Chapter 13
"James...yes...oh god yes!"
"M...you minx...let me...oh christ woman you are going to be the death of me."
James pulls her hips flush to his as they continue to kiss and try to get clothing out of their way.
"I didn't like the way old Callum was eyeing you today...nor the old man for that matter."
"James...I don't think they realize...it's me...god you're so hot….and what about the busty redhead hanging off your arm the entire time?"
"Why is this clasp not coming undone?" Bond pulls at her bra after finally pulling her shirt off and out of the way.
"She was a little flirty...but then her sister was all over Ryan...or didn't you notice that."
M kisses him again as her fingers open the plaid shirt and toss it to the floor as her hand move under his t-shirt to touch his hot chest.
"In case you didn't notice...she was talking to Ryan but staring at Judi...I think Fiona is gay."
Bond pushes M gently back onto the bed as he opens her jeans and pulls them down over her hips and drops them to the floor. He repeats the move with her panties.
M sits up as he continues to try to unhook her bra and M loosens his belt and opens his jeans.
"That is what Kincade alluded to. What did you mean by didn't realize?"
"You never actually introduced me as your lover...I think they all believe that it is Judi that has your heart...not me."
Bond frowns. "Don't be absurd...I don't look at Judi like that."
"Well last night I think you did. Here let me." M sighs exasperatedly as she opens her bra and hands it to James who tosses it onto the pile of clothing on the floor.
"Only for a frustratingly confusing second or two." Bond's lips meet hers as he pushes her further back on the bed and crawls up after her.
"Second...I think it was longer than that...were you busy picturing the three of us in bed?"
"That is all your fault minx."
"How so?"
"It was you saying picture me young by imagining Judi with long blonde hair."
M laughs at him and hands him the lube which he takes and applies to his throbbing member and then positions himself between her legs.
Slowly James pushes into M and stops, closing his eyes as the sensation of entering her rolls over him. When he opens his eyes M is looking up at him with a question on her lips.
"What did you actually tell Kincade about me?"
Bond looks down at her wondering why so talkative all of a sudden...not that he minds it takes the focus off the act and allows it to last longer.
"I left it in the air...look you did not want me advertising my love for you to the world...just a few...so no I guess I didn't actually say...M is my lover. Oh god...christ...what a lover...M you feel so good!"
James has to maintain a calm control with M...he fears hurting her compared to other younger lovers he has enjoyed. With them he just thrust away but with M...everything is slow and delicious as if savouring something decadent and forbidden.
This is officially the longest relationship James has ever had with a woman and he has not been bored with their lovemaking once. This must be love...there is no other explanation.
"James...love...move darling, you won't break me." M hooks her legs around his thighs and kisses his chest running her hands up his muscular arms.
"Oh so we have stopped the Q&A session now?"
"Bloody move Bond!"
"Christ I love it when you give me orders…argh!"
"I have to or you would get lost and end up engaged to my daughter all of a sudden...oh...oh..yes!"
"M, I know we need to keep this quiet...I can't exactly scream...it from the roof tops...but do make sure to...argh... keep their hands off you...ahhh...while I'm gone."
M begins to laugh sending vibrations through him that make him lose his focus.
"Well...M... if you won't take this seriously...I will have Ryan watch you with them...since he has been so good at...criticizing my...oh... desire for his mum...let him deal with...how bloody...irresistible you are...to the opposite sex. I haven't even...mentioned the whole...oh good god...Tanner affair."
Bond trusts in a steady rhythm as he palms her breast and pinches her nipple between his thumb and forefinger.
M arches beneath him panting. "James! Oh...god! There was...no...Tanner...affair."
"I...distinctly remember...him kissing...arghh...you in South...Africa...ahhh."
"An...act. James...right there...yes...yes."
"Then...there is...Mallory...ahhh."
"Mallory?"
"He...asked me if...single...remember."
"That...was...yes! Harder...that was nothing!"
"You are fucking irresistible...Olivia...christ M!"
"So are you my dear boy...argh...but...James! Oh god...you have to...to curb...your jealousy...believe it or NOT! Ah...ah...oh...yes. Not every man...is...after...me!"
"Ahhh...not...true...you...just...ignore...christ M you are so hot...so wet...so sexy...I...love you. I love being in you...I wasted...so much time...so sorry."
"James! Yes! The past is better left there...oh yes!"
There breaths are now coming in pants and all hope at conversation is lost in their lovemaking.
James kisses her again and then stop to adjust positions. Straightens up, kneeling between her legs while still buried inside her and uses his thumb to rotate on her sex while gently thrusting into her. His free hand palms her breast as M increases in her vocalizations.
"James...yes...oh god!" He is stretching her and the pressure is overwhelming. Her orgasm overtakes her intensly as her body bucks and the pleasure turns almost painful.
"JAMES!"
Bond is watching her as she throws her head back another thrust and the feel of her spasms intensify he closes his eyes as he finds his release.
"Oh god...M!"
M tries to stop his hands on her sensitive flesh...the sensitivity is unbelievably intense and she feels him release inside her and he collapses on top of her.
"M...that was...it was...incredible."
Bond's mobile rings. His body still feels like jelly but he reaches for it.
Answering, "yes?" In a breathless pant.
Bond it's Tanner...is M there and can you talk?
Bond looks down at M and almost has to laugh...if Tanner only knew...Bond and M are still very intimately attached and there breathing has barely coming down to normal.
James covers the mobile and whispers, "speak of the devil."
Bond? You sound out of breath...is everything alright?
"Yes fine Tanner...I will put you on speaker."
M looks up at him panicked for a moment, trying to move but Bond holds her in place.
Bond is getting turned on by the idea of having sex with M while talking to Tanner. Just to show her he rolls his hips into her again and whispers in her ear.
"You said you knew how to be quiet when you had to be...let's test that theory shall we?"
The look M gives him could melt ice. He can see the protest on her lips as he hits the speaker button.
"We're here Tanner...what is the problem?"
"Yes Mr. Tanner...when do you need Bond...to...leave?"
M swats Bond's thigh as he begins to move in her again and then pauses to take one of her nipples into his mouth. Licking, sucking and nipping at the sensitive bud, then moving to the other to repeat his actions.
M tries not to moan at what he is doing. Seeing M battling for control arouses him even more.
Sweat is forming on her brow...and her heart rate increasing again, panic that she will be unable to keep silent...and answer any questions builds as the sensations amplify.
Bond is getting hard again as he thrusts into her, quickening his pace as he stiffens. M's eyes go wide in surprise.
"Mr. Tanner could you...please...give it to me quickly?"
Bond smirks at her. "The faster...the better Tanner...M's a bit busy."
All right...Q branch will be there tomorrow by 5 and Mallory has decided that I should come up as support because none of Q branch is confident enough with small arms to feel they could protect M.
Bond is trailing kisses down her neck and collarbone...hopefully far enough away from the mobile on the bedside table that Tanner cannot pick up the hitch of his breath.
"Fine Mr. Tanner but what about the mission...when does...ahhh….when does Bond!" James bites her nipple as she is talking.
M tries to cover as quickly as possible. "When does Bond leave?"
There will be a helicopter there to pick him up by 3. As for the protocol 5 questioning you ordered M, both are released and they went their separate ways very quickly. You will be safe enough without him for a few hours until I get there won't you M?
"Yes! Oh...oh... that will be fine...Mr. Tanner. Please email us any other details."
M looks up at Bond, her aroused anger turning suddenly to flirtation.
"You and I...can debrief...privately...when you arrive...Bill."
Bond continues to tease his lover but pauses when he sees the teasing look in her eyes as she suggestively speaks to Tanner...a man who has more than a crush on her.
"Yes Bill...we will see you tomorrow...sorry for being distracted but M has me deep...in some important...personal work."
Bond...don't even suggest that you are...oh christ...are you? I'm hanging up now! You had better be joking...Bye!
Bond hits the mobile and M hits him. "What did you have to say that for? I was handling the situation and being perfectly quiet and you...oh god…007...you...damn nuisance...yes...yes!"
Bond uses his finger to bring her closer...sweat is forming on his brow as he moves harder and faster as the pleasure hit a crescendo. M clenches and throws her head back shouting his name.
"JAMES!"
Bond thrusts hard a few more times, groans and collapses on her again.
"OLIVIA!"
"Fuck M. That was incredibly hot...M and we need to have phone call with Tanner inspired sex again."
"Christ you could have killed me with a bloody heart attack James. At my age...twice like that...can take it's toll."
Bond frowns worried as he shifts back out of her and scrambles to his knees, eyes wide, raking over her body as she continues to calm her breathing.
"I didn't hurt you did I?" Bond says in a sudden panic.
M laughs, "no but you are going to have to give me a hand up and help me to the bath."
Bond smiles and jumps off the bed suddenly pleased with himself.
"I will go run a bath for you darling and come get you and then go get us some wine to enjoy in bed...and a snack...I am suddenly hungry and I was too full to eat that massive meal Maggie left us for after the tea."
"Yes...a bite would hit the spot...and some wine. I think Judi is too scared to intrude on us tonight after last night."
"Yes...I think she has been messaging the husband."
"I will talk to her tomorrow."
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Bond runs the bath for her and leaves with a robe around his naked body to go gather some snacks and wine for his love.
He finds judi on the sofa talking quietly into her mobile. James ducks into the kitchen and gathers a tray. He heads back into the living room to gather the wine and glasses.
Judi is crying softly.
"Judi...what is wrong?"
"James! You startled me. What are you doing down here...in only a robe? You and mum...taking a break?"
Bond blushes. "We are refueling in the bath."
"Bond...find me someone that loves me like you do her."
"What kind are you looking for Judi...I don't even know your hobbies or job...I don't think a killer agent is going to help you much either."
"Well, on your international travels if you find any good man with a moral sense of devotion and a sense of humour who likes a ready made family...send him my way will you."
"I will...I will make deadly sure he is good enough for M's little girl."
"Thanks James...oh and if he is a gorgeous as you...all the better."
James turns to walk upstairs. "Go get some sleep young lady...you and I have a date in town tomorrow remember."
"Oh, yes I forgot. I better get to bed then."
Judi walks up the stairs following Bond and into her room...feeling a pang of jealousy for her mother and her incredible looking lover.
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Ryan puts more bread in the toaster as he hears more feet on the stairs.
M walks in and gives him a hug as she begins to help him by gathering more plates.
"You and James are finally up...what about Jude?"
"Bond was up with the sun...did his run and came back to bed already."
"Ew...mum...I don't want to know."
M laughs. "You need to develop a sense of humour boy...you sister is getting into the swing of things."
"Yes but she may have ulterior motives."
"What?"
"I think Judi has more than a little crush on your man...so what do you think about that?"
"No! Really? I think she and I need to have a chat. James found her down here crying on the sofa late last night. She has been speaking with Sam...I think. Tanner had him released yesterday and said that there is not a chance that the woman will be staying with Sam after that."
"They didn't hurt them did they mum?"
Bond and Judi walk into the kitchen hearing the end of the conversation.
"No...they were not touched...just questioned."
"Sam called me last night...I asked him for a divorce. He admitted the affair. I assume that he felt it would all come to light because of his incarceration."
"I am sorry Judi." Bond says as he grips her shoulder pulling her up against his side. Judi tilted her head towards Bond, leaning her head on his shoulder and closing her eyes.
M took this all in with a pang in her heart. She loves them both so much. Could it be possible...could they work...would it be better for both of them?
Maybe M needs to stop this...she loves him and she will work to keep this relationship. But what if he could have a life with Judi and the children? It would be amazing for both of them. What can she do...what should she do?
"We need to eat and then we will head into town for our date Jude."
"Yes...is there anything you need from town mum? Ryan?"
"Me no." Ryans says.
"James knows what we need here better than I do. Ryan do you feel up to taking notes as I walk through the house with plans for what the agency will need here?"
"Sure mum. I can help with that. Oh Jude, Fiona texted me and wants to know if you are up for horses tomorrow?"
"Yes...that sounds fun...pass the jam."
"Bond are you ready to go?"
"Yes M...I have some of what Tanner sent and I will be back here by 2 with Maggie and some extra food. Also in time for me to say goodbye before getting picked up."
Judi looks shocked. "Two...will that be enough time for the two of you too…properly say goodbye?"
"Judi! Don't go there young lady."
"I saw him last night coming to get food for you to recharge with...in only a robe, so I assume the two of you are still in the epic honeymoon portion of this relationship."
Bond smirks as he winks at M. "Yes we are."
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After dinner Olivia helps Charmain and Monique clean up. Charmian goes to play with James as Monique and Olivia chat.
"I think James really likes you. He has not introduced me to many women but of those he has, you are the most important."
"I don't know what to say...or do. James has surprised me...he has a certain reputation at work and he has asked me out twice before and I declined."
"Do you love your man? I only ask because Andrew sees that his brother is serious about you. I would like to reassure him if there is any hope for you joining this family and little Jamie would love it."
Olivia laughs and feels badly for the woman who seems a little lonely.
"I am sorry Monique...I have enjoyed being here a great deal. I have been surprised by James but I love Nigel more than anyone in this world."
"I understand...follow your heart. I did even if it lead me to such a strange and foreign environment."
"It must be hard for you."
"Yes but Andrew is supporting. I plan to instruct Jamie in German and French and we often go home for ski holidays."
"That is nice. I am very glad to have been so nicely accepted into this family. I will remain in contact if you would like but I will not be able to join this family."
"Well...who knows what the future will bring my dear...perhaps one day you will."
Olivia smiles at the woman who hears Charmian call her from upstairs and leaves to go see to her son.
Olivia slips outside to get a breath of fresh air only to bump into Kincade.
"Well now dolly...you out here to escape or just catch your breath?"
"You are very perceptive Mr. Kincade."
"Aye...this family is desperate to see James happy again. I don't think it wise though."
"What?"
"You and he do not fit anymore than you and I."
"I am afraid I don't understand?"
"You like the city...and he does also but you both also like the country. On the surface you fit but underneath you do not."
"How can you tell?"
"He feels strongly for you now...but James is flighty with his desires and they change like the wind and weather. You seem steadfast and if you do have another man and that is not just a tale...he is a lucky bloke to have captured your heart."
Olivia walks around the house as Kincade gives her his impression of their not quite real relationship. "James says you are a flirt and he is not even sure if you are married. I can say that you are a bit of a mystery also Mr. Kincade."
Kincade smiles and looks down at her. "I can see how you do it...there is just something about you. James and I both loved a MacKenzie and have been trying to make up for that for years. Annie is a nice girl...but you...you are worth all the tea in China, dolly."
Olivia is beginning to feel uncomfortable with the way Kincade is looking at her but then the car returns and Andrew and James climb out. Andrew frown seeing Kincade standing so close to her.
James scowls. "Kincade! Step away please...I cannot compete with your damn rustic Irish charm." James laughs as he slaps his friend's shoulder.
"Then maybe you should not leave the lass alone to be entertained by the likes of me."
"Well to avoid any fighting over dolly I suggest we go fight over darts or cards instead." Andrew moves them all towards the house to play games.
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"Dolly you don't have to sleep in with Charmian...I will keep my hands to myself."
Andrew laughs, "that is as likely as me being the King of Scotland brother."
"Dear brother I could use your young lad as a buffer again."
"James...don't be ridiculous. This young lady is practically engaged to another man and I for one will not have it said that a Bond lead her astray and broke up their relationship." Charmian says as she winks at Olivia.
"Oh and I suppose she will be safe as houses with you Charm?"
"James! I don't think that is your business." Monique says suddenly.
"Just let the girl decide the lot of you...now pass the potatoes please." Andrew says diplomatically.
After dinner they retire to the great room to play some cards. After Jamie's bath he comes down to bid them all goodnight.
Little James makes a beeline for Olivia and she pulls him up on her lap. Jamie reaches his small arm up behind him grasping her hair and twirling it in his hand as he sucks on a finger from his other hand.
"Andrew...Monique, I do think your son is in love with dolly." Charmian says.
"See...I told you! Thank you sister...they thought I was just being irrationally jealous of a two year old. Charm agrees...the little tike has it bad for my companion." James looks straight at his namesake and says, "my dolly...Jamie."
"My dolly!"
They all laugh as James begins to tickle James. "James! Don't get him all riled up before bed." Monique exclaims.
Andrew crosses his arms looking across at the two James. "Yes or we will send him to entertain you when he cannot sleep brother and without the little doll with you...he will not be happy."
"Do you want me to take him to bed tonight?" Olivia asks.
"That would be nice, thank you Olivia." Monique says as she sits down beside her husband.
Olivia stands and turns James in her arms to carry him better. She walks up the stairs and heads to the nursery. "Here we are James. Time for you to go to bed."
Olivia places the boy in his crib and looks down at the cute little boy. "You are a little charmer aren't you? I think I would like to have children because of you young man. Goodnight little love."
"Night...dolly."
Olivia covers the boy and leaves the room. She thinks of Nigel and what he might be doing at that very moment. A bitterness invades her thoughts as she wonders if he is screwing Amy...his ex-girlfriend.
As Olivia's mind travels to that possibility, she wonders why she is resisting James at all. Her damn stubborn nature comes with a certain self awareness of her own heart.
Olivia loves Nigel.
James Bond would only confuse and crush her.
To be continued….