That shower was probably the best shower I've had in a long time. The hot water made me feel so much better but the headache I've had since Alistair used that symbol to make Cas disappear, still had not faded. Once I got out I changed into shorts and a long sleeve shirt and braided my hair. I popped some more pain killers and then walked out to find Sam and Dean sitting at the table drinking beer.
"What I miss?" I asked walking over to the closest bed and falling onto my back with a sigh.
"Two hours. Seriously two hours?" Sam laughed and Dean shook his head when I pushed my self up on my elbows.
"Next time you kidnapped by a possessed serial killer you can comment on how long one should use a shower." I smiled at Sam. He rolled his eyes. "Hey what about Cas? Is he alright?" I asked.
"Yeah he is fine." Dean sighed sitting back taking a drink. "What ever you did knocked him out for two weeks."
"He isn't the only one." I sighed laying back down staring at the ceiling.
"Are you saying what ever Alistair did to Cas happened to you?" Sam asked. Dean must have told him what we were talking about. Just like those two to share everything unless it is a dangerous secret.
"Yeah... it's not fun. I don't recommend it." I smiled over at them. "Two weeks?" I asked. They both nodded. " Well what kind of crazy shit did I miss?" I asked rolling over to my side. They looked at each other and then back at me. " Oh come on, I've been in a basement for two weeks... story time boys." I laughed.
"You know the usual. Angels fighting demons. Avoiding the end of the world." Dean smiled sarcastically. When he finished I laughed. " What?" he asked.
"Nothing... just remember when usual used to just be creepy monsters or things that go bump in the night." I sighed with a small smile. "Never thought I would say I miss hunting Vampires." I rolled my eyes and laid back.
"You and me both." Sam sighed standing up and handing Dean another beer.
I could tell just the way she sighed she was tired. Her eyes were already half asleep as the three of us talked for the next few hours about what to do about the seals. She finally fell asleep when me and Sam were arguing about a stupid little detail. She was on her side facing up and her head laying on her arm. Sam was going to ask her something when he noticed and we both sighed.
"We should probably get some shut-eye to." I said standing and heading over to the couch.
"What are you doing?" Sam asked me as I sat down on the couch rubbing my eyes. He was already sitting in the middle of his bed when he noticed where I sat.
"Going to sleep?" I shrugged with a small laugh.
"On the couch?" he laughed at me. "God you really don't know anything..." he mumbled to himself.
"Excuse me?" I asked raising my eyebrows at him.
"You see that?" He pointed over to Clara who turned to her other side slowly. Her arm extended like she was reaching out for something. "Girls don't stay on one side of the bed if they expect to sleep alone." Sam shook his head at me.
"What are you talking about?" I questioned.
"Really?" He asked. " Are you really trying to hide the fact you two are sleeping together? From me?" He laughed. " You two are both terrible at hiding it." He sighed laying down.
"Shut up." I laughed at him. I stood up and shut the lights on and made it back to the couch. Sam shook his head and fell asleep quickly. I just figured after everything Clara had been through she needed a good night sleep. Once I laid down I turned my head facing the bed. Clara's arm had pulled back into her and her face was a bit crunched. It was like she was trying to close her eyes so she couldn't see anything. She was dreaming.
I was about to fall asleep when I could hear her moving. They were small and quick and she looked like she was shaking. I sat up and I heard her gasp. I stood quickly but she didn't move. Her eyes relaxed a bit and she sighed deeply. I went to sit down again when I noticed her figitting. I looked back at her and tried to turn on her back but she let out a painful gasp and rolled back over. It was like she forgot she had a bullet wound in her back. She rolled facing Sam's bed and she was quiet for a second. I watched for a minute as she pulled the blanket over her head like a kid hiding from a monster.
I looked down at the couch and thought that bed would be one hundred time comfier. I was tired and I wanted to sleep so I walked over quickly and as slowly and quietly as possible I sat on the edge of the bed and laid down slowly trying not to move to much. I fixed the pillow and laid comfortably on my back. I looked over at Clara who's back was facing me and smiled. I turned my head back up and closed my eyes.
Not even a minute after I closed my eyes I felt Clara move and then when I looked down I felt her on me. I opened my eyes and she had moved closer. Her whole body pressed on my side one arm around me and her head laying gently on my chest. I heard her hum quietly as her body relaxed and I swear I saw a smile come up.
I laughed with a smile as I placed my arm around Clara making sure she knew I was there. "Sam was right...huh?" I sighed. She didn't move all night. I got my four hours that I needed and I'm sure she got more than enough sleep. The time I didn't spend sleeping I spent literally just staring at Clara. Sounds a bit mushy, or something out of a stupid chick flick but I honestly couldn't help it. Even when she was beat up, tired or yelling at me she was still the most amazing and beautiful women I have ever met in my life.
I never have or probably will say it enough but I do actually love her, with all my heart. After everything that has happened. Me and Sam ditching her when we were teenagers, dragging her back into our lives to find out dad, getting her involved in the hunt for Azazel, and then me going to hell, she was always there and not once had she complained. It was unbelievable. Sure we have had our fights and major blow outs but she never left our sides if we needed her. She dropped her whole like in Virginia to find a way to bring me back. And this is her reward for that? She gets kidnapped and tortured. I had no idea how to make it up to her but I had to, somehow.
Then when were back at the BAU you should have seen the pain in her eyes when she knew she had to leave again. She was so happy they were all safe and alive but I could tell she was worried they wouldn't be that way forever. Hotchner's little boy was smiling at looking up to her all night. To him she was his hero and I knew she would never fully know that. I bet our kids would be just as brave as her... holy crap wait. Did I just say out kids? Great, the world is ending and I'm just as bad as Sam with his whole what a normal life could be like.
It was almost 7 and the sun was up and we needed to get back to Bobby's. I noticed Sam get up and shower. He looked over at me with a smug smile. I rolled my eyes at him. When he got out he went to get coffee and I had to get up and shower to before we left. I didn't want to move and wake Clara but I had to. I moved away from her slowly and she sighed as her head went back on a pillow. I watched as she took the pillow and gripped it closer and fell back asleep.
I took my shower and when I walked out with a towel wrapped around my waist she was still sleeping. I walked over to the blinds and opened them. The sun shined through and hit her eyes and her arms flew up to cover her face. "What the hell!" She groaned slammed her face into the pillow. "Who ever is responsible for trying to blind me I'm gonna kick your ass." her words muffled in the pillow.
"Oh well bring it on tough guy." I laughed and she sat up quickly and threw a pillow as hard as she could. It hit me in the face with quiet enough force for me to stumble back.
"That was your warning." Her eyes were still closed and she fell back on her side pulling the blanket over her head again.
"What are you five? We gotta go." I said throwing the pillow back at her and walking over to my bag to get fresh clothes. I heard her groan and when I turned around she just had a big smile on her face. "What?" I asked.
"This might still be the intense pain-killer but, my God your attractive." She winked at me.
"How many did you take? Because I think it might be." I rolled my eyes at her.
"Nope it defiantly isn't." She said and looked me up and down with a smile. She stood up and walked over quickly. I couldn't stop her from kissing me and I didn't want to. One hand went around my neck and the other ran up my arm. I pulled her in quickly and she let off a small and adorable giggle.
"Sam is gonna be back in like two minutes." I said quickly between kisses.
" A lot can happen in two minutes." She giggled again.
"Please don't." Sam's voice made up both jump. He looked horrified standing in the doorway with coffee. Clara's hand dropped from my arm and she sighed. I headed back into the bathroom to change. When I got back her and Sam were drinking their coffee waiting for me. She was already dressed and her hair let out of the braid. It was wavy and she kept it pushed to the side. Sam had said something to make her laugh.
When she looked back over at me she smiled again. "See told ya Sam... perfect hair." She shook her head. "You two me ten bucks." She winked Sam.
"You betting on my hair now?" I laughed walking over.
"No I bet Sam you were taking so long because you were fixing your hair." She said as she took the ten dollar bill from Sam. " and I won." she said shoving it in her pocket. I rolled my eyes at her and then her phone went off. It was on the bed next to me and I threw it to her. "Hello?" She answered. "Hi Bobby." She looked at us and we all knew we should get a move on. "Yeah we left a while ago..." She lied as we all got in the Impala. She jumped in the middle of the back seat sitting forward. "Yeah well it takes more then a few hours to... yeah I know. Two days though... Okay... okay!" I could tell Bobby was giving her a hard time. I took off quickly after all our stuff was in the back. "Well why don't you just tell me what you got then?" she sighed rolling her eyes. "Bobby how are we supposed to help if you won't tell me." She rubbed her face in frustration. "Well we gotta stop for the night so if you won't just come out with it, it's gonna have to wait." She sighed. "Yes. Okay." Then she hung up. "Jez I swear if that man gets anymore stubborn and paranoid... I might just kill him." She sighed.
We both laughed and Sam turned to Clara. "What dose he have?"
"The hell if I know." She shrugged. " Won't say over the phone." She mocked him. "Told him two days we'll be there to help with... what ever he's got." She sighed. "Plus I don't have a good enough excuse for this." She pointed to her face.
"Why don't you just tell him what happened?" I asked.
She looked at me unimpressed with my answer. " Have you meet Bobby? He flipped out on me when I said I might die... imagine if I told him I actually did die for like what a minute?" She laughed. "He might actually bring on the end of the world himself." She smiled. "No, he doesn't find out... got it?" She looked at both of us seriously.
"Yeah." Me and Sam answered.