I don't know what happen with this story, I did have letter to divide each scene in the stories. I've got know idea what happen to them, I'm sorry if reading it this way is difficult. I hope this chapter will have the letters between each scene, once again I'm sorry for this I tried to fix it but don't know how.
After Dean hit him in the head, John laid there trying to get his mind to refocus. He look up at his sons with very anger eyes, he started to get up to confront them only to look up at a gun. He really didn't think that Dean would shot him, he got half way up from the floor when he heard the gun go off. He fell back to the floor holding his left shoulder, he look up at his sons with pain fill eyes. He could see Dean was pushing Sam out the door, Bobby was helping Dean getting Sam out of the house. He could see the shock look in Sam's eyes, and the anger look in Dean's and Bobby's eyes as they left. He laid there for a second before he called out to Sam, he wanted his son to know that he really didn't know about the guy.
"S-Sam I really didn't know that he was a molester, I would've never sent him here to get you. You've got to believe me son on this, I didn't mean for any of this to happen Sam." John said while he was holding back the pain.
"Is that suppose to make this all better Dad, telling that to Sammy now after he was almost molested. Why didn't you just called me or Bobby to talk to Sammy, why did you go and get someone who loves teenage boys." Dean really wanted to know why before he left the house.
"If I would've called you or Bobby to talk to Sam alone, would you or Bobby let him come to talk to me." John look up at Dean with sadness in his eyes.
"Bobby or I would've let you talk to Sam on the phone with us being there, having him met you the answer would be no Dad. I don't trust you to be with Sammy alone at any time, what you pulled now you'll never see your son again." Dean turn and walk through the door, not once looking back at his dad.
John watch as Dean walk out the door never once looking back a him, he laid there on the floor in pain. Not just the pain in his shoulder from the bullet, but also with the pain in his heart that he'll never see Sam again. He got himself to a sitting position and got his phone out, he needed some help to get the bullet out of his shoulder. He open his phone and scrolled down to one person who can help him, he press talk when he came to the number.
When Bobby and Dean got Sam out of the house they look for a vehicle, the only one they saw besides John's was the van. Bobby open the door and hot wire the van, he was careful not to touch things with his hand. He then went to the sliding door and open it with a rag, he put a sheet over the carpet and let Dean and Sam sit on it. He told them not to touch anything that is in the van, just in case if they needed it for evidence. He got into the driver seat using the rag to put the van into gear, he made sure he only touch a small part of the steering wheel. When they arrived back at the camp ground, they saw Frank and Steve waiting for them with their younger brothers. When Bobby park the van he was careful getting out, he did want to damage any kind of evidence. He went to the siding door and open it for Dean and Sam, after they got out Bobby grab the sheet and threw it away.
"We tried not to touch to much in the van on the way here, hopefully we didn't ruin any of the evidence that was in there." Dean was telling Steve and Frank.
"That is ok we don't need the van for anything, the guy confess to molesting and killing his victims. He'll be in jail for the rest of his life, he even admitted to killing my brother Jimmy two years ago." Frank said with sadness and anger in his voice.
"I'm sorry for what happen to your brother Frank, I know putting him behind bars won't bring him back." Dean felt bad for Frank and his little brother, he couldn't imagine loosing Sammy that way.
"Thanks for saying that Dean it's mean a lot to me and Joe, I'm glad that Sam is safe and back with you and your Uncle." Frank could see the terrifying look in Sam's eyes.
Frank could see that Sam wasn't taking it very well, he's seen that look in a lot of young adults faces. He knew that Sam would have to talk to someone about his ordeal, he didn't want to say anything in front of Sam. He would wait until he can get Dean and Bobby alone to talk, hopefully it will happen before they leave.
Dean could sense that Sam was getting a little nervous being around everyone, he wanted to get his brother inside the cabin as soon as he could. He knew that Sam would feel more comfortable inside, so he told Frank that he was going to take Sam back to the cabin. As Dean lead Sam away Frank grab Bobby by the arm, he wanted to tell Bobby that Sam was going to need someone to talk to. Dean could see that Frank wanted to talk to Bobby alone, he would ask Bobby later what's it was about right now Sam needed his attention.
"Bobby I can see that Sam will have a hard time with this, is there someone he could talk to about what happen." Frank was hoping that Bobby would take it as a friendly offer.
"I was thinking the same thing myself Frank, Sam has been a little quite then normal since we left the house. Yes I've got a friend who is a Pastor who knows Sam, I'll give him a call when we get back home." Bobby would called Pastor Jim as soon as he could.
"That's good Bobby that you have a friend that is a Pastor, Sam is going to need to talk this out to him. I know Dean would want to help his brother, sometimes an outsider is better for the job then someone who's family. I'm not trying to step on toes here Bobby that's not my intention, I know from experience about this from what happen with Jimmy. Joe shut down on us after Jimmy disappeared that fateful day, he's never gotten over that still and it's been two years." Frank wish he could do more for his brother.
"I know you mean well Frank when it comes to Sam's well fare, I can tell you this what me and Dean will be there for him. Pastor Jim knows Sam since he was three years old, he's become a major influence in Sam's life as he grow older. Sam could always trust Jim to talk to about his problems, I know that he could do the same this time." Bobby was hoping he was telling the truth on this.
"That's good Bobby that you got a friend like that, I wish we had someone like that for Joe. I'll come over tomorrow before we leave and say good bye, I want to make sure that Sam is doing ok before we leave." Frank shook Bobby's hand before going back to Joe.
Steve came running out from the store he needed to tell Frank and Bobby what he heard, he was glad that Sam or Dean wasn't there when he told them the news.
"Hey guys come over here for a minute, I don't want Joe or Robert to here this. The guy who took Sam is wanted for 10 abduction on kids from the age of 12 to 18, all 10 of the kids he took never been found to this day their bodies are still missing. The guy's name is Jack Willis he's 39 years old and lives in Flag Staff Arizona, he was arrested three years ago when he tried to get a boy into his car. At the time he lived in Colorado Springs, Colorado, they held him for two days doing a back ground check on him. When they found nothing the first time they let him go, they did some more back ground on him cause of his fondness of kids. They found that while he was there three kids disappeared never to be found, they went to get him back for more question since he was the last one to see them alive. He left town that day and they never found him, when they heard of the disappearance of the kids around here they call the police. Telling them about Jack Willis past with kids and what they knew, at the time in Colorado he drove a camper so they gave them the information on the camper. Not realizing that he turn it in for the white van when he go to Arizona, he stayed under the radar all this time taking seven more kids." Steve was really anger after he was done.
"Sam would've been his 11 victim if we didn't stop him, I…what am I suppose to tell him." Bobby was in shock at almost loosing Sam to this mad man.
"Don't say anything to Sam about this at all Bobby, wait until gets over the shock of what happen to him. Tell him now and you just might end up loosing him, have him talk with your Pastor friend for a couple of weeks then let him know." Frank could see that Bobby's face was paling.
"I've got to tell Dean about this so he knows, something this big would be on the news to. We need to make sure that Sam doesn't hear about this, we'll have to be with him when he is watching T.V. and turn the news off." Bobby knew that this was going to be hard to do, for Sam's sake he'll do it.
"Bobby I'm sorry for laying this all on you like this, I wanted you to know about this now. So this way you can keep an eye open when this hit's the news, cause something this big won't stay out of the news for to long." Steve felt bad for Bobby.
"No I'm glad that you did tell me Steve, now me and Dean could keep an eye on the news. I would have to tell Dean about this so he knows what's going on, I know I'm going to have one anger older brother to deal with." Bobby said his thanks and headed back to the cabin and his boys.
Three days after Bobby told Dean on what he knew about Jack, they made sure that Sam didn't watch T.V. by himself. When they went to the store for anything Bobby would take the newspaper, he didn't want Sam to hear the front page about the killings. They knew eventually Sam would hear about Jack Willis and the missing kids, they couldn't be with him 24/7 so they did their best on keeping it away.
When ever Sam would go out of the cabin he would stay on the porch, he wouldn't leave the porch unless Dean or Bobby was with him. When it came time for them to leave Sam would stay inside the cabin, until it was time for them to leave is when Bobby went to go get Sam. On the way back to the Salvage Yard Dean tried to make a conversation with his brother, the only response he got was a shoulder shrug or a yes or no. Dean was really worried about Sam state of mind, he really wanted to talk with his brother about it. When they get back to Bobby's house they would call Pastor Jim, Sam always talk with the Pastor about anything they had a close bond with each other. When they finally got back home they unpack the car, Sam said inside on the couch with his knees up to his chest. His eyes always looking down like he was embarrass, he stayed their until it was time for bed. Dean help Sam to get ready for bed, he waited for his brother to get change before he came back into the room. He covered Sam with the blankets and rub his hand through his hair, he felts knots in his stomach and his heart hurt for his brother. He turn towards the door and look back at Sam, he would do anything to get his baby brother back to him.
When Dean came back down the steps he heard Bobby talking with Pastor Jim, the more he listen to Bobby the anger he got at his dad for all of this. He knew that he would have to keep his anger under control, they would get Sam better then he'll deal with his dad.
"Hi Jim this is Bobby Singer calling, how are ya doing these days." Bobby was glad that Jim was at church.
"I'm doing just fine Bobby, how are you and the boys holding up." Jim knew what happen with John and the others from Caleb and Joshua.
"That is what I'm calling you about Jim, we've got a little problem with Sam. Something bad happen to him when we were at the Canyon, and wanted to know if you can help him through this." Bobby went into all the details on what just happens.
"How could John be that stupid of a man to do that, why didn't he just called you guys to talk with Sam. I've got every intention on getting a hold of that man and beat him, right now my focus will be on Sam and getting him better. I can be there tomorrow afternoon or evening Bobby, I'll let them know here I'll be out of touch for awhile." Jim really wanted to be there for Sam.
"That will be great Jim we'll be waiting for you, yes Dean is with me to and he's doing the best he can." Bobby said as he hung up the phone.
"So what did Jim say Bobby, will he be here to help Sammy out." Dean said with a very tired and sad voice.
"Jim said he'll be here tomorrow sometime Dean, why don't you go and get some sleep Ace. You look dead tired standing there, you're going to need your sleep just like me." Bobby said as he stretch his arms back.
Just as they both head upstairs Bobby cell phone went off, after he was done talking Dean could see he was happy.
"What?." Dean said with a confuse look.
"That was Frank calling, he wanted us to know that Jack pleaded guilty to all charges against him. He won't be going to trial since he admitted to all the crimes, they are holding him in jail right now until he is transfer to prison in two days." Bobby was happy and sad at the same time, happy that Jack is gong to be put away. Sad because Sam is still hurting from what Jack did to him.
"Good Bobby that's real good, I'm glad that he is going to prison. Even though that is to good for him, they should tear him apart limb by limb." Dean normally don't think that way about people, to him Jack is not a person.
Dean check on Sam before he took a shower and went to bed, his already feeling a little better knowing that Jim is coming. He's hoping that Sammy would open up to Jim and talk about what happen, he was on the verge of falling asleep when he heard Sam screaming in his sleep.
Sam could feel cold hard hands touching his arms and legs, he tried to turn away from the touch only to be hit. He open his eyes and saw Jack looking down at him, he held his breath for a moment before letting it out. He tried to move his arms and legs but he couldn't, he look and saw that they were tied to the bed. He struggle against his binds to break free from them, the more he struggle the ropes dug into his skin.
"Now Sam just lay there and enjoy, you're going to enjoy this as much as I do." Jack said with an evil smirk in his face.
"Dean! Bobby! " Sam started to call for his brother and friend.
"They won't come and save you this time Sammy boy, your all mine to do as I wish with no one stopping me." Jack took his hand and slid it down Sam's chest.
"Please don't leave me alone this is only a dream, you're suppose to be in jail." Sam whimper when Jack hand got to his groan.
"This is no dream Sammy boy you can feel my touch, I can see that you are enjoying it." Jack brought his hand back to Sam's chest.
"No please leave me alone don't touch me, please go away and get off of me." Sam kept saying over and over again.
"Oh come on Sammy just lay there and enjoy, you'll like it when I'm done with you." Jack said as he got on the bed.
"NO PLEASE NO LEAVE ME ALONE." Sam was shouting.
Dean was awaken by Sam's screams and look at his brother's bed, he saw it was empty and got out of his. He found Sam sitting in the corner with his knees to his chest, he was screaming for him to stop and leave him alone. Dean knelt down next to Sam and held his face in his hands, he talk in a soft voice at first to get Sam's attention. When that didn't work his voice got a little louder as an order, he got a response from Sam then and it broke his heart.
"Hey Sammy look at me kiddo, look into my eyes Sam." Dean said in a soft voice at first, then he tried it in a stronger more authority voice.
"SAM! Hey I said look at me, look into my eyes Sam." Dean held his breath when Sam look into his eyes, what Dean saw was fear and terror.
"D'n" Sam said in a soft voice.
"Yeah kiddo it's me Dean, you're safe here Sam." Dean was carding Sam's hair to calm him down.
"He w-was here t-the man was here, keep him away from me please." Sam started to panic and was looking around the room.
"Sammy he isn't here kiddo his in jail, he'll never come after you again." Dean was rubbing Sam's neck to calm his little brother down.
Sam look around the room to see if Dean was right, the only other person he saw was Bobby. He calm started to calm down by Dean's touch, his touch always calm Sam down since he was little. To Sam Dean's touch was of love and warmth, when he felt that he felt save in Dean's embrace. Sam grab Dean's neck and started to cry, Dean rub his hands up and down Sam's back gently. Dean hated to see h is brother like this in such panic, he will be glad when Jim comes and talks with Sam. He lifted Sam in his arms and put him back into bed, Bobby help Dean get Sam comfortable in bed before going back to his own. Dean sat there on the edge of the bed until Sam was asleep, he went to get back into his bed when Sam grab his arm. He look at his brother with sad eyes, Dean knew what Sam wanted and gave his brother the comfort he needed.
Sam was to scared to let his brother go and held on tight, the tears coming down his cheeks like a leaking faucet. He felt Dean and Bobby get him back into his own bed, he felt Dean rubbing his head to put him to sleep. When Dean stop Sam grab for his hand and look at him, right now he did feel like a five year old wanting his big brother. He wanted some comfort from his brother and to protect him from his dreams, he fell asleep in the warmth of his brothers arms and the feeling of safety.
In the morning Bobby was in the kitchen making breakfast for him and the boys, he knew that Jim would be here in a couple of hours to. He wanted Sam all ready for when Jim gets here, then he and Dean will give them sometime alone to talk. Bobby was lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear Dean coming down, he felt a hand on his shoulder and turn to see who it was. He smile as he saw Sam coming into the kitchen, he look more alive then he did a couple of days ago. His eyes were dull still and he keep looking down, he would look up to smile at Bobby then look back down again. Bobby wish he could just take all the pain away from him, he knew to that it was up to Sam to make the fist move. After breakfast Sam help Bobby with the dishes, he knew in time that Sam will open up to them. They just have to be patience and let him do it, they can't push him into talking without him closing up. They all sat in the living room talking about past hunts, and laugh at some of the things they did for fun. Sam sat on the same couch with Dean, he was sitting at the other end of it. He would keep his knees to his chest like he was protecting himself, he wouldn't get any closer to his brother.
Sam was startled when he heard a knock on the door, Bobby put his hands up telling Sam to calm down. He went to open the door and Pastor Jim walk in, he smile at Dean who smile back at him. He look over at Sam who kept his eyes down, he walk over to Sam and sat down next to him. He turn and look at Dean and Bobby and nodded, they both left the room and went outside to sit on the porch. They knew if anyone could get Sam to open it would be Jim, Dean was going crazy sitting out there and not in the room with Sam. Next thing he heard was Sam crying really hard, Dean's big brother mode kick in an wanted to be with Sam. Bobby grab his arm and push him back into the chair, he glared at Dean and told him to sit and be still. Every fiber in Dean wanted to be in there with Sam comforting him, he knew if he did Sam would clam up on Jim.
"Hey Sam how are you doing kiddo." Jim look at Sam.
"I'm ok just a little tired." Sam said in such a small voice that Jim almost didn't hear it.
"I don't think you are ok tiger, do you want to talk about it." Jim laid a hand on Sam's shoulder.
"T-talk about w-what." Sam kept his eyes down.
"Sam I know what happen to you in the house, Bobby and Dean are concern about you kiddo. Why don't you tell me when you're ready, I'm not going anywhere for a while." Jim said in low comforting voice.
Sam look up and saw the loving face of the Pastor, what he saw was understanding, caring, love like he always did. Sam could feel the hot tears coming up, he tried to hold them back not to feel weak. Jim saw the tears coming in Sam's eyes, he smile at Sam showing him he understandings him.
"I tried I tried so hard to get him off of me, I didn't like the way he was touching me. every time I fought him off he would hit me, then he would start over again rubbing his hands on me." Sam said as he bowed his head in shame.
"Sam son you did fight back the best you could, he was a lot bigger then you Sam and stronger. Dean told me that you where fighting him when he ran inside, was he telling me the truth or was he fibbing." Jim waited for Sam response.
"No he was telling the truth about that Pastor Jim, I was fighting so hard to get him off of me. I almost got away three times only to be push back, he then would hit me harder each time I would try to run." Sam was shaking just thinking about it.
"It's ok Sam you're safe here in Bobby's house, I'm here with you and Dean and Bobby are out there. Jack is in jail waiting to go to prison as we speak, he won't be back again to do anything to you." Jim smile warmly at Sam.
"H-he won't be back to hurt me anymore." Sam eyes got real big.
"No Sam he won't be getting out for a very long time." Jim could see Sam relax a little, he could tell there was something else that was bothering him.
"Pastor would God punish me for what happen, I was weak for letting him take me away." There were tears coming down Sam's face.
"No Sam God will not punish you for what happen, it wasn't your fault son so don't blame yourself. I know there is something else you want to talk about, I think I know what it is tell me if I'm wrong Sam." Jim knew deep down that Sam thinks that his brother don't like him anymore.
"I don't think that Dean likes me anymore after what happen, he thinks I'm a disgrace to him for being so weak. I don't think I could handle knowing that is what Dean is thinking, I don't think he wants to be around me." Sam bowed his head again.
"Sam why would you think that about your brother." Jim took Sam's chin in his hand and lifted his head.
"Cause he doesn't look or talk to me, he'll sit there and look the other way. He thinks I'm dirty like a stain that can't be wash away, I don't like….I just him to look at me." Sam put his head on Jim shoulder and cried.
Jim sat there and held Sam for a long time, he needed to talk with Dean to. He needed to get these two boys back together again, he knew that Dean doesn't think of Sam that way at all. They need to get Sam to believe that that Dean loves him, he'll stay as long as he is needed here to help out the brothers and Bobby.
That's all with this chapter, next one will be with Jim getting Sam to realize that Dean does love him.\
John will be at a friend house nursing his shoulder, he'll be calling Bobby to talk with him.