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Chapter Eleven

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"Fuck… ow…" Roxas mumbled, putting his head to his forehead as he sat up with a horrifying headache. He couldn't even remember the last time he had a hangover, but he didn't recall it being this bad.

As his eyes started to adjust to the light, he found himself in a completely unfamiliar bedroom, and not one of the ones at Axel's house. "Where am I…?" he whispered, but a light snoring beside him answered that. "Oh fuck… Luxord!" he yelped, whacking the sleeping figure next to him upside the head.

"God damn it! What the fuck are you doing, you bitch?!" Luxord swatted at him as he turned over and sat up, his short hair touseled up from sleep.

"What the hell happened last night?! Why am I in your bed?!" Roxas panicked, his eyes darting around trying to pick up clues. His clothes were on the floor, mixed into a pile with Luxord's… Shit…

The older man smirked a little, "Damn it… I had a feeling you blacked out. You really don't remember what a good time we had last night?"

"N…no… Did we…?"

"Four times," Luxord chuckled, "You know, I gotta say… you definitely surprised me. I didn't think a kid so small could have such a libido."

Roxas fought back the urge to gag, "Oh holy shit… Did you drug me?!"

"Roxas, you had like… three drinks. That's it. And you were literally begging me for it last night."

"You're lying…"

Luxord stood up, completely naked from the night before. "I've got proof," he said, grabbing a remote from his dresser and turning his TV on.

"Oh no… please… please don't tell me you were recording us…"

"Roxas, I'm a pornstar. I've had cameras in my bedroom for years. I just happened to turn them on last night in case you didn't want to believe me."

"That's sick, Luxord…" his eyes went wide as he watched them together on the screen. He couldn't hear what he was saying, but he kept grabbing at Luxord like he wanted him to stay.

The elder just stood by and let him watch, enjoying the look on the smaller blond's face as he realized that he was right. "You can lie to yourself all you want, Rox… but we had an amazing night together. I'd almost forgotten what it was like to be with someone outside of the porn industry."

"I… I can't… I…" Roxas stammered, "Please take me back to Axel's… He didn't expect me to be out all night and he's probably worried…"

"Did you even tell him who you were going out with?" Luxord raised an eyebrow.

Roxas sighed, "No… I'm not sure if you realize this, but he hates you. We both do."

"Ouch… that hurts, Roxas… You don't even want to give me a chance? Have some fun together that you'll remember this time?"

"No."

Luxord harldy seemed phased by his response, "You'll start to remember… and then you'll be back begging for more. You told me last night that you'd never been with someone so good before."

"Right… sure… Now take me home."

Luxord had the kid right where he wanted him. He'd start to remember bits and pieces… how good he made him feel… and then he'd remember the things they were saying to each other… Then ultimately, he'd realize that he needed more and come crawling back. It was how he won Axel over ten years ago, and it was going to work now.

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Roxas stared blankly out the open window of Luxord's car as he returned him to Axel's house. The entire ride there, flashes of the night before were dashing through his mind. He did remember begging Luxord for more… He also remembered Luxord actually being a decent human being and trying to talk Roxas out of sleeping with him so soon after his break-up with Van. But then… he recalled not listening and basically whining until he got what he wanted.

But why on Earth would he want to sleep with Luxord? He'd been drunk, yeah… but not that drunk.

"Can you tell me more about what happened last night? …Please?"

The older blond raised an eyebrow and glanced over at him, "Well… you won a shit ton of money at the blackjack table, which I have for you in the trunk, and then you started going on about wanting to play more games… You were pretty fucked up… you have absolutely no alcohol tolerance. Anyways, I didn't want to drop you off at Axel's with you yelling and making noise so I took you back to my place to sleep it off."

"Okay, so… how did we end up sleeping together?" Roxas wondered. He knew… but he wanted to hear how Luxord would explain it.

"You… you started telling me how your ex never really did it for ya… that he was pretty pathetic as a Dom and that you were glad you'd never have to fake your way through another night with him."

Roxas groaned and face-palmed. That was all true, but… he never would have told that to anybody had he been sober. "All right…?"

"And then you started asking me to show you what a real Dom was like. You were rambling about how the stuff I do on camera is exactly what you need… I tried to tell you it was a bad idea, but you were very adamant about it."

"Fuck…" Roxas mumbled, definitely remembering that part. "What, so you just gave in and did it?"

Luxord rolled his eyes, "Look, kid… I don't know about you, but I actually had a really good time last night. Once you lightened up a little and let down your defense, you were pretty fun to be with. Watching you play blackjack and seeing your eyes light up every time you won… I like you, Roxas."

That surprised him a little, "Wait, seriously? I thought you were just using me to get under Axel's skin…"

"I was… at first. But what can I say? There's something weirdly endearing about you."

"I didn't know…"

Roxas had no idea how full of shit Luxord really was. The elder had the kid fleeced, and he was thoroughly enjoying it. "I know I'm just a creepy old pornstar, but… if you gave me a chance, I think you'd find that I'm not as bad as Axel keeps telling you. He just got freaked out because he actually wanted to submit to me, and he's never felt that before. I didn't actually do anything horrible to him."

"…How old are you, anyways?"

"I'm 42, Roxas."

The little blond nearly had a heart attack, "Oh holy shit… Do you realize that you're 20 years older than me?"

"So what? We're both adults. Why does everyone always get so hung up on age?" Luxord asked, then realized how weird that might sound, "Let me rephrase that—"

"I get what you mean…" Roxas cut him off, trying to get his heart rate to return to normal.

Luxord pulled into Axel's driveway, turning to face Roxas. "Look, you know how I feel. If you ever want to go out again, just let me know. But… you did fulfill your end of the 'deal' we made, so I promise I won't hurt Axel no matter what you choose." He was lying through his teeth… but the kid was buying it.

"Right…" Roxas mumbled, climbing out of the car.

"Oh hey, let me pop the trunk for you. The money you won is in a little paper bag back there."

Roxas nodded and grabbed the bag, hoping that he'd actually won the money at the casino and that this wasn't Luxord trying to buy his affection.

He shut the trunk and walked up to the driver's side window, which Luxord lowered with a smile, "I had fun, Rox."

"Y…yeah… uhm… thanks for dinner…" he tried not to make eye contact, staring at the ground in awkward silence.

"…Roxas?"

The startled blond looked up, "Yeah?"

Luxord suddenly reached up and yanked the kid down by his shirt, pulling him into a kiss. Roxas yelped a little, struggling to pull back, but… he also found himself almost …enjoying it?

When the elder released him, Roxas stumbled back a little and stood there trying to process what had just happened in a stunned silence.

"Goodbye, Roxas…" Luxord grinned, promptly backing down the driveway and heading back home. The look on the kid's face said it all—Luxord had him. There was no way he would be able to deny it. Roxas would be crawling back to him like a lost little puppy, just begging him for more. It was only a matter of time now.

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Roxas peeked into the redhead's bedroom to find Axel still fast asleep. With any luck, Axel hadn't even noticed that he didn't come home the night before.

Slipping into his own bed, Roxas' mind raced through the conversation he and Luxord had in the car. If everything he was saying had been true, then… was he really that horrible? Yeah, he had threatened Roxas into that date, but… but then they actually had a good time together.

What the fuck was his life turning into? He'd just gotten out of a relationship with a bipolar musician and now he was being catapulted into some kind of weird thing with a 42 year old pornstar! He hated that he was actually starting to like Luxord… especially after seeing how he affected Axel.

He couldn't do it. No matter what, he could not be with Luxord. He could never do that to Axel... The guy was the only friend he had, and he'd been there for him through so much even in the short time they'd known each other. So… no Luxord. It wasn't going to happen.

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A/N: Nooooo Roxas, don't fall for it! Luxord is a lying bastard!

So, if you guys haven't noticed yet, Luxord is supposed to have a siren-like effect on people. Underneath his charm and appeal, he's really just a sick monster. But… he knows exactly what to say and do to lure people in and make them fall for him while really, he's just being mentally abusive. Axel had fallen under his spell years ago, and now Roxas is falling for it. It's a power trip for Luxord, knowing that they'll do whatever he wants. With Roxas, though, it's a combination of the power trip but also him trying to get back at Axel for leaving him. Luxord doesn't actually feel anything for anybody… he's just feeding his ego like a fire.

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