I throw myself down angrily in the only cabin not occupied.
I hate these people.
I hate this place.
I hate everything.
I want to go home.
I want to sleep.
I want to die.
This is bad.
"F-Fay?"
I look up to see Henry, my 'father', nervously entering the room.
"That's your name isn't it?"
"Yeah. Just a note for when you name me, call me something cooler? Or maybe just keep the 'e' on the end? Nobody remembers the lack of the 'e'."
"I- this is hard. I know. Emma didn't always know about all this. She wasn't always aware and neither was everyone else." He stands awkwardly in the doorway, shifting from foot to foot so I gesture for him to sit next to me, "for a long time no one believed me, it was hard."
I ponder for a minute, what do you say in this situation? "What changed?"
"A-"
"Isn't this quaint?" Peter Pan. Evil, despicable, Peter Pan.
I hold my arm out in front of Henry but he just smiles, "try anything Pan and I'll scream this ship down."
Unnervingly, the boy smiles and reaches out for Henry's chest. I open my mouth to scream but no sound comes.
What?
"What..." Pan drapes at Henry's chest but nothing happens, "Regina, of course she would."
What did you do to me? I try to shout but again, no sound. Although, frankly, it is very clear. All too clear what has happened to me in this magical world.
He has rendered me mute.
"You can't have my heart Pan and Fay's is useless without mine." Henry grins at the boy and I flop down onto the seat, at least I won't have to fight him.
"But," I appear to have spoken to soon because the next thing I knows very confused looking Pan stands before me.
"If I have your body, I have your heart. No need to steal anything." Henry smiles and Pan collapses to the floor.
Suddenly Pan is swept up into the tiny box that Regina holds, "not to worry Henry, I have him. He can't hurt you now."