In this chapter we'll see how Sammy is doing, with Dean by his side he'll let the Doctor look at him.
We'll find out why John is so mean to Sammy, it's going to be selfish on his parts.
****There will be some violence against John in this chapter****
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Dean and Bobby were just getting into the Impala when he got a phone called from Caleb, Bobby could tell by Dean's voice it wasn't good news. He knew Sam was involved and was hurt some how, by the way Dean hid the tears in his voice it was bad. He waited until Dean got off the phone to find out what happen, he didn't have to wait to long and when he did his blood was boiling.
"Dean what's the matter son, what happen to Sam." Bobby was afraid of the answer.
"That was Caleb he's at your house with Dad and Sammy, he said that Dad was beating Sammy with a belt. He stop him and knock him out and tied him up, he's taking Sammy to Sioux Memorial Hospital after he got him calm down. Sammy won't let Caleb clean his wounds or really touch him, I told Sammy to listen to Caleb until I get there. He sounded so scared Bobby that I almost cried, I never heard Sammy like that before." Dean turn down the road to the hospital.
"He'll be find Dean Caleb is there with him, he'll keep Sam safe until we can get to him. I don't know why John was at my house, I told him next time he step foot I'll kill him. Wait until I get my hands on him for hurting my boy, he'll be hurting so bad he won't be able to breath for a week." Bobby had a lot of anger at John right now.
Dean and Bobby got to the hospital fifteen minutes after talking with Caleb, as the enter the ER doors they could hear Sam. Dean could tell by Sammy's voice he was scared and hurting, that made him run faster to the room Sammy was in. He could hear Caleb trying to calm his brother down, what he heard from his brother almost broke his heart in two. "I want Dean where's Dean he's suppose to be here."
Caleb was about to give up when he saw Dean coming down the hall way, he turn Sam around to see that his brother was there. When Sam saw his brother his eyes lit up and got real big, he was so happy to see his Deanie there for him.
"Sammy I'm here now kiddo it's going to be ok, just calm down and let the Doctor look at you." Dean said as he got closer to his brother.
"Thank goodness you're here now Dean, I tried to keep him calm as much as possible. He was fighting us all the way wouldn't let the Doctor look at him, he kept hiding in my shoulder and trying to hide from the nice Doctor." Caleb said with relief in his voice.
"Hey Sammy how are you doing kiddo, lets get in the room and have the Doctor look at you." Dean grab his brother from Caleb, and said thank you for helping him.
"I'm fine now with you being here Deanie, I just want to go home to Bobby's house now." Sam said snuggling into Dean's chest.
"Let's have the Doctor check you out first, he needs to look at your wounds . After that we can go back to Bobby's ok kiddo, so sit down here on the chair and soon we can leave." Dean guide his brother to the chair inside the examine room 2.
"Ok Deanie I'll do that for you, please make sure he doesn't hurt me." Sam had Dean's jacket in a death grip.
"Don't worry tiger I'll make sure he doesn't hurt you, if he does he'll get a beating from me ok." Bobby said as he carded his hand in his hair, looking at the Doctor and wink at him.
"Right I'll make sure I don't hurt you Sam, I don't want a beating from your Uncle here." Doctor Jim Murray could see that his Uncle was trying to make Sam feel better.
"That's right Uncle Bobby will kick his ass if he hurts you, I need to comfort you so I can't kick his ass." Dean held Sam tight in his arms, being careful of his back.
"Ok Sam we need to take this shirt off so I can look, can you let your brother go for two seconds son." Doctor Jim was hoping that Sam would do it for him, to his relief Sam let go of Dean long enough to get the shirt off.
After Jim and Bobby got the shirt off of Sam that Caleb put on him, they both held their breaths at what they saw. Dean wonder why the did that so he look for himself, what he saw got him so anger at his dad.
"Son of a bitch how could he do that." Dean yelled then regret it when Sam flinch.
"I'm sorry for being so weak that he did this to me." Sam held on Dean's jacket tighter and started to cry.
"Sammy I'm sorry I shouldn't yell like that, I don't ever what to hear that again about you being weak." Dean rub his brother head gently with his thumb.
"Ok Sam I'm going to wash your wounds with solution, I'm going to be as careful as I can. It going to sting for a few seconds when I put it on, after that you would feel a cooling sensation from it. I'm going to do it right now Sam so be aware of the stinging, I'm going to start from the top and work my way down." Doctor Jim wanted Sam to be ready.
Jim was right when he said it would sting him, Sam flinch in Dean's arms ever time he clean the wounds. Then the cooling sensation would follow afterwards, by the time he was done Sam was crying in Dean's arms. Dean felt so bad for his brother being in so much pain, he comfort him the best he could by rubbing his thumb behind his ear. After the cleaning was done on his back, Jim put some ointment on his wounds to fight off infection. After he was finish administering his patient he counted how many Sam had, when he was done his anger got the better of him.
"How could anyone hit this sweet child 15 times with a belt buckle, this person needs to be punished for what he did." Dean and Bobby could hear the hatred in Jim's voice, they felt the same way when they heard the number.
"Believe me Doc when I say this about the person, right now as we speak he is being punish. When can we take our boy home, I can see that he is getting tired and wants to sleep." Bobby said as he laid his hand on Sammy's head.
"He can leave right now I'll give you some solution and ointment, he'll need another treatment tonight before bed time. Do this two times a day for a week, he can wear a lose shirt to keep it dry and clean. If you see any discolor or discharge bring him in right away, I'll go and get the papers to sign him out along with his medicine." Jim said as he left the room.
Bobby could see how anger Dean is at his father, he kept it under control for Sam's sake for now. He knew he was waiting until they got back to his house, then he would let his anger go when Sam is put to bed. Right now he knew that Sammy needed him to calm down, he put his cheek on Sam's head and blink away the tears. When Jim came back with the papers Bobby sign Sam out, he got the medicine and followed Dean out to the Impala. Dean got into the back seat with his brother and put Sam's head on his lap, he carded Sam's hair with his hand on the ride home.
Dean kept quite on the way back to Bobby's house, he was so piss at his father he wanted to hit something. He could tell that Sam was in pain by his twitching, with each one made Dean's blood boil more towards his father. He couldn't believe that his Dad could cause so much damage to Sam, not just physically but emotionally to making him feel weak. He swore to himself that he'll help his brother through this, and that he'll get his revenge on his Dad for what he did. Right now his attention would be on Sammy and getting him better, making him feel that he is important to him and to Bobby and how much they love him.
"How's he doing Dean we are almost there, I hope he hasn't fall asleep yet." Bobby look through the review mirror at Dean.
"He hasn't fall asleep just yet Bobby, he is just resting with his eyes closed." Dean smile when his brother made a comment.
"How do you know that I wasn't asleep Dean, I just woke up hearing Bobby's voice." Sam said as he slowly sat up.
"After 18 years of watching you sleep I can tell, I know each one of your breathing and you weren't sleeping." Dean said as he ruffle Sam's hair.
"So you sit there and watch me sleep at night, I feel so violated now knowing you watch me. I don't think I could ever sleep so soundly again, knowing I have a peeping tom watching over me." Sam said with a smile at Dean's look, he knew that his brother always look out for him at night.
"You wish you pervert I didn't mean it like that, you have one sick mind there Sammy." Dean said as he punch his brother playfully.
"Alright ya two damn idjits that is enough, lets get inside and see if ya want some lunch." Bobby said with a smile at his boys, he just love how they banter each other.
Dean got out of the car and help Sam, he was being real careful not to touch his back. As Sam went to out of the car, the shirt rub his back the wrong way and he hiss in pain. The smile on Dean's face went to a frown, he was right there to help his brother any way he can. Sam could see the worried look in Dean's eyes and smile at his brother, he grab Dean's arm and walk up to Bobby's door and stop. He was to scared to go in at first, thinking his father was still in there until Bobby reassured him it was safe. Dean wanted to take Sam to the bedroom to rest, but he insist on laying on the couch so he could see his brother.
Dean and Bobby went into the kitchen to make lunch for them, they started to discuss on what to do about John. They both agree that he needed to be punish for what he did, and that Joshua and Caleb give out the punishment. Dean wants to face his Dad and ask why he hit Sammy, he needed his Dad to explain himself on why he treated Sammy so badly.
"Bobby I want Joshua and Caleb to give Dad his punishment, I don't want any involvement in that area. I need to know why he treated Sammy so badly, for the last month he has been rough on him. What he did today to my Sammy was uncalled for, he need to answer to his crime to me and it better be a good one. I'm planning on talking to him later when Sammy is sleeping, I don't want him to know what I'm going to do." Dean said as he look at Sam on the couch, making sure he didn't hear him.
"I'm with ya Dean I would like to know myself, maybe we can get Josh or Caleb to watch Sam. Then we can go and talk with that damn daddy of yours, get some real answers from him and hopefully the truth. After that we can come back here and decide on where to take Sam, I still want to go and see the Grand Canyon. Let me called Joshua and see if he or….." Is all the Bobby got out when they heard Sam's voice.
"If you two go see Dad I'll like to go myself, I've got a few things I want to say to him." Sam held his hand up to Dean's protest. "This is something I've got to do Dean face Dad, he did this to me not you and I want to know why. There is something I need to tell him that's important, then we can go see the Grand Canyon like Bobby wants to." Sam held his ground to his brother and Bobby.
Dean and Bobby both knew when Sam gets this way, there is no changing his mind once when it's set. Bobby called Joshua and ask where they are at, when he got the information all three hunters left to face John for the last time.
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John saw his two friends walking up towards him with their fist ready to hit, when they got up to John they both took turn hitting him. They would hit him in the face, ribs, back, stomach, and start over again in the same spots. The only thing John did was laugh at them with each hit, Caleb then grab John's belt he hit Sam with. The buckle still had Sam's blood on it from his beating, he wrap it in his hand like John did to Sam. He walk up to John with hatred in his eyes, remembering Sam on the kitchen floor begging his dad to stop.
"You see the blood on the buckle John of your belt, you do know who's it belong to right." Caleb said glaring at his friend.
"Yeah it's the blood of the little brat I beat, so what's the point your making here Caleb." John hiss through the pain from the hits he took.
"He's not a brat John it's your son you beat, even begging you to stop he kept hitting him. How could a father beat his son that bad, and have no feelings of remorse for doing it." Caleb was swinging the belt.
"You want to know why I don't feel no remorse, for hitting that little brat over and over again. When I heard him begging for me to stop hitting him, the control I haven't felt in a long time return. I knew that I finally broke his rebellion spirit, that is why I kept on beating him to control him again." John said with a hint of pride in his voice.
"You're son of a bitch John for treating Sam that way, I'm glad that Bobby is now Sam's Legal Guardian. You don't deserved to have him as a son anymore, you lost all legal rights to your own son for being stupid. I can see why Dean doesn't want to be around you anymore, he did the right thing by filing abuse charges against you. That's right John Dean file charges against you a week ago, that is how they got to push to get Bobby as Sam's Guardian." Joshua could tell that John didn't know that, seeing the look on his face made him smile.
"They can't do that without my consent and they don't have it, so how would Dean get the judge to push it." John wanted to know how Dean got it done so fast.
"They got the proof of the beating you gave Sam back in Utah, the doctor help them by giving the x-rays and paper work with his signature. That is how Dean got the judge to push for the Guardianship, that was Sam's birthday present from Bobby." Caleb could see the shock in John's eyes.
"That was a good thing then that I gave him a beaten, I'm not his father anymore so I take great pleasure in doing that to Sam." John yelled in pain as Caleb hit him with the belt, he wasn't expecting his friend to hit him.
Joshua stood to one side and let Caleb hit him with the belt, he didn't stop him until he thought he had enough. Caleb's anger at John and seeing Sam on the floor kept him going, he wanted John to beg for him to stop like Sam did. When he didn't he hit John harder on his back and chest, he then went to his legs and arms. He knew one spot that would make John really yell, and he took pleasure when John scream when he hit his groan. He went to hit it again when John said "no more please", just for the hell of it he hit John again there. When Caleb finish he was breathing hard from his beating, Joshua walk up to him to see if he was ok. They both look at John who was gasping in pain and bleeding, he close his eyes to push the pain back in his mind. The pain was to great for him to block it out, he could feel blood dripping from his arms, legs, chest and his back. The worst pain was to his groan that hurt the worst, he couldn't believe Caleb hit him there.
John open his eyes and saw his two friends looking at him, they both had smiles on their faces at his pain. That is when John felt like he was lower then a snakes belly, he knew what he did to Sam was uncalled for. He wishes now he could take it back and hug his son, he only wanted Sammy to learn a lesson. He didn't mean to go as far as he did, he could feel hot tears coming in his eyes as he look at his friends.
"I think those tears are to late for you Johnny boy, you did enough damage to your son to last him a life time. I don't buy those tears one bit for being real, I think it has to do with the pain your in." Caleb said through his pants of breaths.
Joshua's cell phone rang he set away to answer it, he came back and told Caleb that Dean, Bobby and Sam was on their way. They didn't tell John that Sam was on his way there to talk, Caleb thought Sam should see his dad as a broken man. The more he thought about it he decided it wasn't such a good idea, before they could get John down they where there.
Dean saw the shape their dad was in and tried to keep Sam away, he push right past his brother and step in front of his dad. Sam walk up to his dad and look him straight in the eyes, he looked his dad over and smile at his discomfort. He step back from his dad not wanting to be that close, he was quite for a long time before he said anything.
"DAD! I know that mom loved me with her whole heart, Dean told me everything I needed to know about her. You know what I'd got a feeling before Dean told me anything, I knew deep in my heart that she loved me very much. Do you want to know why ?" Sam ask his dad, and saw the shock in his eyes.
"H-How would you know Sam, when she died you were six months old." John wanted to know how Sam knew.
"I knew mom's touches, smiles, love, I even known how she smelled Dad. She loved me very much and protected me all these years, she'll always be in my heart and by my side. I know this Dad cause it all comes from Dean's love for me, he has always been there for me and never let me down. When I had nightmares or when I fell down, my first words, first steps, first day at school it's been Dean. They love he showed me through my whole life has been mom's love, you were never there for me growing up or being there when I was scared. I've never known a father's love my whole life, I don't think you'd never loved me at all. You always giving out orders to do this or do that, it had to be your way with out questions and not giving out answers. I don't have any love for you any more Dad, you totally destroyed the loved we use to have. The only love I feel now is the love of a mother, and I get that from Dean that is why he's so special to me." Sam stood there looking at his father for any emotions, when he saw a little tear running down his cheek he slap his dad.
Sam knew that tear was only for show for the others to see, he didn't believe his dad was that sincere enough. Sam turn and saw Dean crying he knew brother's tears where real, walking up he hug him tight and cried. Dean took Sam into his arms being careful of his back, having one hand on his head and the other on his lower back. He knew how much his brother loved him all these years, hearing Sammy say what he said made him proud to be his older brother.
"You want to know why I was so hard on you all these years, I never had the relationship with you like Dean did. I hated that you went to Dean for all your troubles and fears, the love Dean gave you should've been my love instead. Every time you came home with a problem or home work, you went straight to Dean and totally ignored me. Even when he wasn't home and it was the two of us, you never once open up to me about anything. You always waited for Dean to come home to talk, as soon he walk in the door you ran and hug him. Your face would light up when you saw him coming in, the smile on your face was so big and happy. When I walk in the door I never got that after you turn six years old, I miss the little kid that would run up to me and hug me. I got jealous of your relationship you have with your brother, and the love you two shared all these years and the bond." John's voice crack when he said the last part.
"So what you are telling us is that jealousy got in the way of your fatherly duties, that is why you were so hard on Sammy all this years. Well I don't buy it Dad you need a better answer then that, yes I was always there for Sammy and will always be. If you were feeling left out of Sam's life all these years, why didn't you say anything then why wait until now. Is it because that you've got no legal rights when it comes to Sammy, or with me saying that you're dead to me and want nothing to do with you." Dean wanted the truth from his Dad and no more lies.
"Dean I tried to get Sam to open up to me when you were gone, I even told him he could come to me with his problems. We had a talk about how I was feeling about being left out, and that I would love to be back in his life. The only answer I got for him was a shrug of the shoulders and a smirk, when you walk in I was totally forgotten and all his attention was on you. I even tried to talk to you about spending more time away, so Sam and I could have some bonding time as a father and son. You did it for a while then you hardly never left the room, if felt like you didn't trust me being along with Sammy anymore. How do you think that made me feel being left out, did you even think about asking me to go places with you two." John was trying to make it Dean's fault.
"Dad when I left you two alone when you ask me to, you never spent anytime with Sammy. He said you sat at the table reading all night, when he ask you to help him with his work you said your busy. Even ask you to go outside and played ball together, go to the park, play a game the only answer he got was busy son. How do you think that made Sammy fell that his dad was to busy for him, that is why he waited for me to come home I spent the time with him." Dean wanted his dad to see how he hurt Sammy.
"How does that make you feel now John knowing you push your youngest away, he was only a kid at the time who needed a father figure. Now you treat him like a piece of shit on the ground, beating him to submission so he would listen to you. What kind of father would do that to his son he claims to love, you never listen to him when he tells or ask you something. Why do you hate Sam so much that you would do that to him, break four of his ribs, stripe him of his cloths, beat him with a belt." Caleb ask John with anger still in his eyes, he wanted to truth on that one.
"I…Wanted him….he wouldn't listen….always rebellion….I'm sorry Sammy, I just don't know what to say but sorry. I know I don't deserved your forgiveness or trust, I've been the worst father to you for so long. The reason why I didn't let you go to your party cause I was anger, when you said those things about your mom got me seeing red. So I found the hunt to teach you a lesson, then when Dean got hurt I blamed and hurt you knowing it wasn't your fault. Then when I told Dean he got mad at me and kick me out of his life, I wanted to get Dean back so that is why I hurt you so bad. I'm not proud of what I did to you and your brother, now I lost all legal rights to you for my reaction and I'm sorry." John felt so ashamed for what he did to his youngest.
"That is why you didn't let Sam go to his party, cuz he said something bad about mom. How could you do that to him when you knew how important it was, you put your selfish needs above your son again. Then you kept hurting him to get back at me, for kicking you out of mine and Sammy's life for good. How could you do that to the both of us, as soon as we walk out that door it will be the last you see of us." Dean said as he walk up to his dad, his anger was really burning now when he heard the truth.
When Dean got into his Dad's face he could see the anger in his son's eyes, it scared him to see so much anger in Dean's eyes like that. Next thing he knew Dean punch him right in the face, he kept punching his Dad until Caleb and Josh got him off. Sam came to Dean's side asking him to leave now, he wanted to get away from his dad as fast as he could. Dean look at Sam's worried and scared eyes and felt bad, he took Sam by the shoulder and started to walk for the door. They never once look back at their dad to see his face, they kept on walking until they got to the Impala and Sam started to cry. Dean hug his brother tight to his chest and gently and carefully rub his back, he buried his head in his hair and cried himself.
Bobby stood next to the brothers giving them their time together, they had a lot of baggage to deal with. He watch as Sam got as close as he could to Dean's chest, he held his brother so tight he wonder if Dean could breath. Dean held as tight as he could to Sam without hurting him, he rub his brother's head and let him cry as much as he needed. When they finally had no more tears it was Sam who broke the hug, he had to laugh at those two idjits picking on each other.
"Dean your hurting me not to hard on the back please." Sam hiss in pain.
"Sorry Sammy I didn't mean to hurt you kiddo, are you doing better now." Dean said as he wipe the tears away from Sam's face.
"Yeah I'm doing just fine now, are you ok I see tears on your face." Sam went to wipe them away until Dean swipe his hand away.
"There not tears I just got your hair in my eyes, it's so hard it hurt my eyes." Dean said as he ruffle Sam's hair.
"Yeah right big brother, my hair is softer then yours any day." To make his point, he put his hand on Dean's head and acted like it hurt.
"You want until your back is healed then you'll get it Sammy." Dean playfully hit his brother's shoulders.
"Oh big brover is to afraid of his little brother, I promise to hit you gently so I don't bruise you Deanie." Sam said with a smile.
"I show you who's a Deanie Sammy." Dean put his brother head in a head lock, and started to rub it hard.
Sam started to laugh when Dean did that, it made Dean feel so good to hear his brother laugh like that. He kept it up until Sam had tears in his eyes, Dean had tears in his eyes for laughing as much as Sam was.
"Alright you two we need to get going and pack, and decide on where we are going to go. We all need some down time to rest, and to heal our aching bodies so lets get a moving." Bobby said pushing the brothers apart.
"Yeah Sammy Bobby does need some rest, the old man is getting a little stiff in the joints." Dean said winking at his brother.
"I'll show you who is an old man boy, now you to idjits get in the car now." Bobby laugh on how fast they got into the car, he knew he had his hands full with these two. He was looking forward to the challenges they would give him, he loved those two like they where his own two sons.
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We found out why John is so hard on Sammy, it was for all his ego being bruised.
He got a good beaten from Caleb for what he did to Sam, will John get to fix what he did to his two sons.
The next chapter will be with Bobby, Dean and Sammy going to the Grand Canyon, but will they have a good time there with no problems.