Emma: Håller med dig om att det inte blir så realistiskt om de kommer och berätter allt med en gång. Vad Addy är för något kommer inte dyka upp riktigt än, men skulle vilja säga att det kommer att vara väntat. På ett annat sätt så finns det en chans att någon redan har gissat hur det ligger till.
I am so, so, so, so sorry for not updating. There have been so much going on lately, both at home and in school, and everything around. Now things are finally starting to slow down for real. But I´ve been suffering from a massive writer´s block, and also that is slowly starting to let go of me, though it probably will stick until in the spring, like it did last year, but I´m doing my best, and hopefully "good ´nuff"
I sat by Jamie´s bed for the rest of the day, told Emmett and Jasper to go home because I heard there were people that had been involved in an accident coming in- and I wasn´t sure the boys could cope with that blood.
Late at night, I started pretending I was very tired to make it seem like that for my colleagues. Right after midnight Terry came into the room.
"Dr. Carlisle, go home. I´ll stay in here, and call if anything happens. You just make sure you get a good night´s sleep and something to eat. Come back in the morning." I smiled, then stood up and left place for Terry to sit.
"Thank you Terry."
"No probs." I walked out of the room and to the lounge where I got the jacket and shirt I had been wearing when I came in, then I drove home, but before I walked inside, I took a packet of matches from the car and ran into the forest where I set fire to the shirt. When I was sure I had put the fire out correctly, I walked back to the house and downstairs, everyone already were there. Edward and Nessie sat by the piano without playing. Jasper sat in a armchair with a book. Emmett sat in the sofa playing video- games, Rosalie and Alice were reading papers, Bella and Esme were reading each book. They all looked up when I came down. Looked worriedly at me.
"Jamie was pronounced dead when I first came there, but I managed to get her heart to beat again. Now she´s in a coma, if she wakes up she´s going to be pretty much out of danger but…." I stopped, it was so hard to say.
"…We can´t be sure she will…" Emmett continued. I sighed and nodded.
"No, we can´t." I walked upstairs again and to mine and Esme´s bedroom, there I sat down on the bed with my back against the door. I heard someone coming upstairs and into the room. Then Esme came and sat down next to me. She laid her arm around my shoulders, and then I started sobbing. Dry sobbing at first, but then I felt something run down my cheeks. I stroke away it with my fingers, looked at it, smelled it.
"Venom tears, I didn´t know this was possible." I told Esme. Then I cracked up again, sobbed with venom tears floating down my face. Esme stroke my back and held me close.
"It will be okay," she comforted. "Jamie´s so much stronger than we could ever know." There was no way Esme would know if Jamie would be all right or not. None of us could, but Jamie was strong, and we could just hope for the best.
The next morning when I came into the ER Tysen sat in the reception doing paper- work.
"Hey Tysen," he looked up. "Got yourself a haircut I see." Tysen nodded and ran a hand through his hair- everything but the fringe- which was still falling in his eyes.- was loads shorter than what it had been the last time I saw him.
"Always supervise an eight year old, and a six year old with scissors." He told me, and laughed. "I didn´t, they cut of a big tress from my hair. Mum fixed it when she came home."
"Didn´t touch the fringe did they?"
"No, they didn´t reach it." Two teenagers came walking down the hall, I recognized them both as they were children of Dr. Jesse Carlyle. Jada- the youngest I knew had some classes with Jamie.
"Hey Dr. Cullen." They both greeted me.
"Hello kids. How many times do I need to tell you? You aren´t my patients so just call me Carlisle, you know, the same as your last name."
"Okay." Jada- the youngest said. "We… we…. Rode with our dad today, we gotta get to school. Bye Carlisle." They continued out the door, I looked worriedly after them, as soon as his little sister had mentioned school- Joel Carlyle had gotten a glimpse of fear in his eyes. It had been gone almost as fast as it came there. But why was he so afraid? I shrugged and walked to the lounge to get my doctor´s coat. Before I walked over to Jamie´s room.
Nothing had changed since I had been there yesterday, Jamie hadn´t woken up from the coma, and she still just laid there. Terry still sat there though. Now sleeping on the floor. I kneeled down next to him and shook his shoulder.
"Terry? Terry?"
"Mhm," Terry groaned, opened his eyes and sat up.
"I slept here?" he looked around confused. I smiled at him and nodded.
"I think you did." I helped him. "Your turn to go home for good sleep." Terry walked out of the room, I sat down by Jamie´s bed and took her hand, only to three minutes later be called in to help with a victim of another accident.
In the afternoon, it wasn´t much people around so I sat in the reception talking with Tysen when I heard someone call my name, and immediately recognized Joel´s voice.
"Carlisle?" I turned around and spotted Joel standing there, he held his wrist in the other hand, as if it was hurting. I jumped down from the bench I sat on and walked around the reception to get to him.
"Hello Joel, what can I do for you?"
"I…. I hurt my wrist in school, could you take a look at it?"
"Yeah sure, but if you want I could get your father."
"No thanks, I´d rather want you to do it."
"Okay. Come with me." I walked down the hall and told Joel to sit down on a bunk and roll up his sleeve, while I sat down on a chair and rolled it over to where Joel sat. He laid his jacket next to him and rolled up the sleeve of his shirt. I started- what other called- twisting, bending, turning and looking- ore likely as examine his wrist.
"I´m not sure if it´s a bad sprain or a crack." I told him. "I´m gonna have an X- ray to be sure." I sent Joel upstairs for an X- ray and when the pictures came, I and him both stood there, as I pointed out the parts of the wrist and hand and what had happened.
"It´s a crack, but just a minor one, so you´ll be fine with just a brace instead of a cast. Come with me. I lead him into a room and pulled out the equipment I needed from a locker. Just as Jesse came into the room.
"Joel? What are you doing here?"
"I…I…"
"He hurt his wrist," I answered for Joel. "It´s a very small crack so I´m giving him a brace." Jesse sighed.
"Can you go one day without hurting yourself?" Jesse asked himself, Joel shrugged. Jesse turned to me.
"I´ll finish that Dr. Cullen." I reached him the equipment I had taken out, and then walked to Jamie´s room again. Nothing had changed this time either, I sat down again.
"You shouldn´t be here Jamie." I began. "I think you know that, you should be one of those teenagers running up and down in the stairs at school, being at lessons, coming home and throwing themselves in the couch watching TV in the afternoon. I think you know that… Maybe you would have been if I had brought you to hospital in time… I´m sorry." I started sobbing. "I´m sorry… this is all my fault." I took Jamie´s hand, held it between my hands while venom tears were dripping down on the blanket.
I LOVE JOEL! I´ve got a picture of what he looks like, the pic will be up, and the link for that is on my profile.
AWWW. Poor Carlisle.
This thing with venom tears wasn´t my idea from the beginning. Sry ActressCeCe, hope it´s still ok I use a couple of your ideas.