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Chapter X

"Welcome to your worst nightmare"

Beep, beep, beep, beep…faster and faster. All the time that 'beep' was flying around me. And I tried to figure it out where that sound comes from.

My head…the throbbing pain was annoying me. It's like someone was hammering inside. There were some muffled voices, sounds of rustling, of footsteps. Someone was inside my room.

Beep, beep, beep, beep – where that fucking sound comes from?! Mom turn it off!

But the sound hasn't stopped, so I made myself open my eyes. That was a hard thing to do. My lids, I felt that they weigh tons. Eventually I've managed to do it. Immediately I was hit with a wave of white, bright, sharp light, that made my eyes blinking nonstop. My eyes were moving slowly, granting me with a blurred image of the place that I resided in. From one side to the other. I saw only white, big spot, with a dark blurred shadow in the middle. After what it seemed like hours, my eyes adjusted this whiteness. Something caught the corner of my left eye.

The shadow.

It was moving slowly, closer to me. The closer it got, the more I could see. The shadow, turned out to be a person. A man.

Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep – again, this sound! It comes from my left side, I was sure of it. Moving my head slowly, trying to not add any more pain to myself, I noticed a machine with strange lines and numbers. The more I stared at the machine, the more I understood. It was a heart machine that showed the beats of my heart.

So I am in the hospital? But why?

What happened?

Did I passed out at the party last night? Maybe I shouldn't drink that much.

The shadowed man moved even closer to me, making me focusing on him.

And god damn me, he was the most handsome man I ever saw. Even more than Justin.

When I finally could keep my eyes opened for longer period, I caught details of his face. His eyes, electrifying blue color of a night ocean. They looked amazing, even if they were circled by black bags. From the corner of his eyes fell a few tears. Raven hair, a bit too long, falls down on his worried yet a bit happy face. His lips trembling, when he was murmuring something. He was definitely older than me.

But dear lord, he was looking like a fricking Angel.

'Am I dead, and you're my Angel? You're so beautiful. Heavenly beautiful' that is something that I wanted to say, but the only thing I heard was some growls. Did they come from me?

With every second I felt more. There was no pain besides the one in my head. But the rest of my body got back feeling, more or less. I could move my fingers, curling my toes. Even raise a hand an inch up.

The Angel – man ran away from my room to the hall, screaming something that I couldn't understand fully. But no longer after, some green-clothed woman came inside the room, and started to do something around my face. That made me realize that I couldn't breathe, because of something inside my throat. Panic aroused in me. Desperately, I tried to catch a breath, but I couldn't. If only I could remove the thing from my throat, whatever it is.

Finally, the green-clothed woman, I guess she's a nurse, removed a weird, long plastic tube from my throat. That thing was strangely familiar to me, I must have seen it before, though I didn't have a tiny idea where.

"I'm gonna get the doctor" the woman said and left me alone with the Angel- man.

I wondered who is he, because I never have seen him before. I was sure that if I'd see him before, I'd remember. The beauty of his wasn't something that I could forget.

His face was worried when he looked at me. Exhausting and happiness at the same time, was painted in his wonderful blue eyes. He smiled a little at me, the tears that rolled down his cheeks made him more beautiful than he already was. I made myself to return the smile, especially when he grabbed my hand in an endearing way.

"Magnus, oh god…you're awake…"

"Angel…" a mumbled sound came from my dry mouth, swallowing hard I tried to voice out louder. And I succeed.

"Who…who…are…y…you?"

The doctor rushed inside my room, straight to my bed. The Angel-man was looking all shocked at me. Tears were streaking down his cheeks, more than before. His blue eyes dulled with pain, and that got me thinking what happened.

Then a bright, small light was in front of my eyes.

"Mr. Bane, can you hear me?"

"Yea…"

"Please look at the light" the doctor was moving the light from one side to the other. My eyes followed immediately. We were doing it for some time, before he turned off the light. "How many fingers do you see?"

"Two" then he changed "Fo…ur"

With every next word my throat was getting dryer.

"Dr…ink" The doctor seemed to understand my growls. He placed a plastic cup to my lips, and slowly the tasteless liquid filled my hurt throat. And on the god's love, it was the most delicious drink I ever had. At least in that time. After emptied the cup, my voice became more smooth, more understandable. I could now say more.

"Do you know where are you?"

"Hos…pital. Wha…happen…?"

"You had a car accident" now that has to be a joke. How could I have a car accident, when I don't have my driving license yet?

"Don't…h…ve…driving licens…e" he and the Angel – man looked at me surprised. "Too youn…"

"Do you know your name?"

"Magnus…Bane…"

"Date of birth?"

"November…fifth…19…94. Indone..sia…"

"Names of your parents?"

"Ayanna …Roger …Bane … not …biological …dad…" speaking was becoming more and more easily with every minute. "Moved …re…1998"

"How old are you?"

"Fifteen" If I could rate the shock on the Angel-man's and doctor's face from one to ten it would be like thirty. The Angel-man had almost his mouth hung opened, and the doctor was watching me very accurately, turning from time to time to the Angel –man.

"What year is it now?"

"2010. March …sec…ond" this time it was me who looked at them confused. Why the doctor was asking me all those stupid questions? The doctor scribbled something on his papers, and once again looked at me.

"Do you feel any pain?"

"Only… head. Like … hammer … inside… nothing… more…"

"Okay…"

"Mom? Where…mom?"

"We already called her, she'll be here soon. I'll send a nurse for you" He turned to the Angel – man, and the latter's eyes saddened in one swift moment. "Mr. Lightwood I'd like to talk to you in private"

Mr. Lightwood – that was the name of the Angel-man.

But who was he? And why is he here, with me?

ALEC POV:

For a brief moment, when Magnus said 'Who are you?' I wanted to laugh. Like laugh my ass off at him. How could he joke like that? But the confused and empty look in his eyes, was telling me that it's true.

He doesn't know who am I.

In one moment my whole world crumbled down, my heart stopped, and I felt like I got straight into my worst nightmare.

'Who are you? Who are you? Who are you?' my mind couldn't stop repeating Magnus's voice, making my body shake with emotions.

The more questions the doctor asked, the more I was becoming sure of that Magnus, my beloved husband, doesn't know me, doesn't remember me.

The worst nightmare of my life.

…

"It's clearly that Mr. Bane has an amnesia" the doctor said once we, Ayanna who joined us and me, were sitting in the doctor's office. "It's…I'm sure that it's because of that brain injure that he had from the accident. Amnesia is very often symptom coming from a brain damage"

"He doesn't remember anything?" Ayanna inquired.

"No. Mr. Bane seems to remember most of things, but only until 2010"

"He doesn't remember me" it slipped out of my mind, more like a growl.

"When was the time that you and Mr. Bane met?"

"Technically, we saw each other around the end of 2009, but only in classes, and we never really talked to each other, until 2012, when we were both in Senior year. That's how we started. And we're inseparable since then" A single tear rolled down my cheek, immediately I wiped it out "And now…he…he doesn't know me…"

"I'm sincerely sorry, Mr. Lightwood, but amnesias are different for every patients. Sometimes they don't remember only what happened to them, something traumatic or so. Sometimes they don't remember anything at all. Sometimes they have some memories about themselves" the doctor was speaking "We should be glad that Mr. Bane remembers something about himself. That's a good thing"

"But what now, huh? What should I do? He's my husband for fuck's sake! And he doesn't know me!" Ayanna squeezed my hand tightly, trying to calm me down, but I couldn't. Not now, when the realization finally struck me. "Tell me doctor what should I do?!"

"You see, with brain injuries, we can't be sure, how the patient will react on the truth about himself. He can remember everything then, or he may get even worse. His brain may not stand this information and shut down again" we looked at him scared "He may get a worse brain injure, or even get into a coma again. We can't be sure how his body, his brain will act. We can't foresee it."

"So what do you suggest?" Ayanna spoke.

"For now, let's see how much Mr. Bane knows, and observe him. Maybe it's only a few days state. Maybe it's only from the coma, once he'll regain his all senses and his brain will work good again, he'll remember all, or more. Sometimes the patient even after getting memories back, doesn't remember everything. I suggest that we need to observe him"

MAGNUS POV:

The nurse helped me move my legs and arms, and finally I felt alive. After an hour I could move more on the bed. Of course I couldn't stand yet or something. My legs were still wobble, but I could bend my knees and elbows. Move my head from side to side. Move my fingers. Lift my hands, that was a bit more difficult and tiring, but with an effort I've managed to do it a few times. My speaking was becoming easier now. I could almost say a lot now, create sentences and not saying only one word at time. Finally after two hours mom came in.

"My baby. You're awake baby. I love you so much baby boy" the amount of kisses that she left on my head was countless.

"Love you mom"

"Mrs. Cartwright. The doctor would like to speak with you in his office" Mom nodded at that, and kissed my forehead once more.

Then something hit me, something that wasn't right.

Mrs. Cartwright?

"My mother's name…is Bane" I told to the nurse, she only smiled at me.

Mom wasn't back for another hour or so. From her coat I took out a phone and unlocked it.

Thank god that I knew the number by my heart. I wanted to see him and apologize for last night, though I'm not really sure what happened.

The number you're trying to contact with is not active. Please try again.

What the hell?! I repeated picking the number five times, before I gave up on it, and decided to call his home. Even though he told me not to.

After three signals a woman picked up.

"Hello?"

"Hello…Mrs. Haywire…I'm Magnus…Oliver's friend…is he…home?"

"No, I'm sorry. Do you want me to pass any message?"

"I'm in Beth Israel Hospital…can he come to visit…please?"

"I'll tell him when he gets home"

So now I was waiting for Oliver to come to the hospital, trying desperately to remember the events from previous night. The party had to be really wild if I can't remember anything from it, only small parts.

We were dancing, grinding to each other on the dance floor. Then came some drinks, kisses…I think that we went to the bedroom.

'You're so hot…I'm gonna make you scream' he said to my ear.

I remembered being on my knees in front of him.

And then one big nothing.

Oh hell no…did I pass out during having sex? How fucking lame!

Maybe that's why Oliver didn't pick a call from me. Maybe he doesn't want to have anything more to do with me? Maybe he doesn't want me anymore? Maybe…

"Magnus!" He came. I don't know if I ever felt more happy than now. Oliver, sat down next to me, with tears and uncertainty in his hazel eyes. Goodness, my boyfriend was truly beautiful, though he looks way older than in my mind. "My god, you're awake. When I heard about the accident…"

"Kiss…me" a small whisper came out from my mouth, and that shocked Oliver, I could read it from his eyes "Kiss me"

"Are you sure?" a small nod of confirmation, and soon Oliver's lips were on mine. At first it felt strange, almost like it wasn't familiar. But maybe it was because of the emotions that hung in the air, or maybe my lips didn't get the whole feeling back. He slowly caressed my less bruised cheek with his hand, while gently kissing me. It was amazing feeling. One of the best. He never kissed me so gently before. I had to admit that I liked it, very much. "I'm so happy you're awake Magnus. I'm sorry about that kiss, I had no right then…but I love you so much…"

We were barely two months in a relationship, and now he's confessing me his heart?

"Love you" I said without further thinking.

"What about Al…" he couldn't finish, because with all strength that I had I pressed myself into him, capturing his lips with my own. The feeling of love consumed my mind, my heart and my body. I felt his love for me, and I wanted to give it back.

ALEC POV:

We were walking back to Magnus's room. Me trying to stop the tears that were running down my cheeks on their own. Ayanna tried to comfort me, by telling me that Magnus will remember me soon. That it's just a temporary situation. And dear lord I wanted to believe her with all my heart.

But then, when we walked to his room, I experienced the worst thing.

Magnus, my husband, was kissing Oliver Haywire, his abusing ex.

"What the hell?! You get the fuck out of here!" the doctor stopped me from launching myself onto Oliver. He pulled away from Magnus, standing up from the bed. But then, Magnus grabbed his hand strongly, as strongly as he could at least, and looked murderous at me.

"No" a firm voice of his came to my ears "He's staying…he's my boyfriend…you leave…who…whoever…you…are…Oliver is…my…boyfriend…"

The death glare that I was receiving from Magnus, and the smirk on Oliver's face were only beat by the ironical voice in my head that I heard once they laced their hands and Oliver kissed Magnus slowly on his lips.

'Welcome to your worst nightmare Alec Lightwood'

A/N: Did you like it?

Uuuu... Oliver is back! Did you miss him? And even more! He's Magnus's boyfriend now. How wonderful for him, right?

The next one, around next week, stay tuned for more drama! Because that's not all *evil laugh*

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