Hey Guys! Thanks for all the reviews, favourites and followers! You all rock! So here is Chapter five. I will try to have Chapter 6 up tomorrow. Enjoy reading :)
I was in my own personal hell. Edward was staring at me with angry green eyes that are going to cause me to spontaneously combust. Damn why did he have to look so delicious when his angry? I wonder why he looks so pissed of and why that anger is being directed towards me? Maybe he'll spank me... shit Bella, don't think about shit like that now! He took a few steps toward me, like a hunter stalking its prey. I was grounded to the spot like my feet has been glued to the floor. I couldn't move or look away from that intense stare his was giving me.
"We have a lot to talk about Bella," he growled at me. We were now face to face, nearly touching. What the fuck. He was the one telling another girl that he loves her, not me. What the fuck could he want to talk about and why is he so bloody pissed! His attitude was starting to piss me off.
"What the fuck do you wanna talk about Edward? I don't want to talk about your fucking girlfriend you asshat." I sneered at him while giving him my best bitch face.
"I don't know what you are talking about Bella. I don't have a fucking girlfriend. Why don't you start by telling me why the fuck you were gone when I turned around!" he sneered right back at me. We were so close to each other now that I could feel his uneven breaths on my face. It was intoxicating and clouding my head and making me feel dizzy. Before I could answer him Jasper called us to attention.
"Ok guys now that everyone has a partner we will start. The first thing I want to do is assess the level you are already at. I want to see how you handle pressure and how you would get out of certain situations. Firstly, I want the male partner to come up from behind their female partner and put her in a choke hold. Please do not hurt your partner and only do it gently. Watch me a Rosalie and then try it yourselves afterwards." he said. We watched as he walked up behind Rosalie and put his arm around her neck and she swiftly pretended to kick him in the balls and run away.
"Ok guys now it's your turn. Please remember at this stage it is only a stimulating exercise and please do not hurt your partner," he said as he start walking around watching the students.
"Turn around Bella," Edward commanded me. I don't know whether to be pissed or turned on. I had to stop my mind from going to the gutter and turned around as he told me. I could feel the heat radiate from his body behind me. I thought he would wrap his arm around my neck and put me in the choke hold but instead he grabbed my hips with both hands and pulled me flush against his chest. I could feel his breath on my neck as one of his arms wrapped around my waist. His other hand moved up my side and brush against my breast and then suddenly his arm moved too fast for me to notice and he had me in a chokehold. He had one arm still securely wrapped around my waist and the another around my neck. I couldn't breathe. His hold on my neck wasn't very tight, it was the fact that he was in control and so close to me that had me gasping for air.
"Breathe Bella." he whispered in my ear and tightened his grasp around my waist. I tried to remember how to breathe and try to calm down my heart before it leaps out of my chest. I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths and tried to focus on how I'm going to get out of his choke hold. I took a self-defense class when I was 16 and it taught us something about stomping on the attackers foot then slam your elbow into their ribs and then knock your head back into their face. This should do sufficient damage for them to release you and give you the opportunity to run away. Since Edward seems to enjoy toying with me I figured I might take a different approach and return the favour.
I slowly slipped my hand up is thigh and added more pressure the higher up my hand went. The higher my hand went up his thigh the more ragged his breathing became. I felt his mouth against my ear and then he shocked the hell out of me by nibbling on it. This caused me to tighten my hand on his thigh and to bite my lip. In turn, this caused him to moan into my ear. I kept moving my hand higher until I reached the prominent bulge in his pants. Damn the boy is hung. I started rubbing my hand up and down his cotton covered cock and added a bit more pressure with each stroke. Edward was panting and moaning in my ear. When he started moaning my name I knew this was my chance to break away. I grabbed his hair with my free hand then pulled hard and squeezed his cock with the other till he gasped in surprise and pain and let go of me. I quickly moved away from him and smirked at his shocked expression. Take that asshole!
"That's a very, unique way of getting out of a choke hold." Jasper chuckled and I jumped at the sound of his voice. He scared the crap out of me. I had no idea he was watching that little exchange between me and Edward. My face must look like a tomato at this stage. I couldn't stop from blushing more as I looked at Edward. The fucker was smirking at me. Jasper went back to observing the other students. He moved over to watch Alice and Emmett. Well, I have to say it looked more like he was watching Alice instead of Emmett. His fists were clenched at his sides like he is trying really hard not to interrupt them and pull Alice out of Em's grasp. I think Jasper might just know who Alice is, after all. I kept staring at Jasper to judge his reaction to Alice so I can tell her all about it later. Edward stepped in front of me effectively blocking my view of Jasper.
"Are you done staring at Jasper so we can get back to practising!" Edward growled at me. Oh is that jealousy I detect. Interesting.
"No, not quite done yet. Do you mind moving out of the way." I said as I tried to look behind him.
"Well, tough shit Bella. We still need to talk and I'd be damned if I let you stare at another fucking man." he said in an angry tone that caused my panties to flood. Oh, why does he have to be so sexy when his angry.
"Fuck you! I can stare at whoever I like." I sneered at him.
"Why do you have to be so stubborn! Would you just give me five minutes to talk." he said while his hand started pulling on his hair. Mmmm I wanna run my fingers through that hair. Before I could tell him to go to hell Jasper called us to attention again. He demonstrated some more defence and attack tactics before calling it a day. I was relieved that the class was over and that Edward and I had no time to talk anymore. Before he had a chance to talk to me, I made my escape to the changing rooms. I was in desperate need of a shower.
I grabbed my shower bag and towel and nearly ran to the showers to try and escape the inquisition of Alice. I just need some space and time to think things through before I talk to her. The shower room was amazing. It was wood and marble and on two opposite sides of the walls were shower cubicles. The shower cubicles were nearly bigger than the bathroom in the dorm rooms! Each shower had a wooden door and the rest was marble and stone. Each shower cubicle had a wooden bench, a little cabinet to put your stuff in and a warming rack for your towel. The shower head was bigger then my head and had five different power settings. I was in shower heaven! I sat down all my stuff in the right places and set the shower on the strongest setting. I let the warm stream of water massage my back. After a few minutes of this I felt a lot calmer and relaxed.
I was in such a relaxed state, my own little piece of shower heaven washing away the stress of the day. Suddenly someone yanked open my shower door. My eyes shot open and my hands went to try and cover myself from the intruder. Edward came into my shower and slammed the door shut. I was ready to start screaming at him to get out when he stalked towards me and pushed me up against the shower wall and attacked my lips with his. The moment his lips touched mine I was lost in him. I forgot why I was mad. I forgot he was mad. I forgot I was completely naked. I moved my hands up to his chest and he must've thought I was going to push him away because he grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head. He was kissing me with so much passion that I thought I'll faint any moment. When we needed to break for air, he moved his lips down my throat and back up to my ear.
"Why do you keep running away from me Bella?" he purred in my ear and went back to leaving open-mouthed kisses down my neck and shoulders. He didn't really think I'd be able to form enough of a coherent thought to answer him, right...
"Ummm ...oh Edward.."I moaned as he suck on the spot where my neck and shoulder meet.
"Do you like that Bella? Do you like having my mouth on your skin?" he said in his velvety sex voice.
"Fuck yes" I moaned as he did it again.
"Have dinner with me tonight." he said. I can't think while his lips are doing sinful things to my collar bone.
"You are going to have to answer me Bella. I can no longer hear your thoughts." he said into my ear. Wait what! Did I just hear that correctly...He can't hear my thoughts any more meaning that he could before! Then it all came crashing back. He heard my "impure" thoughts in Billy's and in the assembly that's how he knew about the wall kiss and my panties. That must be how he knew my name. Oh god, he must have heard all the fantasies I played out in my head about him. I am MORTIFIED! I'm sure my blush is spreading down my chest.
"Bella, have dinner with me tonight and I'll explain everything. Please, just give me a chance." he said while staring into my eyes. How could I say no to him. He looked so insecure and vulnerable.
"Ok, I'll have dinner with you if you promise to explain everything to me." I said trying not to blush any more.
"I'll tell you anything you want to know. Meet me outside dorm Block E at 8 tonight." he said. He gave me a peck on the cheek and left me horny and confused in the shower. I'm going to need a cold shower to calm down. Guess it's a good thing that defence was my last class of the day.
After my shower, I went to meet Alice and Emmett at Billy's for a muffin and coffee. I was meant to meet them there five minutes ago. I sprinted through the university and manage to only be ten minutes late in the end. Alice and Em were sitting near the window. I waved at them as walked over to join them.
"Hey, B. I got you, you're usual. Hope that's ok." Emmet said as he got up and gave me a bear hug.
"Aww Em you shouldn't have. Thank you." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"Hey Bella. What took you so long?" Alice asked with a raised eyebrow and a knowing smirk.
"Oh, those showers are just amazing. I lost track of time. You guys should be lucky I left the shower at all." I said trying to control my blush. Damn did she know about Edward barging in on my shower. The three of us chatted and laughed at old stories of me and Em for a good hour before I had to leave them to get ready for my dinner with Edward. I manage to carefully avoid telling them about said dinner. I don't like keeping things from them, but I feel like I should see how tonight goes before I say anything to them.
I made it back to my dorm room at 6:30 pm. I had an hour and a half before I had to meet Edward. I was alone in the room which I'm thanking the heavens for. The less I see of torpedo Tanya the better. I went through my closet looking for something to wear. I finally decided on a navy halter neck dress that is backless. It fitted me perfectly and showed just enough cleavage to tease and not look like a cheap slut. I paired it with red ballet flats that had a cute little bow. I put on minimal makeup but decided on red lipstick that match my shoes. I put my hair up in a loose bun with a few bits framing my face. I decided to wear my favourite and lucky black lace panties... you know just in case the breeze blows up the dress, I wouldn't want to be caught with granny panties. I gave myself one last look in the mirror and decided to walk over to the other dorm block. I grabbed the cute little red bag I picked out and headed for the door when torpedo Tanya came in. Oh great.
"Oh, you're here. Super." the skank said in her stupid annoying voice. Yeah, ok so maybe her voice isn't that bad but I hate her after what she did to Alice.
"Don't worry I was just leaving." I said making my way out.
"Oh, what do you have like a date or something?" she asked looking me up and down.
"None of your damn business." I sneered at her. Would she just not let me bloody escape.
"Well, just so you know you can stop eye fucking Edward. He is mine and I won't let some poor plain slut take him away from me. Not that you ever stood a chance with him anyway." she said and walked towards me till she was face to face with me.
"You have been warned. Stay away from Edward or else I'll make life very hard for you." she sneered at me. I had to control my laughter at her.
"If his yours Tanya then you surely have nothing to worry about then. After all, I'm just plain right." I said and gave her a smirked before slamming the door in her face and making my way to Edward.
As I made my way towards dorm block E I got a text of Emmett.
Hey, B. We need to talk about Alice and Jasper. I've got some gossip and an idea for the plan. Meet me at Billy's at 7 in the morning :)
I quickly texted him back.
Oh, I can't wait to hear it Em. I'll see you in the morning! :)
I could see Edward leaning against the wall waiting for me as I walked towards the dorm block. He hasn't spotted me yet which gave me a minute to admire him. He was wearing black jeans and a fitted white t-shirt that showed that muscular chest of his. He completed the look with a black blazer and converse. Damn that boy looks hot. He stood up straight as he spotted me and started walking towards me.
"Hey Bella. You look beautiful tonight." he said as he gave me a soft kiss on the cheek.
"Hey. You don't look so bad yourself." I said with a wink. He just laughed at me. I like this side of the two of us. The easy banter and less dramatic side. It was nice.
"I hope you don't mind dining in. Since we have a few private things to talk about I figured we could eat on the roof instead of a restaurant." he said shyly.
"That's no problem. So the rooftop. I guess you're not afraid of heights then." I said trying to keep the easy banter going before we get to the serious stuff.
"Ha no, I actually love heights. Plus the view from the roof is nearly as breathtaking as you." he said in his soft velvety voice that just melts my insides. We continued talking about random things till we reached the top of the stairs. Man I was glad I didn't wear death trap stilettos. I would not have made it up the 7 flights of stairs.
When we made it to the top of the stairs he put his hand over my eyes and led me through the door out onto the rooftop. When he took his hand away I counted to five before opening my eyes. Wow. That's all I could say. There were candles all around the rooftop giving it a soft glow. Near the edge overlooking the coast was a table set up. It was truly breathtaking. I had to stop myself from tearing up. No one has ever gone through so much trouble for me. I couldn't believe he did all of this. Before I could stop myself, I turned towards him and kissed him. I kissed him with all the passion I had. He was surprised but quickly responded by pulling me closer to him. When we pulled apart to breathe I placed my head on his shoulder.
"Thank you for doing this Edward. It really is breathtakingly beautiful." I whispered into his chest embarrassed by my attack on him. He still had his arms wrapped around me and he kissed the top of my head.
"You are worth it Bella" he whispered. We stood there in an embrace for a few minutes. It felt so right being wrapped in his arms. For the first time in a very long time, I felt safe.
After a few minutes he took my hand and led me to the table. The view was brilliant. You could see the waves crashing onto the beach with the moon shining bright. I was once again overwhelmed by the amount of effort he put into tonight. Guess there is a lot more to him than I thought. For dinner, we had the most delicious mushroom ravioli I have ever tasted. It felt like I was back in Italy on holiday. We kept up a steady stream of conversation. We talked about our childhoods and all the trouble we use to get up too. We talked about literature and our favourite music and hobbies. Edward is quite the artist. He promised to show me some of his work if I let him draw me. I'm nervous about having him draw me. Surely he could find a more beautiful subject to draw.
After dinner, he took my hand and led me to the edge. We sat on a blanket looking up at the stars. There was a heavy silence in the air between us. We both knew that we can no longer avoid these topics. After a few minutes of looking up at the stars Edward lets out a big sigh.
"I guess you want to know who I was on the phone to?" he asked. I simply nodded at him. He turned to look back at the stars as he spoke to me.
"I was on the phone to Rosalie. She's my sister. She saw me chase after you when you left the assembly hall. She just wanted to make sure I was ok. We have a thing where we always end the conversation with 'I love you'." he said in a soft tone. I could tell what was to come is difficult for him to talk about judging by his tone of voice and his demeanour.
"Ok. I'm sorry I ran away. I thought it was your girlfriend and I panic and over reacted. Edward what did you mean by you can't hear my thoughts anymore?" I asked him.
"Some witches have extra 'gifts' that others don't. I was born with the ability to hear other people's thoughts. I was able to hear yours perfectly until a few hours ago. When I saw you in defence I was unable to hear your thoughts. No matter how hard I concentrated I just couldn't hear them. I'm sorry for reacting the way I did. That was uncalled for." he whispered.
"Why did you react the way you did? Why does not being able to hear my thoughts anymore make you so angry?" I asked in a soft voice. He didn't answer me for a few minutes, he just kept staring up at the stars with a heartbroken expression.
"The fact that I can no longer hear your thoughts anger me so much because the last person who hid their thoughts from me was my older sister. She hid her thoughts from me to prevent me from finding out that she was dying." he whispered in a crushed tone.
Ok so now you know why Edward was so angry :(