A/N Guys I am sorry I haven't posted...I Um...I Finished Allegiant this morning at 2...am...and I have been crying since. I can't stop thinking about it. If you know how I feel...and Need some one to talk to...I Am here...Cuz I know I needed people to talk to...still Kinda do. You don't get over that, I don't see how anyone can. Anyway if I don't post in a while its cuz Allegiant. Don't blame me blame Allegiant.
-Tris POV-
I'm still a little hungry, but I just got out of the infirmary and I do want to be with my friends, but I really just want to be with Tobias. So I decide to just get up and leave with him. I just want him with me, us together, alone, no one else.
We start down the hallway to our room when I stop, and look at him. He looks back, his eyes blue, they seem lighter, his eyes are on mine and I know he wants the same thing I do. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down so his mouth matches mine. He cups my face with his hands and slowly slides them down, they are now on my hips and he pulls me closer to him, and presses me against the wall.
I kiss him harder, I just want him close to me. He lifts me up and I put my legs around his waist he brings his head down a little and kisses my neck. He makes his way down to my collar-bone, and kisses the three ravens, I sigh, and I don't care if he hears me.
I realize we are still in the hallway, ten feet from our door. "Tobias," I say though are kisses. "let's go to our room." I feel him smile a little and he carries me to are room still kissing every so often.
We get to out room and he closes the door with his foot. He walks us over to the bed and sets me down, he is over me now, I'm laying on my back and his legs are on either side of me. He lowers his head near me ear and whispers, "I love you, you know that?" He says it so quietly that it tickles my ear a little with his breath, I smile and whisper in his ear. "I know, and I love you." He lets out a breath, not a sigh but more of a slight laugh of happiness or something. Our mouths meet again, this time with more strength, I do and don't want this to go far, I want him, but I just can't help it, I'm not like the other girls he could have. I know he wants me but for some reason I just can't help but feel like I'm not enough for him.
I let that thought slip my mind for now. I bring my hand down and pull his shirt up and he pulls it off himself. He slips his hands under the hem of my shirt, his hand touch my waist, I shiver a little, his hands aren't cold they are warm, I'm not sure why I shiver. He slides his hands up a little higher, and I know what he is asking, I take my hands and pull my shirt over my head tossing it to the side.
I feel bare and exposed, I am thankful that it is dark in the room, because I feel like if he sees me, sees how I still have the figure of a twelve-year-old girl, he won't want me. I know that is not true but I can't push the feeling aside.
He kisses my collar, and puts his hands on my stomach, he brings his mouth up to meet mine again, I put my hands on the small of his back and press him closer to me.
His bare stomach touching mine, he is warm. Him this closer to me makes me feel safe, I always feel safe with him, but when we are this close I forget all of my problems and everything that is going on. All I think about is us, together, never ever being apart no matter what happens to either of us, we will always be together. Nothing, nothing at all can tear us apart, nothing at all.
I push him up a little and roll him on his back so he is laying in the bed, and I'm on him. I'm thankful for my short hair, it doesn't get in the way when I lean in to kiss him. I kiss him his hands crawl up my back, I shiver again, I don't think he notices, he brings his hand all the way up to my bra strap, and stops, I know what he wants but I am not ready. I pull away a little, hoping he knows that I don't want that, yet. He knew because his hands slid down to my waist and pulls me closer to him so I am laying on his chest.
-Tobias POV-
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I wake up late the next morning, with Tris next to me. She is still asleep, she needs the sleep, so I don't wake her. I slip out of bed and walk to the shower.
When I get out I see she is still asleep. Today is visiting day, if her parents don't come I will have to find away to make her feel better about it. I have some Ideas, but I will need help. I walk over to the bed and lean over her, I kiss her lightly on the head, hoping that will wake her, it doesn't. I put my hand on her waist and shake her a little. "Tris, hey. You need to wake up." I say quietly to her.
She rolls over so she isn't facing me. I walk around to the other side of the bed and kneel next to her, I don't want to make her mad by waking her up to rough, so I press my mouth to hers. I pull back and I see a smile on her face, I smile a little, she opens one eye and closes it again. "Come one get up sleepy. If you don't I'm going to tickle you." I say. She slides away from me and curls up in a ball.
"Okay! Just don't tickle me!" She says with a laugh. I can't help but smile, I lean close to her and tickle her waist, she screams and jumps out of bed running to the bathroom but I catch her before she reaches the bathroom. She hasn't put a shirt on so my hands touch her waist and she shivers a little, my hands are either cold or I startled her. She tries to free herself but I tighten my grip, she gives up and turns to face me. I look at her eyes, they are grayish blue, sometimes they are just gray, and other times blue, but now they are gray/blue.
She looks at me and I lean in to kiss her again, but she slips from my grasp and heads for the bathroom, I run after her. She reached the door laughing and tries to close it but I put my foot in the doorway to stop the door, I smile at her. "Not gonna leave till I get what I came for." I say with a small smile.
"And what is that?" She says, trying to keep a straight face, but I see the ends of her mouth curling up to a smile.
"A kiss from the most beautiful girl in the world."
"Hmm Sorry she isn't here if I find her I will tell her you're looking for her." I frown a little at her but she smiles and opens the door and kisses me. I let out a small laugh, warping my arms around her. She maybe small and not have the figure of all the other girls her age, but I don't care, she is mine, and I love the way she looks. Sometimes I don't think she knows that. I try to remind her as much as I can. She pulls back and starts to close the door. "Hey can you get me some clothes, or at least a clean shirt." She says.
"Why? I think you should good topless." I say smiling.
"Come on get me one! You wouldn't want people to see your girlfriend topless?"
"True but what if we just stayed here all day. That way we could both go topless."
"Ha. Ha. You are just so funny. Go get me a shirt you idiot."
"Fine. Your, loss." I say. Before I go I wink and her, and start to walk away. I hear her laugh and she closes the door, I hear the water turn on.
When I get her a shirt I knock on the door, and crack it open, the water is still running so I know she is still in the shower. "Where do you want me to put it." I say and open the door all the way, walking in.
She pops her head out from behind the curtain. "Put it over there on the counter." She says pointing to the corner of the counter. I walk over and put it down, and walk out, closing the door.
I'm about to sit down when I hear a knock at the door, I walk over and open it. Its Christina.
"Hey, Four. Tris there?"
"Yeah. hang on." The water is off but I'm not sure if she is dressed. I knock in the door to the bathroom, Christina has let herself in sitting on the couch.
"Come on in." She says. I open the door a little she is just putting her shirt on. When she has it on she looks at me and walks over to me kissing me, I kiss her back. But I pull away remembering Christina need to talk to Tris.
She looks disappointed. "We are gonna have to finish this later, Christina is here for you." I say. She nods and kisses my cheek, walking out of the room.
-Tris POV-
As much as I wanted to kiss Tobias I had to see what Christina needs. I walk in the living room, she is smiling I'm not sure why.
"Hey, hows it goin?" She ask with a wink.
"Um good, why? and whats with the wink." I say
"Like I didn't hear you guys in the bathroom, its like 8 feet away." I can feel my cheeks turning red.
"Okay um. Wh-what are you doing here? Is there something you need?"
"Yeah, just wanted to make sure you knew today was Visiting day. And why you weren't at breakfast, but I know now."
"Oh yeah I know what today is. And we uh I slept in late. rough night."
"Yeah okay well I am gonna leave now see ya later." She says and leaves closing the door behind her.
Tobias grabs my hand with a smile, I can feel my cheeks going more red, we walk hand in hand down to the Pit where the parents are going to be any minute now.
Hope you liked this chapter, sorry if its too much fluff, and mostly in Tris POV, I just need to have a happy fanfic after reading Allegiant.
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Disclaimer - If I owned the Divergent books I would not have Allegiant end the way it did.
