he gave me a small smile as he closed his eyes again.
He pulled me closer to his hot body,i wrapped my arms around his neck,i moved closer so i could kiss i gave his a soft kiss on the cheek,i felt something hard between my thigs.i untangled my legs from paul "whats wrong?"he asked as i pulled myself away from him.
"have you got a boner?"i asked him shyly.
he lifted the over up and looked down at his round looked at me with a smile as he said "morning glory baby"he said as he winked at me.
i burted out laugh and he joined in with our laughing fits i had to ask him something "do you that alot in the morning?"i asked and is response was "only when i'm with you"he said as he pull me closer and squeed my caught my by surpirse as i squealed and watched him grin.
i climbed ontop of him and layed on his top of him,i felt him run his fingures up and down my arm in effection.
"common we need to get up we need to help set the bombfire for to night"i told him as i traced his face with my put both his hands on either side of my face and said through kisses "i...don't...want...to..get..up"he said as he kissed me.i giggled lightly as i rolled out of bed.
i walked open to thw window and opened it letting in the fresh la push air,i breathed in the air and exhaled it in was laying in my bed trying to go back to sleep.i sighed and headed into the bathroom.
i had a hot shower letting the hot water linger over my body.i turned the shower off and grabbed a towel.i decided to wear make up today so i put on consiler,mascara,eyeliner and peach lip gloss.i blow dried my hair and put let it go naturally wavey down my back all the way down to my hips.
i wrapped the towel around my body and walked out of the bathroom and into my bedroom to see Paul.i saw him still laying in bed so i threw a cushion at him that i found on my floor.
he catched it and i laughed at his reaction.i went over to my wardrobe and picked out a royal blue maxi dress,i hadn't worn before beause we hadn't had it this hot in ages.
i was confused on where me and paul stood.i wasn't sure if we where together or i was just a bit of fun.i knew what Paul Lahote was like,he would use anyone for a little fun he didn't care who you where.i know he said he was in love with me and he changed but had he really? was he really inlove with me? i will never know.
but somehow i was inlove with him so much i mean i fell so hard inlove with him i would do anything for him even if he wouldn't do the same for me.
as my thoughts ran through my head i decided to get dress in the had already seen me naked but thoughts where running through my head.
i didn't want to be another one of pauls toys.i know he said all those words but where they true or not?was he trying to get close to me so he could spend more time with jacob?
i was so scared that if my thoughts where right what would i do? how would i ever learn to love again.
i got dressed and put on some gold sandles to match,i walked back into my room to see Paul gone,i walked over to my dressing table to see a note.
NOTE-
Gone home to get dressed i'll meet you at the beach later.
love Paul x.
i walked out if my room with a sigh,i plodded into the kitchen to see dad reading a news paper and sue clearwater making turned around and smiled at me "hi Carla you want something to eat?"she asked and "yes please"i said politely to sue,she gave me a big grin and got back to work.i sat at the kitchen tsble staring into space thinking about paul and if i was a toy.
i didn't noitce sue put my food on the table untill dad said "whats the matter?" i shaked my head trying to get the thoughs out of my head "nothing"itold him was a fake smile.
dad gave me a worried look but carried on eating his breakfast. After my breakfast i called georgia.
"hi you coming to the bonfire?"i asked her down the phone
"hell yeah! come and pick me up bitch!"he shouted i laughed and said
"i'm on my way slag" i heard her laugh and u hung up.
i got into mt fiat 500 and drove to georgia's and bibed the horn to let her know i was outside,she run outside and down the porch steps and flew inyo my car.
"my dad was driving me fucking crazy!"he told me through puffs.
"you dope"i told her as i drove i drove to the beach georgia pulled a packet of cigarets out of her bag and put a fag in her lips and offered me one.
i would never ever smoke and georgia didn't normally but her dad was pissing her off so i gusse she needed and so did i.i took the fag out of her hands and put iy inbertween my lip and let her light it for me as i i inhaled the deadly smoke i felt better with in seconds,it didn't taste nice but it helped.
minutes later we where at the beach,we got of the car andwalked over to embry and quil and collin who where setting up the for the saw us smoking and went to say something before i stopped then "don't you dare ask why"i warnded them and they all shock their heads and carried on getting wood.
i sat down on a log and finished my fag and georgia joined me as we watched they boys work. "are you gonna help?"collin asked us and georgia spoke "of coruse not"she said with a grin and they all wined in annoyance.i gave a big grin "look at the twinkle in her eyes"embry told the others as they looked at me "she's up to something"he said as he gave me a death look but i carried on grinning.
After hours of watching the boys set up the bonfire started,dad told the quileute legands as we roasted marshmellows on the ate loads of food and i mean loads!
we all sat around the fire again and had a chat.
i was sitting on paul's lap when a girl who looked about 17 walked over to us and coughed i looked at her and so did 's face fell.
"what do you want?"i asked with a nervous tone "i'm here to get layed by him"he said as she pouinted to paul "your time is up love"she said with a smile.
i felt so angry no not angry i was fumming!i stood up and punched her round the face so hard she fell to to get the floor,i went for her again but someone held me back as i struggled away "YOU SLUT! I SWEAR I WILL BEAT YOU!"i roared with flames in my eyes.
Embry dragged the slut away and i we realised i looked staright at Paul "I HATE YOU! I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN I JUST KNEW IT!"i yelled at him as my eyes started to get blurry "carla listen.."he said as he grabbed my wrist but i stopped him "NO!" and i yanked my wrist away and walked back to my car.i looked back to see georgia swing for paul but was held back,
she manged to kick him in the balls and i watched him fall to the came running towards me,"common lets got watch a movie"he said as i bursted into tears as she hugged me.
we went back home and watched Fault in out movie made me cry even broke me then fixed me and the broke me the pain ever end?