A/N : Hey guys ! How are you ?
For the guest who said that my grammar is not good, I'm sorry about that. English is not first language, all mistakes are all mine, I try to improve myself.
Attention : This chapter is rating M for reasons. If you're not comfortable with that, I'm sorry but I think it's time for Stefan and Elena to move on in their relationship.
Here it's chapter ten, I hope you enjoy.
Chapter ten.
Stefan's POV.
She closes her eyes when she puts her forehead against me. If I move a little I can kiss her, I want so badly to feel her lips against mine, but I can't do that in front of our daughter because I don't know how Elena will react. So I move my hands and caress her cheek softly.
"Baby ?" I ask.
"Humm." she murmurs.
"It's getting cold and I think Ella is tired, we can grab something to eat if you want ?"
"Humm, yeah, it's good." she says and puts her head into my chest.
"I take Ella and you pack away our stuff ?" I ask. She opens her eyes and smiles shyly at me, I smile back and get up to pick Ella's stuff.
"No Dada ! I don't finish !" she runs towards me and take her stuff away from my hands.
"We have to go and you are frozen, I can see it." I respond and she pouts at me.
"But.." she begins but I cut her off "No, but baby girl we are going because it's getting cold and you have school tomorrow. So you don't pass your bedtime." I smile and we finish to put away our towels, sunscreen, rake, bucket, shovel.
After eating in a beautiful restaurant, Ella takes an ice cream for dessert and it is everywhere around her mouth. I wipe her mouth and pick her in my arms when we leave because she rubs her eyes and put her head in the crook of my neck.
"Go baby, I already pay." I say to Elena when we leave the restaurant.
"Stefan, I can pay, you know." she respond smiling and I kiss her hair. "I know, baby but I want to care of both of you."
"Thank you." she smile and I put my other arm around her waistline. I pull her closer and caress her hips across her tank top black. She turns her head towards me and blushes.
When we arrive towards the car, I see paparazzi around us. "Stefan who is the little girl in your arms ?" they ask me.
"This is your daughter ?"
"Where is your future wife Katherine ?"
I pull even closer to me Elena and say in her ear "Baby, I will drive. go ahead towards car and look down, I will protect our daughter."
I feel Ella tense against me and she begins to move. She looks at me with fear in her beautiful green eyes. "Stay your head in the crook my neck and don't look at photographs, Ok ?" I plead and she only nods and do what I told her.
"Why are you with Elena Gilbert ?" they ask over and over again.
I clench my jaw and bite tongue from respond to this fuckers ! How can they know that I was here ? I didn't do anything to get their attention. If they saw, her face they will know she is my daughter and she will be in danger. She must remain hidden from them, for as long as she can.
I see Taylor near me and Ella, I will talk to him when we get home. I put Ella on Elena's leg, so she can stay hidden. I sit in car and accelerates so, they can't follow us.
"Baby, you Ok ?" I ask Elena and squeeze her hand with mine.
"Yeah, I will never forgot the first time, we have dating and they follow me all the time." she smile at the memory.
"I remember, I was so scared for you and I wanted to keep you in my apartment so you were not have to go out." I smile too and I undertake in the driveway.
"Ella is asleep, Stefan. You can take her and put her in bed ?" she asks.
"Of course, I will do it." I kiss her cheek and take Ella from her.
I lay her down to bed and kiss her hair before switch on the nightlight, and close the door slowly. I go downstairs and find Elena in the kitchen with two glasses of wine.
"I thought we needed this after the paparazzi." she smiles and we go sitting on the couch. We sit and she folds her knees against her chest. I take her foot and begins to massage her foot slowly. She relaxes with my touch and closes her eyes, enjoying her massage.
I smile when I see her face relaxing, I massage her little toe and I kiss it with my mouth. She lays her head against the armrest of the couch and smiles. I finish her left foot and do the same thing with her right foot. I take a sip of my wine and smile when I see that Elena falls asleep during my massage. I pick her up and when she opens her eyes to look into mine, I'm afraid for a second that she will push me away and ask me to put her down, but she close them again and grab onto the front of my shirt with her one hand.
I arrive in her room and put her on top of the bed after I removed her blanket. I quietly undress her from her flowing dress. I put her nightwear over her head and I pull the duvet to her chin and kiss her gently on the cheek before turning to take a shower in the guest room bathroom's. But before I leave something catches my eyes and see on her dressing table, many letters that are destined for me. I recognize Elena's writing and remember that she wrote letters for me during the time we were separated.
I take them with me and leave the room. I'm on the couch since ten minutes and I have not found the courage to open the first letter. I take a deep breath and I open the letter.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Dear Stefan,
It's been only twenty-four hours that I left you. I cry non-stop since then, I can't sleep without you and when I was in the plane, I wanted that you were there with me. You know, I hate myself for leaving you. When I was in the airport, I only wanted one thing, running towards you and never leave your side.
I'm four weeks pregnant, with your child. It's what we wanted for a few months, I wanted to tell you yesterday night during the diner that I begin to make when you went in your office late this afternoon.
I remember the exact moment Katherine walks in our lobby. She walks like she was in her home ! How can't she understand that she is not in her own home ? She begins to talk to me like I was nothing to you ! Like I didn't dating you since I'm nineteen that is to say for three fucking years !
You don't see it but she is jealous of me because I belong to you and you belong to me. You're the love of my life and I hope that I'm yours. We been through so much together already but she is always there waiting for me to make a misstep. I know she is your friend for years but she don't understand that I love you more than life itself.
She says that she has something against you, you my lover. I immediately put my hands on my belly and of course she sees it. She instantly understood that I'm pregnant. I saw her fake smile fade away and in her eyes there was only anger ! Pure anger !
I began to walk toward your office to tell you that she was there but she grips my wrist hard to prevent me from moving. "Don't you dare leaving fucking bitch ! You will leave in twenty minutes for whenever you want because I can destroy him and you know it !"
She said to me and I know by her voice that she is serious. I didn't want to risk your company so I prefer to leave you. You will think that I did this on purpose to hurt you but no, I promised you to never leave you and now I break it. I love you so much that it hurts me sometimes.
I will always love you.
Always and forever yours.
Elena.
I fucking cry ! I thought that she already told me everything how Katherine threatened her. She attacks her in our home, for God's sakes. How I didn't know anything about that ? Taylor have to explain it to me tomorrow.
I hear sound of footsteps and I recognize Elena's footsteps. "What are you doing here ? Why are you crying ?" she asks sleepy and wraps her arms around my back. She puts her head on my shoulder and tenses when she sees that I hold her letters.
"I'm sorry.. I just see them and you told me that you wrote them for me so I thought-" she cuts me off.
"It's Ok. They are all yours, I wrote them for you to know how I react by leaving you, how my pregnancy happened and how Ella was doing after I gave birth ect. It my escape for the pain I always have when you're not with me."
"I will read the others letters later. You can go to bed, baby." I say and put away the letters.
"Join me ?" she asks and turn around to face her. She blushes and I take her hand in my mine. "Come baby."
I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer to me. We go up the stairs and climbs in bed. She glue herself against me and put her head on my chest. I rub her back slowly and feel her drift into sleep. "Night baby." I whisper and kiss her cheek. She moves and rubs her nose against my chest. I smile and fall asleep in a second.
I feel Elena moving against me and wrap my arms around her waist and pull her towards me. "Stefan, I need to go to the bathroom, please."
"Ok." I say and open my eyes to see that it's dark outside and I kiss her on the lips.
I kiss her like we were in our apartment. I feel her tense against my lips, so I try to pull away but she wraps her arms around my neck and kissing me back, with equal force. I trace her bottom lips with my tongue and she opens her mouth for my hungrily tongue. She moans when I bite her lip gently between my teeth and slowly brush my tongue tongue across it. I push her into the mattress. Her eyes are wide, her breathing has deepens and she starts to nibble on her wonderful glorious bottom lip. I kiss her everywhere I can find, her smooth skin, her neck, her collarbone, her jaw, her ear and bite into her lobe. I find her nightwear and push over her head, I look into her eyes and I I cup her cheek. I see in them love, adoration, lust, desire. I ask her with my eyes if I can go furthermore. Her pupils dilates she nods and smile softly at me. I take her nipple in my hands and see her eyes closing with pleasure. I move my other hand towards her sex and find her wet folds. She shivers when I apply pressure.
"Stefan.." she whispers and tries to find some friction with my hand but I tease her with my finger at her entrance but never push into her.
"Please.." she begs and I love it. I push another finger into her core and she moans loudly. I kiss her to stop her screams to not wake up Ella yet.
"Shhh baby." I say against her lips and she nods. I enter third finger into her and I find her clit rapidly because I know her body better than her.
"You are so beautiful." I say and kiss her passionately.
Elena's POV.
I blush when he tells me that I'm beautiful. I can feel his erection against my belly in his trousers. I feel myself starting to quiver and tighten and I know it wont be long before I come.
"Right there, Stefan.." I blindly try and reach for something above my head for leverage as the spams continue to rack my body, once I start to relax I open my eyes and see him hovering over me and pulling his trousers down.
"I want you so badly." he thrusts his tongue back into my mouth and my hand travels round to his back gripping onto him tightly trying to push him inside of me.
"Please Stefan." he silences me with his lips and I feel the head of his cock rubbing against my wet engorged flesh, he teasing me again and I can't stop the cry from leaving my mouth.
"Please Stefan !" he rests his forearms next to my head as I spread my legs as far as they will go, he stares deep into my eyes as I feel the head of his penis pop inside of me making us groan in unison. He kisses me deeply as he thrusts all the way to hilt making me scream.
He rolls his hips hitting my g-spot and I dig my nails into his shoulders blades making him groans.
"Baby, you are so wet and so hot." he slides his hands into the crook of knee hitching my leg up and around his waist.
"Don't stop Stefan, just don't stop." I arch off the bed and moan when he hits over and over again my clitoris and circling his hips slowly, too far slowly but I know he needs that to be slow.
I feel my body start to build and I know that he feels it too. He runs his hand up towards my hand and up over my head, his hands continues up underside my arms and our gingers interlock. He keeps his slow steady rhythm, looking deeply into my eyes.
He kisses me deeply, our tongue teasing, pushing just little bit deeper. I feel my legs move and wraps them around me tighten as my inside start to throb.
"Come, baby." he whispers against my lips and his words like always bring my over the edge and I explode around him. Stefan thrusts into me two last time before he pours himself into me, with a groan of pure pleasure and collapsing onto me burring his face in the crook of my neck.
He kisses and nibbles my neck playfully. I know if he continues he will let a hickey on my neck but like always he wants to mark me like I'm his and only his.
"Stefan.." I whisper and feel the tears start to build up in my eyes but push my neck to access him more of my skin and he smiles against my hot skin.
"What baby ? What do you want ?" he moves in and out of me and I feel him getting harder in me.
"Ahh Stef.. Stefan.." I moan and feel him completely pull out of me and slam in me harder.
"I know, I know." he moves faster and I'm over the edge again. I grip tighten sheets when he moves harder and faster into me and scream his name over and over until I back down to earth. I hear him screaming my name when he thrusts three more times into me before jerking and collapsing onto me and kiss me passionately, hard.
Stefan softly runs his finger through my perspiration soaked hair as he kisses my neck when I feel his hickey, eventually he leans up and looks deep into my eyes as he slowly withdraws himself from inside of me. He pushes back the hair from my face and strokes my cheek still looking at me with love in them. I smile back at him and feel a tear run down my cheek, he wipes my tear with his thumb and kiss my lips softly.
"Don't cry, baby." he whispers and pushes me against his chest. I turn around and put my head in the crook of his neck and cry softly because it hurts to think that I miss him and his love for three years.
He wraps his arms around my naked waist and rubs my back until my sobbing slow down, he continues and takes my butt cheek and pushes me against him even closer. I giggle and he kisses me again softly on the lips. I melt into him and move closer to him until I feel his growing erection against my belly again.
"I will clean myself up and I prepare you a bath, baby." he says and get out of bed after kissing me and leaving me breathless.
Stefan's POV.
I leave the room naked and feel Elena's eyes on me. I turn around and walk slowly near her. I lean towards her, I lift her chin and kiss her hard. She wraps her arms around my neck and push me into her. I put my hand on her butt cheek and she wraps one of her leg on my waist.
I smell her arousal, it's intoxicating. I slowly tease my hand through her public hair till I find my goal. She is open up for me and I easily enter one finger in her. She moans into my mouth and I chuckle. "Humm, baby." I whisper against her lips and she opens her eyes.
"We can do that again after a shower or even in the shower, if you want." I murmur against her lips and kiss her one last time before turning towards the bathroom.
I get in the shower and begin to wash my hair. I feel two tiny arms wrapping around my waist. We stay for an hour in the shower I fuck her against the shower wall and we wash each other.
I finish to dry her hair, and I kiss her before she returns in our bed. I smile to myself when I think of her hickey on her neck. I finish to brush my teeth and go in our bed. I see that Elena fall asleep naked, I climb in bed next to her and pull her against me.
I wake up hours later alone in the bed by the sound of Elena's and our daughter's laugh downstairs. I hear the front door opens and hear others voices. I quietly put on a pant and a t-shirt. I go downstairs and enter the kitchen.
"Dada !" Ella jumps in my arms with her Pj's pink.
"Hey, baby girl sleep well ?" I ask and kiss her mess up hair.
"Huh, Auntie Care and Uncle Nik forget something at home so, they return in ten minutes. But they let Em here. She is with Mama on the patio." she smiles and continues "Uncle Nik brought his special pancakes for me."
"It's great sweetie. You eat already ?" I ask and see Elena and Em coming from the patio.
"Dada can I play with Em until Uncle Nik and Auntie Care return ?" she asks and I nod.
Ella run outside towards her a seesaw. Elena arrives in the kitchen and I take her in my arms. "Hey baby." I say and I gently run my thumb across her plump lower lips. It's so soft. The tensions between us radiates in waves and the air getting hotter and thicker by the second. I pull her flush against me and I pull her face towards mine and crash my lips to hers, she moans slightly and opens her mouth granting my tongue access. She moves her hands up my chest and slides them into my hair gripping tightly at the nape of my neck.
I push her against the counter and pull away breathless. I put my forehead against hers and kiss her. "The girls can see us baby.." I whisper and kiss her lips one last time before turning towards fruit to make a fruit salad.
"I will make a fruit salad, baby. What do you think ?" I ask when she wraps her arms around my back and kiss my shoulder.
"Sounds good, I will go to see the girls and tell them that it's almost ready." she says and unwrap her arms but I turn and kiss her slowly. She melt into my lips and pull away blushing.
Elena's POV.
I pull away from Stefan's lips and giggle when he smacks my ass playfully. I turn around and smile at him. He smirks and return at his fruit. I observe him cut them slowly into wedges, his muscles move under his white t-shirt. He looks at me and smirks. Bastard ! He knew that I was watching him. I shake my head to clear my thoughts and go ahead towards the girls playing with their dolls.
"Hey baby girls." I say and kiss them on the hair.
"Mama, Dada kissed you a while ago ?" Ella asks me and Emily laughs.
"Maybe, maybe not." I respond and sit with them.
"Auntie Lena, have a baby in your tummy ?" Emily asks with hope in her eyes.
"No, sweetie, I'm not." I smile and hear voice in the kitchen.
"Mama, what do you think blue or green for their dress ?" Ella asks and she hands me her dolls.
"I think green like your and your father's eyes." I reply truthfully.
"I don't want to go to school, today Auntie Lena." Em tells me and I smile. "You have to go like Ella."
"Of course love, you have to go." Nik respond behind me and puts his hands on my shoulders.
"But Daddy, Auntie Lena doesn't go to school."
"Yeah, I know but she works with Mommy in Liv's company." Nik says and kiss my hair before helping to get up.
"Come eat, girls. You have to be at school in forty minutes."
The girls run towards the patio and sit before eating pancakes with syrup. I arrive and see Care looking at me smiling. I have to speak to her. "Care, I forget the pineapple juice. You come with me." I say and she nods frantically.
I know she must have a lot of question for me. When we enter the kitchen together, she close the door and asks "I take it you enjoyed last night, Gilbert ?"
"No, why I would ?" I ask and I know I blush, I can't lie to her.
"I was talking about the massive hickey you have on your neck." she laughs when she sees my face, I'm sure I look mortified.
"What is as big as that ?" I ask and I just told her clearly that I slept with Stefan.
"You did it ?!" she asks hilarious and hug me hard.
"Humm, maybe." I murmur and she chuckles.
"Of course you did ! So how it was ? Better than before ?" she asks and open the refrigerator door. "He wanted to mark you like his, huh interesting."
"He did not, it's happened that's all." I respond even if I know it did it to mark me. "But it always better than the last time when I slept with him. He was so gentle, so loving and we were so connecting like we were one and only person, you know."
"I'm so happy for you sweetie. you deserve all the happiness." she smiles "Don't tell anyone, we didn't discuss it yet but I can't lie to you so.."
"I'm sure Stefan, told Nik anyways he is his best friend after all." she smiles and squeezes my hand.
"I hope he didn't regret it.." I begin but she cuts me off "He doesn't regret it, you are made for each other, it's rare what you have with him. You lost him once but not put at risk what you resume at create. Live one day at time, with him and don't think of future now, enjoy the time you have with him." she says and before I can respond Stefan enter in the kitchen.
"What are you waiting, baby ? I want the pineapple juice, please."
"Sorry, Care and I talked about stuff, I bring it now." I say and he catches me eyes after kissing my forehead.
"I know, you told her and I understand but we have to talk about it." he whispers in my ear and kiss it before bite it between his teeth.
He kisses my neck and nips at my hickey and leave the room after winks at Care.
"He affects you so much even after six years knowing him.." she smiles at me.
"I try to resist to him but when he is in the same room that me, I can't think clearly, I can't breath properly and I can't stop looking at him or him touching me."
"I know, it was always like this. Go eat breakfast with them and I will pose the girls to school." she says and walks outside, leaving me alone for a few minutes.
I take deep breath and go outside. "Mama, can I take another pancake ?" she asks me with nutella around her mouth.
"Ask Dada, sweetie I don't know how much you eat already." I smile and sit next to Stefan.
"Can I Dada ?" she asks hopefully. I feel Stefan's hand on my thigh and he calms me down form my anxiety to talk with him about what happen yesterday night.
He nods and I pull myself into his chest, smelling his extraordinary scent and closes my eyes, savoring the sun against my face with Stefan and Ella with me happy and my second family for three years, I love them so much.
"Yon need to eat, baby." Stefan murmurs in my hair and I open my eyes slowly, looking into his eyes. I smile at him and he rubs his hand on my back softly.
"I'm not hungry.." I begin and see Stefan's eyes angry. "Ok I want muesli then. I will search them." I say and return in the kitchen.
I take the muesli and turn around to face Stefan's smile lovingly at me. "What are you doing here ?" I ask smiling and take a step closer to him.
"I saw that you didn't want to eat, what's up ? You're sick ?" he asks with concern in his voice. I'm standing in front of him and he cups my face between his hands and scans my face.
"I'm fine, I'm just scared.." I close my eyes
"What are you afraid of baby ?" he asks and kisses my forehead.
"That.. that you regret what happened and-" he cuts me off and lifts my chin so I look into his beautiful eyes.
"Never, ever I will regret what happened. Not today, not tomorrow and not in fifty years baby." he says and I realize that he wants me in his life for a long time.
"For fifty years huh ?" I ask playfully and he laughs.
"Forever baby.." he whispers and kisses my lips like is life depends on it. Our kiss is desperate, needy and he blocks me against the counter before one of his hand move down my dress and he lifts up to my waist.
He moves his hand on my panties and pushes them aside before enters one finger in my wet folds and I moan.
"You're so wet for me baby." he whispers and bites my ear.
"Only, for you." I murmur back.
His breath catches and kisses me hard before pulling away from me breathless. "You're lucky that they are people waiting for us because I want to fuck you here and now until you scream my name."
"God Stefan, I'm horny as hell now and I want you." I say and I blush for wanting him so much.
"When they leave with the girls, this can be remedied." he says and kiss one last time before leaving the room.
They have barely leave that Stefan is attacking my mouth with his. I moan into his mouth when he bites my lips. I wrap my legs around his waist and he pushes us towards the bedroom. He unzips my dress when I push my breast towards his magical hands and he takes my nipples between his fingers. He pushes my panties out of me before I can thinking.
He pushes his pants and boxers down and kissing me with so much passion and intensity that I feel light headed. He roughly grips the back of my things and lifts not even giving me a chance to react as I feel him probe my entrance with his dick. Before he slams me down so hard I scream out and grab the headboard behind me so I can keep my balance. He thrusts into me over and over, hitting the spot where I moan in pleasure. I move my hands towards his back and pulls him even closer to me, he is so deep inside me and I wrap my legs around his waist. I rock my pelvis against his faster until I can feel my legs start to quiver.
"Stefan don't stop.." I say and feel his thrusts starting slow down. I groan in agony when he let only the head of his dick inside me and I wait to feel him again in me but he rubs his cock on my wet folds without enter me. I open my eyes to find him staring at me smiling at me.
"Why did you do this ?" I ask and he cups my cheek.
"Because I love make love to you and I love seeing you mouth open with your orgasm is closer." he says and kiss me hard.
He takes my leg and spread it open. He grips it when he thrusts into me and I moan loudly. He fucks me hard and I take it all. I feel myself quiver when he alternates nipping and biting in my neck and his thrusts are more needy like he wants to claim me his.
"Stefan.." I say before my orgasm rips though me, my entire body shakes, Stefan catches me holding my head in the crook of his neck as he thrusts into me forcefully. The spasms are still rocking my body, consuming me as he finds his release in my ear.
We holds each other for several minutes, catching our breath. He turns to press soft kiss all the way up my shoulder blade to my ear. That feels so good. I feel my muscles slowly to quiver again once again as all the heat rushes back to my groin, how it's possible after the orgasm I just had. But I feel Stefan's dick twitch inside of me.
I moan quietly in his ear as my hips slowly begins to rock, his breathing is shallow as his hands move to my waist and he lightly holds me there as his pelvis meets mine. I rock lazily as my tongue meets his in a sluggish kiss, his hands running through my hair, his lips move to my throat and my neck. I toss my head back letting out a soft groan. This is so intense and passionate it's taking my breath away.
"Fuck baby, you're so wet." he whispers in my ear and bite down on my lobe. "Let it go Elena, let it go for me baby."
And that's all it takes for me to fall over crying out his name, I fall against him limp and spent, totally well fucked. He quietly jerks out his climax still holding me close.
"What the hell was that ?" he pants in my ear as he smooths my wet hair out of me.
"It's you, you attacked me." I smile and he chuckles and kiss my lips.
"And it's also me that wrap your legs around me." he smirks and I blush.
"I let myself be carried away by the moment." I respond and he rolls over me again.
"So if I kiss you on your neck and on that special spot behind your ear you wouldn't do it again.." he murmurs in my ear and bites my neck hard. I yell suddenly "Stefan !"
"Sorry." He says and smiles on my skin. He takes both of my hands and pushes me on the mattress.
He locks his eyes with mine with so much intensity that they burn into mine. He kisses me and his eyes never leaving mine. He drops my hands and traces my lower lips with his thumbs. I have tears in my eyes because this movement is so tender.
"Don't cry, please." he murmurs and caresses my cheek sweetly.
"I'm just overwhelmed by your tenderness." I say and hold back my tears.
"You deserve it all baby and much more." he tells and he shifts me towards him before kissing my hair.
"I don't, Stefan."
"Of course, you are. You just don't see you like me, you are the most incredible and amazing woman in the world. You loves people with all heart, you cares so much for them that you can give them your life. You're that and more, so much."
I turn around to face him and smile when he look at me with so much love. "I love you.." I say truthfully without fear to hear him say it to me, because I know that I will always love him no matter what.
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