((thanks for waiting, I'm working on all my stuff, but I have two little boys, work and the holidays. So hang in and I will try not to disappoint OH YOU'RE WARNED THIS CHAPTER IS FOR NO ONE UNDER 18! I've upped the story rating because of this chapter. You have been warned))
R is for Release
((last warning, don't go forward and flame the subject matter chosen here. I'm not sure if this is considered lemon, or lime or what-please help me categorize it for sake of warning people. Funny how R started as something else and turned into this. LOL Please let me know if you like it, if you want more like it or if you prefer the fluff or the angsty stuff. I do try my hardest to please you all. ))
Her lips on mine,
Soft skin,
stolen kisses,
hands fumbling,
Blushing-that beautiful blush she has,
Bare bodies,
The feel over her mouth,
The touch of her hand,
The salty taste of her skin.
The way she looks beneath me,
her hair curled around her face,
and her creamy skin.
I imagine all those things.
It's her hand on me, not my own.
Her lips wrapped around me..
The image is too much to even dream of.
I imagine how her long legs would feel wrapped around me,
and what it would be like if she was laid about before me.
I bet she'd taste like heaven,
And it would be rapture to be inside,
I'm close now to my release,
I can feel it building.
Would she moan my name?
Scream it,
or just call for God?
What name do I want her to call?
'Oliver..' I want her to call me Oliver.
Naru if she must.
When I finally reach my release and feel the pleasure wash over me I whisper the only word that comes to mind,
The name that is a brand on my heart,
and sears in my blood.
It's my promise,
and my curse,
I want her here in bed with me,
I'd love to lay and enjoy her afterglow,
and I imagine how she'd look flush with the orgasm i gave her.
I love her.
"Mai.."
It's her name on my lips.
He doesn't know the things he does to me,
The way his eyes can make me feel,
How I'm sitting here in my tub,
and all I can do,
Is imagine the sound of his voice.
My body involuntarily tightens,
and I remember how it felt to be close him.
How strong he felt when he held me close,
How warm,
The scent of his cologne when he held me
The way my body fit so perfectly,
and the way he curved around me.
I can't help but dream..
and wish.
His mouth on my small breasts.
Would they be enough to satisfy him?
How would it feel if I wrapped my legs around him.
If he were inside of me.
It's not my fingers but his.
I sink keeper in the water,
as if to hide beneath the bubbles and warmth.
His teeth around my nipple.
I wonder how he would taste.
I gasp as i feel how tight I am at the thought.
I can't help but my bottom lip,
I close my eyes and lean back my head and enjoy the feelings and thoughts.
I'm in the tub,
but getting wetter,
and dirtier.
How many times have I wished for his lips on mine,
His hands on my body..
One finger at first.
It's his in my mind.
I moan imagining how it'd feel to have Naru kissing me.
I close my eyes.
A second finger.
He's above me, positioned at my entrance.
I'm aching for him to fill me.
In my fantasy,
He stops just before and looks at me.
"I love You."
He says.
That's my fantasy.
He asks if it's ok and he slowly enters me after I nod.
I can feel the most amazingly pleasurable pain as I'm stretched out for the first time.
My own fingers are nothing compared to him.
He closes his eyes in pleasure.
It's our first time.
Not just together.
He'll kiss away any tears and fill me in the most delicious way possible.
I ache just imagining how good he'd feel.
My fingers are coated now.
I'm so tight,
so wet,
At just the thought of him,
My imaginary lover.
The man in my dreams.
I'm trying to find my rapture.
He'll plunge into me after that and moan my time.
"Naru!" I can't help but call out in the darkness.
No one will ever know.
As I find my release I can't help but say his name over and over again.
Naru. My Naru. The name I gave him.
He's mine.
I love him.
It's written on my heart.