I made my way downstairs and sat at Bobby's desk. Shorts and a sweater were keeping me warm and I had my legs pulled up with my chin resting on one knee. I sighed as I went through some of the books and pages Bobby had on his desk. I could tell he had a case foe the boys to work but I guess him and Sam could handle it.

I didn't even realize I was humming to myself until I ran out of pages to read in one of the bibles. I turned to reach for another book when I noticed a gush of wind. I looked up to see a women standing just in front of me with her back to me.

She was about my height, skinnier than me, and long red hair. She turned and stared at me. I blinked and that's when I saw the wings. Again not as impressive as Cas but Uriel was bigger. "Your not Dean." She said stepping sideways giving me a sideways glance.

"What gave me away." I laughed nervously not know what she wanted. I stood quickly. "Who are you and more important what do you want?" I asked. I stepped back as she just stared at me.

"Anna?" Dean's voice came from the middle of the staircase. We both looked his way as he made his way closer to her. "What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I came to make sure you were alright." She said. I noticed a smile on her face when she saw him.

"Why wouldn't I be?" He asked walking around her and closer to me.

"Well Cas told me what he and Uriel asked of you." She said looking between us as he stood in front of me a bit. "I tried to talk him out of it, but he wouldn't listen." Anna said. I had no idea what to do. She seemed a bit eager to talk to Dean and threatened by me.

"Yeah well I don't think he is listening to much reason at this point." Dean rolled his eyes.

"Dean." I whispered. "Cas stopped Alistair from..." I paused noticing the look I was getting from Anna. "Okay you know I'm tired it's been a long day I'm gonna go up-"

"No." Dean said quietly reaching for my hand an keeping me in my spot.

"Wait." Anna took a step closer. "I know you." She smirked.

"You do?" I asked.

"Clara right?" She questioned looking to Dean shaking her head. "The part Nephilim that let herself get kidnapped and tortured." She said and I narrowed my eyes at her. "You know if you would have just killed Alistair when you had the chance, Castiel and Uriel wouldn't have asked Dean for his help." She said.

"Sorry I was a bit tied up at the moment." I shrugged.

"Anna." Dean stopped her. " What do you want?" He asked.

"Uriel is dead."

"Awesome." I smiled.

Anna shot me a look of anger. "Cas already told me back at the hospital." Dean added. "So again why are you here?" Dean asked stepping forward.

"I wanted to talk about what happened last time we met." Anna sighed. "But I thought you were alone." She eyed me again.

"What happened last time?" I asked and Anna just looked at me. She looked me up and down and smiled.

"There's nothing to talk about." Dean shook his head. That's when I had a bad feeling. I stepped away from Dean who didn't break eye contact with Anna.

"Ok well you two talk about nothing, I'm going to bed." I shook my head at both of them. Dean watched as I walked around him and Anna and headed for the stairs. I stopped at the bottom and looked back at Dean. He looked confused. I just walked up stairs.

I heard them talking in muffled sounds. I chose not to listen because right now I didn't care. I felt like Dean was hiding and it was bothering me that I didn't know. I know sounds like something a jealous controlling girlfriend would say and I hated thinking it but I couldn't help it. I turned the lights off and pulled the blankets over my head. I shut my eyes and tried to fall asleep.

I was close to finally sleeping when the sound of someone walking into my room made me sigh. "She thought she was human." Dean's voice spoke as he walked closer. "We helped her find her Grace." He said sitting on the edge of the bed. I had my back to him and I didn't move.

"I'm sure she was very thankful." I laughed.

"She was. Then Cas and Uriel tried to kill her."

"Let me guess." I rolled over and looked up at him. " you stopped them, saved the girl and she was happy?" I smirked.

"Well he lived." Dean shrugged.

"So what happened? She reward you?" I asked with a nervous laugh.

"Your not seriously suggesting you think me and her..."

"Well can you blame me." I sat up shrugging. "Dean you have a reputation you know." I sighed. Dean seemed to roll his eyes with a sigh. "Hey you don't have to explain to me." I said sliding away from him a bit. "It's not like we-" I was cut off by Dean's lips pressing against mine firmly. It was like he was taking control and stopping me from the doubt.

" I thought you had more faith in me then that." He said pulling away.

"So you didn't..."

"Of course not." he sighed narrowing his eyes at me. "In case you haven't noticed I happen to be very much in love with you." He whispered. " And I'm not one to do something that stupid to lose something as good as you." He smiled at me and I sighed.

I smiled up at him after I heard what he said. "I think you've gone soft." I winked as I laid back.

Dean laughed it off and laid next to me. I shifted to my side and he looked up at the ceiling. He was quiet. "You saw what Sam did?" he asked and tilted his head my way.

"Yes." I sighed.

"You still on his side?"

I took a second to think. "Dean he saved you and Cas." I pointed out.

"That wasn't my question." He said with a sigh.

"Dean." I looked up at him and sighed. "I can't answer your question."

"Why?" He asked disappointed I didn't side with him.

"Sam is my friend and I have to believe everything he is doing is for the greater good. He spent four months saving people and looking for you. He is dedicated and I can't doubt him..." I paused looking down.

"But?" Dean finished my sentence.

"But I can't help but think Ruby isn't really interested in the good intentions Sam has." I sighed. "So I'm about half on Sam's side and half on my own side." I smiled.

"Your own side?" Dean asked.

"I know you are looking out for your brother but knifing her may not be the best idea." He looked down surprised at me. "Hey if she steps out of line by all means kill the bitch but right now she is useful." I shrugged. " She did help Sam find you. Don't get me wrong what Sam did was actually horrifying but... no one can stop him but him." I sighed.

"Really?" Dean laughed. " You don't think I or Bobby ca stop him? Hell even the angels were set on stopping him."

"And where did that get them?" I asked. "Just because they get orders doesn't mean they know who they are from." I said and Dean shook his head. " Cas took orders from Uriel and now he's dead." I pointed out. "Cas didn't know it was him who was screwing things up."

"So your pro angel?" Dean asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I laughed. "Cas saved my life. Sure you talked him into it but he was feeling guilty long before that." I said. Dean looked down at me again. " What you think you're the only one with a line straight to his ear?" I laughed. "He may like you better but he still listens to me."

"Cas is just a blind and brainless solider." Dean rolled his eyes.

"Why because he follows orders?" I asked. Dean nodded. " Some would have said the same about you a few years ago." He darted his eyes to me. "You took orders from your father even if you didn't agree. How is it different from what Cas is doing?" I asked. Dean rolled his eyes. "You shouldn't be so hard on the guy is all I'm saying." I said looking down slowly closing my eyes.

"If I didn't know any better I would say you were developing a crush on him." Dean laughed.

"Well it's a good thing you know better." I smiled with my eyes still closed. "Now go to sleep Dean." I sighed and I heard him sigh as well. He leaned over and kissed the top of my head before laying back down.