Jay woke up in a...strange position. Her legs were wrapped around Atem's waist and her head was rested somewhere between his lower neck and chest. Mentally, she was freaking out. He was still breathing slowly, so Jay figured he was asleep, but when she went to move her leg, Atem grabbed it and wrapped his free arm around her waist. "Ohayou, little one." He whispered. "D-Did you do this?!" Atem chuckled at the tone of panic in Jay's voice. "No, no. I didn't touch you all night." He said. That wasn't exactly true, he'd wrapped his arms around her, but that was it. "I woke up at around six with you like this, and, you looked pretty comfortable, so I didn't move you." He gave a slight smile. "Atem get off of me!" She cried. "Who's on who again?" Atem smirked. Jay laid there, blushing and speechless. "I know you're saving yourself for Kaiba," he whispered, "but can you at least let me hold you for a little bit longer?" Jay saw the look in his eyes and found it hard to say no. She bit her lip. "Why should I let you hold me?" She frowned. "Pleeeeease? I've always wanted to hold you like this..." He murmured into her hair. "Let-fine. You have thirty seconds." She frowned. "Thirty seconds? Wow, that's heartless." He teased. He saw an opportunity here. "25...24...23...22..." Jay muttered. Atem looked at her for a few moments, strait into her eyes. This made her go silent. Then, without warning, he pulled her into a gentle, passionate kiss. She gasped, giving him the room he needed to push his tongue in and explore the inside of her mouth. After several seconds of this, Jay came to her sense and bit down on his tongue. He pulled away, leaving a small trail of saliva that linked the two. Atem happily licked it up. "You...You baka!" She cried. "You took my first kiss!" Atem chuckled. "Yep. And I'm about to take your second." He grinned, and pressed his lips against hers again. She pushed him away. "What is wrong with you?!" She shouted, noticing him laughing. "Hm...and your third." He smirked, having fun with this. She turned her head away from him. "We're friends, we're not in any kind of relationship!" She cried, her hands on his shoulders. "Oh, shut up." He said, tilting her chin to face him. His lips lowered onto hers, and Jay suddenly felt a bit of pleasure flowing through her body. He licked her top lip, asking for entrance this time. There was a certain amount of excitement in Jay's mind, and in response to that excitement, she opened her mouth for him. However, she would not kiss him back. "That's a good girl..." Atem thought as he pushed his tongue into her mouth. His tongue explored for a while, coaxing her to kiss back. He played with her tongue for the longest time, until finally, her arms wrapped around his neck and closed the space between their open mouths, allowing them to play freely with each other's tongues.
When they finally pulled away from each other, Jay went to protest again. "Atem! That's enough! Let me go!" She was about to say more, but was silenced by Atem's lips. He pulled away and looked at her, speaking softly with his finger on her lips. "Don't try to lie to me, little one. You enjoyed it that time, you know you did," Jay blushed, but said nothing. Atem smirked, knowing he'd won. "Oh, by the way, I'm keeping you home from school today. Earlier this morning you had a fever." He said. "It's gone down quite a bit, but I don't want to take any chances." Jay looked at him for a moment. "What?! You can't do that! That's my only chance to see Seto!" She cried. Atem frowned. "Are you still hanging on to that pretty boy?" He asked. "Yes! And no matter how much you kiss me, nothing will change!" Atem sighed, then stood up and left the room, leaving Jay behind.
Atem took Jay home that afternoon, and didn't see her for the next few days. After what she'd said, he didn't want to see her either. "And no matter how many times you kiss me, nothing will change!" The words echoed in his head over and over again. He started cutting school, and eventually it lead to much worse things. It was like everything Jay had ever said about Seto, everything she'd ever done, all of it, came back at him with such pressure that he couldn't take it anymore. He started cutting. Every single time that she left him, every single time that she yelled at him for doing something so simple, it all hit him at once. It was clear that she hated him. And it was such a stupid reason to cut himself, but he did it over, and over, and over, and over. He felt like the exact same couple of days kept repeating, even when there were changes all around. Even when he did go to school, he was ignored, and teased for his sensitivity. Jay said things about him all the time. He'd overheard her multiple times when she was with Kaiba. "Oh, Atem? He's okay, I guess. He's annoying and quiet, and he's scared of everything, though." It sickened him. The sight of blood sickened him. But eventually, he got used to it. All of it. He got used to being ignored, he got used to the blood, he got used to the pain, and he figured out how to fake smile. Even Yuzuki tried to lighten his mood, but couldn't. It was weeks after Jay had completely threw him away, and things were getting worse by the moment.
"Yeah, sure, Seto and I will come pick you up!" Kisara's cheerful voice rang through the phone. "Okay! See you in fifteen minutes!" Jay responded, barely containing her excitement as she hung up the phone. "Me. In a limo. With Seto Kaiba!" She squealed, rolling around on her bed. She ran into the bathroom and grabbed the hair chalk. She quickly used it to dye most of her hair blonde, put in the green colored contacts to her eyes, curled her hair, then slipped her shoes on and waited outside. She saw the limo pull up and immediately ran up to it, climbing into the back seat. The first thing she saw broke her heart. It was Seto Kaiba, with his arm around Kisara. The minute she sat down, the two kissed passionately. She sat down and looked at her feet to keep from staring. Her attention then turned to the window, at the moon shining brightly in the sky. "So, you two are a couple?" She asked without looking at the two. "Yeah!" Kisara said cheerfully. "Since when?" Jay mumbled. "We've been together for about a month." She smiled, Jay said nothing else, feeling her heart slowly shatter. Jay noticed that the car was going awfully fast. "Are we speeding?" She asked. "No, this is the speed limit. Seto said with a smirk. It wasn't visible in the dark, though. "I'm glad I wasn't the only one." Kisara whispered to her. Jay nodded as she looked at the other girl. Kisara looked forward and suddenly screamed. "S-Seto we're-" and then everything went black.
Jay woke up and groaned. She felt...somewhat crowded, "Seto...?" She murmured, looking around. Seto was nowhere to be found. She felt pain all over her body. She looked forward, the car was crushed. Beside her, Kisara's limp body leaned against her. "Kisara?" Jay murmured. "Kisara..." She shook the young girl a bit, then gasped. Her body was cold. Jay had come to the horrifying conclusion that Kisara...was dead.
