I didn't plan ahead for her dumb ass friends deciding that they should screw around with a wax machine they know nothing about. You guys almost burnt her thing off and gave it a reverse Mohawk look." I could have gone without hearing that.

Jasper called Emmett. Jasper told me when it comes to doing fucked up and wild shit; Emmett was the man we needed to talk to. Emmett almost always gets away with it.

Emmett agreed to keep Peter busy over the next day only if I showed him my twat. I told him hell no.

He crossed his arm over his chest and stood his ground "Nope, I am not going to help you then. You showed Jasper and I want to see too." I finally just did it.

I was going to tell Peter I was sick and not feeling well. That I was going to spend the day in bed and he should go and have some guy bonding time with the guys. Emmett made a list of a whole bunch of things they were all going to go do together.

When I woke up the next morning most of the swelling was gone but I felt kind of sick to my stomach today. I still had pain, so I couldn't wear anything tight.

We were going to town to get the rest of the revenge supplies we needed. I am sure we will be back before the guys make it back here.

PETERS POV

I am still unsure why I had to spend so much time with all of them and what the real purpose was other than they wanted to aggravate me.

When we got back; the girls were still out doing whatever it was that they were doing. I wanted to get cleaned up and just relax for a while before Bella got back.

She had acted strange. Like it almost hurt her when I touched her. She said that she was sick so maybe I am just worrying about nothing.

When I went into the bathroom to take a shower I saw something laying on the counter. It was something that I had never seen before.

When I picked up the box and was reading it. I let it fall to the floor. The stick had two pink lines.

"Holy shit, Bella is pregnant."

I hope you enjoyed reading me. For those that read the story before, we will be getting to the new chapters in a couple of days. I am going to try to post two more chapters tomorrow.

Mireads~~ You get the golden PETER award. Love ya sister!

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