The next morning Sam and I were up first. Sam was making coffee and handed me a cup. Bobby was still sleeping. Sam didn't say much he just asked me what I thought Bobby needed help with. I honestly had no idea until Bobby rushed out his room fully dressed and his bag ready.

"Sam you ready?" he asked.

"For what exactly?" Sam asked.

"Well a hunt you idigit. Now get in the car." Bobby said rolling his eyes.

"Bobby wait." I stood quickly as Sam took off up the stairs. "You sure you don't need mine or Dean's help?" I asked.

"No." He shook his head. " You two are hurt bad enough. Shouldn't take us longer then three days tops." Bobby said.

"Okay but please be careful." I smiled hugging Bobby just before Sam came down the stairs. "You too Sam. Watch your back." I said as they both left.

It didn't feel right letting them go alone. Sam and Dean always hunted together and this just seemed unnatural. Once they were gone I shrugged and cleaned up the place. Dean was still out cold in my room so I used the shower connected to his room. Once I was finished I went for a walk. It was quiet and I had nothing else to do. When I got back a few hours later Dean was still asleep. I went to check on him, making sure he was still breathing and smiled. He had been so tired that be practically slept all day. I spent the rest of the day going through books trying to find some sort of symbol or spell that would block angels from seeing that I was a Nephillim. I was getting really tired of them looking at me like they were going to kill me.

When night fell I attended to my bandages. The stitches were healing nicely and didn't need to be covered. The bruises were slowly fading but still visible and a bit tender. Under my clothes I was a complete mess. I had always thought I was decent looking but now I just felt broken and about to fall apart. I couldn't believe how much damage the Reaper had left behind. I was used to the odd few scars I had and the one on my cheek but these were everywhere. More then I could count and that wasn't including the bullet holes.

I changed into a sweater and leggings to hide everything for right now. I know I was alone for a bit so I didn't have to explain. I walked over to the couch and flicked the Tv on. I laughed at myself when a movie I hadn't seen in years came on. Just as I was about to comment on it to myself my phone rang. When I noticed who was calling I smiled again. "I was just thinking about you Sam." I laughed into the phone.

"You will not guess what I'm watching right now?" he laughed too. I shook my head and heard the tv playing in the back ground.

"Nightmare on Elm street?" I asked and Sam was quiet.

"How did you know that?" He asked.

"Because I'm watching it too." I laughed. " I just can't believe they still play this movie.

"What! Come on its a classic." Sam laughed.

"No it isn't. The Shinning is a classic." I said. "A crazy psychopath killing people in their dreams... a bit unrealistic don't you think." I laughed.

"I'm not gonna have this argument again." he laughed.

"Seeing how badly the last one went good idea." I laughed.

" Remember that weekend Jessica made us watched all the scariest movies?" he laughed.

"She didn't even watch. She just hid behind you while I yelled at the characters to run or not to look behind the door." I laughed. "She was kind of a chicken." It was nice Sam and I could talk about Jessica and not feel guilty all the time. "Like right now..." I sighed as the main character walked out of her house. "Like come on, at what point do you not know your in a horror movie." I rolled my eyes.

"She's dreaming Clara!" Sam laughed.

"And she couldn't but some pants on before she runs out of the house?" I asked. "Hey hows your case going?" I asked.

"Alright. Bobby thinks it's demons but I think it's just the run of the mill monster. I guess a few more days should prove me wrong." Sam laughed. " How's Dean doing?" He asked.

"He's been asleep all day. He is just tired, but otherwise alright." I smiled. "And now she running from the murder with no shoes... jesus this movie." I sighed.

I heard Sam laughed. It had been a while since Sam actually laughed. " I should get some sleep. Bobby has got us appointments to see the corner in the morning. So I'll talk to you later." Sam said.

"Bye Sam." I smiled and then hung up.

I threw my phone to the table and sat back watching the tv. "Oh seriously? This movie gets worse every time." I rolled my eyes.

"Was that Sam?" Dean's voice startled me. I didn't even notice him come down the stairs. I looked up at he looked still so tired. Heavy eyes and he walked slowly.

"Yeah, him and Bobby went out on a hunt."

"What? When?" He asked straightening out.

"This morning." I smiled. "You've been asleep all day." I laughed at him as he rubbed his eyes and sat next to me.

"What are you watching?" he asked turning his head.

"Nightmare on Elm street." I sighed. "I actually hate this movie." I laughed.

"Why?" he asked.

"Always did." I shrugged. "There are like a hundred remakes and they are all the same. In fact Jessica made me and Sam watch them all one weekend. It was awful." I smiled and Dean smiled to.

"Sounds like such torture." he rolled his eyes. "Have I really been asleep all day?" he asked. I stood quickly when he sat back. I saw his face crunch up in pain. Before I answered him I ran up the stairs and grabbed his bottle of pain killers. When I came back down Dean looked so confused.

"Here." I threw him the bottle.

"I don't need these." He said putting the bottle on the table.

"Dean I'm not stupid. I can see you're in pain." I laughed walking back over with a glass of water. "Will you just take them?" I asked. He rolled his eyes at me and I just smiled and batted my eyes. Again he rolled his eyes and forced back two. "Thank you." I nodded my attention going back to the tv. Dean sat back and was quiet.

"This is weird." He said after a minute of science. At first I didn't hear him until he looked around and sighed.

"What is?" I asked my eyes still on the tv. It was hard to look away from bad tv sometimes.

"It's quiet." He said.

"And that's weird?" I asked still not looking his way.

"Yes." he said. " There is always sometimes going on. And now..." He paused and I looked over.

"And now your bored?" I giggled a bit.

"Whats so funny?" He asked.

"I don't know." I shrugged. "I thought having like one day off would be a good thing." I sighed looking back to the TV. He sighed. "Dean." I said and his eyes shot to me. I think he saw that as angry. "You just got your butt kicked by a demon. You almost died so how about you just..." I paused with a sigh. "Just enjoy being bored." I smiled.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah why wouldn't I be?" I asked looking back to the tv.

"Hey come on." Dean said reaching over and grabbing the remote from my hands. He shut it off.

"Hey I was watching that." I huffed.

"No you weren't. Why don't you just come out with it." he shook his head a me.

"Out with what?" I laughed.

"Seriously? I think I know you better than that Clara." he raised his eyebrows at me.

"I'm just tired. " I smiled trying to get him off my back. "Not all of us slept all day." I sat back on the couch and Dean just stared at me. " Stop it." I warned. I hated when people just stared at me. He didn't even blink. This stupid green eyes were just poking at me. "Dean seriously." I said as he started to get closer. I laughed trying to push him away. He smirked as he started to poke me.

"Easier if you just come out with it." He said his eyes still big.

"Oh my god what are you five?" I laughed pushing him away again.

"Six actually." He smiled at me. "So you gonna tell me what your deal is?"

"I don't have a deal." I said standing up and walking over to the stairs. I looked back and Dean was right in my face again. "Will you stop it." I pushed him back and he only laughed.

"No." he shook his head. "You are wearing way to many clothes for my liking." He winked at me and when he leaned in to kiss me I stepped back. When he looked down at me he looked hurt. "ouch." Was all he said. "This your way of breaking up with me?" He asked with all seriousness.

"What? No." I shook my head. He stepped back. "it's just..." I sighed rolling my eyes. "Your gonna think it's stupid." I sighed.

"I've heard a lot of stupid things. Try me." he shrugged.

I sighed. I can't believe I even felt this way but it was bound to happen. "I just don't know how you are even attracted to me." He looked at me oddly. "Out of the thousands of beautiful women, not to mention the angel with the perfect hair, you pick the most damaged one to like." I couldn't even look at Dean. Of all the problems he and Sam had my self continuousness shouldn't be one of them. "I mean I can't even count how many scars I have now. It's actually getting ridiculous." I heard Dean exhale and I looked up at him. He stepped back and paced for a minute.

Then he paused and looked at me. " Your right." He nodded. "That is stupid." He smirked a bit. I just stared at him. I hope he had a better line then that. "It is stupid because out of the thousands of so called beautiful women and that one angel with perfect hair-" he mocked me. "I fell for you." he stepped in and spoke quietly. "and I happen to like literally every inch of you." He sighed. Before I could argue he leaned in and kissed me making sure to wrap his arms around me so I couldn't pull away. I smiled and gladly kissed him back.

NOTE PLEASE READ :)

Hey everyone! Hope you liked that little chapter. I have a thing for cuteness so I'm sorry if it seems a bit sappy but it won't stay like that for long with Lucifer and all that jazz. BUT! That is the last chapter before I pick up from season 4, It's a Terrible Life. (You know how Dean is Dean Smith and Sam is Sam Wesson... and they aren't hunters... hopefully you know what I mean.) So when the next chapter starts it will be in the third person and It won't be Clara Walsh is will be Clara Jones... Yeah I'm adding her to Zacharia's dream world!

SOOOO PLEASE review and tell me what you think should happen with Clara a part of that world! I wanna know what y'all think! I'm not getting as much reviews as the first half... did you guys stop reading?

Thanks for sticking with me I haveA LOT more planned if y'all still with me! :) xo