I am so, so, so sorry. These past few months, I've mostly concentrated on my newest stories, Riding on the wings of a dove and buried deep within, I have also got like seven half- finished one- shots and I've been trying to finish of a few of them… but here I am, yay.

I've updated the pic for this, it's the same pic as before, but I've added the title and "written by LinnéaGB" on it.

Being in a coma is an experience I haven't got and that I'd rather miss out on. So… if I get some things wrong, I'm sorry.

Jamie POV

Beep, beep, beep

"Jamie… Jamie…" I heard a voice. I could hear it was a male's voice but it sounded as if it was so far away. Like if I heard it from the other side of the wall. I felt as if someone was holding my hand, but at the same time I couldn't. What was going on?

Flashback

I groaned and opened my eyes slowly. I had been woken up once again by my own coughing. I pushed myself into sitting position, leaned against the cushions, and did my best to ease the coughing.

I can feel a cold hand on my shoulder- blade, and look up to meet Esme's worried eyes- she's worried about me I can tell- they all are. Gosh if this stupid flu or whatever it is could just get better already so I wouldn't have to feel like a burden.

I can feel something rising in my throat, but before I have reacted enough to lean over the bucket placed next to the couch, I coughed it up- and got it all over my shirt and hands. Blood! Esme quickly stood up and backed away from me.

Carlisle came rushing into the room, he looks to me, then I coughed up more blood. It's making my throat burn, and for every second that passed, it's making me more scared. Why was this happening?

I was only vaguely aware of the fact that Carlisle scooped me up. And what happened after that- I couldn't remember anything.

End of flashback

Beep, beep, beep.

"Jamie if you can hear me squeeze my hand." I heard, and it was getting clearer for every second, slowly, I began to squeeze the hand that was holding mine. One finger at the time, that was all I had the energy for.

"Jamie." Now I heard it was Carlisle's voice, I felt his cold hand in mine, and another just as cold hand stroking away the fringe from my forehead- as my eyes fluttered open. My vision was blurry- I lifted my hands to rub my eyes, but Carlisle grabbed my hands, next thing I knew something cold was dripped in my eyes. He let go of me, and my hands immediately shot up towards my eyes, as I started rubbing them, and then slowly opened them.

I was lying in a bed in a hospital room. A monitor was going beep, beep, beep with my every heartbeat. I looked around, on a table on my left sat a big stuffed hen, a teddy bear dressed in a dress and skates, a stuffed dog and another teddy bear. Beside me there also was a colorful balloon with the text "get well soon Jamie" On a table on my right there stood two framed drawings and a laptop with a USB in it.

I looked up at Carlisle again, I wanted to ask what had happened, but something in my throat kept me from talking. I moved my lips and looked questioning to him- hopefully he'd understand my question.

"There you are…. Gave me a major scare there. I thought we would lose you." I tried to say something again. "Hush don't try to speak. You've got a tube in your throat to help you breathe. I can take it out now if you want me to." I nodded, Carlisle took away something from my face and took a steady grip of the tube and looked me in the eyes.

"Now Jamie, I want you to take a deep breath in, and when I say out. You breathe out as hard as you can okay." I nodded slightly, and breathed in as far as I could. "Out." I breathed out just as Carlisle pulled the tube out of my throat. I coughed harshly as it came out, Carlisle clapped my back, just as another doctor- with brown hair and brown eyes came in.

"Hello miss Dylan." I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Jamie." I managed to croak.

"Jamie… I can see you're awake." He smiled, and rose the head of my bed. "I'm Doctor Carlyle. How are you feeling?" I shrugged.

"Okay… when can I go home?" The both men smiled.

"We'd rather keep you here for a couple days longer." Dr. Carlyle said.

"What happened?" I croaked.

"You had a pneumonia." Carlisle said. "It got pretty severe and we almost lost you. You've been in a coma for six days."

"Drink this." Dr. Carlyle held a glass of water in front of me. I took it and started drinking

"Jasper and Emmett took the stuffed animals, the laptop and the balloon here." Carlisle told me- oh I should have guessed. "The drawings are from one of the receptionist's younger sister and brother, the USB holds greetings from everyone, want to hear them?" I nodded. Carlisle opened the laptop and put in the USB, then he moved the table closer and turned the video on.

"Hey Jame." Emmett was shown first. "First I want to say sorry because I got you into all this, then I want to say that you're the coolest little human sister ever, and I hope you get well soon." The video flickered over to Rosalie.

"Hey Jamie! I wanted to say I'm sorry that we completely forgot you're human and need food when we went shopping. Then I wanted to say thank you for the Christmas present, and that I kinda like you. Get well soon sister." It flickered again, to Esme.

"Hello sweetheart. I wanted to say that I really love you, and what you've done to my family. I also want to say sorry if I scared you when you started coughing blood. Please get well soon sweetheart." It flickered once again to Reneesme.

"Hey Jamie. I was frightened when grandpa told us you had a pneumonia, but I knew you'd get better, so please do so very soon because we miss you." It flickered to Edward.

"Hey Jamie, I wanted to tell you that when you come home again I would gladly play the piano with you. So get well soon." It flickered to Alice.

"Hey Jamie, I wanted to say that when you get home again we can go shopping more." I moaned. "And I swear we won't forget lunch this time. I've also got a present for you when you come home. Get well soon." It flickered to Bella.

"Hey Jamie, I wanted to tell you that if you ever need help with school or something I'm always here for you, so are all the others. All of us really love you so please get well soon." It flickered to Jasper.

"Hey Jamie." He said. "I just wanted to say that I wish you'll get well soon. You've been fightin' worse battles than this so get well darlin'" It flickered again to all of them.

"GET WELL SOON JAMIE." They shouted. "WE ALL LOVE YOU." The screen flickered again to pitch- black. I couldn't help to smile at them. Next thing I knew- Carlisle was holding a small box with ice- cream in front of me.

"This will do good for your throat. Want it?" I nodded, took the spoon and started eating.

Two days later it was finally time to go home. I sat out in the reception and waited for Carlisle, when a boy I recognized from school walked buy and jumped up on the bench next to me.

"Hello… you're Jamie Dylan right?" The boy had brown hair and brown eyes- that almost glittered when he smiled at me.

"Yes…" I said a bit insecure.

"I'm Joel Carlyle, my dad works here, I think my little sister has some classes with you. Jada Carlyle." Wait, little sister. This boy sure must look younger than he was. He smiled at me again, I noticed he had a cut over his eye. He pulled his sleeve over his hand and wiped the blood away- the jocks must have been all over him again.

"Hey Tysen." Joel greeted a boy I recognized from the skating hall but never had been talking to. He was moving slowly, limping and had bruises in his face.

"Hey Tyse." Carlisle came back. "You back already?" Tysen nodded.

"Yep, back and good as new… well… almost." He laughed and sat down in the reception, and moaned as if it hurt to laugh.

"Ready to go home Jamie?" I nodded and let Carlisle lift me down from the bench.

"Ehrm… I guess I'll see you at school." Joel jumped down from the bench. "Bye Jamie."

"See there… you've got an admirer." Carlisle chuckled, I hit his arm gently.

"Shut up." He just chuckled and shook his head. I walked out to the car- it seemed as if the worst part of the pneumonia had passed before and during I was in coma, so… even though I still had a major cough, and took five tablets a day- I felt alright.

I sneaked into the house when we came home, but of course, I had barely come inside the door before I was swept of my feet and pulled into a bear- hug by Emmett.

"JAY JAY." He shouted and hugged me even harder.

"Ow, Emmett, fragile material. Must be very careful with it." Emmett let me stand on my own two feet and ruffled playfully in my hair.

"Are you alright sweetheart?" Esme asked, I gave her a slight nod and hugged her too. Then I looked around the room, while Emmett was hugging me, the rest of the Cullens had gathered in the hallway.

"Listen guys, after watching that video there was something I wanted to tell you."

"What?" Emmett asked, almost jumping with curiosity. I took a deep breath.

"…I love you too."

So… well… I worked as hard as I really could to get done today, and now it's half past ten, and I've got school tomorrow, g'night.