Author's note- Sorry guys, I am sick with stomach virus. I feel awful and slept all day. It sucks cause I'm missing school and now i'll have work to make up. Although, I don't feel well, Darry and Jenny's story is stuck in my mind. Darry keeps nagging me and it's annoying so know I am writing this. I believe the medicine I took is messing with my head.
Darry-
Recap
Her slight chapped warm lips meet mine, our lips danced together. I tasted her cherry chap stick and found I love ner. I love, Jenny. I love Jenny, I hadn't realized it until now. I was in love, she made me feel different. Not like other girls, she made me feel a hundred different feelings at once.
I pulled up because i needed air , other wise, I would have kissed her longer. Kissing Jenny was a lot different than kissing other girls. Jenny was different, that was for sure. I might be falling in love with Jenny but i don't want to scare her. If i tell her now, maybe she get scared. I can't lose Jenny, I need to find out if she feels the same way,but how?
"Jenny, will you be my girl?", I ask
"Yes, Darrel. I will be your girl.", Jenny says
Present-
I walked Jenny back to her table and I knew more than likely I looked like a love sick pup. To be honest, that was how I felt, a love sick puppy dog. I knew that I love Jenny but I was afraid. What if she didn't feel the way I did? What if I scare her off with my feelings? I'm not sure, I can handle rejection with the feel I feel about her.
Jenny gave my life a youthful feelings. For the last few years, I felt tired and older. I'm just in my twenties, I shouldn't feel old. Pony was right when he said some days I look ten years older. I'm sure I have at least one gray hair, Pony tends to stress me out. I love the kid, but he does stress me out sometimes.
My life had been all about my boys and their needs. That part of my life is coming to an end. They are both me now, not little boys. Soda is eighteen and Pone is sixteen years old 's gonna graduate from high school in a new weeks, he's been going to night school. Pone's a junior, soon he'll be a senior. Before you know it Soda will be off to vocational schooling and Pone to collage.
Is this how Dad had felt with me? I wonder this, I mean my little boys are grown up. I don't know when this happened it seems like yesterday when we were all kids. They grew up on me and soon they'll be gone. They'll have lives of their own and I'll be on my own.
I won't be alone as long as I have Jenny. I knew I was madly in love with Jenny and I made her my girl. I hoped to God that he would grant me this happiness. I just wanted something to work out for once. I didn't want to lose Jenny.
As sappy as it sounded, Jenny completed me. Her hand fits perfectly in mine. I love her lips against mine, it was a thrilling feeling. I was madly in love with Jenny. I remember being a little boy, I always asked Daddy how he knew Mama was the one. He always told me that you just know.
I enjoyed driving home and enjoyed the present moment. I pulled into the driveway and parked the car. I happily climbed out of the truck and walked with a pep in my step. I saw a face peering out of the curtain. I have returned to to nosy brothers I live with.
I slipped my shoes off and hung my jacket up. I hadn't even sat down and my brothers were already bugging me. "So how did it go?", Soda asks
"What happened?". Pony asks
"Geez, let me sit down first.",I say
I took a seat in the old leather chair I loved. I settled into the seat and I watched as my brothers took a seat. Pony sat on the couch and Soda sat on the floor with his legs crossed.
"It went well, I asked her to be my girl. She said yes, and I am madly in love but.", I admit
"That's great!", Pony comments
"But what, superman?",Soda asks
"Umm, I sort of am scared out of my mind.", I say
"Why?", Soda asks
"She oblivious likes you.", Pony says
" I am scared to tell her how I feel .I don't want to scare her or worse get rejected.", I say
"Dar, you have to take risks. Especially if you love her the way I think you do.", Soda says
"Don't be scared. How will you know if the feelings are mutual if you don't say anything.", Pony says
"I don't want to lose her. Jenny's special.", I say
"So ask her to marry you.", Soda says
"Are you out of your mind? I've taken the girl on one date.", I say
"Who cares? If you know you love her then why not?", Soda says
"Mama and Daddy got engaged three months after dating. They had you within a year.", Pony says
"That's different, I took her on one date. I need to date her for a new more months before i ask her that.", I say
"It's not so different. Just tell the girl how you feel. Take her on a few more dates, eat at with her family and then ask her to eat with us.", Soda says
"Damn, you guys drive me crazy.", I say
"Well, you need us. ", Soda says
"You're the one in love.", Pony says
"Yeah", I reply
