I´m so sorry

"Oh, damn." I suddenly said when we were on our way to the Cullen- house. I stopped.

"What?" Alice asked, and the rest of them stopped too.

"Ehrm, I forgot something back at the house, could you take these." I pulled of my rucksack and bag, I´m just gonna go get it." I turned around, and half ran back to the house. I stopped outside the door, to catch my breath, use the inhaler and unlock it. I ran up the stairs and opened a wardrobe. I pulled out a guitar- case from the wardrobe, and also a DVD, I also took my skates and hung them over one shoulder, and then I walked to the Cullen´s. I didn´t knock the door as usual, so I just walked right in, and down in the cellar, to the living room.

"You play the guitar too?" Esme asked when I came downstairs. "Apart from the piano and singing I mean." I nodded and looked around the living room. Then I looked to Esme again, and raised an eyebrow.

"I´ll show you to your room." Esme walked before me into a corridor behind me, in the end of the corridor, she opened a door.

"This will be your room, as long as you´re staying here." I walked into the room, the walls were white, because it was in the cellar, it had no windows, but it had a bed, a book- shelf and a desk, a chair and a wardrobe. The others had already laid my bag and rucksack down on the bed, Now I put the skates on the floor, the DVD on the desk, and the guitar in the corner. Then I sat down on the bed. I looked to the floor, but looked up when there was a knock on the door.

"Yes?" I stood up, the door opened and Carlisle came in.

"Sit down again," he pointed to the bed, and lifted the chair so he could sit and look me in the eyes.

"I´ve sent your parents to the best rehabs in the country, they´re currently sitting on a plane to Florida."

"Mhm."

"The thing is, their problem´s so bad, and have been going on for so long, it will take some while before they come home again."

"How long?"

"Six months."

"SIX MONTHS?" Carlisle nodded. I sighed. "Well, I guess it´s the best."

"Jamie…"

"Could you leave me alone… Please."

"Of course," Carlisle laid his hand on my head for a split second, and then he walked out of the door. I put my head in my hands.

"How did I get into this?" I whisper, more to myself than to anyone else. I sat like that for a while, until I decided to at least put my things in their places, and give Carlisle his clothes back. I opened my big bag and pulled out a hoodie, a pair of baggy jeans, T- shirt and underwear. I made sure the door to my room was locked, before as fast as I could, pulling of Carlisle´s clothes, throwing them at the bed, before I pulled my own clothes on. I pulled the T- shirt over my head, but before I pulled my hoodie on, I pulled the sleeve up and let my fingers run over the scars on my shoulder.

Long, red marks, over the whole shoulder, and the upper parts of the arm, I sighed, and turned around when I heard someone grabbed the lock of the door, and it flew opened.

"Oops, sorry," Emmett said and took a look at the now broken lock. "Oh… damn," I could see that he had seen the scar, and I started unfolding my hoodie.

"Not so fast," Emmett took my arm, "We should probably let Carlisle take a look at that."

"But didn´t you notice that the door was locked," I almost shouted, "Didn´t it cross your mind that THERE was a reason,"

"I´m sorry," Emmett began. "but…"

"I don´t want your excuses"

"…The wolf- pack´s here, if you´d like to meet them."

"Get out," I said. "I´ll be there in a minute." Emmett nodded, walked out the door and closed it behind him. I sighed, then I pulled my hoodie over my head, grabbed Carlisle´s clothes, and walked out to the living room.

"Here you go," I gave the clothes in my hands to Carlisle, and sat down on the sofa, on the opposite side of the table, of three persons I didn´t recognize. Two boys, one girl, all black- haired, the biggest one of the boys was the first one to stand up and coming over to me.

"Hi, I´m Jacob." He reached his hand forward, I took it.

"Jamie."

"Seth," I shook the other boy´s hand.

"Jamie."

"Leah," at last I shook the girl´s hand.

"Jamie." I put my hands in my pockets and leaned backwards.

"So," Jacob began. "Where´s Edward and Bella?"

"Taking her parents to rehabs in Florida." Emmett said. I glared up at him.

"Ooh, ouch." Jacob said.

"Why rehabs?" Seth was curious.

"As if I was gonna tell you," I said.

"Ooh, ouch." Jacob said again, the others laughed. But I just kept on staring right in front of me. Without taking any notice about the others.

"You´re not much of a talker are you?" Seth joked.

"Guess not… I´ll go unpack my stuff." I stood up again, and walked back to my room. Where I started pulling out clothes of my big bag, and I hung and laid them in the wardrobe. I had only a few books, I didn´t really like reading, but these books were actually quite good. I put them in in the book- shelf. I put the DVD and the envelope with photos in the back of one of the drawers under the desk, and put all of my meds on top of it. When I had searched both my backpack and the bag for stuff that needed being put in their places. I sighed, and walked out to the living room again.

"We were thinking…" Esme began.

"Oh, you were thinking, wow." I said.

"Jamie," Carlisle gave me a knowing look.

"Well, what were you thinking?" I asked.

"Well, we´ve already seen that you´ve got asthma…"

"True."

".. and we were wondering if you´re allergic to something that can cause asthma. Attacks or something else."

"Well… if there is a reason I have an asthma attack… it´s usually exertion asthma… this time a year… but I´m allergic to peanuts, pollen and fur."

"Would you be allergic to werewolves?" Seth asked.

"I don´t know," I said slowly. "I´ve never really met any."

"We could check," Seth stood up, I looked to Carlisle.

"It´s all right," he said. "He won´t hurt you" Seth pulled his shirt of and threw it on the couch.

"Ehrm, you´d better close your eyes." He said to me, I nodded and did what I was told, and when I opened them again, there was a huge- sandy- colored wolf in front of me.

"Bloody hell," I said… and then… everything went black.

So… that´s a good first reaction.