((I think i'm going to start at a again when this is all over because I like doing it so much. Thanks for following and I'm gla you enjoy it. ))
X is for Xanax
Which is what I'm going to need if she runs off headlong into danger again.
I mean really, who does that?
Mai does. My Mai does.
Without even a thought to her own safety.
My nerves are shot.
I shake with fear.
I've taken a roof to the back to keep her safe.
My heart just can't take it anymore.
I might handcuff her to me during cases..
Handcuff her to me..
now that could be very...interesting.
I wonder if Lin would let me get away with it.
She'd have to sleep in my bed with me,
of course. It's the only way I can protect her from spirits and bad dreams.
I can just imagine her,
Held to my chest.
Her body so warm against mine.
The smell of her hair in my nose.
The feel of her skin beneath my fingers.
I have got to stop this train of thought,
no good can come of it.
Still though..
a man can dream.
Maybe I don't need medication for my nerves after all.
Maybe I just need Her..