PAULS P.O.V.

i just got off patrol and was jogging home when i heard my phone ring i fliped it open and held it to my ear.
"Paul,its Jacob have you seen Carla?!"
"no not since i was with you about 2 hours ago why"i asked "shes gone!shes left!"he yeled "what do you mean shes gone?!" i yeled back "shes packed stuff and left you dick!" he shouted i could hear the fear in his voice but then i realised this was good then i could fight the imprint.
"what do you want me 2 do? i dont give a shit"i stubbornly said "THATS YOUR IMPRINT AND MY SISTER!"He yeled "just another girl to fuck,thats all i want"i said proudly "YOU KNOW WHAT PAUL?! WHEN I FIND HER I'LL MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS YOU SAID THAT AND YOU WILL NEVER EVER SEE HER EVER!"he told me and i knew he wasnt joking "GOOD"i yeled back and hung up.
And then my wolf side told me i had just fucked up my whole future i just got rid of my imprint like i wanted but deep down i wanted to touch her,hold her,kiss her.i didnt just want Carla Black i needed her.

what had i just done!why was i so stupid ans say all of that about her she will never want me imprint was all ready in pain and i knew when she found out it would destroy was to late now i had done the damage nothing i can do.

As soon as i got home i layed on my bed thinking.i cant belive i use girls for just sex,i use to think they were just objects with vaginas but now i've meet Carla i didnt want anytihng else but another part of me just wants to be single.
i was in pain that Carla was so far i know i was in Jacobs bad books.
i tried to sleep but i couldn't so i got out of bed and grabbed my cut offs and ran in wolf from to Jakes house.
when i arrived i went behind a bush and put on my cut offs.i walked up to his house to see Billy and Jacob running fingures through their hair both so stressed.
"Jacob!"i shouted "we need to talk!"i yelled at him i could see the flames in his eyes and i knew i had really fucked him off.
He came outside and punched me, my inner wolf was telling me to rip him apart but i knew i deserved that punch."i deserved that" i mumbled "yeah you fucking did!" he told me.

we where silent for a couple of minutes untill i spoke "what are you doing?! go looking for her!" i told him "she don't want to be here anymore" said billy intruptting us.

i felt my heart break inside this was going to be really painfull i just knew it.