The first paragraph in (Italic) is more of Sayu's thoughts. I'm letting you know in case you don't get it. lol. ^^
Chapter 7: Impatient.
Back then...
I, Sayu Yagami... Was a happy girl...
I was in several worlds... The world I was over excited about; my youth as a teenager without a care in the world. I twirled, and twirled around in my friendships. I could be free with my friends, laugh, joke around, gossip.
One of the other worlds I had known well; home... I could laze about, watch TV while raving about the stars... Hear my mother's lectures, eat, put my brother on a high horse, and await for my father's return; in which we could share a meal together as a family... Used by the scheming Kira...
Then in a new era...
Growing up to the World wide rule of Kira... A world I was pushed into by my corrupted brother; who viewed himself as a God. I was pushed into a battle, and used for bargain. Later tossed into an abyss where the mind did not exist. I was not alert. I was in my own world, where things stopped...
Then... The coming of adulthood splashed itself onto me. I had to grow up...
Leave all the nightmares behind. To face a battle of my own, along side my child. For her I could move mountains... Swim in the cloudy storms, and reach for the rays... Only to have it revealed to me... That nightmares return... Whether you like it or not...
Sayu sat there listening to all the explanation the red head had.
He faced her in hopes of some positive sign. Sayu glanced up at Matt, only to glance back down.
"So... You mean to tell me... That you survived that hoard of Kira followers... Lived life for a couple of years... and now you are hired to do the opposite to me... Keep me safe...? By who...? Who wants to keep me safe?" Sayu asked in a low, upset tone.
Matt stared. Unsure of what to answer.
Sidoh panicking at the sight, only to avoid they're faces by looking down.
"Well?! Was it... was it Mello...?" Sayu asked with hope in her quivering voice. "Mello's dead... Sayu..." Did the task force not inform you...?" Asked Matt trying to sound comforting as possible.
A quite response is all Matt got from Sayu. Sayu could only keep her glance fixed in front of her, but her mind was else where. The silence only grew... Making Matt all the more nervous. He dared to not break it, in fear of what was to come next. "I will not ask again Matt... Who hired you to watch over me...?" Sayu asked in a bit of impatience. "Matsuda..." Matt responded bluntly.
He was struck in his cheek, Matt could not see it coming.
Sayu got up, and walked towards the door. Opening it. "Leave Matthew... and pass that message onto Matsuda... Tell him to stop interfering in my life..." Sayu said, holding the door nob. Matt could not think straight for a while. Because without realizing it... Matt followed those words like an obedient dog, stepping out only to get the door shut behind him loudly. Doing that without thinking... Made him only feel more like a looser... What a night he thought...
There was a light shimmering.
The ally way illuminated, once in a while shadowed by the passing strangers. There sitting next to a trash can sat a vermin. Whispering hateful promises. Wishing death upon his enemies... Out from the back of the restaurant door came out a man in a long trench-coat, ruffled blond hair he slicked back with his hand.
"The spokeswoman told me everything Rat... What now...?" Asked the new coming stranger.
"We wait... Even thought I hate the thought of that ordeal... To wait..." Sighed Rat.
Back in bed, lay a disappointed Matt. He was disappointed with himself. Why did he not do more at the moment was a mystery to him. He could not help but to laugh at himself a bit. Pathetic really... Sidoh kept eating his chocolate bar while thinking of humans as bizarre creatures. As Matt lay there in thought, all he could think about was how he wanted to see Sayu again, wanting desperately to reassure her it was not all about the job, but also about his feelings towards her, and he more then anything wanted her safe. Love needed always to be approached by steps. Nothing in rush was ever any good.
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