11/28/13
Dear Jack,
Do you have any idea how many people are mad that there is snow on thanksgiving?! I mean i'm not mad, I'm very excited matter of fact! Just came back from sledding and I started thinking of you. I'm sure you would've loved being there with me. Although in the end, I ended up running into a bush full of thorns so I had to go home but still it was the most fun I have had since winter ended last year. Right now i'm sitting at my window drinking hot chocolate (and recovering from my sledding incident) replaying in my head the snow falling from earlier. It was so beautiful that I know you are the one who must have created it. Oh and by the way, I really do you know you're watching me. I can feel the way the wind wraps around me. It's inviting and protective just like you. But it's also moments when that happens where I am the most afraid. What if you are really there but I don't fully believe in you anymore like I used to. I know it's only been a year but a lot has happend. (and i mean a lot) There is more and more steadily increasing pressure to grow up but I don't want to! I want to stay exactly the way I am and believe in anything I want! You have to come back for me, Jack. Before it's too late...
love, your snow bunny
P.s My cousin is expecting a trip from the tooth fairy tonight. Think I can sneak a peek of her?