I'm so sorry I dont know what happened I had said I was going to update this in early december, tomorrow is march... wow I dont have good track of timing! I hope u all just forgive me for my slackerness lol. I really will try to go back to posting this story on a weekly bases but for now I hope you enjoy
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Chapter 19

I had to go to work today; Recently, I've been drinking a lot in the month. I've been very stressed out with the situation I am in right now. Naruto and I have been kissing a lot but I don't know what to make of it, really.

We have been meeting as we normally do; the only difference is that now we are doing more than just talking, drinking and smoking. Now we are making out. I'm supposed to see him today, but the more time I spend with him, the more I want him to myself. I can't help but feel guiltier.

I guess I should explain what I do for a living. I'm a layer at my dad's company Uchiha Inc. It isn't the most exciting job. But it does have it perks. I guess you could say. It is the reason that I am living in that fancy house. My office is rather large with a big window behind me showing the city in all its beauty.

I'm actually kind of excited to see Naruto, He's cooking me dinner tonight. He said he's feeling Italian. So no Ramen, which is always a plus! He told me he would call me in another hour or so. That's when I will take my break.

"Little brother" Itachi spoke, as he walked into my office. "How's your boyfriend?" I blushed as my brother said this.

"He's straight Itachi, He isn't my boyfriend." I stated firmly hoping he would believe me

"I've know you all your life and I think by now I would know you well enough to know when you are in love and bro you're head over heels" I blushed brighter as he was staring me hard while he said this. "Besides a friend of mine sent me a picture of you two dry humping in front of Hinata" I know I was blushing; bright red now, especially since he has the picture in front of me.

In the picture, my hands are all over his body, and his are roughly gripping my hair. My face is flushed and my eyes are closed, what amazed me is that in the picture Naruto's eyes are actually open and he is watching me. I guess I hadn't noticed that since I was so sucked into the kiss. "It was supposed to be a prank. Hina wanted me to do it."

"Did she? She most likely meant that she just wanted you to peck Naruto, Not fuck him into next Tuesday. Or in your case, have him fuck you into next Friday." My brother said matter of fact. He then began to chuckle lowly

"STOP IT!" I yelled before pausing. "This isn't funny, and I have no idea what I am going to do about Hina. She hasn't talked to me." I lowered my head looking down at my phone for a moment. Maybe I should just call Naruto. He tends to be able to calm my nervous.

My phone suddenly buzzes I pull the phone out of my pocket, hoping it is Naruto. When I look down to see that Hinata is calling me. This is odd. Since last month at the party, we haven't talked, not that I didn't go and look for her afterwards it was just that TenTen said "Hinata doesn't want to see you" So I just left after that figuring she would call me soon. I didn't think it would take a month to do. I need to pick up the phone.

"Hello" I say into the phone. I held up my finger to Itachi telling him to hold on. My brother just decided to sit down in the car in front of me.

"Hey Sasu how are you?" I breathe a sigh of relieve at hearing her calming voice. I decided since my brother wasn't leaving he might as well listen in on the phone conversation. So I put the phone on speaker

"I've been well and yourself?" I asked looking down at some paperwork. She was prolonging this. Could she just yell at me and get it over with.

"Fine, Listen can we talk?" This isn't a good sign. But this is what I was waiting for.

"What about, Hina?" I wonder why she isn't yelling and instead wants to talk.

"Do you like Naruto?" Wow that was blunt and to the point, that isn't really like Hinata. I felt as though I couldn't breathe. It felt as if there was a knife in my throat. Or I was going to throw up my heart.

"What are you talking about Hina?" I laughed a little into the phone.

"Don't play games with me, Sasuke. Do you like Naruto?" I look at Itachi asking for help, but he just shrugs. I know he has never been in this type of situation before and neither have I.

"Well..." She cut me off before I had a chance to defend myself.

"I knew it. So was that kiss wasn't a first time thing?" Hinata was waiting on my answer and I didn't know what to tell her. I decided I would only tell her half the truth. She didn't really have to know what happened at my house. I'm almost certain she would kill me if she knew that Naruto and I had sex, The night they were meeting for a dinner.

"There was one more kiss." I whispered in a low tone.

"When was this?" Hinata's voice sounded hard. I couldn't stand the thought of her hating me. Especially over a guy, an amazing guy, but a guy none the less. I looked at Itachi and his eyes were slightly widened for a second, As were mine. Hinata Hyuuga is a sweet, low spoken girl, Also kind of a push over. The fact that she actually sounded upset with me, Scared me a little

"The night of his party, He was drunk and I doubt he meant to kiss me!" I need to tell Naruto what is going on. Maybe he already knows.

"Oh, Really? Wasn't that about the time I stopped talking to you." Crap I forgot that she is very smart

"Yes. I guess I was just upset." I paused. "Look Hinata I'm really sorry I will back off if that's what you want?"

"Do-Does he like you?" Her voice went back to her calm self

I didn't want Naruto to be in trouble with Hinata so I set the only thing I could possibly think of. "No"

"Are you sure, He's seemed rather distant in the last month or so, and he's always around you." She paused here and then continues "Sasuke, if you like him, Please tell me."

I guess this was my do or die moment. " … Yes, I like him." I was waiting for the yelling or whatever was about to happen.

"Ok. Look I have to go; can we meet for dinner tomorrow night?" Her tone sounded weird. A minute ago she sounded pissed but now she seems so happy, it's actually a little scary.

"Are you ok?" I asked her.

"It's yes or no Sasu?" I was confused. And if the look on Itachi's face was any indication of his emotions, He was too.

"Yes, that's fine." She hung up after that. To say I was a little confused was an understatement. I don't know what the fuck just happened! I looked up at my brother.

"Well that was interesting to say the least." He stood from the chair and quickly stretched his arms high in the air and arched his back.

"You could say that again." I said as I walked over my window ready to light a cigarette. "I need something stronger than this." I put the cigarette down and walk back to my desk.

"I honestly don't know when you picked up that disgusting habit, but it needs to stop. It isn't healthy, and you know it."

"Mr. Uchiha" That was the voice of my secretary. Mr. Uchiha, Mr. Uzumaki is here. Should I send him in." I looked at Itachi and he was making a kissy face. I pressed the button on my phone.

"Yes he can come in." when I heard the click on her end I knew she hung up. "You can leave now Itachi." He shook his head smirking at me.

My door suddenly opened and Naruto busted through the door. "Hey, So I have everything for tonight. Are you still coming over after work?" He said before grabbing my waist and pulling me into a small kiss. I doubt he has noticed my brother in the room. "Come on, Kiss me." He whispered and pressed his lips harder to mine. I couldn't help but moan softly into the kiss and want to grip him harder. He bite my lip causing me to open my mouth to let out another moan. He slithered his tongue into my mouth and began to intermingle our tongues.

"I can leave?" Crap! Did I really forget that my brother was in the room? "Hello Naruto" My brother said softly. "Good bye, little brother." He said laughing; he closed my office door behind him.

"How long was he there?" Naruto asked me sitting in the same chair Itachi was not too long ago.

"A little before Hinata called me." He suddenly stood up. "What?"

"What? Hinata called you after a month of barley acknowledge you for a whole month, and she just up and randomly called you! And you're acting as if it is nothing?" Naruto was pacing in front of my desk.

"Dobe, Stop, You're making me nervous than I already am." He suddenly stopped pacing. "We're going out for dinner."

"Tonight? That's not fair tonight is for us!?" He cut me off before I got the chance to explain that the dinner was tomorrow. "Didn't you want to have dinner with me? Now you're telling me you're going with your best friend!" He paused and walked over to me. "Well there's always another day for us." He leaned down and kissed me softly. When I lips finally parted looked deeply into his eyes.

"I love you Naruto."

"What?" he moved away a little. "D-did you just say you love me?" My eyes widened. Did I really just say that out loud!?

"No" I whispered. We haven't even started dating yet. He will think I'm insane if I saw I'm in love with him. "Hinata's dinner is tomorrow."

"Oh. " He looked at me again. He's been trying to break through my mask. His eyes turned sad for a moment before looking away. "I'll see you tonight." He whispered before walking out the door, not looking back at me. Was he upset with me? I guess I will find out tonight.

For now I can't really focus on Naruto, At least not more than I already have been. So I will just finish off my day at work and head over to his house.

*Small time lapse*

I rang the doorbell and waited for him to answer the door. It takes about a minute but when he does I am greeted with the smell of tomatoes and his beautiful smile. "Hi Teme." He grabbed my hand as we walked inside. He took the bottle of wine out of my hand before kissing me.

When I walked into the house I noticed that he had actually cleaned up his house, the table was wrapped in a black satin table cloth with red roses gracing it. A candle was lit in the middle of the table along with a lone red rose.

"Hello Dobe, What's all this?" I said with a smirk before taking off my shoes and then walking over to the couch. My eyes didn't want to leave the beautiful scene. But I turned to look at him anyways.

"I hope it isn't too much. But I figured after a hard day at work, you could come home to a relaxing dinner" He wasn't looking at me when he said this but he was blushing, I could see that much.

"You're too sweet" I stood from the couch and walked over to him. I stopped right in front of him and turned his head to mine, and lightly pecked him on the lips. He grabbed my waist and pressed me flush against his body and kissed me deeper. I absolutely loved being in his arms, I loved being with him. I just wish that we weren't living a lie. I pulled away from him slowly and looked down. "So is dinner ready?" I asked looking into the kitchen and not at him.

"Yeah, Dinner is ready. I made spaghetti and meatballs with lots of homemade tomato sauce. And we can use the wine you brought and finish off dinner. We also have garlic bread." Naruto told me before looking back at me with a soft smile. "You came here in work clothes?" he asked me after a moment

I had forgotten he had seen me at work, Maybe I should have changed. I looked down at his attire and noticed that he was wearing a nice stripped blue button down and dark blue skinny jeans. He smelled like cologne too. He smelled fantastic. But then again Naruto always smelled great, Even if he had been working out all day. "I guess I forgot to change?" I said looking down at my clothing.

"It's ok. You look sexy in your suit" I blushed as he said this. We walked into the kitchen and grabbed a plate. "Go in the living room. I'll bring the food into you." He quickly pecked my lips and I walked into the living room waiting for him to return. I hope he realizes he didn't have to do all this for me, as sweet as a jester as it was.

He brought the two plates in and I was amazed to see one of the plates loaded with sauce, and some bright cherry tomatoes. "Why did you-?" he cut me off. He put his plate on the table; I noticed his plate had less sauce and more meatballs.

"I know you like them, so I bought them after I visited you at work." He handed me my plate. "Let me just grab to glasses for the wine, I'll be right back." He kissed my cheek and went back into the kitchen. He quickly came back with two glasses of wine.

When he finally settled down next to me on the couch, we began to eat. We really didn't talk too much but we listened to soft rock music and stare into each other's eyes. It was actually rather romantic. It was things like this that honestly, made me love him. He's just so perfect. But I have to remember that he is with Hinata.

We ended up eating all the food and drinking all the wine. I guess we were hungrier than I first thought. I couldn't help but moan as I popped those delicious cherry red tomatoes in my mouth.

When we finally finished with everything I stood on slightly weak legs. I was feeling a little tipsy. "Dobe that was amazing. Thank you." I said softly, I decide I would wash the dishes since he made the food. I began to run the warm water for the plates to soak in.

"You know." He paused as he lowered his plate into the water. "If you love me, tell me" I turned off the water and looked hard at him.

"I don't." I eyes moving to watch his facial features "It was a mistake" I wasn't expecting my back suddenly slammed against the wall. "Dobe What the Fu-"

"Are you sure?" he asked me gripping my neck loosely. He knows I like him being rough, it turns me on to no end. "You need to fucking tell me" Oh god and he was cursing. If he doesn't stop then I'm going to have him fuck me right here and now. "Awe the slut caught feelings for me? Do you love me you little whore?" He gripped my hair and made me fall to the floor. I panted hard, very aroused. "You dirty slut, Could you really stay with one man, Could you really stay with me forever. I'll brand you. My name will be on your sexy lower back. Do you want that? While I'm fucking you in your nasty twat I'd always see who you belong to, that you belong to me." I moaned loudly as he dropped me onto my back.

"Naru i." I paused. There was a party of me that wanted nothing more than to tell him I loved him and hope that he fucks me into next week, Where as another part of me wants him to keep being mean and talking dirty to me, So he can fuck me. Wait, Is it just me, Or am I going to get the same results? Then I might as well tell him. "I-I love you Dobe."

"That's what I wanted to hear. So, now." He kneeled over me and kissed my lips softly. "We can make love." I blushed a little as he said that. "But tonight we're fucking." He stood up and picked me up bridal style before taking me up the stairs. Now don't get me wrong, Naruto and I have basically been dating, for about two weeks now. But we haven't gone all the way since that night. "Do you want to go all the way?" He asked me quietly as he put me on his bed. This is something I had to truly think about. There's a part of me that really wants this, who wouldn't? This gorgeous god, above me, is begging me to open my legs so he can stick his hard cock into me. But there is the small little annoying part that is so worried about Hinata that I don't want to do this.

I have made a decision. I lean up to softly press my lips against his "I love you Naruto."

Cliffhanger!