Asami,

I am so sorry! Listen I didn't mean to, I mean she kissed me! I had a little to much drink, although I only had one; I think she spiked my beer! That's no excuse I know but I really thought it was funny tasting, but it's so expensive! I'm such a screw up I know but it was just a kiss, then I passed out. Bolin found her trying to…..well trying to….I guess have sex with me; but like I said I was passed out so I don't remember anything.

Okay you might be thinking I've lost my mind! I mean why am I saying sorry for something like this, obviously I didn't do anything; she freaking drugged me. But here's the thing I had been flirting with her. We have a college class together and it's a running joke that we're both shameless flirts. She knows I have a girlfriend that I'm madly in love with and that I never meant anything by the flirting. At least I thought she knew that, I told her that all the time. I said I was sorry if I was giving off the wrong impression and she said it was cool because it was just playing nothing real.

She took it way to far though, and I told her so as soon as she started to gets handsy. I didn't want to just leave because I thought we were friends and that she was just a little lonely, but if I could go back I'd walk out of the room. But once she kissed me I pushed her away I swear! The force of the push made her hit the floor and when she sat back down we talked it out and I thought things were fine. But then Bolin was waking me up in some room and my cloths weren't neat and tidy anymore.

Again you might be thinking 'why the hell are you saying sorry, you didn't do anything.' Its because I didn't push her away at first, and I feel horrible for it! I was feeling so light and airy and she smelled good and I hadn't see you in forever and all of sudden she was kissing me. I had been thinking about your lips and dancing and then there were lips on mine and I didn't even think it wasn't you. I kissed her back, I kissed her back a couple times; but then I realized it wasn't you and shoved her away and got pissed as hell.

I'm the biggest idiot in the world I know. I've got you and we're perfect and I let the fact that I was lonely jeopardize that! I can't say I'm sorry enough, please forgive me. I don't want to be without you.

Please, by everything that is good in the world, say you'll stay with me for forever.

With every fiber of my being

Yours forever

Eternally you slave

Korra

Asami,

You haven't responded to my letters, or my calls in two weeks….I've written and called you everyday, I guess I'm doing this more for myself now; to try and keep my sanity. I'm holding onto a tiny threat of hope, only because Bolin and Opal say your getting the letters and reading them, and listening to the voice mails….over and over again. I wish I was there with you right now, so we could talk in person; but finals are next week. So I'll make this a little easier, I won't write or call anymore. I'll still be here waiting to here from you but I'll let you take the lead when your ready.

Since this is my last letter I'm going to fill it with all the love I can. I'm going to tell you everything…Everything about you and me I love. Everything about how you make me feel and the what I dream about for the future.

I love the way you move. The way your hips sway as you walk, the fact that you swing your arms when we walk down the street. The way you dance make my heart feel like it doesn't belong in my chest; like its meant to be in yours. I love the fact that you are so tall even when you aren't on tippy toes, and that you wear heels and stand a few inches taller than me.

I love the expressions you make when you're thinking, I can see all the gears turning as you work out an engineering problem. Or the expression you get when you're learning a complicated dance routine. You can't seem to keep your tongue in your mouth, the tip is always coming out and it makes me want to kiss you. Did you know you snort when you get frustrated? Well you do, when you can't figure out a dance move you get frustraded and and snort and your eyes get all squinty. When you warm up I can't keep my eyes off you. You're so limber and flexible, and it makes me blush thinking about all the things that body can do.

If I could choose a colorto describe you it would be green. I know you love red, but your eyes are what always catch me. Not dark green or lime green, but that perfect spring green, just like your eyes. Your eyes are the color of hope and new life; and you are so full of hope and second chances. I've never met someone who's gone through so much but can still smile and hand out second chances like they're nothing. You have such a huge heart, so full of love and life. You amaze me with how giving and warm you are. You who had….everyone she cares about leave or hurt her, you still find away to be warm. You've lost so much and yet you give without hesitation.

I miss the sound of your voice, I lived week to week waiting to hear your voice through telephone wires. I miss seeing your face on the computer screen every Thursday, all done up for our date night trying to pretend that we don't want to jump through the screen and devour one another. Hell I miss you nagging me about leaving my underwear on the bathroom floor! I miss yelling at you for covering my weight bench in your paperwork and blueprints. I'll miss everything about you, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, but if you need more time I understand; I'll wait for as long as you need.

With all my thoughts and love

Korra

Calm down clam down there will be a responce from Asami soon ;) There will be three more letter chapters and then we get the girls together again! Which is good because I hate writing seperations.