Hey gang, there is a new chapter of Falling for a bad girl, sorry, this one took a time to write. I'd like to thank you Jopeth23 sor helping me correcting this fanfiction, cause my english still suckes lool. Well, this is a big chapter, so take it easy!

Oh, this fanfiction is now rated T

It is Saturday. That means I would spend a part of my day with my girlfriend, and the other playing baseball with Gerald and the gang. It has been a long week, so I was glad to take it easy today... But...

Well, Lila was giving me the cold shoulder since she knew about my evening with Helga... in fact, I got a hard time the whole week...

When I came back from my rendezvous with Helga, Lila and me got into a big fight. My boss called to know if I was feeling better, so Lila discovered that I left my work incognito. I told her that I have been mugged by a guy who took my money right after I had withdrawn from the ATM, but when she saw the tuxedo in my backpack... Aww. If I remembered well, I received at least four slaps that night.

So I told her the truth, and it made her feel more furious than she already was. Lila is very scary when she's angry. Trust me.

Anyway, I let her vent out her frustration, and let her yell at me, and I could understand this. If she would have been me, I'd be frustrated too. But she calmed down, and we talked. She finally accepted the fact that it was only a thank-you dinner. But of course, I didn't talk about the sexual proposal nor the kiss. Lila would have killed me right away, literally.

And here I am, watching at the news with Lila in my arms. I was still in my boxers, and she was in her nightdress. I wanted to jump over her body and make love to her, but Lila wasn't a ''morning'' person. I should wait for the night.

I sighed. I'm sure Helga is the kind of girl who would do it in the morning... In the shower... On the table... Dirty thoughts made its way in my mind.

''You set a beautiful table my fair senorita...'' I heard myself as I laid her down on the table.

I shook my head. No, this wasn't the right time for such thoughts.

I took a long gulp of my coffee before calming down. I just stopped my "morning problem" with an ice cold shower, and hopefully that would be the last of it.

''Did you pay for the electric bill?'' Lila asked out of nowhere, biting her nails, her emerald green eyes fixed on the news on the television, which was about the death of the oldest twins in the world in China.

''Y-yeah... But we have to get rid of the internet...''

I heard her groaning. Yeah, that was my fault after all.. I should have asked something else with Helga, why have I been so reckless? I really should stop seeing her... My relationship with Lila was on the verge of a nasty breakup, a relationship built on years of effort and love. I spent so much time running after her, charming her, flirting with her, taking her to fancy restaurants... and all is about to end because of a girl who made my head spin.

I bit my lip when I thought of the kiss Helga gave me. It was... Just too good. It's been a while since Lila had this effect on me. The effect that every kiss came with a different taste everytime you kiss the person. Our kisses was now so stern and faded, the flame slowly dying. Lila felt the same thing, I know it, but she denies it. But I know her too well. She didn't feel the same thing for me anymore, but she is afraid of what people could think about her. People see us as a perfect couple, and she didn't want to break this image.

Since childhood, Lila always paid attention to the image she gives on to other people. She didn't want us saying bad things about her, and she wanted to be as what people thought she was. I am not even sure if I succeeded seeing the "real her" behind the mask after all these years with her. I felt like my girlfriend was stronger and more aggressive than what she wanted to show.

My phone suddenly buzzed so I pulled out my antiquated cellphone, and saw that Gerald had left me a message.

''Yo man, you coming to the game? Reply ASAP.''

I smiled a bit, and replied that I'll be over there in time.

''I'll be out at 3 for a usual game with Gerald and the gang.''

''Okay," was all what Lila said, still focused on the T.V.

I facepalmed at that moment. It will be long before everything goes back to normal between us.

A part of me didn't give a shit about it, and wanted to spend the day with Helga, but the reasonable part of me didn't want to throw away all these years running after Lila. I didn't know what to do. I'm so confused.

''Dear... I don't like this when you give me the cold shoulder... Maybe we should talk about this.''

She angrily turned to me. I felt like an idiot asking this when everything was my fault after all.

''Would you like me to go out with the ever so cute Wolfgang, and let him invite me Chez Paris, Arnold?

''I don't care about you bitch.''

I jumped. Where the heck this voice came from ? Did I just say it loudly? Judging by her same frustrated look for the past two minutes, I guess not. Damn, why did I think this? Lila is far from being a bitch! I think I need some sleep...

''I guess not.'' I said, still shocked by the harsh thought I had back then.

She stood up and went to shower as I rubbed the back of my neck. Sometimes, I hope Grandpa was still here to give me advices as he used to do when I was a kid. May he rest in peace.

I stood up too and decided to dress for the day. A light red shirt and dark jeans is going to be enough, I think. Time will come that I have to put a coat to on to go outside. Damn October.

I went to prepare myself a breakfast and a cup of orange juice. I could still hear from here the sound of the water from the shower, and the news on the TV. So much noise in the morning. I turned off the TV, and looked at the bathroom, only to see that Lila had forgotten to close the door again. I came closer and peeked inside, seeing her silhouette behind the curtains, and I couldn't help it but to imagine her wet body rubbing against mine, her curved butt, her generous breasts... Her smooth skin, her luscious red lips, filled of my... I shook my head and slapped mysef. What was I thinking so early in the morning ? Crap, I needed sex now... but Lila was still upset at me. I'm such an idiot.

I wanted to reedem to Lila, so for the lunch I made her favorite meal: raviolis. In fact, when she saw my work, it made her smile, and she ate it right away. I hated raviolis, but I ate it to please her. She seemed to be glad of my efforts, because she kissed me on my cheek. But still, I could feel the animosity in her.

Nevertheless, a moment before went out for the game, I smelled her perfume near me, and felt two fragile arms hugging me from behind.

''Lila?''

''Don't do this again... Arnold.'' She said with a serious tone in her high pitched voice, muttering against my back.

''I swear, my dear...''

I already knew I wouldn't be able to keep my promise, and I felt so mean to lie to her at this moment... But it was against me. Oh, Lila, I do not deserve you.

I should tell her, right here, right now, that I do not feel anything for her anymore... But I kept on being selfish, and it will hurt more once the truth goes out. She will discover everything, because I'm the worst liar on this planet. I remembered that time when a girl in a bar has given Gerald a blowjob when he was completely drunk. It wasn't right, and damn, I wanted to tell to Pheobe, but I never said anything, but I knew Pheobe knew, and she wasn't stupid.

Because I was leaving soon, I told Lila to call our internet provider to ask them to cancel our service, and I know it will hurt her, because she's addicted to Facebook. Sometimes, she reminds me Rhonda, and it was scary. They were good friends back then, and I know Lila still keeps in touch with her on Facebook. I don't really get why people give so much interest in this stupid site...

Well, so, I left with my baseball glove and my bat and of course my loyal blue cap. Gerald and the gang sure are waiting for me now, as usual. I wasn't the most punctual person... Nor the best, I had skill in hitting people with my ball. So most of the time i was the catcher. By the way, now I only play to hang out with friends and free my thoughts, because I sould admit, I wasn't in the mood to play today. I was thinking about Helga and Lila since I woke up this morning. I was wondering what should I do, and who would I would ask for advices. I couldn't call my parents. They would tell me to listen my heart, but thats the problem, my heart is so confused. I can't ask to my friends either, especially Gerald. Phoebe would listen, but she is Lila's bestfriend, there is no way I wouuld tell her. I sighed deeply. What should I do, what should I do ?

I walked as the minutes went by. I was lost in my thoughts. I was staring at the ground, thinking about my decisions, my situation, and the aftermath of each decision I would eventually take in the future. I raised my eyes. I would easily expect Gerald in front of the entrance of the stade, stamping his foot, ready to pat my shoulder with a smile. I also would see Sid fooling around, hitting the walls with his feet, waiting for me to play with them, and Harold would be eating chips in a corner.

But what I saw when I looked in front of me stunned me. It wasn't the warm ambiance of my friends waiting for me and fooling around. Instead, I saw the dark, horrible, and noisy building that gave me nightmares.

Helga's.

What was I doing here? Did my feet brought me here unconsciously? What the fuck... I thought it could only happen in books. Am I such an airhead? I gazed for a moment at the damaged cold bricks of the building, and then turned around, but did I really want to leave?

I gulped. What should I do ? Well, c'mon... A minute can't hurt, can it ?

I got in the old building, and right away the smell of the urine assaulted my nose, and I tried not to gag, and I avoided looking at that thing in the corner of the stairs. Damn, that's more disgusting than before. Helga, is she really worth the trouble?

I shoved aside this mean thought, hurried to reach her door, and knocked. I suddenly remembered that it was Saturday. Maybe she was already at work. I waited for a moment until I heard something hit the door hard. The sound was so loud that I jumped. Then there was silence.

''Helga?" I called out, worried of this silence.

The door flew open. Helga was leaning against the door. Her ocean blue eye seemed tired, bloodshot. I wasn't fooled, she was high right now.

''Helga, are you okay?''

''Hey, football head... Watcha doin' here ? Came for a handjob?''

I blushed darker than the last time she proposed sex. I tried to ignore the dirty thoughts coming into my mind. I knew I was naive and all, but I'm not stupid; I know Helga was on drugs. Why on earth does she do that just before going to work? She is so irresponsible.

''Helga... I think I should be going home, you don't look very...''

''Don't get all shy on me, come in!''

She took my arm and dragged me inside before I could do anything. I regained my balance as she closed the door. This is not good. Not good at all. I was now locked with a very much high Helga, and Gerald and the gang are probably waiting for me impatiently. I'm really good in putting myself in trouble, damn it. I turned around, and took the advantage of the situation to watch over her carefully. Today, she was wearing a simple blue dark jeans, a pink hoodie ripped on the sleeves and a dark pink beanie. Her hairs of the most sunniest yellow were a little disheveled, but still hid her left eye. Talk about swag! I gulped hard, and rubbed the back of my neck, uneasy at this odd situation.

''So, Football head, what brought you here ?''

I could feel the excitement in her voice, probably drug-induced, maybe she's exhilirated, as if life looked nicer when we're high... I opened my mouth to reply.

''Well, I don't really know... I was on my way for the field, and then I found myself here... I guess I wanted to talk to you.''

Proud of my answer, I watched her for her reaction. I thought she's going to laugh or make fun of me, but her reaction surprised me. She came closer, and lowered her unhidden eye on my face as she took my chin with her fingers.

''You want me, don't you?''

My eyes widened. Did I hear her right? I was totally speechless! My throat dried up quickly as my heart started to race furiously in my ribcage. I shouldn't be here... I should be at the field. Playing baseball with my friends. Not here being... being... being seduced by this goddess. Gosh, I don't know if I would rather be with my friends, or here with the beautiful Helga digging my own grave deeper. She drew closer again. I could smell alcohol in her breath, her eyeball was red like blood, she didn't seem to be really aware of the situation. I had difficulties understanding this girl, she is so complex. At this moment, I knew she wasn't the sophisticated girl I invited to the restaurant anymore. Come to think of it, something bothered me back then. Now, she seemed like a girl with a dark past, no hint of sophistication, vulgar and perverted.

But gosh, I liked it! A girl who can do what she wants and not take shit from anyone. A girl who's streetsmart, a girl with a dark, mysterious past I want to know better. Fuck Lila. I wanted her, only her.

Then I shook my head. No way, Lila was my girlfriend...

For crying out loud! I'm so condused!

''So, blondie? Wanna fuck me?'' She muttered slowly in my ear.

Her words buzzed in my ears long after she said it. Only God knows how hard it was for me to not take her right now and bang her against the wall. But I couldn't. She's doesn't know what she's doing.

What I did not know was that Helga had the situation totally under control. Her pink lips came closer to mine, deep blue eye lost in mine. I yield... No, Arnold, you're stronger than that! You can do it!

''Helga... Helga, we... we shouldn't... I have... A girlfriend!''

''She can go fuck herself for all I care..." She murmured, her lips rubbing against mine.

My whole body was trembling due to excitement. Damn, this girl is the only one who can turn me on in a few seconds. Her hands on my shoulder, I put mine on hers. I moved my lips to meet hers and this time, completely cheat on Lila, but at the last minute, she walked back and laughed like an idiot as I was froze at my place, wondering what on earth just happened.

''You should have seen your face. Do I turned you on, Arnold-o ? You're so amusing.''

Well, at least she wasn't as high as she would wanted me to believe... I've been fooled like a noob.

''You... You're not at work ?'' I asked to forget about the embarassment I suddenly felt.

''Nope!'' She smirked. ''I go in few hours. SO! Football head, you wanted something?'' She finally asked, heading towards the kitchen.

''N-no... Not really...'' I replied following her.

I saw her kitchen for the first time. It seemed for me it was the most beautiful part of her apartment. There were no holes in the walls, but what a mess! I could see bags with strange-looking white powder in it lying everywhere in the kitchen, and there was a certain amount of empty bottles near the door heading outside, and the trash piled behind the door reached the window. I blushed hard when I saw her pieces of underwear hooked on the chairs. Oh god... This girl is driving me crazy.

''Sit down.'' Helga ordered, pushing my shoulder down, forcing my butt to hit the kitchen's chair where was lying a white bra. I gulped and sighed. The weather got hotter all of sudden. The woman sat, still looking a little dazed and unsteady. Her bloodshot eye was slowly going back to normal.

''So, Arnold-o, came here for a drink? Or weed ?''

''N-no... As I said, I came for.. Uh...''

She let out a weak laugh, and leaned her head on her right hand.

''You look like a poor lost boy. That's kinda cute.''

I blushed again, and rubbed the back of my neck. It was exciting, and yet stressing. Gerald will sure kill me.

''Want coffee?'' She asked, getting up akwardly, haven't fully shaken off the effects of whatever drug she was shooting.

''Yeah, please.'' I replied as I received a text.

I pulled out my old cellphone and frowned reading the message.

''Fuck Arnold, my man, where are you? We're waiting you for an hour now! We're starting without you! I hope you're not with "you-know-who."''

I bit my lips. I had no excuse. I couldn't tell him I finally decided to stay with Lila, it would be so easy for him to know I'm lying. I sighed.

''Hey, what's up, geekbait, feeling down in the dumps? Not enough sex?'' Laughed the rebel in front of me as she was heating the water up.

I shut up as I heard strong thump on the wall by her neighbor, followed by a man's yelling. I hung my head.

''I think I'm gonna lost my girlfriend, and my friends...''

''Why?''

I bit my lower lip. Should I tell her? It could change everything between us... Or she could give a shit about it, I don't know. Helga is full of surprises.

''Because I keep on talking to you."

I saw her eyes widened. She looked astonished of my reply. But her surprise didn't last long, and she smirked maliciously before she put her feet on the table.

''So why did you come over here? Oh, yeah, I remember. You have a thing for me, don't you? You would like to have a taste of me ?'' She said as she removed her legs, and crouched towards me, giving me the pleasure of seeing the curves of her breasts. Helga... Why do you keep torturing me like that ?

''You know, I like you. You're funny and naive, I'm gonna have lots of fun playing around with you.'' She told me, raising my head with her finger under my chin.

I'm sure I look like one of those stupid guys who were completely hypnotized by this wicked beauty, just like in the movie Medusa. The men were totally hypnotized by the wicked beauty of Medusa who took pleasure in bending them do her bidding. But I don't mind. Cause yes, I was utterly hypnotized by the beauty of the blue eye staring at me with desire. The blue of her irises was so deep, so pure. The sky itself would be jealous. I could feel her hot breath as her lips rubbed mine. This contact lasted a moment, until the sound of the coffee-machine told us that the water was ready. She smiled, and walked away.

''Don't stop, make it pop, Dj blows the speakers up, tonight, Imma fight, 'til we see the sunlight. Tik tok, on the clock, but the party don't stop.''

She sang while preparing the coffee. I tried to catch back my breath, preying on the singing voice of Helga.

''Will you sing this tonight ?'' I asked, breathless.

''Yup.''

She put to coffee in front of me.

''Oh, thinking about it.''

She stood up right away and went in her room. While this time, I drank my coffee trying to figure out what had just happened. We had an affair. A connection... I'm sure about it. She and I shared something. I felt passionate, for a second, I wanted to hold her against my body and never ler her go, and then make her love like an animal. Oh, these fantasies will kill me. Not to mention she seemed to enjoy torturing me. Bad girl.

I rubbed my temples and noticed her returning with a CD, or maybe a DVD? She held it to me with a knowing smile.

''You liked my show, don't you? Here's a CD. Take care of it like it was your own baby. Only a few have a copy of this.''

I couldn't belive what I just heard. I looked at the CD, and then at her.

''You're giving this to me? Are you sure?''

Each word I spoke didn't seem to reach my ears, and I was talking unconsciously, which irritated her.

''Crimeny, Football head, I bothered find this just to give it to you. I hope I won't be regretting this.''

I gulped, and nodded. I better pay attention to my words, I didn't want her to throw me out.

''Well, we were saying... Why do you keep talking to me if you could lose all of your friends, including your annoying girlfriend? Am I really worth it, Arnold?'' She asked me gravely.

I didn't reply right away. In fact, I was lost in my thoughts, weighing the pros and cons. Lila was a nice girl, and I understand she was angry sometimes. And I was far from being the perfect man. But Helga was right. Was she worth it?

I should choose. The tender and sweet Lila.. Or the sexy and adventurous Helga ?

I have made my choice.

I looked up at her, and was surprised to see her sitting near me, looking at me with a piercing gaze.

''Yes.''

''Are you ready to be my friend with benefits ?'' She asked, still staring at me.

I gulped hard, and my heart raced.

''Yes.''

Her long finger softly rubbed my chin before her lips came closer to my ear.

''Are you ready... To do anything I want ?''

My last answer burned my throat, and sealed my fate.

''Yes.''