p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="6d8b2539fbbb53fd87a1243bd74de1b6"span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold;"~Aiden~/span/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="2c23e82111be44c71f05a6830006d74f"I'm on my way to Kiara with a sandwich and a glass of water. But when I hear voices coming from her (and now Stiles and Derek's) room I stop. She's telling them about the night she got bit./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="f3eff828623bca97271d5c6888c54603"I push open the heavy door once she's stopped talking and Stiles has made it clear that they're friends. When I walk in their heads turns to me. Stiles and Derek glares at me while Kiara doesn't show any emotions at all. I hate when she just sit on the floor, emotionless. I want her to feel something. I em style="box-sizing: border-box;"need/em her to feel something. Anger, happiness, sadness or maybe even regret when she sees my face./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="714e797025a55e6b0e4a0fb86b5af67a" /p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="441cd2c213d637587541e6462312291f""Why are you really here?" she asks right as I'm about to leave the room. I turn around to her again. She's glaring at me./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="d6ad412125f1f5d469392e4665e43a10""Just checking up on you. How are you?" I ask her. em style="box-sizing: border-box;"Really Aiden, really?/em Why the hell did I ask her that?/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="fd28fa46e51d32fdcf8be80b3f7acb6b" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="84c9ab7fff3f07a8d924a3888c2c9ae5""em style="box-sizing: border-box;"How are you/em? How the hell do you think I am? Do you Think I'm okay? Or maybe you think I'm happy, because you are here to brighten my day? You have no fucking right to ask me that question. Not you" she yells./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="931399f0a3b6c2440ae21d18f2fea804" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="d10099a94170851c483b4182fcd9de06"I smile. This is the best reaction I've gotten from her for four years. She didn't try to kill me (this she tries about once or twice every other month), she didn't cry, she just yelled. So yes, I am smiling./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="c7be9ab146d04d6b9a695847db6fd4e8" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="fc5569192e25e258e18a52a6605c36fe""What the hell are you doing?! Are you em style="box-sizing: border-box;"smiling?!/em What is wrong with you?" Stiles yells. I look at him, kinda shocked. I forgot he and Derek are here./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="391ebf420f14a30510c1762756cc906d" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="567216f183949a16dd9fbf1ead846e13"But I am Aiden. I am an alpha. I cannot show myself weak. Not in front of them. I shift and take a step towards Stiles. Within a second Kiara is on her feet in her werewolf form and steps in between me and Stiles./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="0b33bce0ff90b5f124c17db49cea55f4" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="463089cbe312512a3184a0110df7cae4""Don't. Move. A muscle. Or I'm gonna rip your throat out, with my teeth" She says. I shift back and she does the same. She can be badass when she wants to. And to be honest, she scares the living shit out of me./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="9b9d857e00066da25df6f924992546cf" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="77be292bb619a170a37b23d571e66c70""I'm sorry" I whisper and leave. Dammit Aiden, now you got her pissed again./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="aba90e3a4c7ecd6343b4803b4bf6c2a7" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="12beef8f3d2290fbf673cc5bcca230e8"Let's make this very clear: I hate myself for what I did to Kiara. I should of let her die, instead of living in this hell. But I guess I was selfish, hell I em style="box-sizing: border-box;"am/em selfish. I admit that. If I had to relive that night, I would still choose to give her the bite. I am that selfish. I couldn't stand the idea of losing her that night. But I did. I lost her. I gave her a fate worse than death. Now both she and I have to live with that./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="c4bcc0214e047b30e516baf19c3309dc"span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold;"~Stiles~/span/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="66c654789e381e1137d3189017b76d7b""Don't. Move. A muscle. Or I'm gonna rip you throat out, with my teeth" Kiara threatens. I almost laugh. She's like the female version of Derek. I open my mouth to laugh, but close it again when I remember I was almost killed by a werewolf a couple of seconds ago./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="f4f897d6753d9c5f389d571e9470b574""I'm sorry" Aiden says. For a second I can't move nor talk. Aiden the evil Alpha werewolf twin just apologized?! What the frack/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="e4a6df1cd1e16821ae7c037b9f6797b2" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="092bde36f4753b57395a015b56b13c07"He turns around and walks out of the room. Okay it's not exactly a room it's more like a cell. An ugly cell. Not like the cells in Orange Is the New Black. Not that I watch that. em style="box-sizing: border-box;"Okay, Stilinski, focus./em/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="ed95fcac35226d55b9132a1d4b5b60e7" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="15799aa3a6b3e1bcda0224a5abb170e9""Stiles what the hell did you say that for?!" Derek and Kiara yells at the same time and looks at me. They're both angry. God dammit./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="7ec7d1d5afe288b795d1efd26fd22bb4""You could've gotten yourself killed" Derek mutters./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="a9f5d96f2e7644ad342c2b5fa8ba0be4""First of all; I was defending you Kiara. Second of all; why do you care Derek?" I ask. Derek sighs./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="7cdf3811d5ea4f53a93a3a5ece5829e8" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="398fbcb7bf72dca84ff5eec8e4a224aa""Well you're kinda my friend so don't yell at werewolves. Scott would kill me and honesty I wouldn't want you to die" he says. I nod, but it takes a second for me to register what he just said./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="1a01fde562a45e76d46d6a58fb48b8b4" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="31042d9cacf4c3024c3db6a662c63ece"What does that even mean? Are we friends? Did he only say that because we're probably gonna die in here or did he really mean it? God I sound like an insecure teenage girl talking to her crush. Not that I like Derek. I don't have a crush on Derek. Absolutely not. Derek is just very scary and while talking to him I admit that I'm terrified I will say something wrong. Does that mean I have a crush on him? Jesus Christ I'm an emotionally unstable teenage girl./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="e239c20f968e176c79bf1d7adf4c88de""t-thanks" I stutter and mentally slap myself. Derek Hale, also known as Sourwolf, just said we were friends and I say thanks?! Wow I'm awkward./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="b9fdf3b1dd6330e528e412a146afb07c""I'm going to uh... Sleep for a few hours or something" I say and lay down. Awkward situation over. I hope./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="5a62894d350215ba6e9d5834e37d13e6"span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold;"~Derek P.O.V~/span/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="ca43e4f80816333c57350f5f6d75f694"Stiles and Kiara are sleeping and I'm bored. Really freaking bored./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="63e9273b6592584579c77816f89aa8e2"I'm interrupted in my boredom as I hear Kiara sob quietly./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="bd0bb900150a610aad7b4588e6652df0""Hey, what's wrong?" I ask her. She shoot up and turn to me./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="a2b2aa08bc029d712d732e88e7887b93""I didn't know you were awake" she whisper, careful not to wake Stiles./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="febbb904498e0d35723913fbfc3a26e3""Well I was. Now tell me, what's wrong?"/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="752a85e8d87bd24900835fef3df4692d""Every time I see him my heart breaks all over again. I remember all the fun I had with him, I remember how much I cared about him. I once loved him like he was my other half, and when you love someone that much it hurts when they... When they turn you into a werewolf, though I'm pretty sure that's not very common." I chuckle and she smiles./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="57bf88c7d133e475b584fa0e68cb32ca""I have known Ethan since I was ten years old, which means I have known Aiden that long too. And it just hurts so damn much that he would do this to me. I haven't seen Ethan since that night. He never comes here. We were best friends for seven years and he hasn't come to see me in four freaking years! I loved them both, and now we're just strangers with memories" she whispers and a couple of tears streams down her face. I scoot closer to her and put my arms around her. She puts her head on my chest and I kiss her head./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="b54f4fc4267a9b4b5e3f21c453b0519f""It's okay. You're gonna be okay. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna get the life you've always wanted and you will be happy. You will be happy and you will be okay. Do you hear me, Kiara? You're gonna be okay" I tell her. She nods and looks up at me, a small smile on her face. She always smiles like that, but something is different this time. Her smile is pure and real. She looks happier. I want her to always look like that. I want her to be happy./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="203c80a5ca98de926fd5815acb10c55d""If it makes you feel better, I was betrayed too" I say. I don't know why, but I want to tell her. I want her to know that she's not alone./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="0a15071ece7cc2ba75a9ef36f906fbb6""When I was in High School, I fell in love with a girl named Kate. Kate Argent. I loved her, and I thought that she loved me too. But one day when I was at school with my sister Laura, she set my house on fire. Turns out she and her whole family were hunters. My whole family except my uncle died in the fire" I tell her. She gasps and hug me./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="60fc99883bc61f9eed4fb3b5f1d70899""Oh my god. I've been complaining about what Aiden did to me but what that bitch did to you and your family is just... Gaaargh I don't even know what it is. It's just horrible" she says into my shoulder./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="f39a372939cb2ab64643686dcfd188aa" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="92a6f2a38a1a8fc212fd2da09075c78b"I smile. It feels good to hold her. It feels right. I don't want to let her go, and apparently she doesn't either. She stays in my arms until we both fall asleep./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="2c23e82111be44c71f05a6830006d74f"I'm on my way to Kiara with a sandwich and a glass of water. But when I hear voices coming from her (and now Stiles and Derek's) room I stop. She's telling them about the night she got bit./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="f3eff828623bca97271d5c6888c54603"I push open the heavy door once she's stopped talking and Stiles has made it clear that they're friends. When I walk in their heads turns to me. Stiles and Derek glares at me while Kiara doesn't show any emotions at all. I hate when she just sit on the floor, emotionless. I want her to feel something. I em style="box-sizing: border-box;"need/em her to feel something. Anger, happiness, sadness or maybe even regret when she sees my face./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="441cd2c213d637587541e6462312291f""Why are you really here?" she asks right as I'm about to leave the room. I turn around to her again. She's glaring at me./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="931399f0a3b6c2440ae21d18f2fea804" /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="d10099a94170851c483b4182fcd9de06"I smile. This is the best reaction I've gotten from her for four years. She didn't try to kill me (this she tries about once or twice every other month), she didn't cry, she just yelled. So yes, I am smiling./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="567216f183949a16dd9fbf1ead846e13"But I am Aiden. I am an alpha. I cannot show myself weak. Not in front of them. I shift and take a step towards Stiles. Within a second Kiara is on her feet in her werewolf form and steps in between me and Stiles./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="463089cbe312512a3184a0110df7cae4""Don't. Move. A muscle. Or I'm gonna rip your throat out, with my teeth" She says. I shift back and she does the same. She can be badass when she wants to. And to be honest, she scares the living shit out of me./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="77be292bb619a170a37b23d571e66c70""I'm sorry" I whisper and leave. Dammit Aiden, now you got her pissed again./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="12beef8f3d2290fbf673cc5bcca230e8"Let's make this very clear: I hate myself for what I did to Kiara. I should of let her die, instead of living in this hell. But I guess I was selfish, hell I em style="box-sizing: border-box;"am/em selfish. I admit that. If I had to relive that night, I would still choose to give her the bite. I am that selfish. I couldn't stand the idea of losing her that night. But I did. I lost her. I gave her a fate worse than death. Now both she and I have to live with that./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="c4bcc0214e047b30e516baf19c3309dc"span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold;"~Stiles~/span/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="f4f897d6753d9c5f389d571e9470b574""I'm sorry" Aiden says. For a second I can't move nor talk. Aiden the evil Alpha werewolf twin just apologized?! What the frack/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="092bde36f4753b57395a015b56b13c07"He turns around and walks out of the room. Okay it's not exactly a room it's more like a cell. An ugly cell. Not like the cells in Orange Is the New Black. Not that I watch that. em style="box-sizing: border-box;"Okay, Stilinski, focus./em/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="57bf88c7d133e475b584fa0e68cb32ca""I have known Ethan since I was ten years old, which means I have known Aiden that long too. And it just hurts so damn much that he would do this to me. I haven't seen Ethan since that night. He never comes here. We were best friends for seven years and he hasn't come to see me in four freaking years! I loved them both, and now we're just strangers with memories" she whispers and a couple of tears streams down her face. I scoot closer to her and put my arms around her. She puts her head on my chest and I kiss her head./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="b54f4fc4267a9b4b5e3f21c453b0519f""It's okay. You're gonna be okay. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna get the life you've always wanted and you will be happy. You will be happy and you will be okay. Do you hear me, Kiara? You're gonna be okay" I tell her. She nods and looks up at me, a small smile on her face. She always smiles like that, but something is different this time. Her smile is pure and real. She looks happier. I want her to always look like that. I want her to be happy./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="0a15071ece7cc2ba75a9ef36f906fbb6""When I was in High School, I fell in love with a girl named Kate. Kate Argent. I loved her, and I thought that she loved me too. But one day when I was at school with my sister Laura, she set my house on fire. Turns out she and her whole family were hunters. My whole family except my uncle died in the fire" I tell her. She gasps and hug me./p
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