Hi there. First of all I am so sorry that it has been awhile. I have been really busy with starting school, homework, papers… But here it is: The end of 'Freeing Angelus' – It has been a hell of a ride for Angelus – and for you as readers. Thank you for being here for the ride, and I hope that you like it.

There is a story behind every person.

There is a reason, why they are the way that they are.

Think about that, before you judge somebody.

The future:

As I look back over my life, I today know all of the issues that Victor and I had… I would not change a thing. Those issues made us grow up and see that the world needed us both to do things that others did not – could not – or would not do, but the issues also helped us make space to another person in our life – to a life partner. Yes, we fought – a lot I may add – and we did hurt one other. We hurt the one person that meant the world to us. But if we did not fight… without the fighting how could we show that we cared about one other? You fight for and with the people that you care about. It took us some time, before we figured that out… There are many stories that I could tell… about us, about our children, about our family and about our friends, but why use my last energy on that? My love…, we have done a lot of things in our lifetime – seen a lot of things – but also lost a lot of things. By now most of our family and friends has crossed over to the other side, and we have had to bury, what they left behind on this Earth. Your parents were the first to leave us – Karla as the first to be presides and two days later Saul… but not before all of their children had found their partners here in life. I knew that they died with all of their wishes for filled. An accident took Sky and Zed from us – they had had a beautiful baby girl named Miley Karla Benedict. After her parents' death, she came to live us – Victor and I. Today she is in college studying art, which she clearly has from her mother and her grandparents on her mother´s side – They died shortly after Sky and Zed passing. I could keep talking about death, but I am more interesting in talking about the good things and happiness… Miley is not the one, who has been born into the Benedict family. Shortly after Victor and I came back from Russia in 2017, Diamond shared the news about the child that she was caring. A baby boy, who later was named Chris – after that 4 more children came to Trace and Diamond. Uriel and Tarryn had a baby girl named Victoria. Will , who was the last to find his soulfinder, but there has not come any children in that line of the Benedict family tree. Xavier and Crystal decided to stay in New York, where they found a love for animals. Those memories still makes me smile. They have three girls – Fate, Desire and Love, as the family calls them. Phoenix and Yves had just one child – a girl, who they spoil as much as possible, which is a lot. Our children have all grown-up to be wonderful people, who both Victor and I are proud to call our children. Jessie and Daniel are today happily married with two children and a third is on its way. The twins are traveling the world to find a place that they can one day call home. Valerie is busy working as a nurse. So hardworking that girl is. Deke is going to UNI studying history and science. At last but not least Alistair is busy with two things: Girls and the FBI. In many ways he is like his father. There is only one girl for him… he has just nor found her yet. What happened to the people that I had work with? Boss is still happily married with his busy wife. They have 5 children. 5 wonderful children, who, as far of what I know, are happy. Sax is dead, which still hit me very hard – And still makes me very sad. Some nights I still cry myself to sleep because of his death –well the pain of his death. He was like my other half in another way than Lucy. I had another bound with him than I did with my twin Lucy. Sax before his death got married to the love of his life, Mikael, when USA finally allowed it. I was the best woman at the wedding. 5 years after the wedding Sax was murdered… His murder has never been solved, which makes it hard to let go. It makes it harder to get closure. I loved him – love him. Zero was at the wedding with a real human being as a girlfriend, who is not Becca, his beloved computer wife. Zero never got married and never had any children, which now that I think about it, makes me sad. Zero was like Sax murdered at age 38, and both murders were never solved. Some people (I) believe that Zero was working on something real big, and that ended up costing him his life. Robin and Alec found out that they belonged together, which the rest of us already knew, but we were happy for them. Zaccy lived till the age of 89, and he died peacefully in his bed. He ended up marring a woman named Lilly, which ended, when Lilly died.

My dear husband, I will never have enough time with you… therefor I do hope that we meet in the next life and any other after that – if only for a moment… As I draw my final breath all my thoughts goes to you, my love. In this life, in this one before, in the one to come… Simply in infinity I love you in infinity and may we meet again, my love…