I am so sorry it has been so long since i have last uploaded. These last couple of months have been pretty rough so that is why i haven't been uploading or reviewing on other stories so for that i apologise but anyway i am hopefully back to writing once a week :)

Bit of a rushed chapter...

Chapter 11 My dear brothers

I spend the rest of the day with Heath, Bianca, Darcy and Harley making the most of the time I have with them all especially as this might be the last time I see them. Seeing Heath with his little family made me feel so happy knowing that just a couple of years ago he was just another river boy always in trouble with the police. I had always grown up wanting to be In a normal family, a place where the dad doesn't abuse the kids and has a mum who loves her kids more than alcohol. It is not until recently I had realised that I've always had a family with Casey, Heath and Brax and now Kyle, we may be a bit dysfunctional but what family isn't. My brothers would always be my family and that's one bond that can never be broken.

"I'm going to head to bed, I think it's about time I got a decent nights sleep" I lied

"I think that's a good idea" Heath replies

I walk to the bedroom and stop just outside the door and look back at Heath

"I love you" I smile

"I love you to squirt" Heath smiles back

"By the way I just wanted to say thanks for letting me stay here with you these last few days, i probably haven't been the easiest person to live with that's why Brax probably sent me to you" I joked

"You know he only did it because he loves you" Heath corrected

"Yeah I know" I sighed

"I was thinking how about we go all go out for a nice lunch tomorrow, you, me, Brax and Kyle" Heath suggested

"yeah I'd like that" I smile

After I finish talking to Heath I go to the bedroom and sit down in my bed beginning to write a note to everyone. I have to make sure they know how much they mean to me and why I'm doing this.

My dear brothers Brax, Heath and Kyle

if your reading this letter than you have probably realised by now that I have I gone, I have gone to fix this once and for all.

Brax i can't let you do something that might jeopardise your future with Ricky and the baby I'm sorry this is the way you will find out that your having a baby but your going to make a great Dad and any kid who has you as a father is going to be blessed. You have always been a father figure in my life you raised me, looked after me when I was ill, taught me life lessons and protected me from dad and without you who knows where I would of been. I will always be eternally grateful for everything you gave up for me. So now it's my turn. I just want you to know how much I love you, I'm so glad you have Ricky in your life, she is amazing woman and I'm so happy that your going to have your own proper little family.

Heath you have come so far in such a short time, you went from being the bad boy who was always at the police station to now being the most amazing dad to Darcy and Harley and husband to Bianca. I don't say this enough but your an amazing big brother, you always make me laugh, you motivate me and most importantly make me a better person. I've been so lucky to have you in my life as a brother, you've made me into the person I am today, please don't be upset or angry I just need you to know how much I love you, tell Darcy and Harley I love them and take care of Bianca.

Kyle I can't believe I have only know you for a few short years it feels like I've know you a lifetime. I know technically we are not brother and sister but to me you are, like you once said there is more to family than blood and you couldn't be more right. You are such an amazing caring and selfless person and really are a credit to the Braxton family. You have been there for me so much since you have arrived and I just wanted to say thank you for that, I love you and take care of Phoebe. I hope one day you two start a family together you would both make amazing parents.

I'm so happy that I know you are all settling down which makes my decision even easier I have nothing tying me down, I don't fit into everyone's plans which is why I am going after Pirvoic, you guys have to much to lose and sacrifice. I'm just here getting in the way, getting in the way of all your plans.

More than anything I want to thank all 3 of you for loving me know matter what stupid decisions I have made, except this one I'm going to make I know you won't be able to understand why Im doing this but you all mean the world to me and have done so much for me and have given up so much for me so now it is my turn to give back...

I love you all so much, please don't ever forget that

love Paige xxxxxx

By the time I had finished writing my letter everyone had gone to bed, I walk over to where Darcy was fast asleep and put my favourite teddy bear with a tag on it saying "Darcy and Harley, love you always from Aunty Paige xxx" I then give her a quick kiss before tiptoeing out of the bedroom. I place the note on the table before walking towards the door and heading outside, I turn around looking at the house before taking a deep breathe and walking towards Andy's car.

"You took your time" Andy says looking at his watch

"Where's Pirvoic at" I say getting into the car

"I don't know what your talking about" Andy lies

"Don't lie to me Andy" I hiss

"Brax said" Andy begins

" I don't care what Brax said, now start driving" I say glaring at him

He starts his engine then begins to drive.

" Why do you need to know where he is" Andy asks

"Because I'm going after him" I admitted

" I can't let you do that, Brax would kill me"

"Brax doesn't have to find out, you can drop me off then leave" I insist

"If you do this your not doing this alone, I'm not leaving you with that maniac" Andy demanded

"No, Don't worry about me I'll be fine, you have josh to think about" I disagreed

After a while we pull up to a little shelter in the middle of a woods, the place was dark and had an eery feel to it. We both get out the car and head towards the shelter.

"I'll go have a look inside whilst you keep look" Andy whispers

"Okay" I agree "be careful"

I watch Andy as he disappears into the shelter, I had to admit it was nice Andy being here as this place is pretty scary, I stand for a while looking around for any clues to where Pirovic could be when suddenly I hear a noise I quickly crouch down behind a bush. A car pulls up and out jumps Pirvoic, seeing him made my blood boil, all I wanted to do was to take him down right now, but I know he would just get away. He begins to walk towards the hut when he sees Andy's car and bolts back to his car, I try to chase after him but there's no use he's already in the car and starting to drive off.

"Andy quick get to the car" I shout

I jump into the drivers seat waiting for Andy to get in.

"What are you doing?" Andy says jumping in the car

"Going after him, I'm not letting him get away" I say determined

"I don't think this is a good idea" Andy says trying to be reasonable

I put my foot on the gas and speed off through the woods after Pirvoic.

"Where is he" I say frustrated banging my hands against the wheel

"He's probably long gone" Andy admits

"He's can't of got far" I assured myself

"Maybe you should just stop and let me drive" Andy says trying to reason

"I'm not giving up, I'm going to find him and when I do" I say when suddenly headlights start to come towards us.

"I begin to drive towards the lights when I realise that it's Pirvoic, I put my foot on the gas and begin speeding towards him.

"What are you doing" Andy shouts trying to take control of the wheel when suddenly the car collides.

The car begins to roll down the hill into the woods when suddenly there's a big impact, instantly everything goes black.