My Fate's Wrath Chapter 3, a mortal instruments fanfic

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Clary shut her eyes as a big pain stuck her. So this is how it feels when you die, she thought. She smiled at the thought that she will be at peace at last. With that she struck the ground hard and lay there unmoving. She could barely hear Jace's voice shouting her name.

Jace saw as his only thread for life died in front of his eyes. He teared up silently. Clary is dead, Clary is d..de..dead. he coughed up and waited for his death to come and join Clary where she went. Just when he shut his eyes he heard a loud bang and then a voice, Jon's voice shout his name.

'Jace! Get up and fight, we are here.' He said. Jace opened his eyes and took in the scene if front of him. Hundreds and hundreds of shadowhunter lay lined up as they fought the demons with all their strength, courage and power. Seraph blades slashed and demons turned to dust as Jace watched. Even though he knew that he should take Jon's advice and stand up and fight, he didn't want to. He didn't want to fight because now, he will be fighting for nothing, nothing if now left which could actally make him want to live. He wanted to go to Clary, go to her and apologize for not helping her even though he knew what her answer would be, that there was nothing he could do.

As soon as Jon came up to him and fought the demons that held him, Jace stood up. He stood up and went to Clary, he could see her rigidness, he could see the long gash that the demon made on her collar bone, near her heart. He could feel her pain as he saw her die. He knelt down and took her head in his lap, even with the battle raging, revolving around him he wanted to die. He gulped in the sight of her fierce red hair and her skin's pallor. He took her wrist and kissed it slightly with hid lips.

As he did that his eyes flew open, he held her wrist and tightened his hold.

'Jace c'mon-' he heard Jon say as his voice was cut off.

'Clary,' Jon whispered as he knelt down beside Jace and took the sight in.

'No, no Jon. She is not dead. I thought so too, but her wrist, her pulse its still going, weakened but going.' Jace said as his eyes watered with the new hope that he felt. Jon took out his stele and made several iratzes over his sister's skin, especially near her collar bone where the gash was visibly healing.

'My daughter!' he heard someone shriek from behind him as he took notice of the situation around him. The battle was finished, which was impossible looking at the fact that there were so many demons, maybe they fled. He looked around and found everyone staring at Clary. Jocelyn knelt down beside Clary and so did Luke. Simon stood there as if he could not process what he was seeing. Alec and Isabelle with Magnus stood a little at the back shocked as hell.

'My baby, what happened to her.' Jocelyn shrieked again as she caressed Clary's hair.

'Let me see, please.' Magnus said from behind them as he proceeded towards Clary. Jace didn't precisely know what Magnus did so as to make Clary feel well so instantly. But Clary eyes fluttered open as she tries to sit up. Magnus retreated and Jon hugged Clary in a big warm bear hug as soon as she sat up.

'Don't ever scare me like that again.' Jon whispered to Clary as she felt tears dwelling.

Jace kissed Clary hard and fast as she looked at him. 'I thought I lost you,' jace said.

'But how did you guys knew that we were here and so was Maia.' Clary asked after everyone was done hugging her.

'Maybe you should rest now Clary.' Jocelyn said.

'I know Maia, even though I am changed I still know her and her plans.' Jon said at the same time.

Clary nodded and stood up, as soon as she did she limped and had to hold on to Jace tightly.

'She doesn't have that much power, maybe you should carry her.' Magnus suggested as Jace held Clary bridal style and waited for Magnus to make a portal.

Clary lay in the infirmary's bed in Idris, she had Jace by her side till now but he had gone for something she didn't know and didn't push him to tell her.

She was laying there alone and thinking about how she felt when she almost died. Suddenly the door opened and Jon walked in. he saw her and she could clearly see his love towards her radiating, seeing her like that really gave him a jinx to be scared about.

'Clary, you are up? I thought you were sleeping. Jace asked me if I can keep an eye on you.' Jons aid as he settled himself on the side chair.

'Yea, I was. I just woke.' Clary said. 'But seriously I don't know why Jace act like that. I am not a three year old ya'know.' Clary accused pouting.

Jon chuckled. 'Of course you are and he cares about you, like really really cares about you.' Jon said narrowing his eyes wrinkling his brows.

'Something bothering you Jon?' Clary asked taking in his expression.

'Its just, Jace. The way he looks at you, like he can literally die for you. It infuriating.' Jon said. Clary stiffened, she had no idea where they were going with this.

'I know. Whats the bothering news then?' Clary asked confused.

'Well, it's just. I would break his bones if he hurt you. I would kill him if he tries.' Jon said. Clary sighed, so it was the protective brother in his voice speaking.

'Jon, Jace will never hurt me. We both love each other, that will never happen.' Clary said.

Jon kept quite, still narrowing his eyes he looked outside the window. Clary decided to change the subject, besides she had been longing to ask this to him from the time she saw Maia.

'What did you do to Maia?' Clary asked him and after seeing the hurt in his eyes, she quickly added. 'I mean when you were Sebastian, what did you do to her?'

'I made her love me. I had sex with her just to show her that I love her and then I used her as a tool to get to you and spy you guys,..' Jon said, his voice cracking. Clary kept quite.

'I sometimes think, I wonder, if you, mom, Luke, Jace. Everyone that I hurt. That I hurt till the core would forgive me.' Jon said. 'Its not like I asked for it, it just came to me. I did not ask for all this monstrous things to happen to me.' Jon said looking down at his hands.

Clary shifted a bit forward and took his hand in hers. 'We all forgive you Jon, for what you did before was something the demon in you did, not the real you. You will always be Jon from now, forgiven and happy.' Clary smiled. Jon returned that smile with his.

'You know when I was in that house as Sebastian, I really liked singing. I would usually pick a guitar and sing about how I feel right now.'

'Really, well sing for me then. I have heard that if you sing away your sorrows and worries, they decrease.' Clary said.

Jon nodded and stood up, he came back almost instantly and sat down. He started singing, about his life then, what he used to think he was and how he couldn't help it.

(Monster, by Imagine Dragons)

Ever since I could remember
Everything inside of me
Just wanted to fit in (Oh oh oh oh)
I was never one for pretenders
Everything I tried to be
Just wouldn't settle in (Oh oh oh oh)

If I told you what I was
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger

Can I clear my conscience,
If I'm different from the rest
Do I have to run and hide? (Oh oh oh oh)
I never said that I want this
This burden came to me
And it's made it's home inside (Oh oh oh oh)

If I told you what I was
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger

Clary teared up at the end of the song and hugged Jon, a very tight breathe wanting bear hug. Jon returned the hug and kissed Clary's forehead.

'You are not a monster Jon, Sebastian was.' Clary whispered and could feel Jon smile in her hair.

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