In this chapter Sam will finally wake up, we'll find out what he will tell Dean.
John is still searching for his boys to get one back, he'll find the hospital they're at.
Will they be gone by then, or will John find them there.
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Early the next morning Jack went into Sam's room to check on him, he look at his chart to see if there was any improvements. He notice that Sam's temperature went down two degrees, indicating that the treatment was working like it should've. The only way he could really tell was by drawing more blood, he took out the syringe from his pocket and drew blood through his vein on his arm. After he was done he check Sam's vitals and saw that they've improve also, he was really happy that Sam showed signs of finally getting better. After he was done checking and writing on the chart he heard a moan from the bed, putting the chart back on the foot of the bed he moved up to the head of the bed. He could see that Sam was coming around trying to open his eyes, he put his hand on Sam's shoulders and started to call his name.
"Sam wake up for me son, that's it open your eyes for me." Jack said in a soft tone, knowing the patients listen to soft tones.
He saw Sam's eyes lids open for the first time in five days, he could tell that Sam was trying to focus on him. Sam wishes that he should've stayed asleep in the warm comfort of his dreams, now the only thing he could feel was the pain that his body was in. His whole body felt hot and sluggish, like he was out in the sun to long. He could hear someone talking to him through his foggy mind, he didn't recognize the voice or the touch. He wanted to move away from the person who was touching him, but his body was not obeying to the commend. He look at the person with confuse, scared, unfocused eyes, Jack could see all of this in just one look. He look Sam in his unfocused eyes and spoke softly to him, telling him where he was and who he is.
"Sam I'm Doctor Jack Manners I'm your doctor, you're at Salt Lake City Memorial Hospital. You've been here for five days now, so why don't you go back to sleep for a little while ok." Jack didn't want to give to much information to Sam, he wanted to wait for Bobby and Dean to return.
"B'by" Sam's throat was raw and sore, and he was so thirsty.
"Bobby will be back soon Sam, he went to a hotel to get some sleep. I told him and Dean to get some rest, they'll be back here soon to see you." Jack said with a smile.
"Th'sty" Sam voice was so weak he could barely whisper.
"Here Sam sip some of the water, only take tiny sips so you don't get sick." Jack took off Sam's respirator from his mouth and nose to drink some water.
The water felt so good on Sam's sore throat, that he whimper when Jack took the cup away. He place the respirator back on Sam's mouth and nose. Jack pat Sam on the shoulder gently, and told him to go back to sleep. His eye lids were so heavy he couldn't keep them open, he fell back into a deep sleep. Jack smile on how Sam was trying to keep his eyes open, he just shook his head when the eyes won the battle.
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When Bobby finally woke up from a good night sleep, he look at the clock and was surprise he slept in that long. He had to look at it twice before he would believe it, the red numbers said it was 8:00 am. He look over at Dean's bed and saw he was still asleep, he would let Dean sleep as long as he wanted no needed to. He knew that Dean didn't sleep well last night, he kept tossing and turning in bed mumbling something about Sam. He got up once during the night to calm Dean down, he sat on the side of the bed stroking his head. He knew that motion would put Dean into a deep sleep, he knew how to calm both brothers down in their sleep. Sam you carded his hair and rub behind his ear, Dean you stoke his head and rub his temple. Just when Dean fell into a deep sleep he heard him say, 'Sammy please don't hate me.' that broke Bobby's heart to hear Dean say that. Even in his unconscious mind he is still worried, afraid that Sam would hate him and tell him to leave. Bobby grab his duffle bag and pulled out some clean cloths, he went to grab a shower while Dean sleeps. He got up and check on Dean one more time before going into the bathroom, he was done with his shower in just under ten minutes. He came back into the bedroom and saw that Dean was still asleep, he wanted to go get breakfast for the both of them at the diner down the street. He didn't want to leave Dean alone right now, so he decided to wait until Dean wakes up to go get breakfast.
Bobby was reading a magazine he found in the room, he was sitting at the table by the door. He heard a soft moan coming from Dean, he look up and saw that Dean was coming around. He watch as Dean tried to focus his sleeping eyes, when Dean look over at the bed and saw it empty he panic. Bobby was right there holding him down on the bed, telling Dean to calm down and that everything was alright.
"Easy Ace calm down will ya, every thing will be ok." Bobby said as he watch Dean calm down.
"W-where are we? where's Sam?" Dean was trying to get his mind to focus, will the rest of him is in panic cause Sam wasn't there.
"Dean! Remember Sam is in the hospital he was hurt, we came here to get some rest cause Jack told us to. We went to see yer daddy yesterday and got into a little argument, so we stop here to have dinner and sleep are ya with me." Bobby was watching as Dean was putting things into place, his mind was still a little unfocused.
"Uh yeah I remember now he kick us out of the hospital for 12 hours, then we went to see that jack ass of a father. What time is it Bobby? It feels like I slept the whole day away….shit why didn't you wake me up earlier then this." Dean was surprise that it was 10 am.
"Ya needed your sleep damn idjit, there was no way I was gonna wake ya." Bobby said with a stern voice.
"You should've got me up sooner then this Bobby, I want to get back to Sammy as soon as we could." Dean was grabbing his bag to leave, but Bobby stop him before he could touch it.
"What yer gonna to do is take a shower, I'm gonna get some breakfast for us. Then when we're done we will go see Sam, I don't want to hear it from ya now get." Bobby wasn't going to let Dean go without a shower and breakfast, he didn't care how much of his big brother mode he was on.
"FINE! After the shower and breakfast we are going to the hospital, even if I have to tie you to the roof old man." Dean moved from Bobby's hand before it hit him.
"Dean one of these days I'm gonna kick yer ass, I'll be right back with the grub." Bobby smile as Dean ran into the bathroom.
By the time Bobby got back with breakfast Dean was already done with his shower, they both ate at the table lost in their own thoughts. When they were done with breakfast they clean up the room, got all the gear into the trunk and was on the road. Dean couldn't wait to get to the hospital to see his Sammy, Bobby wanted to see Sam and check up on his progress. He was hoping that his treatments last night did the job, and that he'll be on the road to recovery and freedom.
Bobby notice that Dean was looking in the review mirror, he knew why Dean was doing that cause he was doing the same with the side mirror. They both wanted to make sure that John didn't find them, he wasn't sure where John is right this minute. So they were both a little caution right now about him, they didn't want him to find out where Sam was right now. So to get their minds off of John for now, Bobby told Dean about an article he read in the magazine.
"Dean we were talking about taking Sam someplace after he got out, I saw in the book I was reading about the Gran Canyon. Do ya know if Sam ever been there before, I thought that would be a good place to take him." Bobby was waiting for Dean answer.
"I don't think that Sam has ever seen the Grand Canyon before, I knew he was asking about it one day but dad said no." Dean anger was boiling every time he talk about his dad.
"Well then when Sam gets out of the hospital lets take him there, we can all use some down time and enjoy ourselves what do ya say." Bobby was hoping that Dean would say yes.
"I think that would be a good idea Bobby, just the three of us doing a family thing. Sammy would love that for sure to see that big hole in the ground, lets just hope that he….well if he…" That was all that Dean could say, he still have this feeling that Sam would ask him to leave.
"Dean, son lets take this one step at a time ok, I know that you are still afraid he'll tell you to leave. Ya have to know that it wasn't yer fault, Sam will understand when we tell him what really happen." Bobby knew what Dean was thinking.
"I hope you're right Bobby about this, cause I don't know what I would do. I need Sammy in my life right now, he is the most important person right now well besides you." Dean said with a heavy heart.
"Lets give Sam some credit here will ya, he is one smart kid and will figure it out. I'll talk to him myself and let him know, I'll make sure that he knows that you didn't mean to say it. You thought it was your daddy calling you and not Sam, I'm going to kept you boys together no matter what ya hear me." Bobby wanted Dean to understand he will fix it.
"Thanks Bobby I'm glad that you're on our side of this, and that with your help I know I can fix things with Sammy." Dean turn the Impala into the parking lot of the hospital, when they got out of the Impala they check around. They both wanted to make sure John wasn't behind them.
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When John finally found the plugs and wire for the truck, he got it back together and was back on the road again. He was really piss off at Dean right now for what he said, and at Bobby for shooting at him and mobilizing his truck. To say that John Winchester was anger was an under statement, he was down right a dangerous man right now. When he finds his son and friend he'll make them pay, he didn't care if he went to jail afterwards. As long as he got his revenge it will be worth a night in jail, and he knew how to get back at Dean.
He started to check out clinics to see if they've seen his sons and friend, he then started to check hospitals to see if they seen them. He would keep doing this until he finds them, and they'll all pay for what they did. He couldn't believe that Dean would still be on Sam's side, even after what he told Dean on what Sam said. He thought that Dean would be really upset with his brother, he knew that Dean worship the ground his mother walk on. Only to have Dean say that he could see Sam's point of view, that really anger John to no extreme to hear Dean say that. He check all the hospital between the Bryce Canyon and Provo, so he started to check from Provo to Salt Lake City. Three days into his search he pulled into the parking lot of a hospital, he look at the sign Salt Lake City Memorial hospital he got out of his truck. He walk into the entrance and ask the nurse if she seen these three people, she look at the picture and nodded her head yes.
"I just saw the older gentle and the younger one come in three days ago, they are here cause the youngest was hurt really bad." Nurse Kathy said.
"You've seen them here thank god, I've been looking for my two sons for almost two weeks. I've check all the hospitals and clinics for the last three days now, do you know what floor and room they are staying in." John was finally going to get his pay back to Dean and Bobby.
"He is in the ICU and they only let two people in at a time, I've need to get a hold of his Doctor first. He is the only one who will allow you to go up, so if you go and sit down I'll page him." Kathy said as she page for Doctor Jack Manners.
"That will be fine then I'll go and sit down and wait, I can't wait to see my youngest son." John said with a smile, but his eyes were saying something different.
John sat there for about an half hour and no signs of the Doctor, he's been asking Kathy where he is and how much longer. Kathy kept giving him the same answer he's busy and will be here soon, so finally John got fed up and waited for her to leave. His time finally came when she step away from the desk, he snuck into the stair well and headed for the ICU floor. He open the door and look up and down the hall way, finding it clear he headed to the ICU rooms.
When Jack finally made it down to the first floor, he ask Kathy why she page him. She said that the father of the boy under his care is here, and he wanted to talk to him about his son. When Jack heard this his eyes went big in shock, he ask here were the father is right now.
"Kathy were is the father at right now." Jack ask with panic in his voice.
"I ask him to sit in the waiting room Doctor, is there something wrong?" Kathy saw the shock in Jack's eyes.
Jack went into the waiting room with John's picture Bobby gave him, when he didn't see him there he ask Kathy was this the man.
"Kathy I need to know was this the man asking about Sam." Jack showed her his picture, and she said yes that's him.
"I need you to call security to the ICU floor NOW! Called Jill now and tell her to warn Bobby and Dean." With that Jack hurried to the elevators, he needed to get up there right now.
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When Bobby and Dean got to the ICU floor they walk out of the elevator, they walk down towards Sam's room when they saw Jack. When Jack saw them he had a smile on his face, he had good new for the brother and Uncle.
"Well I see you guys got some good rest last night, I said been gone for 12 and it's been 15 hours now." Jack smile at them.
"Tell this over baring of an Uncle here, if it was my way we'll been here four hours ago." Dean said with a smirk.
"I let Dean sleep as long as he needed, he got cranky cause I let him sleep until 10:00." Bobby saw the smile on Jack's face.
"That is good that your Uncle cares for you, I'm glad that he made you late on getting here." Jack smile at Dean's face.
"Laugh it up mighty man, how's Sammy doing." Dean said rubbing his head, Bobby hit him with his base ball cap.
"I got good news Dean on Sam's blood work and treatment, he took to the treatment very well and his temperature went down two degrees. This right here is his blood work and I was waiting for you two, so lets go see Sam and I'll let you know." Jack said as he walk with Dean and Bobby.
"Was there any changes with Sam while we were gone, I wanted to call earlier when Dean was sleeping. I didn't want to be a bother to you, so I decided not to call and just come when Dean woke up." Bobby really wanted to call to check up on Sam.
"Bobby you could've of call anyways to check up on Sam, that would've been fine if you did that." Jack said as they walk to Sam's door.
"Before we go in there is something I've got to tell you, this morning Sam woke up for a little while. He was really out of it from the medicine, so he is coming around and should be up soon." Jack saw the happy looks on Dean's and Bobby's face.
"Did he say anything when he was awake." Dean ask hoping he ask for him.
"Yes he did he asked for Bobby." Jack saw the disappointment on Dean's face.
Jack open the door for them to go in, and he walk up to Sam to check his vital again. He check his temperature and it went down to 99.5, he was really happy that it went down some more. He wrote everything on the chart and turn to Dean and Bobby, he open the folder holding Sam's test results from his blood.
"I took some more blood this morning to check for the bacteria, it looks like the treatment went very well. The bacteria is almost completely gone from his blood, we will be giving him some more plasma and antibiotics to fight it. We'll be doing an x-ray on his lungs to check on the phenomena, I want to see if it's still in both lungs. I've been listening to his lungs and the left one still sounds bad, the chest tube will still be in until I'm satisfied that it's gone." Jack waited for them to get all of this.
"So you're saying that Sammy is getting better, when will he wake up and talk with us." Dean was scared on what Sam might say to him.
"That will be up to Sam, Dean, he can wake up now or in six hours. Lets just give him the time and rest he needs, most of the time they'll wake up and go back to sleep." Jack wanted Dean to understand that Sam will wake up on his own.
"Don't worry Jack I'll make sure idjit here won't wake his brother." Bobby was going to make sure Sam gets his rest.
"Well if you don't have anymore question I'll be on my way, just remember Dean your brother needs his rest." Jack put his hand on Dean's shoulder then walk out the door.
Dean sat on the chair by Sam's bed and carded his hair, he wanted his brother to wake up now so he can talk. He knew that Sam needed his rest to, so he will wait until Sam was ready. He went to lean back into the chair to get some what comfortable, to his surprise it went back with him he jump up and saw a recliner. He look over at Bobby side and saw another one, they both look and smile at the chairs they have now. Nurse Jill came in and saw the shock look on there faces, as she went to Sam's bed side to check on his vitals. She told them that Jack ask for those to be brought in, they were both been clean with antiseptic to keep the germs out.
"Cool up grade on the chairs, what's next back message from a pretty nurse like you." Dean said with a smirk, until Bobby said his name.
"Dean behave your self you damn idjit, we need to keep our minds on Sam. Sorry about that Jill sometimes Dean speaks faster then his brain, and it always gets him into all kinds of trouble." Bobby was a little embarrassed from Dean's outburst.
"That's ok Bobby I can handle guys like Dean, my husband is a police officer and he showed me how to defend myself." Jill saw the look in Dean's eyes and laugh.
Dean sat back down on the chair and unconsciously was carding his fingers through Sam's hair, he wasn't sure if he was doing it to calm him or Sam. He just knew that he needed that contact with his brother, and he started to calm down after awhile. For the rest of the day Sam slept through the day, every once in a while he would moan in his sleep. Dean was there to calm his brother with his touch, Bobby was always surprise how Dean could always relax Sam in his sleep.
"Bobby what are we going to do if Dad shows up here, we can't leave with Sam being so sick. I'm not sure how Sammy would react if he saw dad any time soon, it might do more damage then good right now." Dean was so nervous their father would find them.
"Dean I'm going to give Jack a picture of your daddy, so they could keep an eye out for him. He knows what your daddy did to Sam with his ribs, and he won't let your daddy any where near Sam." Bobby said as he got up to find Jack.
After Bobby left to find Jack Dean heard Sam whimper in his sleep, he carded his finger through Sam's hair. He whisper to his brother in a soft voice, telling him to take it easy and calm down.
"Shhh it's ok Sammy just calm down I'm here now, just relax and breath nice and slow." Dean saw Sam relax by his touch, wondering if Sammy really knew it was him.
"Jack will get copies of the picture of you daddy, he'll give one to every floor to keep an eye out. He'll give one to security so they can keep an eye out for him, that is all that we can do right now Dean." Bobby felt a little bit better now they knew what John looks like.
"That's good Bobby to knew that people will keep an eye open, but we know how he is when he has his…… Sammy are you ok dude, calm down Sammy you need to relax." Dean felt Sam flinch from his grasp, and started to panic when he saw Dean.
"Sam look at me boy that's right look at me, ya need to calm down Sam that's it breath nice and slow." Bobby was carding his hand through Sam's hair gently.
Dean gave Bobby a look of jealousy in his eyes, it should be him calming Sammy down not Bobby. It broke his heart when he heard Sam, asking Bobby to tell Dean to leave him.
"G-go d'nt w'nt h're." Sam talk in a low slur voice, but Dean heard every word.
"Sammy please let me stay here." Dean could here the tears in his voice, but he didn't care at this point.
"B'by,, g't.. o't.. d'n" Sam had a hard time breathing let alone saying those words.
"Bobby please talk to him, I just can't leave him. He needs to know that I wasn't talking about him, I thought it was dad calling not Sammy." Dean said with tears in his eyes, that where now rolling down his cheeks.
"D'n…h'ts…me…B'by." Sam had tears in his eyes, trying to get away from Dean.
"No kiddo I don't hate you at all, I love you Sammy please don't make me leave." Dean look at Bobby for help, he reach over to touch Sam who turn away from his touch.
When Sam turn away from Dean's touch that really crushed him, he took one last look at his brother and left the room. His shoulders were slump and he looked defeated, when he lean against the all by Sam's room. He slid down until his butt touches the floor, and he cried so hard his body shook. Next thing he knew someone put their hand on his shoulder, he look up through watery eyes and saw Bobby.
"B-Bobby what am I going to do, Sammy thinks I hate him now. That is the furthers from the truth, I just can't leave here with out my Sammy." Dean lean forward and cried on Bobby's shoulder.
"Dean we'll figure something out I promise you that, I'll fix this with you and Sam and get ya back together." Bobby let Dean cried on his shoulder as long as he needed to, he didn't care if people where watching them. His Nephew needed some comfort and he was giving it, he rub small circles on Dean's back until he relax.
Jack was making his rounds and saw Bobby and Dean sitting on the floor, he was concern so he went to see what happen.
"Bobby what happen here why is Dean crying, did something happen to Sam when I was gone." Jack had concern in his voice and eyes.
"No Sam doesn't want Dean around him right now, it's just to long of a story to get into right now. Is there a place that Dean can go to, he needs sometime to himself right now to think." Bobby was hoping that there was someplace he can go to.
"Yes there is a extra room to my office, I have a bed in there to lay on. We can put him in there, he'll get all the peace and quite he needs." Jack help Bobby get Dean up and to his office, the laid him on the bed in the extra room.
"Thanks Jack I just need to get this fix between these two, Dean doesn't do good without his brother. Take it easy Dean and get some rest son, I'll be back to check up on you." Bobby was about to leave when Dean cried even harder, he felt so bad leaving Dean like this and look at Jack.
"I can give Dean a sedative to sleep for awhile, it will do him some good to sleep. I'll have one of the Nurses to come in and check up on him, then she can let you know how he is doing." Jack left to get the sedative for Dean.
Bobby waited until Dean was asleep before he left to check up on Sam, he felt so bad for the older brother right now. He wishes he could do something to fix this, but he knew it was up to Sam when he wants Dean back. He was about to get up and leave knowing Dean is asleep, when Jack came in and told Bobby he needed to take Sam for x-rays.
"Bobby why don't you stay here with Dean, I'm going to take Sam for his x-rays to check on his lungs. It will take about 30 minutes do get the x-rays done, so why don't you stay with Dean until then." Jack knew Bobby was having a hard time leaving Dean right now.
"Alright I'll stay here with Dean until Sam gets back to his room, can you have one of the nurses come and get me." Bobby sat at the edge of the bed, stroking Dean's head.
"Yes I'll have one of the nurses to come and get you, then when I get the x-rays done I'll come and let you know how things are." Jack left to get Sam into x-ray.
Bobby stayed with Dean until the nurse came to get him, he had a hard time leaving Dean like this. The nurse said she will come in every fifteen minutes to check up on him, Bobby got up and went to Sam's room to check up on him. When he got back to Sam he notice that he was awake, he walk over to the chair and sat down. He carded his hair like Dean would do when he was nervous, he can tell that there was something bothering Sam.
"What's the matter kiddo are you in any pain?" Bobby look concern when Sam had tears running down his cheeks.
"W-why…D'n…h'r..h'ts…m…" Sam had a hard time keeping his eyes open.
"Sam your brother doesn't hate ya, he thought it was yer daddy calling him." Bobby felt so bad for Sam, he look so confused and scared.
"H'ts…me…" Sam eyes close to the exhausting, just saying those few words tired him out.
"Awe kiddo if you only knew how much yer brother loves ya, when you feel better we'll talk." Bobby was running his fingers through Sam's hair.
Jack knock on the door not wanting to interrupt them, he got the x-rays back and wanted to let Bobby know.
"I got the x-ray back and it's good news, all the phenomena is out of Sam's right lung. His left lung shows that it's only half gone, and it's not as white as it was three days ago. We will keep him on the IV with penicillin until it's clear from his lungs, we can take out the chest tube now since he doesn't need it anymore." Jack was really please with Sam's progress.
"That 's good news Jack I need some good news right now, only if it's that easy getting this two boys back together." Bobby could feel the relief coming off of him.
For the next three days Sam was getting better each day, he got x-rays again and it showed the phenomena was totally gone. Jack kept the IV in with the penicillin for a couple more days, Sam didn't like that at all he wanted it gone now. He kept asking Bobby to have them remove it, he was getting tired of it in his arm.
"Sam ya heard Jack it stays in until yer last set of x-ray, want to make sure yer phenomena is totally gone for good." Bobby knew that Sam wanted to get out of here for other reasons.
"I'm getting tired of being in here Bobby, I want to leave and go home to your house." Sam look at Bobby with his puppy dog look.
"That's not going to work on me kiddo, we have other things we need to talk about." Bobby saw that look in Sam's eyes before he turn away, he didn't really want to talk about his brother.
"There is nothing to say about Dean, he already told me how he feels. So why do we have to say anything about him, he doesn't want me around just like dad doesn't want me around." Sam look at his lap with tears in his eyes, he never thought in a million years Dean didn't want him.
"That is just it Sam, Dean does want you around kiddo. For the last week you were here Dean never left your side, until Jack told us both to leave to get some good night sleep. He even told your daddy to leave you and him alone, he almost beat the crap out of yer daddy for what he did to you. I had to get him to eat and sleep for that week, he was going crazy with worried about you Sam. He knew what he said hurt you real bad and he tried to call ya back, he look all over for ya until he found ya here. Does that sound like a brother who doesn't care about ya Sam, he even told yer daddy that he doesn't want him around you anymore." Bobby was trying to get Sam to see how Dean really cares.
"If Dean really cares Bobby then why did he tell me not to call him anymore, he even told me that he doesn't want to talk to me. Why would he say that to me if he really cared about me, cause he doesn't care about me anymore Bobby." Sam had tears in his eyes, it hurts so much to hear that from Dean.
"He thought it was yer daddy calling Sam when he said that, he got really upset with him for what he said to ya, He told him to leave and look for ya to bring you back, finally Dean got tired of yer daddy calling he got anger. He didn't know it was you on the other end Sam, ya have to believe me on this one kiddo." Bobby was hoping that he was getting through to Sam.
"Your Uncle is right Sam about your brother, he stayed here the whole time you where asleep. I never seen an brother so upset like Dean was, I had to force him to leave to take care of himself. I didn't mean to ease drop on your talk here, I just wanted you to know that your brother does care for you." Jack said hoping he wasn't stepping on anyone toes.
"Sam let Dean explain himself to you ok, you know I never lie to you about anything. Let him tell you himself on what happen, and what he did to your daddy it was really cool." Bobby finally got a smile from Sam.
"If I do would you stay in here with us, I don't think I can be in the same room with him." Sam look at Bobby with begging eyes.
"Sure tiger I'll stay in here with you when ya talk with yer brother, just do me one thing please listen to him." Bobby waited until he got a node from Sam.
Bobby look at Jack who step out to get Dean, he got a page so he had to leave to see what it was about. When he step out the door he saw Dean standing there, he had tears in his eyes listening to what Sammy was saying. Jack put his hand on Dean's shoulder and nodded to him, Dean took a deep breath and walk into the room. He stood half way into the room not wanting to make Sam nervous, he look at Bobby who was sitting next to Sam holding his hand.
"Dean, Sam ask me to stay while ya talk, I didn't think ya wouldn't mind if I stayed." Bobby was trying to make it easier for them both.
"That's fine Bobby you know what's going on, you're family you've got a right to be here." Dean said looking at the floor.
Sam was fiddling with the hem of the sheet when Dean walk in, he couldn't look at Dean at first making eye contact was to much right now. When he did look up to see his brother's forum standing there, he was surprise to see that he was looking at the floor. His brother look defeated like all life was out of him, he never once look at Sam just stared at the floor. Sam look at Bobby with confused look not knowing what to say, he has never seen his brother like this in his life time. Sam cleared his throat to talk and it made Dean flinch, when Sam saw the flinch he was concern for his brother. Yes he didn't want him near him right now, he loved his brother so much that it hurt to see him this way.
"Bobby said you needed to talk to me about the phone called, so here is your chance Dean tell me." Sam watch as Dean look up at him, and what he saw in his eyes made Sam's chest tighten.
"Sammy I didn't know that was you on the phone, I got tired of dad calling me after I kick him out. He called me four times before you called, I got really anger thinking it was him that I didn't even think. I'm sorry if you think that I hate you cause I don't, I love you more then anything else in this world even dad. I told dad not to talk to us anymore, and that we'll leave and he'll never find us. Please don't hate me I don't think I could handle that Sammy, I can handle not having dad in my life but I can't do it without you." Dean let the tears roll down his cheeks, he wanted to show Sam how sorry he really was.
Sam just laid there looking at his brother, he never once saw Dean cry like that. He never heard Dean say what he just said, he always follow dad like a soldier with no questions. Hearing him now on what he said about not wanting dad around shock him, he just sat there and look at his brother not knowing what to say. Dean took that as a no and turn around to leave the room for good, he stop when Sam called him back he turned around and look at Sam.
"Dean look at me please, I want to see your eyes." Sam waiting until Dean look at him, he could always tell if his brother was lying or telling the truth by his eyes.
What Sam saw brought tears to his own eyes, what he saw in Dean's eyes was love, sadness and hurt. He knew that Dean was telling the truth right then, his eyes never lied to Sam and he knew he was wrong about his brother. Sam look at Bobby with tears in his eyes, and saw that Bobby was crying himself.
"D-Dean you do love me, I don't know what to say but I'm sorry. I thought you hated me for what I said, I know that dad told you what I said about mom. I-I….don't know…..I miss you bro." Sam wanted to hug Dean but his body wouldn't let him.
Seeing what Sam wanted to do Dean walk over and hugged Sam, they both cried in each other's arms. Bobby was about ready to get up to give them some privacy, until they both grab him and hug Bobby to.
"If you two damn idjits are done with the chick flick moment, we need to talk about what to do next." Bobby pulled away from his two sons.
Before they could answer there was a commotion outside the door, Dean went to go check it out being in protector mode now. He open the door to see what was going on, he heard his dad yelling for him down the corridor. He close the door really quick and push the table against it, backing away placing himself between Sam and the door.
"Dean what's the matter son, what is going on outside the door." Bobby saw the panic look in Dean's eyes.
Dean turn and look at Bobby and Sam with shock in his voice he said.
"DAD'S HERE"
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Next chapter we'll see if John finds the boys or not, or will the security guards find John first.
Sam will leave the hospital and go to Bobby's house, before they decide where they want to go.
How far will Bobby and Dean go to keep Sam safe.