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"Fin…my office…NOW!" Olivia walked into the precinct the next day, her first day back, and it was obvious she wasn't in a good mood.

Amanda looked at Fin, "What'd you do to her?" she asked with a snicker.

"You don't want to know," Fin shook his head. He knew Olivia would be angry with him for telling Elliot she was pregnant, but he'd hoped things had turned out well. Obviously, they hadn't.

"She's been bitchy for weeks," Amanda sighed. "You can't get on her good side nowadays."

"She's pregnant," Fin reminded her. "Give her a break."

"She doesn't want anyone to know she's pregnant," Amanda reminded him. "But we're supposed to give her break when she's biting everyone's heads off?"

"She is dealing with a lot. Try to remember you don't know everything about her. This isn't an easy time for her," Fin stood up and walked toward the office, knocking softly on the door and then opening it. "You wanted to see me?" he asked.

Olivia looked at him, her anger apparent on her face, "Who the hell do you think you are?" she asked. "What made you think it was your place to tell Elliot about my baby? I thought I could trust you…"

"You can trust me," he sat down and looked in her eyes. He could tell she was more hurt than angry, and he also knew it wasn't because of what he did. It was because of how Elliot had reacted. "I only told him because I thought you needed his support. What happened? He didn't take it well, I assume?"

She shook her head, "He stayed with me all weekend. He was fine…" she brushed away a tear that was sliding down her cheek.

"Then why are you crying?" he asked. "Do I need to go knock Stabler on his ass? Because I will."

She couldn't help but laugh, "No…he really is trying to do the right thing. But he doesn't want a baby…he doesn't want to be a dad again. Did you know Kathleen killed herself?"

"No," he shook his head. "That's terrible."

"Elliot blames himself," she told him. "And he's so emotionally torn up over it…I don't think he's ever going to be able to devote himself to this baby…not while he's beating himself up over Kathleen," she cried. "And we thought I was having a miscarriage Friday night…it was so scary…but he took me to the hospital and he was so strong for me…he is really trying to be a good father, despite everything."

"What happened Friday?" he asked. "Are you okay?"

She nodded, "I'm fine..the baby's fine. It was just some bleeding…but it stopped and the baby was okay. We watched him wiggling around on the ultrasound." She smiled, "Elliot seemed genuinely happy when he saw the baby."

"I'm sure he was happy," Fin said genuinely. "I know he loves you…he always has. He's just not good with emotions. You know that…and with everything that happened with Kathleen…you know he hasn't dealt with that. Having another child after you've lost one…it isn't easy."

"I know…" she sighed. "I want to help him, but he shuts me out of that part of his life. He wouldn't even talk to me about it. And I'm scared too, Fin. I need him to help me through this. Why is my life so screwed up?"

"Because…that's how life works," Fin forced a smile. "You're gonna get through this, and I'll bet Stabler will be holding your hand while you're screaming obscenities at him and pushing that kid out. Wait and see."

She laughed, "Gee, thanks." She nodded, "I hope you're right. I want him there…I really do."

"Hey, Liv," Nick Amaro peered around the door. "I'm sorry to interrupt…but we've got a problem. Missing four year old…the parents are frantic. They said she wasn't in her bed this morning."

"Oh God," Olivia shook her head. "Let's go…"

"You sure you want to go out on this one?" Nick asked, knowing she hadn't been going out on many cases lately. "Do you feel up to it?"

"Yeah," she nodded and stood up from the desk. "Let's go."