Here's the next chapter, hope you all enjoy this one.
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Early the next morning John was just waking up, he blink his eyes a few times to get them to focus. He look over at the empty bed and sigh, he was expecting to see his son sound a sleep not empty. He look at his watch and saw it was 8:00 am, he curse at himself for sleeping so late. He wanted to get to the hospital early to see Dean, he got out of bed and dress out the door within 10 minutes. He stop off at the local restaurant to have breakfast, as he sat there waiting for his breakfast he kept thinking about Sam. He couldn't get over how he mess up on the hunt, getting his brother injured by sleeping on the job. What got him the most was that he said he was attack, if he was attack where were the marks to prove the wolf bit him. He didn't see any bloody towels at the hotel when he got back, there was not signs of Sam treating himself for any wounds. John sigh heavily just thinking about what happen, how close he came to losing Dean cause of Sam. He felt himself getting angry again and took a deep breath to calm himself, he look up at the waitress when she set his food on the table. After he was finish with his breakfast he went out to the Impala, he look up in the sky and saw black clouds forming in the west. There was a cool breeze indicating more rain was on it's way, he got in and headed to the hospital to be with Dean.
When he got there he went straight to Dean's room, when he entered the Doctor was looking over Dean's charts. John smile when he saw the relief on Jack's face, he could tell by the look that it was good news.
"Hi Doc how's my boy doing this morning." John ask.
"He is doing a lot better this morning John, his vital signs are back to normal. We took him off the breathing tube this morning, so far he has been breathing fine for the last four hours." Jack told John as he look at Dean's chart again.
"That is good news to hear right about now, now if he can only wake up I'll feel better." John was relief that Dean would be fine.
"He slept all through the night so he should be waking up any time, you can stay in the room as long as you wish John. Just don't wake him let him sleep as long as he wants, the more rest he gets the better for his recovery. Do I make myself clear here John, let your son sleep until HE wakes up." Jack wanted John to understand this, that Dean needs all the rest he can get.
"I'll let him get all the sleep he needs Doc, I won't bother him until he wakes up himself. I'm just glad that he is doing better, I don't know what I would do if I lost him." John said more to himself then to Jack.
"Ok then just as long you understand this John, I'm going to finish my rounds and I'll be back." With that Jack left the room.
John pulled up the chair next to Dean's bed and wait for his son to wake, he was thinking of calling Bobby to see if Sam made it there. He'll wait until Dean wakes up before he calls, he didn't want Dean by himself when he wakes. So John sat back in the chair and look out the window, he saw the clouds were blacker now then before. He knew they would be getting a big storm sometime this morning, he could see that the wind has pick up some from an hour ago. He look back at Dean and smile he look so calm laying there, he look like a little kid again with no cares in the world. 'Why does he always have to put Sam needs ahead of himself, cause you are the one who told him that stupid.' John said to himself.
He wishes things could be different for his sons both of his sons, if they could just leave a normal care free life. Like it was when Mary was still around, everything was better back then fill with love and understanding. Now their lives are filled with pain and heart ache, it has taken a toll on John and his boys. He just wish that Sam was more into the job of hunting, it was his mother who got killed in his nursery. How can he not feel the need for revenge, yes he was only 6 months old at the time just a baby. He doesn't have any memory of his mother like Dean does, he wishes that Sam could've spent more time with his mother.
Dean had four wonderful years with his mother, he was the apple of her eyes the favorite one. Then came Sam and took that all away from Dean, she spent all her time with baby Sammy and less with Dean. He could understand that with Sammy being a baby, and he needed more of Mommy's attention when he cried. Dean did feel a little left out with Mommy, so he turn to his Daddy for the comfort he needed. John and Dean's relationship became stronger, and Mary's and Sammy's relationship became stronger. Mary spent all the time with Sammy in his room, hugging, cuddling, kissing, singing to him. Sammy was now Mary's favorite and Dean's was John's, John sometimes found himself jealous of Mary's and Sammy's bond. When Mary was not around Sam would start to cry for her, as soon as he felt her touch he calm down. There were times that Mary didn't have to touch Sammy to calm him down, he just knew that she was there and went to sleep. After Mary died that bonding went to Dean instead of him, so he felt a little jealous of Dean's relationship with Sam. He knew why he got so anger at his youngest all the time, he reminds him so much of Mary and the jealousy comes back out. He knew he was being selfish to push Sam into hunting, and telling him that he is doing it for their mother and his wife. He wants Sam to be more like Dean who is into this war, and stop being such a big baby and whine every time they have to leave. John was so lost in his thoughts that he did not hear Dean moan, the only thing that broke John from his thoughts was Dean calling him.
"D-dad wh't hap'n." Dean slur his words.
"Hey Ace what do you remember." John ask him, he wanted to see what Dean could remember.
"S'my…wolf…attack…pain." Dean eyes were closing again, as he tried to tell his dad what happen.
"That's ok son just rest some more, we will talk later ok." John said carding Dean's hair.
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Sam open his blurry eyes and saw that the sun was up, there was some black clouds in the sky. He knew that it was going to rain again, he was still a little damp from last night rains. He was shivering and didn't know if it was from the cold or pain, his body ache all over every time he moved pain would shot through his body. He could feel his mouth was so dried he needed a drink, thankfully he brought some water with him when he left. He pulled his back pack off his shoulders and hiss in pain, the movement pulled on his sore muscles and wounds. He finally got his pack off his sore shoulder carefully, and pulled out three bottles of water and took small sips. One he kept out to drink from, the other two he put back in his pack. He started to look at his surrounding and saw that he was not in a cave, he was in a rock crevice that was just big enough for him. He look out and saw the dead wolf about four feet from him, his gun and torch was about two feet from him He was to tired right now to grab for it, he rest his head against the rock and close his eyes again.
The next time Sam open his eyes the wind was blowing, and picking up the sand around him. They way the hole was kept the sand from coming in, he look at his gun again and knew he needed to get it. He went to move on his side and yelled in pain, every thing hurt on his body even area's he never knew he had. He had to tried to get his gun so he lean as far as he could, when that didn't work he push himself on his stomach and reach. He had to move a little to get the gun, that little movement made Sam's vision go blurry. He fought the blacking out to get the gun, he finally got the gun and push himself back in. By the time he got back in the same spot he was totally exhausted, he could feel his eyes closing again and let them. Sam was awoke by the sound of thunder, it echo through the rock he was sitting against. He look and saw how black the clouds are, they were so dark he thought it might have been evening. He could feel the cool breeze and it sent shivers down his spine, he cough a little and his chest hurt like hell. He could hear the raspy breaths that was coming from him his chest, knowing that he was getting a cold 'great that is all I need on top of every thing else.' Sam said to himself. He check his pack to see what he had in it, his mind was so cloudy from the fever and pain. He couldn't remember what he put in his pack at the moment, he moved the water and saw that there was a blanket. He didn't remember putting a blanket in his pack when they left, knowing Dean like he does he probably put the blanket in there. He pulled the blanket out and covered him with it, it was not very heavy one put it help some to get the cold out of him. He took some more sips of the water and put it back in the pack, he wasn't sure how long he would be out here so he took little sips at a time. Sam snuggle the best he could against the rock and went back to sleep, he was glad that he had the gun between him and the rock.
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John look at his watch and it was now 5:00 pm, he could not believe that Dean was still sleeping. John wish that Dean would open his eyes and look at him, he wants to ask Dean why Sam was sleeping on the job. He was still trying to figure out what Dean said earlier, did the wolf attack him because of Sam carelessness. Finally he heard Dean moan again and got closer to his oldest, he was running his hand on Dean's head when he open his eyes.
"Hey Ace it's about time that you wake up, I was getting a little worried there for a minute." John said with a smile.
"Sorry Dad, I'm just tired is all." Dean sounded better then the first time he was awake.
"That's ok Dean your awake now and that's what counts, how are you feeling son are you in any pain." John ask rubbing Dean's arm.
"My side and chest hurts a little, but I'm ok where's Sammy." Dean ask looking around the room fro his brother.
"He went back to the hotel Dean to rest, he'll be back tomorrow morning to see you." John could tell that Dean did not believe him, his oldest could always read his dad.
"Dad what did you do, where's Sammy? Don't tell me that he's at the hotel, I can tell that you are lying so where is Sammy." Dean look John straight in the eye.
"I sent him to Uncle Bobby's house for getting you hurt….." Is all that John got out.
"You did WHAT!" Dean could feel his anger boiling to the top.
"I sent him to Uncle Bobby's house, I told him he could stay there for good. He will be living with Bobby from now on, so he won't be able to get you hurt or killed." John was trying to make it Sam's fault.
"What are you talking about Sammy getting me killed, that will never happen with him being near me. Go and called Bobby and get Sam back here, I need to make sure he is alright from the wolf attacking him." Dean's green eyes sawed anger to his dad.
"Dean you were the one who got attack by the wolf, not your brother he was sleeping on the job." John's own anger was getting the better of him.
"Sammy wasn't sleeping on the job dad, the wolf came without any warning. He attack Sam first then it attack me, I shot at the wolf to get it off of Sam before it attack me." Dean was getting upset at his
Dad.
"Dean I want you to stop lying for your brother all the time, he will never grow up if you keep babying him. He needs to get tough to do this job, if that means if he gets hit or kick the so be…" John stop his words by Dean's look on his face.
"What the hell did you do to my brother, did you hit and kick him when I was out. How could you do that to your own son, how could you do that to my brother when I was out of the picture." Dean was breathing hard trying to control his temper.
"He needed to be discipline Dean so I took him to the side of the hospital, I'm his father I can do what I want ….." That was all John got out before Dean went off on him.
"Hitting or kicking your son is not discipline that is abuse DAD, how dare you abuse my brother like that. I want you to go and bring him back here, I want to see Sammy right now Dad." Dean's voice was getting louder with every word.
"Don't you dare talk to me in that tone of voice, I'm still your father young man. I can do what I want to get my son to listen to me, if I have to beat the crap out of him I will." John's dark eyes getting anger by the minute.
"I want you out of my sight Dad, get the hell out of here. I don't even want to look at you right now, go and find my brother and bring him to me. When he comes into my room he comes alone, I don't even want to be in the same room with you." Dean said with hatred in his eyes, it's the first time he really hated his father.
"Don't you tell me what to do Dean, I'm still your father so show me some respect." John look at Dean with a glare, like he was challenge Dean.
"I'll show you some respect when you bring my brother to me, if he is hurt bad you will get no respect from me what so ever. So please leave and get my brother right now, I want to see Sam by tomorrow morning Dad." Dean was breathing hard to control his temper.
"FINE! I'll go get the brat and bring him to you, will that make you happy DEAN." John said as he walk out the door.
After his Dad left the hospital room to find Sam, he called Dean cell four times asking him to give this up. Each time Dean hung up on his Dad saying keep looking, by the fourth called Dean told his Dad to stop calling him. When the phone rang the fifth time Dean pick it up, and with pure anger he told who he thought was his Dad "stop calling me and leave me the hell alone, I don't want to talk to you anymore." Dean waited for a response from his Dad on the other line, instead he got a 'ok I'll leave you alone brother.' Dean yell Sam's name on the phone before he hung up, the only thing he got was nothing Sam hung up. Dean tried to get Sam back on the phone, only to have the phone called cut off each time.
Dean curse at himself for yelling at Sam for no reason, he need to get out of the hospital to look for his brother. He yelled for the nurse to come in his room, and told her he needed to get out of here now. The Nurse told him that he could not leave unless the Doctor says so, Dean was not going to take that for an answer. He started to get out of bed and yell at her again, that is when Jack came in and gave Dean a sedative to relax.
"N-no I-I g-got to go…." Is all that Dean got out before he fell a sleep.
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When Sam heard the thunder crash real loud he jump, that pulled on all his sore muscles and wounds and he hiss. He look around with blurry eyes and saw that it started to rain, he wanted to call his brother just to hear his voice. It would comfort Sam just to hear Dean's voice over the phone, when he got his called through it was a little crackling. When Dean pick it up and said 'stop calling me and leave me the hell alone, I don't want to talk to you anymore' it broke Sam's heart to hear his brother say that to him. The only thing Sam could say in response is 'ok I'll leave you alone brother', Sam hung up his phone and cried himself to sleep. It's one thing that his father hated him he's fine with that, but to have Dean hate him tore his heart open. He loved Dean with his whole heart and look up to him, now he felt so alone that he doesn't have his big brother anymore. He pulled up the blanket up to try to keep warm, the chill of the wind was seeping into his bones. As he slept he kept shivering from the cold and the pain, his last thought before the darkness claim him was how much he loved his brother.
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Hope you all enjoy this chapter, now John has Dean made at him. What else could happen with the eldest Winchester, what until Bobby finds out what John does. He won't be one happy hunter with John, we will find out who Sam picks when he is rescued.