((Thanks for bearing with me, some stuff's been going on, so don't think I forgot about this. I hate to leave you hanging, also I know it's a little sad and I don't really know why i didn't mean it to be it's just the life that the piece has taken on as I write it. I'm going to try and make it more up lifting as we go. ))
J is for Jealousy
Pt2.
'It must be nice to go on a date with Naru." I see her pull him closer from my perch on the window. It feels like my heart's breaking. It hurts to breath. I wonder if they are dating or if it's just two colleagues going out?
Who am I kidding. He took that case today at her asking him to. Not for me. He did it for her.
It still stings though. I guess I can see why he'd prefer her. She's a famous medium, she's got money, fame and beauty. I'm just Mai.
Clumsy, boring, dumb Mai.
Still though, I think about that single smile in the sewer and the way he was going to protect me and my heart beats wildly in my chest. I love him so much. I wish..
I wish he loved me. I wish he'd smile more, like in my dreams..
'Aww, Monk, you're so sweet.' I must have looked pretty pathetic. I don't want anyone's pity..
Still though, it might be nice to get out and try and forget out him being out with her..