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Chapter Sixteen
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"Ohh hell yes…" Xigbar circled Roxas as he started to undress. "You have the perfect look for this, kid."
The blond shifted on his feet uncomfortably as he was eyeballed by the director. "Uhm… thank you?"
"I see Axel took you to see his girl already," he noted, "You're perfect. My writer has been editing the script a little because you're more …inexperienced… and we don't want you to get hurt. He'll have it ready by Monday for the read-through. Has Axel been teaching you all of his tricks?"
Roxas swallowed hard. He'd been avoiding Axel since he… since they made that bet. "Uhm… yeah… I should be fine."
"Have you two ever… been together before?"
"What? No!" he yelped, a little too suspiciously.
Xigbar raised an eyebrow, "Then that's your homework for tonight. Go get laid. I don't want you two idiots fucking up on set because you've never slept together. I told you, you need to know all of his moves. Surprises tend to lead to multiple takes, and we're already way behind on filming."
"R…right… So I need to sleep with Axel tonight…"
"Is that gonna be a problem? Because if you fuck up my movie one more time…"
Roxas cleared his throat, "N…no. It's not a problem. I'll make sure there won't be any surprises Monday…"
"Good. Now get dressed and get outta here."
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Roxas' hands were shaking as he unlocked the front door, knowing what he needed to do. Ever since their bet a couple days earlier, he'd been unable to get Axel off his mind. They were friends… best friends. …Right?
"Axel…? Are you home?" Roxas wandered through the house in search of the famous redhead. His heart was racing in his chest, but he was also …excited?
When he pushed open Axel's bedroom door and found the elder sitting in bed watching TV, he knew that he had his opportunity. He closed the door behind him as he walked up to the side of the bed, trying to remain confident and calm as he crawled up ontop of Axel, straddling his lap with his slim hips.
"Hi…" he whispered, staring down into those intense green eyes of his.
"Roxas," the word was a bit strangled as Axel cleared his throat, "W…what are you doing?"
The smaller man inhaled deeply, then let out a shaky breath, "My homework…" he told Axel, leaning down and capturing his lips in a deep kiss.
Axel squeaked in surprise, but didn't deny the kiss. He certainly hadn't expected it… the two had barely been able to look at each other lately. "Nn… Roxas…" he groaned, his brain hardly able to process what was happening.
Roxas couldn't hold himself back… he tangled his fingers through Axel's red locks, his hips instinctively moving against the man's beneath him as he worked his tongue into the kiss. He could feel Axel's heart beating madly in his chest just like his was… He didn't even notice him reach over and turn off the TV... just that the absence of background noise made it even easier to hear them both moaning softly.
"Wait…" Axel pulled back, breathing shallowly, "Roxas, what's going on…? Why did you freak out on me that night?"
"Shh… just kiss me, Axel…" he whimpered softly, too embarrassed to talk about it.
The redhead fended off his advances, keeping him at arm's length until he got some answers, "I can't figure you out… You say we're just friends, and then… this?"
"Xigbar told me we had to…" he mumbled, "He had me stop by the studio today to make sure I was …ready."
"Well that explains this. But what the fuck happened before?"
Roxas could feel his cheeks flushing a deep red, "It felt really good… and I kind of panicked."
"What the hell was there to panic about?"
"I don't know! I have anxiety!" Roxas crawled off of Axel and sat down on the edge of the bed, "That's half the reason I'm submissive… I'll take charge like that and then halfway through my brain misfires and I freak out…"
Axel furrowed his brow, "So… what? You need me to take charge?"
"I don't kn—"
He cut Roxas off in one suave move that put the blond under him this time and had his wrists pinned above his head, "'Cause I can do that," he smirked, noting the immediate look of comfort on Roxas' face. The kid was most certainly submissive… and kind of adorable in this position.
"O…okay…" he whispered, a small smile touching his lips.
Axel settled himself comfortably over the younger man, leaning down to capture another delicious kiss. Roxas all but melted beneath him, clearly loving the way Axel had taken over.
"Well you are just loving this, huh?" Axel teased as he pulled the boy's shirt over his head.
"Shut up…" he blushed furiously, his erection straining against his pants uncomfortably.
The redhead raised an eyebrow, "Take off your pants for me."
Roxas immediately obeyed, unbuttoning his jeans and sliding them down his hips along with his boxers.
"Damn, Rox…" Axel mumbled, his eyes scanning over the gorgeous man below him. He quickly shed his own clothing, crawling back over Roxas and looking down into his eyes, "You know… I sleep with random people every day, but it never feels like this…"
Roxas could feel his heart break in his chest. Axel had fallen for him… any idiot could see that. But Roxas just couldn't return those feelings. His heart still held an excess of love for Vanitas, and it wasn't going away any time soon… Sure, Axel made his heart flutter and his knees weak, but… "Axel, stop…"
The elder stopped halfway to another kiss and cocked his head to the side curiously, "What?"
"Do you have feelings for me?" he asked blatantly, biting his bottom lip.
"I… yeah, Roxas… of course I do," Axel furrowed his brow, "Is that a problem?"
Roxas just sighed, "I'm still in love with Vanitas… I just… I need you to know that I don't… I don't have feelings for you."
"I'm a pornstar, Roxas… I can have sex without involving emotion," his voice was a bit deadpanned and the spark had disappeared from his eyes.
"I just needed you to know…" he whispered, feeling like the shittiest person in the world.
Axel just shrugged, "It's no big deal. Here… turn over. I wanna fuck you from behind." So that I don't have to look you in the eyes and try not to feel anything…
Roxas reluctantly listened, getting onto his hands and knees for him. He didn't even flinch as Axel entered him, though he couldn't help but moan slightly at the feeling.
To Axel, this had become just like being on camera. He tried to block out who he was fucking and just went for it… slamming away until he finished. Roxas felt absolutely amazing… and the occasional moaning coming from the blond was driving him wild. He came much earlier than he'd intended to, but he was almost glad that it was over so he could stop pretending.
But in his own orgasm he hadn't noticed how hard Roxas came at the same moment, effectively ruining the redhead's sheets. He didn't care… all he wanted to do was pull the kid into his arms and snuggle with him, but… instead he found himself just pulling out and laying down on the other side of the bed. "Right… so now we know what to expect."
Roxas looked down at the mess he made and frowned, "I'm sorry about your sheets…"
"I've got extras… don't worry about it."
"…Axe, are you mad at me?"
He found himself looking up into concerned blue eyes, "I'm not mad, Roxas… I didn't just expect you to have feelings for me. Reality is just a bitch sometimes."
"Yeah… you can say that again," he mumbled, wiping off with some tissue before getting dressed again. "So… did you wanna order Chinese or something?"
"Sure… you know what I like."
Suddenly Roxas remembered something, "Hey, I don't know if you're interested, but… Van is playing a concert on live TV tonight. Channel 12."
"Yeah, you mentioned that a few days ago… maybe I'll check it out."
"We could always watch it together…" Roxas suggested, "I mean… we haven't hung out in the living room in awhile…"
Axel nodded, "Sure, Rox… go order the food. I'm gonna get dressed."
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Roxas inhaled sharply as an image of Vanitas flashed across the screen. He looked awful… his eyes had huge dark circles, his hair was unkempt and he was unnaturally pale… "Jesus…" he whispered, wondering what had happened to him.
"And here we are in an exclusive interview with the lead singer of Feigning Destiny, Vanitas Allen. Now Van, we've heard some rumors that you just got out of the hospital not too long ago. What's that about?"
Roxas watched as his ex shifted uncomfortably on his feet. Van had always hated interviews… "I… no comment?"
"We've also heard that you're newly single. Care to share anything about your breakup?" the ruthless reporter seemed to give zero fucks about his privacy.
"Actually… I do want to share something," Vanitas suddenly snatched the microphone from her, "Roxas… if you're listening to this right now, I need you to know that I made the biggest mistake of my life when I broke up with you. I… I need you to come home… I love you, and I hate life without you…"
Roxas choked on his general tsao's, looking over at Axel with wide eyes, "Did he really just say that?"
"Hush! He's saying more!" Axel was on the edge of his seat, just as surprised and confused.
"I'm leaving the tour, Rox… I've got to see you again. I'll be on my way home tonight and… please, please be there…" he finished, sounding incredibly desperate.
The blond just stared at the TV, his mouth gaping a little. "Holy shit… He's coming home…"
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A/N: Muahaha! My brain is so evil sometimes… But yay, Vanitas is back! Poor Axel, though… my heart breaks for him. What will Roxas do?! HE'S ABOUT TO STAR IN A PORNO AND HIS BOYFRIEND IS BACK!
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Simply Rexene