So, to make the long waiting up to everyone I´m updating all of my stories at the same time.

Carlisle´s point of view

"I´m not saying, I don´t think you did the right thing when you pulled away Leon from Jamie." I said to my son, when we got home. "I´m just saying that, try not to hurt anyone next time."

"I´m Sorry dad," Emmett opened the door to our house, and walked after me in. "I just, I was so mad. I really wanted to hurt that guy, for trying to hurt Jame."

"Jame?"

"Her new nick- name. Well, if you haven´t got anything else to say to me. I´m going hunting. Because I really have to get some anger management."

"You go, I´ll see you later." Emmett turned around and was out the door in the blink of an eye. I sighed, and walked down the stairs to the living room. I sat down in the sofa, and put my elbows on my knees, and my face in my hands.

"Did you meat Jamie?" Esme came to sit next to me.

"Yes. I asked her why she´s not letting anyone close to her and she said…"

Jamie´s point of view

"….And I told him that, if I don´t let anyone close. Then I won´t have anyone to lose." I sat on the edge of mum´s bed. Holding her hand, and telling her about my day. But she still stared, into the roof. With the same empty eyes as always.

"You know mum," I stood up. "I can´t do this anymore, I´ve said to myself for years now that, it isn´t that bad, and just rolled with the wind. I´m feeding you, talking with you about my day, get beaten up by dad. And serve him and his friends every time there are football games. Or hockey- games, or basketball or whatever. But I can´t do it anymore. And lately I´ve started to remember things that I haven´t remembered before." I sat down on the edge of the bed and took mum´s hand again. "The Cullens, they… they care about me. And I don´t know for how long, I can keep being like this. I need someone to rely on. I need someone to talk to, and I need friends. And the Cullens, all of them, they are trying to care about me, trying to be my friends. And I don´t know for how long I can push them away… I don´t want to push them away." I sighed. Let go of mum´s hand and slide down from the bed. Until I sat with my back against the bed.

"I´m gonna try to wake you up mum." I said. "I´m gonna try every night, for a week. I´m gonna make dad go to the bar during the nights. And if I don´t succeed, I´m gonna tell someone of the Cullens about this."

I didn´t wanna give up, but I had come to a point when I just didn´t know what else to do.

The day after, at school.

I sat down, on the other side of the hall when I saw, Alice Jasper, Edward, Nessie, Bella and Rosalie. I was hoping they wouldn´t see me, but too late. They came walking, just half a minute after I had sat down.

"Hi Jamie." Alice said.

"Hey," I nodded slightly. Then I looked back to the book, I held in my lap.

"You look tired again," Jasper said.

"So?" I asked him. "I mean. The heat in the house broke down tonight , so it was freezing cold. I had eighteen asthma attacks from the time of about ten p.m. to four a.m. Eighteen, in" I counted with my fingers. "six hours, that´s one every twentieth minute, and I barely slept anything between them, you´d be quite tired too if you were in that position. And at four a.m. suddenly, the heat went on again. Don´t ask me why are how. But it did." I looked up on the Cullens. Alice came to sit next to me.

"What is it with you guys?" I asked and stood up when Alice tried to put her arm around my shoulders. "why can´t you just leave me alone… why can´t everyone just leave me alone?"

"Is that a Scottish accent?" Nessie asked. And I realized my mistake. "It is, are you from Scotland?"

"Just… just leave me alone, will ya?" I asked. And hang my rucksack on one shoulder. "Please." I turned around and walked away from the Cullens.

So, this chapter is short. But it´s necessary.

Four chapters done on my update-all-of-my-stories-at-the-same-time-project. Three more to go.