CHAPTER 4

MIA'S POV

A few days had passed and I was feeling much better. It was a scary point for me because I didn't know what the guys were going to do with me, but I was glad that I was helped out.

Billy made everyone else leave the apartment while the two of us hang out in the living room area, just like we did before. I was starting to feel more comfortable with him, which was odd for me, but I had to get used to him.

"You're a fuckin' lightweight," he said as I started to feeling buzzed after having two bottles of beer.

"I am not," I said with a small smile as I looked over at him.

"Okay," he said as he stood up from the couch and went into the kitchen.

I took another sip of my beer as I watched him come back out of the kitchen with a bottle of Jack Daniels. He set two shot glasses down on the coffee table and opened up the bottle.

"Try this," he said as he started to fill each glass up.

"I don't know about this," I said as he handed me one of the glasses.

"Then you're a fuckin' lightweight," he said as he held the other shot glass in his hand.

"I am not," I said with a little smile again.

"Drink it," he said after he took his shot down with no problem.

I sat there for a few seconds before I brought the glass to my lips and tossed it back in my mouth and down my throat. I shuttered as I felt the Auburn colored liquid burn down the back of my throat.

"Fuckin' lightweight," he mumbled as he took another shot and filled mine back up.

"Give me a couple more and I won't be," I said as I winked at him and took another shot.

After I had a few more in me, I was resting my head back against the couch as I heard Billy fighting with someone over the phone. I looked over a glanced at the time to see that it was a little after midnight. I let out a groan as I turned my head the other way and closed my eyes.

"Fuckin' idiots," I heard him mumble as he came back over to me to sit down.

"Problem, problems, problems," I slurred as I opened my eyes to look at him to see him downing another shot. "I'm your problem, too," I said as I started to sit up. "A problem that you brought into your life."

"I brought you in 'cause you're different," he said as he looked over at me.

"How the hell am I different?" I asked as I continued to look at him.

"You're not scared of me," he answered.

"I was," I said as we continued to look at each other and he took another shot.

"You should be," he said as he set the bottle and shot glass down on the coffee table.

"Don't have much to live for," I said as I looked away from him and he got closer to me.

I felt him lightly touch my cheek and I looked at him again. He slowly leaned his face towards mine and I closed my eyes as I felt our lips touch. It wasn't a rough kiss, like it was before. It was more of a soft, loving kiss. I pulled back from him for a moment as I looked at him again. I looked back down at his lips and closed my eyes as I brought my lips to his. He gently pushed me back against the pillow on the couch as he continued to kiss me. I brought my hands up and placed them on his lower back as he deepened the kiss. He supported himself above me as I broke the kiss and turned my head to the side. He lightly kissed the side of my neck and I bit my bottom lip as I closed my eyes. His phone started to go off from the table and he grunted as he grabbed his phone.

"What?" He answered in an angry tone and stood up from the couch. "Are you fuckin' kiddin' me?!" He shouted as I sat up on the couch and took another sip of my beer. "Give me 5," he said before he snapped his phone shut.

He angrily stood up from the couch and put his jacket on before he grabbed his keys. I took the last long drink from my bottle as he came over to me.

"We'll finish this later," he quietly said into my ear and gave me another kiss before he walked away from me.

I watched as he left the apartment. He didn't make me go back to the room or anything. It was a different side of Billy that I hadn't seen before.

It was getting late, so I decided to head back to the bedroom. I changed into a pair of shorts and cami before I layed down under the covers. I rested my head against the pillow and slowly closed my eyes.

I awoke to the feeling of kisses being planted on my bare shoulder. I smiled a little as I opened up my eyes to see that I had only been asleep for an hour. I slowly turned onto my back and saw Billy hovering above me. He gently pressed his lips to mine and I closed my eyes as we both deepened the kiss. I brought my hand up around his neck and continued to kiss him. He lightly placed his hands on my hips as he moved the bottom of my top up. We broke the kiss and I sat up so that he could remove my top. He tossed it to the floor and I rested back down on the bed as he brought his lips to the side of my neck again. I let out a soft moan as I brought my hands down to his belt. I unbuckled his belt and undid his pants as I started to push them down. He removed them and I pulled him down to me with the cross necklace that he had around his neck. He pressed his lips back to mine as he grabbed both my shorts and panties and pulled them down. As our lips stayed connected, he got in between my legs and slowly entered me. I broke the kiss and let out a soft moan as he started to move in and out. He brought his lips to the side of my neck and gently sucked and kissed right below my ear. I brought my hands up to his chest as he continued pump in and out of me. He grabbed my hands and laced his fingers with mine as he pushed them down to the bed on the sides of my head. His lips landed on top of mine again and he started to pick up the pace. Both of our moans filled the air as we continued. Something in Billy was different, but I liked it.

The next morning came and I slowly opened my eyes as I heard something crash outside the bedroom.

"Shit," I heard Joe's voice say as I felt someone's arm draped over my stomach.

I slowly turned my head and saw that Billy was asleep on the bed beside me. He was laying on his stomach with his arm draped over my waist. Our clothes were scattered on the floor beside the bed and memories flooded my mind from the night before.

I heard the door open and I looked over to see Joe standing there.

"Shit, I'm sorry," he said as soon as he saw me and shut the door, which caused Billy to wake up.

"What the fuck," he mumbled as he blinked his eyes and lifted his head up to look over at the door.

"Your brother," I quietly said as I looked over at him and he placed his head back down on the pillow as he let out a frustrated sigh.

I sat up on the bed as I held the comforter to my chest while Billy swung his legs over the side of the bed and grabbed his jeans from the floor. He pulled them up and fastened them as I continued to sit there.

"I'll be back," he said as he leaned down and gave me a kiss.

I watched as he walked out of the room. Once he closed the door, I leaned over the side of the bed and grabbed my clothes from the floor. I pulled my cami back on and got my panties and shorts back on. I stood up from the bed and made my way over to the door. I opened the door and stepped into the bathroom as I heard Billy arguing with Joe in the kitchen area. I closed the bathroom door behind me and started to brush my teeth as I let the shower warm up.

Once the water was hot, I got in and pulled the curtain shut behind me. I turned around and let the hot water cascade down over my head. Thoughts of the night before started to go through my mind and I smiled as I started to wash my hair. I turned around and faced the water as I grabbed the bar of soap and started to wash my body. I rinsed off and continued to stand under the hot water.

I felt a cool breeze of air from behind me and I looked over my shoulder to see Billy coming into the shower behind me. I smiled as his arms went around my waist and he started to kiss my bare shoulder. I turned around to face him and he brought his ilps down to mine. I placed my hands on his biceps as our lips stayed connected. As I moved my hands up to his shoulders, he reached down and picked me up in his arms. I laughed a little as I wrapped my legs around his waist and he pressed my back against the wall. I brought my lips back to his and felt him enter me. I bit my bottom lip as he started to move in and out. I tilted my head back against the wall as I exhaled and let out soft moans. He brought his lips to my neck and kissed it.

"God," I quietly said as he continued to pick up the pace.

Once we both reached out max, he helped me down and we continued to kiss as the water cascaded down upon us.

"Where's Nazi at?" I heard an older man's voice say from outside the door and Billy immediately stopped kissing me.

"Who..." I started to say.

"Shh!" He said as he stopped me and shut the water off.

"Billy, boy. You in there?" I heard the man's voice say again and I stood there while Billy quickly got out.

"Stay here," he said to me as he quickly dried himself off. "Fucking wait a minute!" He shouted as someone pounded on the door.

I stood there behind the shower curtain as my heart pounded in my chest. He got his jeans back on before he opened the door.

"Where da fuck you been doin' in there?" I heard the guy's voice ask again as Billy shut the door behind him.

"What da fuck do ya think I'm doin'?" I heard Billy ask as I grabbed a towel and started to dry off.

"Don't fuckin' raise your voice at me like dat," the man said as I started to get my clothes back on. "Get the fuck on ya way. Don't fuck up," I heard the guy say as his voice seemed to be getting further away.

I continued to stay in the bathroom until I heard Billy's voice.

"I'll be back, Joe," he said and then I heard the door slam shut.

The bathroom door slowly opened and I saw Joe peek his head in.

"Hey," he said as he opened the door fully, once he noticed that I was dressed. "Billy had to run. You can come out," he said as he walked away from the bathroom door.

I stepped out into the hall and slowly followed behind Joe.

"I know dat we didn't start out right before," he said as he flopped himself down on the couch.

"Yeah," I said as I continued to stand there.

"You can sit here," he said as he motioned at the other side of the couch.

"Thanks," I said as I walked over and sat down on the couch.

"Billy said you're not from around here," he said as he lit up a cigarette.

"Yeah, I'm from New York," I said as I glanced over at him.

"Change is nice," he said before he took a long drag.

"Sometimes," I said as I looked over at the TV.

"You're different than what I thought," he said as he continued to smoke.

"How so?" I asked as I looked back over at him.

"You seemed scared at first, but not so much now," he said as he looked over at me.

"It's different for me. It's been a long time since I have been with a guy," I said as I looked at the coffee table.

"Why's dat?" He asked with the cigarette hanging out of his mouth.

"Too busy. Plus, stuff that went on in my past, I just...lost interest," I said as I glanced over at him.

"What did you do? Your job?" He asked as he put his cigarette out in the ashtray.

"I was an RN at the hospital, but I'm sure I got fired from that," I said as I looked down.

"Yeah, well, shit happens," he said as he grabbed his phone. "Sorry about Baggy, too."

"Baggy?" I asked as I looked at him with a confused look on my face.

"The guy dat tried something with you," he said as he looked at me and I looked away.

I had tried to push that memory out of my mind, but hearing about it just brought it up again. Hopefully, Billy would be the one to keep me safe and would keep the others in line.