Jax pov
The doctors said that Paige had a stroke . The ambulance brought her to the hospital . The doctors said it's not a bad stroke . But when she fell she hit her head so hard that she doesn't want to wake up . They say the stroke will not have any affect and that she's in a coma from the fall. When Madison called me I was totally frantic . I rushed to the hospital and demanded to see her . What will I do . I love her . I never told her that . What if she never wakes up and she never knows the love I have for her . I don't even have the words to describe my love for her . I care for her sooo much . If something happens to her , I will never forgive myself . I told her that I will always catch her . But I didn't it. So I'm sitting in the waiting room with Madison . Jake and Christie went to get Katniss at the airport . I tap my foot with my head in my hands . Why won't the doctors let me in ? " She 's going to be okay " said Madison " Are you sure . What if something happens to her ? I will never forgive myself..."
"Hey ! Don't talk like that she will be alright . Paige is a fighter you know . I understand you care for her and I know you love her but be patient "
" Who says I love her ?"
" You don't ?"
" Yeah yeah your right . I really do love her I guess "
" You can't give up on her . Hope .We are vulnerable , weak .The world seems to be full of storm clouds , but the very thing that makes the sun shine through the rain is hope. The one thing that makes us invincible. " " Thanks I really needed that "
" Well its late got to get to Christies , we won't wach the video without you . See you tomorrow . We all will come tomorrow . Are you coming to school tomorrow ? "
" Probably not " I said smirking.
" Oh okay bye."
She walks off . Then the doctor comes and said that visitors are allowed.
It 's 10 in the evening. About time . When I went into her room she was pale . I dragged a chair closer and sat beside her . I take of my leather jacket and sit it beside me. I take her hand and put it in mine . Its so cold . But she still looks so beautiful. The way her long auburn hair shines in the light . I wish to see that green eyes of her again . What if I never see them again . "Paige , hold on pain ends. You just have to hang in there .The only thing that keeps me going and not shutting down is hope that you will come back to me one day ... and I'll be waiting. I care for you . You have to know that . I love you. Hold on to that Paige. " The rest of the night I just sat there holding her hand. Until I fell asleep.
Katniss pov
I came back yesterday . I wanted to begin my plan and tell them my story , but Paige got hurt . We are going to see her today. When school finished we went directly to the hospital . When we get there , I see Jax there holding her hand . He hasn't moved from yesterday . He spent the night. The scene makes me miss Peeta . When I get my plan done we will see each other again . I can see Jax loves Paige. Love , the one thing that control us . So powerful it can conquer the world . The one thing that fills the void within us . The reason we stand up everyday . The one thing that makes us want to live.
The others went to get food. I drag a chair and sit next to Jax. " Be strong Jax , she'll wake up ." I say to him.
" But what if I'm not strong enough to hold on ?"
" If you are not strong enough to hold on you'll fall. You'll get hurt . Don't give misery that satisfaction . Its impossible to overcome your fear . But you can control it . That fear will always be there . You just have to suck it up . You fear that she will never wake up . It will cross your mind but suck it up and don't fall. I learned that. Love can conquer all , even put your fear aside for awhile . You're lucky . She is here and she will wake up . At least you know where she is and that she is safe. And you can still see her . I will do anything for that and I have . I sacrificed so much. She needs you . If you are strong so is she ."
" Thanks Katniss you and Madison really helped me. "
Just then the others came in. And we sat there then I began to speak . " You guys do you know if there are any woods near by "
" Yeah sure there are about 7 miles away " Jake answers.
"I can take you there if you like " he says
" Thanks that would be very nice."
Two weeks later Jake pov
I just took Katniss to the woods again . She said she just needed some time to think . When I get a call that Paige just woke up. I race back to th hospital to see everybody there. Jax still didn't want to leave her so we brought him clothes and he showered at the hospital. He looks relieved. Paige is still weak and we sat a few hours and chat . Then she gets some food from the nurses and she gobbles it up.
Paige pov
I feel great . We all chatted for a few hours and then they gave me food and I felt so much better. Jake says that Katniss is in the woods . That she must think for awhile . Then Christie reminds us. " Guys , I totally forgot . I got that video from Ash . The one where we paid him to take a video of where Katniss was going . Do you want to watch it ?" A choruses of yes went thru the room . Christie got the camera out of her bag . And played .
It showed a crowd of people . And a stage . Then Katniss and another boy came out of the doors onto the stage . I think he is her husband . She says she is married ,which is still wack . They hold hands and the boy begins to talk . The camera shows to a screen with a picture of a boy on the one and a girl on the other one . In front of the screens there are families. The boy offers their money for them. Why ? Then they begin to walk away but Katniss begins to talk . I learn that the boy's name was Thresh . And she says that she respected him . And if she didn't win that he deserved to . Win what ? She also said that she didn't know him . Then she goes to the girl that I learn was Rue . Katniss 's voice breaks and tears gather in her eyes . She says that she did know her and that they were not just allies but friends. Allies ? Then tears start to stream down her face and she says , and I quote
" I see her in the flowers that grow in the meadow beside my house " house? this must be where she lives. " I hear her in the mockingjay song . " What is a mockingjay? " I see her in my sister prim " She has a sister ? " Who's too young too gentle " For what ? Now she begins to cry really hard. " And I couldn't save her . I'm sorry ! " Katniss is so weak and fragile and she is build small . How can she possibly protect somebody . What couldn't she 'save' her from.
Then somebody , an old man, in the crowd brought the three middle fingers of his left hand to his lips and hold it in the air . Then everybody does the same. What does that mean ? Why does Katniss look so honored ? The crowd is dead silent. Then men in white suits , like we saw , took out weapons and grabbed the man . Katniss rushed forward and tried to save the man but they dragged her away . She screams stuff like Nooooo ! She struggles against their grip and they drag her inside but just before the doors close they shoot the man !
The scene shifts . It's inside and Katniss looks shocked . She runs forward to the doors and bangs on it . Screaming and sobbing . Then an older guy grabs her . And tell her and th boy that they must protect the people . From what ? Now that I see it . Katniss looks very different . Prettier .
The video ends . We all look at shock at each other . What just happened . We are all crying except Jax and Jake but they were close. " Guys we have to find out what happened . This is serious stuff " says Jake . " It doesn't help we go thru her stuff again. We did that two times already ." Says christie . " I think she will tell us . If we ask her " says Madison . We all agree.