Korra,
You said my color was green, that you would describe me with the color green; so I'm writing with a green pen. I'm still a little mad at all this, not just you because I don understand bu the whole situation. That letter really hurt me, like more than anything in my entire life has ever hurt me. But I don't want to keep going like this, giving the silent treatment and pretending that I'm not thinking about you all the time.
You really hurt me you know? I know you didn't mean to and it wasn't all your fault, but the pain is the same. I should be use to people hurting me, everyone always does. But I never would have thought that you could. I think I had you up on a petistal ever since…well cine I put you there. I think I put you there because you were the one always defending and protecting me, never the one causing the pain.
When I first read your letter I couldn't believe it. I must have read that letter a hundered times, but it didn't change my reaction. After a week I had no more tears and had lost all my color from not eating. I was so dirty that Mako literally picked me up and shoved me in the shower, with my cloths on. When I got your last letter I was going to write and tell you I needed more time, that I wasn't sure how ti feel about all of this….But then I got a call from your mother.
I couldn't believe she was calling me, and after talking to her I remembered everything I love about you. I love your crooked smile, and the playful twinkle in your eyes. I love the way your skin ripples when you work out, and the taste of your lips on mine. She kept asking when we were coming and about how nice our Easter card was. I didn't want to tell her that we….I didn't want to break her heart. Not that it would have broken her heart but, I don't want to let her go….I don't want to let you go.
Korra no matter what happened, not matter what may happens in the future….I love you. I love you so much that I wasn't crying because of the hurt, but because I wanted you. I was so scared of the fact that my first thought after the shock was that I wanted to get to you. I wanted to go to California and see you, hold you in my arms and kiss you till the sun rises. I'm sorry it took so long for me to tell you this, but I forgive you and I miss you and I love you!
I've told your mother we'll be up to see them in two weeks, you'll be coming to stay with me next week. By the way that's not a question it's a command, I apparently I need to remind you what you and I have when we're together. Korra I love you so much it hurts. Please call me once you read this, I miss the sound of your voice.
All My Love
Asami