(YOu guys have no idea how much what you said means to me. I'm extremely appreciative. so bare with me, but I'm extremely appreciative.
A is for Alpha
I am the Alpha. All eyes on me. All ears waiting for my command. The weight of all their expectations resting on my shoulder. I can't even tell them wh o I am.
I can't even tell her who I am.
She doesn't know what she means to me. The solace I find in a cot cup of tea. The way she looks at me and When I held her close, I was home.
The monk, The Miko, The father, the medium. ALl of them look me. Even Lin. They but all look to me. I must keep them safe. Non of them look to me as ch as Mai does. None challenge me excite or intrigue me like my perky assistant. My lovely assistant. MY assistant. Mia is mine.
One day, when I find my omega. My twin. My lost brother. My dead brother. His death had destroyed me. We were and yang. Alpha and omega.
I may have been smarter, but he was the better twin.
Mai have moved into his space so seamlessly in my heart. She just did. I realized one day that she had come to fill the hole in my heart and be something else all together.
She is my alpha. I am her beta. Everything I do. I do for her now.
I will keep my duty to my brother, but I will keep her safe with my every breath.
I cant' lost her too.