Hello my dears! I wish I was able to update as often as I wanted but unfortunately I cant write stories from my phone, we need to change that lol, anyways the story is back in Sasuke's pov, of this might have maybe 5 or 6 more chapters it honestly depends on how I feel! Anyways onto the story!
Chapter 21
SASUKE'S POV
I couldn't believe this was all happening so fast. I went from being someone with a small crush to being someone with a boyfriend, Well when I am able to actually build up the courage to talk to Hinata and tell her. I really don't want to be here waiting for Hinata to come through the door but what other choice do I have now.
She text me earlier to confirm our plans, I was almost tempted to tell her I had something better to do. But knowing her she would have come after me trying to figure out what was so damn important that I was canceling on her last second. We were meeting in one of her favorite restaurant for dinner. It's a fun little Korean place that her cousin Neji always took her too on her birthday. I would prefer to not be meeting in a place that brought her so many fun memories but she had instanced we meet there.
The restaurant was a good ten minute drive from my job which meant I would most likely beat Hinata there. It had more or less just accrued to me I haven't talk to Hinata one on one, in person for like two months. That makes me feel like crap because she is so amazing and doesn't deserve anything I have done to her.
Hyuuga Hinata is a one in a million friend. She is the first person I came out too. She is the first person who told me that everything would be ok after my parents kicked me out when I came out to them. She is the only person who I ever cried to when I sexually assaulted by my old science teacher. That girlfriend I told all my dirty secrets to, Including my wet dreams. She would always listen with unbiased ears and open arms. She has always been the sweetest and kindest, and most giving person I have ever met in my life. All because of my stupid emotions and lack of self control, I am about to lose my closest person, in the world.
I had already ordered myself a bloody mary, knowing I would need it. Unfortunately, My mind wasn't exactly focusing on my dinner with Hinata, but more so on the amazing time I had with Naruto. And no I am not being perverted thinking about the mind blowing sex we had, Even though that is a bonus. I am actually talking about the next morning.
After I had spent the night at Naruto's, I awoke to find he had made me breakfast. It was honestly a sweet gesture. It was nothing too big it was just pancakes. We had eat in a comfortable silence just staring at each other from across his little table. Our feet lightly gracing each other; I am normally not a footsie person but for some reason with Naruto, Whenever I wasn't touching him I became sad. After breakfast, we showered together; I didn't really want to leave his side, and I had a feeling he felt the same way about leaving mine. We shared a small but passion-filled final kiss before leaving the house together. That made me happy. It really felt like we were a real couple which I am hoping to get out of this.
"Hi Sasu" I hear the familiar voice of my best friend say. My eyes began to focus on the figure in front of me. "How have you been?" She asked me as she sat down next to me at the bar.
"I've been well." I answer alittle sceptically. I take into notice that she is wearing a form flattering black dress with nude pumps. She's alittle too dressed up to just be yelling at me for sealing her man. " Do you really want to sit at the bar. Why don't we get a table?" We both rise from our seats and go to the small table at the corner. "You look nice."
She looked down at her self and smiled before quietly muttering a thank you. "I'm going out with TenTen to a club after our dinner." The waiter came by and handed us menus. I made sure that he could refresh my drink. She ordered herself a glass of Cherry Champagne. "Are you sure you have been well Sasuke, I have noticed that you have been drinking more."
I wanted to laugh out loud but instead I smirked. "I've always drank a lot, you have just never seen me drink around you. But if you must know why i'm drinking so much, it is because I have recently been stressed out ." she nodded when I said this.
We remained quiet until our drinks came. We both muttered a small thank you before ordering our food. Once the waiter had left to retreat our food. "Ok let me not beat around the bush." she said placing down her drink. "You said on the phone that you liked Naruto?"
I almost spit out my drink at her pure bluntness. "Hina." I started before she held up a hand.
"It's a yes or no question Sasuke. Please. If our friendship ever meant anything to you, i'd prefer you just told me the truth." She wasn't looking at me. Than again if I was in her position I wouldn't want to look at me either.
"I'm sorry" I whispered taking another sip of my drink. "I didn't mean for it to happen. And I honestly thought it would go away after a week or so." I couldn't look up. I could feel her intense eyes drilling a hole into my head as we speak.
"You're truly sorry?" She asked me quietly. I don't understand how she could ask me a question like that. Of course I loved being with Naruto but the last person I wanted to hurt was my best friend in the entire world. Without Hinata Hyuuga I don't know where I would be and I don't want to loose her over a boy.
"More than anything. This is the last thing I had ever wanted to do, and you're the last person I had ever wanted to do this to." I could feel tears threatening to fall out of my eyes. This is it I was going to loose my best friend forever. I don't know how I could deal with never talking to her again. Or never waking up in her apartment after spending the whole night watching horrible chick flicks and eating ice cream all night. Talking about who was cute and who was ugly at work.
"Is there anything else you want to tell me?" My head shot up. What else does she want to know? "Have you done anything more than kiss, twice?" I shook my head no. I wasn't going to tell her about last night. I knew I would loose her for sure.
"No, I mean I might of jacked off to him but-" She cut me off.
"Sasu-chan I love you but I don't wanna think about you wacking off to my boyfriend." She smiled as she said this an I felt alittle more at ease.
"So what happens now Hina?" I asked as our food arrived at the table.
She took a moment to answer me as she was eating her food. "Well, I need him for thanksgiving dinner. You think you could handle that. By than I should have decided what I am going to do." I nodded slowly. "Any other questions?"
"Where does this leave us? I mean I betrayed your trust in the worst possible way!" I said slightly yelling.
"Patient Sasu." She said and I just let it go and finished eating going to happen between us. I mean, I want her boyfriend and she is my best friend; Well hopefully after this we can still remain friends.
"Do you want me to bring your bill sir." The waiter spoke softly. I looked to Hinata to see if she wanted desert but she just shock her head no. We paid for our half of the bill and we left. I decided to walk her to her car to see if she would say anything else to me about the whole naruto situation.
"You know it was nice. Talking and eating. Like old times, Wasn't it?" Hinata said as we walked closer to her car. "We should do it again soon." She said with a small smile.
"Really? So are you saying we are still friends?" I had to ask. He question confused me to no end.
"I saw this coming" My eyes widened alittle as I turned to look at her. "When you guys first met there was a connection between the two of you, but I guess maybe I was just I denial, not wanting to see what was so plainly in front of my face. At first I thought it was just a friendship, but than I noticed how the both of you wanted to always be around the other. As well as how you would look at Naruto like nothing else in the world mattered to you." I blushed as she said this but I didn't open my mouth to defend myself, why should I? It isn't as if I am denying that I like naruto. "I wish you had said something to me. We are best friends After all, Nothing should ever come between us. Not even one as amazing as Naruto." I couldn't agree more so I just nodded.
We were suddenly standing in front of her car. Just as I was getting ready to head to my car she gestured for me to open the passenger door. I buckled up as she started the car and drove to mine. "i know I have a lot of explaining to do, but let me just start off by clarifying I wasn't planing for anything to go nearly as far as they did. It just kind of happened. I tried to make my feelings for Naruto go away I honestly did, but in the end I just fell, And hard might I add, I'm in love with him." I whispered the last part.
"Wow" was what I heard before I heard kissing sounds. I tried to glare at her and all she did was laugh at me. "Come on, This is rare for me. Don't get mad."
"What's rare?" I knew I shouldn't have asked that question but I couldn't help myself, They did say that curiosity killed the cat.
"Seeing you so head over." I blushed again. "But I should have assumed something after the display at Ino's house."
Wow was it make Sasuke blush day or something? "I-i was drunk" I whispered before she hit my arm lightly. I don't know why I try to justify my actions, Especially now that she knows I want her boyfriend all to myself.
"I've known you since you started potty training. I know when you have been drinking. And my good friend you were not drinking that night" She looked at her phone and a look of shock was written on her face. "i should get going, TenTen is waiting on me." I looked up into kind lavender eyes. "Don't mention a word of this to Naruto." Before I could open my mouth to ask why she had continued talking. "He is after all still my boyfriend, At least until I decide other wise." My jaw almost dropped to the floor when she said this. I stepped out of the car ready to head home. As soon as I close the door I hear her yell. "See you soon!" As she sped off.
Wow so tonight didn't go as I expected. I pressed the button on my key chain to open my car and I hopped in and started the car. I couldn't have naruto, hell I wasn't even allowed to tell him what happened tonight. Now I just needed to let the chips fall where they may. I need a cigarette. Ugh Fuck my life. What else could happen?
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