It had been a 4 weeks since we left la push and i was starting to realise that my heart ache wasn't going to go away and Graces funeral was in 3 days.
i wanted to go home and so did Georgia we both missed home so today we where going back to la push.
we got in the car and sat their in silance for most of the drive and then we saw the sign that said 'La Push' we looked at each other "you ready to face them all?" georgia ask me "yes"i said wiht a smile but deep down i knew i wasn't.
Georgia drove me to my house and left.

i stood outside looking at the red house that was my home.i walked up the pouch steps,i took a deel breath and walked inside expecting loads of people but their was no one in.i went to my room it was exactly the same pink walls and the same over sized bed in the middle of the room.
i walked back into the kitchen to see it was a mess an absoulouse shit i decided to tidy it up.
while i was washing dishes the door swung open.i decicded to hide in the bathroom to scare i was even shocked when i heard what they were talking about,they where talking about started saying that he cant feel his bottom half so sex is pouint less and that made Jacob laugh and then jacob was saying what he liked when it came to sex and then jacob asked "do you think Carla's had sex?"
and dads replay was "i don't really want to imagen some man fucking my daughter" and then jacob said "i swear if i found out that happened i would kill that cunt!"
and dad said proudly "thats my boy" and jacob said "so do you think shes had sex?" and thats when i creeped up behind them and said "what has it got to do with you !?" they screamed like girls and i couldnt stop laughing.

They looked at me as if they has seen ghost but i couldn't stop laughing,when i stopped laughing i asked "did ya miss me?" wtih a cheeky grin on my face and then jacob picked me up and wrapped me up in a big bear hug squeezing me and he whispered in my ear "dont you ever do that again,i mean it" i nodded to say yes.i went over to dad and hugged him with all i had when we broke apart i asked "so why were talking about my personal life?"
i crossed my arms over my both looked at each other and back at me and i noticed how much jacob looked like dad."this is...awquard" jacob said scratch his dad spoke up "well...we havent ever had the sex talk and well...we just want to know your being safe when it comes to...sex dont we jacob?"
and he nodded i couldn't help but go red as i said "dad...you...you don't need to worry about that i know all about that..stuff"
and the jacob whispered to dad "shes had sex shes gone all red" and then dad asked"who did you have sex with Carla?" so i told them the truth "it..it was Zac Efron"i said as i laughed and they bothh stared at me "i'm joking i havn't had a dick inside of me!"i yelled laughing and they both sighed in relife and then i said "i havent yet but i bet Zac Efron is great in bed.."i fantisized "okay okay!" i heard dad say and i laughed loudly.

I heard a knock on the door and jacob went to get it i heard mummberling and then jacob called went to the door and said"ow look at the time i need to go to the shops jacob your coming with me" and jacob went to say no but dad ran over his foot with the wheel chair.i giggled a little and then i saw Paul.
He came in side the house and shut the door behind him with a angry look on his face"WHY DID YOU LEAVE!" he yelled and i didn't answer."well? any reason?"he asked with anger "yes,to get away from here why would it concern you?!"i yelled back.
He stood infrount of me and said "i care about you and i need you around me." he paused "your my addiction" he whispered in my ear,
he came closer to me and i could feel his breath on my lips,i put my forehead against his as i tangled my arms around his neck,i closed my eyes and then he kissed me,i felt a spark,a warm feeling inside of me the kiss has so much passion. i deepened the kiss amd i felt his hands tangle into my hair as he pulled me closer.i felt his toungeon my lips asking for entrance so i parted my lips.
our tounges danced together in perfect harmony.

we broke apart both breathless and he whispered"i missed you" i couldn't help but smile "how can you miss someone you hardly know?"i asked "i know more about you than you tkni miss black" he told breathless and with that our lips met each others as i let my tounge cerlide with his.
the kissing started to get more passionte with every kiss,he broke the kiss and started to kiss my jaw and traced kisses down my neck darting his tounge places on my neck,i moaned in pleasure which made him do it more when he stopped i kissed his lips as i pulled his t-shirt over his head,i couldnt resist his 8 pack and felt every single bit of it and the ni sliped my fingures down the rim of his jeans to tease him,he moaned inside my mouth,
it made me want him even more i pulled him closed to me untill my back was up against the wall.
my hand was on pauls big bougle while he unbottoned my fitted pink shirt with one of his hands on my maggiv boob while our tounge danced and the dad and jacob walked in.

both me and paul looked at them,Jacob looked pissed off and dad was was silent untill Paul spoke up "i've uumm..got to go" he looked at me and left.
i was so embarssed i felt like dieing right their on the spot "its...its not what it looks like"was all i could say as i ran my hand through my hair and the jacob spoke "well it looked like you two where ready to FUCK!"he shouted at me i just rolled my eyes at him.
"i really didnt want to see him touching you in those places your my little pricesess your not soupse to do those things"my dad said "so its ok for jacob to have sex and i'm not aloud?"i asked and they both shouted yes at the same time."thats gonna change weather you like it or not" i said laughing.
dad looked at me and said "i know,but yor sit my little pricesess..wow i really need to ask someone to have the sex talk with you".
i saw jake looking at me with wide eyes "WHAT?!" i asked and he said "your massive tits are out put them away" so im embarssment i did up my top, and then dad added a comment "your mum had amazing boobs aswell we use to have fun" and with that jake and i covered our ears.
i sat on dads lap and gave him i hug,i was so glad to be home.