I've always admired his face. And his heart and his body. I love everything about him at every moment of the day but when he's sleeping and there is nothing planned for our day an di get to watch him sleep, he seems even better. Like I can see every single feature on his perfect face, and it makes it ten times better for me. Right now, with the rain falling down hard and the thunder booming every now and then, I feel like nothing could go without lives. He looks so cute, all snuggled up under the blankets, pulled up right under his chin. He's facing me, and probably thinks he's still lying on my arm but I've been up for a while. I woke up because of the rain and couldn't go back to sleep so I went down to my little make shift gym and worked out for an hour. When I got back upstairs to check on him, he was still asleep in his same spot. SO I took a shower. Again he was still in the same spot so I decided to get back in bed with him in just my boxers and he still hadn't woken up. Well I wanted more. I needed more. I wanted to hear his voice and see his wonderful smile. I reached up slowly and ran my fingers through his hair forcing his eyes to flutter open. He groaned hearing a loud boom and pulled the blanket it up all the way covering his head. I only smiled feeling my heart flutter. "Could you be any cuter?" Another small groan left his mouth and he pushed into me rolling into the blanket to make a small full Logan burrito.
"Is it raining?" I nodded pulling the blanket off his head and rolled over top of him hovering over him and kissing the back of his head. He stretched out, and mewed underneath me yawning. When he opened his eyes again he raised his head and pushed himself up onto his elbows. I sat down on his butt and pushed the blanket off his back exposing his bare back to me. I leaned down quick and started placing soft little pecks here and there. "Do we have any plans today?"
"Carlos is dragging Kendall to look at houses today. I think we should go with them. Convince them to get the first house that allows them to move in tomorrow." He raised his butt making me bounce a little and I smiled. "Sorry I want our house back. I want to be able to fuck you everywhere in here again."
"You're such a perv."
"And you're the cutest damn thing in the world." With surprising strength he managed to get me off him and was over top of me straddling my waist. I wasn't complaining. He set his palms on each of my pecks and yawned glancing out our window at the rain. I set my hand son his hips covered in his sweats, which were mine, and smiled. "You know…I behaved myself last night but you got too drunk to give me a treat so…" I raised an eyebrow and he smiled looking back down at me. "You just can't be that loud…we still have guests." He nodded leaning down to me and set a hand on my face kissing me softly. I shoved my hands into the back of his sweats and rubbed my hands over his bare butt. I loved when he slept commando.
I sat up holding him still, letting him kiss into my mouth still and started to push off his sweats. When he got the hint I wanted him naked he pushed back and fell onto his back in-between my legs. He continued pushing off his sweats while I got up on my knees and pushed off my boxers. He kicked off his sweats, cheeks already flushed seeing my erect cock. I shoved his legs up and open and got between them wetting tow of my fingers in my mouth. "James…I need to tell you something…" I put my fingers down by his hole and raised my eyebrows shoving them inside. He groaned and arched his back closing his eyes. He turned his head to the side giving em access to his creamy white neck. I bent down and kissed over it, opening him up for my dick. I don't have an ego or anything but I'm pretty big and no matter how many times we have sex, he never gets used to me. "I need to tell you…last night…" He was already panting like a dog while trying to tell me something but I was way too damn horny to hear anything other than him telling me he wanted me balls deep inside him.
"Loges…it can wait…" I took my fingers out and quickly spit in my other hand rubbing my dick. He looked up at me with full brown eyes, biting his bottom lip. He grabbed the blanket underneath him and prepared himself for my intrusion. And like usual, I didn't tell him I was going to enter him so hard or fast. I pushed inside him completely making him yell out and sit up on his elbows. His mouth went onto my shoulder and he bit down to stifle his yell. I gritted my own teeth hating how mean he got when we boned and squeezed my eyes shut. "You alright?" I stated to pull out slowly putting my hands outside his body by his ribs. He laid back down and nodded smiling.
"Yeah…don't hold back baby." I smirked and snapped back into him shaking my head.
"You're a cocky son of a bitch you know that?"
"Speaking of…" I looked down in time to see him grab a hold of himself and tug on his semi hard cock. I groaned in my throat and bit my bottom lip. "I love you my handsome man." I closed my eyes nodding swallowing hard.
We finished up after having a nice and slow love making session. I hit into him hard and he grinding back onto my dick with fiery passion. We kept eye contact locked and when we came, we came together and he again bit onto my shoulder to not be too loud. I pulled out of him and fell onto my back next to him breathing hard. I wiped my forehead and looked up at our white ceiling smiling to myself like an idiot. "You are so good…like I don't think I could ever want anyone else." I laughed and looked over at him grabbing his hand closest to me.
"So…what did you want to tell me about last night?" He turned to me quick and sat up shaking his head.
"Oh uhm nothing…I just want to thank you for looking out for me and going with me." I sat up and rubbed up his spine feeling every bone. I kissed onto his shoulder and shrugged.
"That's why I'm here handsome man." He nodded back to me and quickly got out of bed, whole body red from embarrassment. He is so modest about his body. Even with me, after us being together for years he isn't comfortable in front of me and I could never understand why.
While he showered I changed and went down stairs hearing talking. Kendall and Carlos were on the couch looking at one of their open laptops. Carlos had his legs on Kendall's and was hugging around one of his arms like a little child clinging to his mother. I walked in the kitchen and cheered on the inside seeing a fresh pot of coffee. I grabbed a mug and yawned pouring some in. "SO we have four houses to look at today. You and Loges want to come?" I nodded hearing grumping from Kendall and walked to the fridge grabbing the milk. "And the sooner we find a house the faster we can be out of here and won't have to listen to you and Logan bang on a rainy Sunday morning." I turned quick and saw Carlos smiling wide at me as he climbed to sit on Kendall's lap. Kendall was now leaning back on the couch with his hood on and rubbed his face. "I lied and told Kendall I woke up from the thunder but I heard Logan scream and then heard your bed squeak. You guys go hard."
"Carlos!" Kendall shot up and covered his mouth laughing softly. "Jesus Christ we need our own place." I leaned against the counter smiling holding my coffee.
"SO have you heard from your manager? DO I have juicy news for my show on Monday?" He laughed but nodded and I got all giddy. I loved having a professional athlete for my best friend.
"I have a meeting on Monday with the Kings. I told him I'm bringing you along and he thinks it will be great for my publicity, so I would like to get a house before then. Where the hell is Logan?"
"Don't be a jerk…I'm right here. But I can't find my phone." I watched Logan walk to the couch and start to check the cushions while Kendall and Carlos sat on it still. He groaned and pushed Carlos off Kendall's lap making him jump up and tackle Logan to the couch. Carlos jumped up quick and ran out to me, all smiles.
We turned the house upside down looking for Logan's phone but it wasn't coming up. After calling it over and over he gave up and said it must be at the office. He said he would get it on Monday morning but he looked uneasy. While Kendall took a quick shower and Carlos called a realtor open on Sunday I sat on the couch with Logan watching him. He looked like something serious was bothering him, and I knew it wasn't about his phone. Something maybe had happened and he hadn't told me and it was slowly eating away at him. There was nothing on the TV hanging on our wall so I knew he wasn't distracted by moving pictures but something was on his mind. And the longer I looked at him the more concerned I got. I heard Carlos and Kendall come down stairs and say they were ready but I suddenly didn't want to go. "Actually if you guys wouldn't mind I kind of don't want to go out today. But you guys can take my truck." I gracefully tossed my keys to Kendall who caught them just as gracefully and smile big wrapping around Carlos.
"And Logan?" We all turned down to him and he smiled standing up.
"Yeah I think I'll stay too." They both shrugged, said their goodbyes. Kendall cashed Carlos out of the house pinching his butt making him squeal with approval. I slowly sat myself back down hearing the front door close and pulled Logan with me. We locked eyes for only a second before he turned away.
"Okay…what's going on? Is everything alright?" He laughed nervously sitting back and pulling his legs up to his chest hugging around them.
"Yes…I'm just…there's a lot on my mind." I nodded and scooted into him putting an arm on the back of the couch behind him.
"Like?" He sighed out and picked at the denim on his knee of his loose fitting jeans. I frowned and leaned in putting the bottom of his ear lobe between my teeth. I tugged gently making him sigh and push me away.
"Like…my best friend has a heart condition, he's moving out to L.A., I don't know if I sent out the mass email about the system update happening on Friday, My boss creped me out last night, I don't know if Carlos has any idea about how hard it is to buy a house…my parents want to come into town to see us and…"
"Wait a minute." He stopped quick and swallowed hard staring at me with big brown chocolate eyes. "You're boss creped you out last night? What did he do? You barely saw him all night?" He sat up quick crossing his legs Indiana style and grabbed my hands.
"Don't get mad at me alright…I didn't do anything and I didn't want him to do anything. But when we got in his office I sat down at his desk and started to open up his e-mail when he came up behind me and set a hand on my shoulder. Then he ran a hand through my hair and told me he didn't like seeing me with you in my office because he got attached to me during the week I guess and he told me it was rule to not have partners in the office and he bent down and got really close to me and asked me if I understood and…"
"Logan!" He stopped quick and looked seconds away from bursting into tears. "Is this what you wanted to tell me this morning?" He nodded quickly bowing his head down and I sighed out feeling my temper rising. "Is that why he made you work for an hour during a party?" he nodded again and I reached up grabbing his face and made him look right up into my eyes. Tears were on the verge of coming out of his perfect eyes and it killed me.
"I wasn't going to say anything, especially to you because I didn't want you to hate me but I couldn't take it anymore James. He creped me out and I don't know if what he did was because he was drunk or what." I forced out a painful smile and shook my head rubbing under his eyes. "Are you mad?"
"Yes but not at you." I pushed myself up and walked towards the front door. Logan was right behind me tugging on my arm.
"What are you doing?" He got in front of me as I bent down and pulled on some shoes. "James…it's not a bgi deal."
"It is and all I'm going to do is have a chat with good old Louis."
"No you're not! Please James, it's not a problem!" I straightened up and stared down at him in disbelief. "This is why I didn't want to tell you! You over react to everything! And I don't want to lose my job because you put my boss in the hospital."
"I just want to have a talk with him Logan. Just talk." He frowned and crossed his arms over his chest. "And why was it so hard to tell me something like that? I'm your boyfriend right? I'm the one who takes care of you, and protects you."
"Yeah from muggers and assholes who call me fag. Not my boss!" He shot back at me with venom but it barely fazed me. "Beside! He had a point! We shouldn't have been doing that in my office at a party. It's unprofessional!"
"You're unbelievable Logan! I'm going to go talk to Louis and tell him to keep his God damn hands to himself! And make sure he doesn't try to pull some bullshit on you like he did his last assistant!" His face twisted to confusion and I grinned. "Oh Louie didn't tell you?! The last guy who worked under him left his boyfriend to be with Louis because Louis promised him the moon and back as long as he sucked his dick for him! He's going to offer you the world Logan and because he's good looking and has power, you're going to fall for it! He only hired you because you're cute with a good ass! You're too naïve Logan and he knows it!" His mouth parted slightly and I shook my head trying to calm myself down. It wasn't my favorite thing to yell in his face. "If this wasn't a big deal for you, you wouldn't have said anything. If it didn't creep you out, you wouldn't have told me."
"You're an asshole! I'm not naïve! I got that job because I was qualified! And if that's all you think I'm good for…a cute face and a nice ass then you are worse than him!" He stomped past me fists clenched down at his sides and rushed to the stairs. "I can't talk to you right now! And good luck trying to find him! It's Sunday and the office is closed!" The realization hit me hard and I deflated kicking my shoes off. He was half way up the stairs when he turned to me mouth hanging wide open. "How did you know about his last assistant?" I put my hand son my hips and walked to the bottom of the stairs.
"I ran into him at the café Kendall Carlos and I ate at on Monday. That asshole fired him when he didn't want to put out anymore and actually wanted to go somewhere in the company. That guy is now working at as a waiter. Do you think it's going to be different for you Logan?"
"You're wrong James. He's not a bad guy!"
"Says the guy who just told me he was creped out by him!" He crossed his arms over his chest again and looked down shaking his head. "Monday morning, I'm going to work with you and I will tell Louis his boundaries and if he has a problem with it, you're quitting."
"You don't own me James!" I only shrugged and turned walking to the living room and sting on the couch angrily. I heard his heavy footsteps all the way up the rest of the stairs and down the hall. When the bedroom door slammed hard, making our pug who had been sleeping on the couch jump up, I sat back and closed my eyes putting my head back. This wasn't what I was expecting, but I wasn't surprised. Ever since that waiter told em about Louis, I didn't like him. And last night when the douchebag told Logan to do some work, my hatred grew. But I put on a happy face for Logan and gave him the benefit of the doubt. I noticed the way he looked at Logan and watched him. It was like the guy was in love. And for some reason, Logan was buy all his bullshit and come Monday morning he would be putty in the guy's hands. Well…not if I had anything to do with it.