Disclaimer: all I own are the OC's I've put in… but you guys already knew that. Heheh…you all might want to go and read chapter one again, it may help for what's coming up


Kagome POV:

I feel bad. I really do, I left without saying anything to anyone I just grabbed my things and ran, but is that a good enough excuse?I had to do it the way I did though, no one should've had to deal with me and my infatuation with inuyasha…

flash back

I ran, I ran fast and hard, all the way back to the campsite. But on the way there I couldn't reach a decision: do I actually tell them or not? If I tell Sango, she would most likely try and go after inuyasha, which would only hurt her since she just gave birth. But she would hurt herself; causing Miroku to worry over the baby…Kami it's all just too much.

'I should have just listened to everyone and stayed away from Inuyasha, but noooo, I just had to fall in love with him. Maybe I just grab my stuff and go? It's incredibly coward like, but what other choice do I have? Yes, I'll just grab my stuff and go, no one even needs to know, Sango should be asleep Miroku may have the baby—or still passed out. It's a fifty-fifty chance really.' I thought bitterly.

I started to notice familiar landmarks and came to realization that I am almost to the campsite. That knowledge alone almost knocked me off my feet, almost.

'Oh Kami oh Kami oh Kami oh Kami!' Dread sinking into me, draining my face of its color as I saw the fire in the distance. I really don't want to do this, but I have to leave… no way am I staying after tonight. I would go crazy, and being a little bit crazy is ok, but going full fledge crazy? Forget it, I need to leave, I need to mature and I need to grow a backbone. No way is this ever going to happen to me again.

'kami, how humiliating..'

I slowed down to a brisk walk and came to a stop by the fire. I noticed the sleeping bags that I had brought back from my time to make nights like these—camping on the ground—more bearable, except for Inuyasha since he wanted to sleep in a tree. I noticed the last of my ramen cups on the ground by the tree Inuyasha slept in. I noticed the book bag that had all of my stuff in it sitting next to my sleeping bag. And I also noticed that I was completely alone in the campsite

'Maybe I won't have to talk to anyone after all.' It was a cowardly thought I know, but seriously who wants to tell their friends that they're leaving and probably not ever coming back? That's right no one.

I grabbed my bag and left the sleeping bags for them to use however they wish. My heartfelt heavy, but I couldn't bring myself to be sad really. But definitely mad, I mean, how long have I been here? A year? Two? And everyone knew how I felt about Inuyasha, and yet he goes and has sex with that thing. I mean I get it I really do, he loves her, Naraku pitched them against each other, Kikyo pins Inuyasha to a tree with a magical arrow and then dies. Tragic, really, totally Romeo and Juliet style, but come on. It's been years, and not the normal year or two; I'm talking at least one hundred years, and he is still hung over on her! She's dead for crying out loud. How can you screw a clay pottery doll? Am I really that bad at being a romantic companion? Or maybe I'm just figureless? I mean I know I wear this school uniform, but that's because I don't have time to pack. A skirt is quick and easy. Maybe he doesn't like my hair? Nonsense, me and kinkyho have the same hair

….Heh…kinkyho…I crack myself up sometimes.

I digress.

Since I was so into my inner monologue, I hadn't even noticed how close I had gotten too well already, I was already standing at its edge. Surely Inuyasha and the gang were back by now right? They're probably worried sick…

'don't go back, don't go back, don't. Go. Back.'

Was what I chanted in my head as I looked into the very thing that would take me back to my time, and hopefully my life. I took a minute to look back upon the forest, silently crying at what I would lose, I felt the dread of leaving my new found family, I felt the longing over Inuyasha that would hopefully go away with time, but overall, I felt the joy at having the chance to meet all the people that I met in this era, I felt the happiness of moving on. And the slowly the tears of sadness turned to joy as I reflected on my time here.

But the tug in my stomach told me it was time to go back, back to my family, my friends, and my life.

So with one final glace towards the feudal era I turned towards the well and jumped.

'Goodbye...'

end of flash back


A/N: this was pretty much a filler, someone asked why kagome was so sad; well that was the reason as to why. Maybe sad was the wrong word? Either way she is

feeling slightly regretful—not because she left, but because of the way she left. Does that help any?

In case anyone was wondering, my first week back at school was chill. I made the cross country team, and I got transferred into NAVY ROTC, and it's pretty different from ARMY ROTC buts it's still cool.

How Another chapter sometime over the weekend maybe? This was—like I said filler, I wasn't sure how to proceed after the flashback so I just ended it.

Do you guys mind giving me some helpful criticism in some reviews? I want to improve some and I'm not sure if I'm doing ok on my own.

But helpful criticism please, I don't need insults….

see you guys later! XD