Hello darlings xxsavvysweetxx here. I have an important A/N at the end of the story so please read it.

This chapter is similar to the last. It' s mainly a flashback. But I promise the next chapter wont be that way

I'm sorry for the delay of the chapter i have been extremely busy.

This chapter is in Naruto's pov

Disclaimer: i'm not awesome enough to own the characters but I am cool enough to ow the story line.

Enjoy!

Chapter 17

I walked into the party, Happier than I have ever been. There's booze, girls and hopefully Sasuke. Ever since that day at his house we haven't really talked but I am hoping he took my invitation and decided to meet me here. I have to prove to him that I could be the boyfriend he deserves. I know I made a mistake that night. But I am human; hence I am entitled to some mistakes. Am I not?

I've never experienced jealousy, so intense in my life. Contrary to what he said, I am not using him for a sick thrill or to fulfill some gay fantasy. Over the last few months, I have been harvesting feeling for him, Feelings so strong that I am willing to break up with Hinata to be with him. The only problem now is: how am I going to tell her, that I want to break up with her to be with Sasuke; her best friend. When did my life turn into a soap opera!

I can't help but like Sasuke. I truly care for him more than anyone else I have ever met. He's a beautiful person inside and out. He's so smart and insightful, sweet and kind. And his looks are a definite bonus too. I truly want to be with him and I am just going to have to prove it to him, Anyway I can.

As punishment for the other day I am dressed as Edward Cullen from Twilight. Hinata was dressed as, Bella Swan. Hinata insisted I wear a spiky brown wig, as well as gold contacts. I had fake fangs in my mouth and I had white face makeup on; Curse my naturally tan glow. My outfit I didn't mind too much. It was a button up blue top under a jeaned blazer and black skinny jeans completed with black sneakers. Hinata's hair was out and curled lightly at the ends, she was dressed in a black tank top under a blue-silver fur coat, skinny blue jeans and black and white sneakers. It's sad to admit but we really look like the perfect Vampire Human couple. And it sickened me to no end.

I should explain what happened that morning, after I left Sasuke's house. I was so into being with Sasuke I had forgotten that I had, had plans with Hinata. We were supposed to stay in and eat a home cooked meal. It's been a while since I had one. I don't know if this was her attempt at keeping me or what.

Flashback

I drove back from Sasuke's house with tears in my eyes. The road was blurry, and I could barely see. My heart was pounding a mile a minute and I could feel the blood dripping from my knuckles, the result of my fist punching the concrete wall of the adjacent building. I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand as I reached the final traffic light before Kiba's house

I don't know if he realizes that he isn't the only one being affected by this or not. But I will give him the time to relax. I really needed something to relax myself. And I know Kiba was the perfect person to help me out with that. I finally pulled up at Kiba's house and parked my car on the sidewalk.

I reached into my pocket and found the emergency key I had in the house and opened the door. "Yo, Kiba get out here. I need a joint" I said trying to grab his attention. I sat down on the couch and rested my feet on the table. I reached into the couch to find a blue lock box. I went into my pocket again and found another key. I opened the lock box up and pulled out a bag and the grinder before slipping the unlocked box under the couch until I was done with it.

Before I started grinding I hear Kiba's bathroom door slam open and saw Hinata march over to me with tears streaming down my face. Kiba followed close behind with a questioning look on his face. "Where the hell were you?!" she yelled at me. Just so you know she wasn't actually mad at me. She was simply worried about my wellbeing.

"Me? What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be home right now?" I asked her quietly and continued to grind the weed. Kiba held in a laugh and walked into the kitchen, shaking his head in disapproval, but that just meant I did the wrong thing

"Don't ignore me Uzumaki, Where were you? We had plans last night. And I came here, this morning, looking for you." She said resting her pale hands on her slightly wide hips.

"I was at Sasuke's" It wasn't a lie. I just wasn't going to tell her the whole truth.

"umm Sasuke?" She asked me I nodded. I noticed her eyes grow softer. What I have always loved about her is her big warm heart. She has love for everyone and that especially meant her best friend. "Is he ok? I haven't seen him in a while?" she asked before she got upset and her eyes grew hard again "Why didn't you tell me you went to see him?" Wow she has some serious mood swings today.

"He didn't even want to see me. But I forced my way in." 'Literally'. I added as an afterthought "He's been focused on some big merger at the job, Also he's has been really stressed. Right after work he goes home and crashes. He said to apologize to you." This made me wonder if he has seen Neji or Gaara. I forgot to ask. We drank and passed out. Sasuke on the bed, and I knocked out on the couch. And I guess in my attempt to make Sasuke have a social life I forgot to call. I'm sorry." I said in an apologetic tone. I just finished rolling up my weed.

"You know I like that." She said smiling.

"What weed?" I asked her titling my head a little to the side and confusion.

"No. That you and Sasuke have become such close friends. It makes me really happy that I don't have to worry about you hating each other

"Oh no. You never have to worry about the teme and me hating each other." I laughed running my hand through my head.

"Next time?" She said with a pause. I looked up at her and saw her smiling. "You better call me"

"Don't worry. I will" I said laughing again before lighting the joint.

"Let me go. Oh yeah Naruto?" I looked at her again. "I've decided our costumes for Ino's party" She said grinning before walking out the front door.

"Ok spill!" Kiba yelled the minute the door closed.

"Spill what? I don't think I know what you are talking about Dog breath." I said smirking before taking a deep drag before handing it over to Kiba so he could take a hit.

"She's known you how long? Yet, she can't read you. That's sad." He barked and laughed before taking a deep hit and passed it back to me.

"I don't know why I would think I am like an open book." I smiled after I said this and took another hit "Ok so you know I went to Sasuke's last night right?"

"I'm actually surprised he let you stay in his house 5 minutes let alone all night after what you did." Kiba said looking for a cigarette.

"Me too. But anyways." He cut me off and grabbed a six pack out of the fridge. And opened one beer and handed it to me before opening one for him and chugging some. This is when I decided to tell him "I went over. And apologized and we started drinking and the next thing you know. We fucked" He choked on the beer. He started coughing hard trying to get the liquid out of his lungs.

"What the hell dude. Really?" I nodded "Did you like it?" I nodded again "What about Hinata?" he asked me and for this I turned away. I finally handed him the blunt back.

"I want to be with Sasuke but I don't want to hurt Hinata." He said quietly.

"You have to remember that they are best friends and anyway you do this is it going to hurt someone wither it is Hinata or Sasuke." Kiba stated standing up. "Maybe you need some time to yourself?" Kiba asked me. Just as I was about to answer the door bell began to ring erratically. Kiba walked over to answer the door.

When Kiba swung his door open he was attacked by lips. Seeing the two of them made me feel envious. I wish I could have that with someone: That special bond/connection with someone, on a bigger level than just smashing, or just hanging out as friends. It is beautiful. I heard a small moan escape one of them, which I was only to assume, was Kiba.

They are all over each other. Kiba was pressed hard against the wall, Head back and moaning lightly. Shino had his hands all over Kiba. "S-stop" Kiba moaned trying to push Shino away.

"Why? Don't you like it when I have you against the wall? You told me so the other day. And also, don't you like being my prisoner" Shino purred loudly into Kiba's ear before biting it, Causing Kiba to howl out.

"N-Naruto is here" Kiba moaned again. This, actually cause Shino to pull away.

"Oh hi Naruto" Shino muttered before pushing his glasses up further on his face and quickly walked into the kitchen.

"Can we talk later" I looked up to see Kiba blushing. Something not familiar but very attractive on his dark cheeks. I nodded with a wink before walking out the door and into my car. If I can't be sexually happy I should at least let my friend be.

-End flashback-

I have always been happy for Kiba and whatever relationship he decided to get into. I just wasn't expecting it to be with his best friend Shino. But that also makes me truly wonder: If the two of them can be best friends than boyfriends, why can't Sasuke and myself.

"Oh Hi! Wow you look amazing!" Hinata yelled running over to a short haired beautiful woman in a cop costume. "Naruto come here!" She yelled. When I walked over I was amazed at what I saw. A beautiful shy Japanese female with Black eyes and chin length black hair. Her cop uniform wasn't slutty but to me it was still sexy. She was wearing dark blue jeans that hugged her athletic legs and a blue button up top that was undone by two buttons just showing a little skin.

I really hope you enjoyed this chapter. I know a lot of you like Naruto's POV. Was anyone seeing Kiba and Shino together? Anyways I am going to take another two week break from the story to try to finish up my next few chapters I'll see you September 1st . Depending on what day I don't work.

I love you guys so much. Oh I am already thinking about my next story. I'm either going to do a series out of this story or I am going to do something involving a 21st birthday. I'd like your opinions on what I should do. So please tell me your thoughts. Your opinions mean the world to me.

And in case you're wondering i'm only planning for this story to be 26 chapters long unless I decide to add more.

S.S