Just a warning, there is some smut in here. It's not graphic, but regardless...it's smut.
After weeks of rehearsals, it was finally time for Mckinley to put on West Side Story. Everyone was in hyperdrive as they prepared for the audience to come. Especially Blaine and Rachel, who had rehearsals every morning. This morning they were practicing "Tonight"
"Tonight, tonight, it all began tonight. I saw you and the world went away. Tonight tonight, there's only you tonight, what you are, what you do, what you say" Rachel sang.
"Today, I had the feeling, a miracle would happen. I know now I was right." Blaine sang back.
"For here you are, and what was just a world is a star, tonight…" They sang together as the last note of the song rang out on the piano. Coach Beiste, who was crying, Miss Pillsbury, and Artie clapped for them.
"Are you going to cry every time we sing?" Blaine asked Coach Beiste.
"I'm such a girl." She muttered.
"My only note is more teeth." Miss Pillsbury added, which neither Blaine nor Rachel actually understood what she meant.
"Can I be honest?" Artie interjected cutting her off. "This song is about a sexual awakening, as is the entire musical. You two lack passion." he said hesitantly. "Have either of you two actually…?" Artie asked as he trailed off.
"Wow...okay I have to go." Miss Pillsbury said quickly gathering her stuff and standing up.
"Those footballs aren't going to inflate themselves up." Coach Beiste added as she too made a break for the auditorium door.
"Look, I remember my first time with Brittany." Artie began. "-The excitement, the way it made me feel like a man. Even though she called the wrong name like...four times during and after. What was it like for you?" he asked Blaine and Rachel.
"Well...umm." Rachel stuttered.
"I'm waiting for the right time." Blaine jumped in to save Rachel from her embarrassment.
Yeah, yeah, me too." She said in agreement before leaning over to Blaine's ear and whispering, "I'm so glad you're my Tony," through gritted teeth.
"Look, as your friend, I support your strange aversion to fun, but as your director, I'm concerned," Artie told them.
"I'm sorry, what do you mean?" Rachel asked.
"Well, how do you expect to convey the human experience to an audience, when you haven't even opened yourself up to humanity's most basic and primal ones." Artie told her. Both Blaine and Rachel were in shock. Was Artie really telling them that they had to have sex to act better? Part of acting was doing things that you've never done before, but convincing the audience that you had. If Tony had jumped off a cliff, did Artie want him to do that too so he would act it out better. When he had sex with Kurt or whoever, it was his decision, not Artie's. Still, he couldn't get the idea out of his mind. He did want to play the part well.
After school, Kurt came over to his house to study. Blaine, however, really did not feel like studying, so he turned some music on and started to dance.
"Umm God… Roxy music makes me want to build a time machine just so I can go back to the seventies and give Bryan Ferry a high five." Blaine said as he danced.
"Do you think I'm boring?" Kurt asked suddenly.
"Are you crazy?" Blaine exclaimed. "You are the single most interesting kid in all of Ohio." he added.
"I mean, like, sexually. We are playing it very safe not granting our hands visas to travel south of the equator." Kurt replied.
"I thought that's what we wanted?" Blaine asked. Did Kurt want to have sex with him too?
"It is." Kurt immediately replied. "I'm just wondering, have you ever had the urge to rip off each other's clothes and just get dirty?" Kurt asked.
"Uhh, yeah, but that's why they invented masturbation." Blaine said before he could even think. Did he really just mention mastubation in front of his boyfriend? Who did that?
"It's so hot in this room. Can we open up a window?" Kurt asked pulling at his sweater.
"Hey, I'm serious." Blaine said collecting himself as he sat down on his bed where Kurt was. "Yes, we're young, we're in high school, and yeah, we have urges, but whatever we do, I want to make sure your comfortable, so I can be comfortable." Blaine explained. "And besides, tearing off all of your clothes is sort of a tall order." he added.
"Because of the layers?" Kurt asked.
"Because of the layers." Blaine replied as he pressed a kiss to Kurt's lips. Just then Blaine's door opened and Kim walked in.
"Woah, sorry boys." She apologized as she covered her eyes.
"Sorry Kim." Blaine said immediately breaking himself away from Kurt.
"I was wondering if you two can stop kissing long enough to babysit Annie, Lucas, and Sami while I run to the store." Kim said.
"Where's Charlie?" Blaine asked.
"I don't know. Do we ever know?" Kim said.
"Good point." Blaine sighed. "Yeah, we can watch them." he replied.
"Thank you so much Blaine." Kim said as she left them.
"So, I guess, we're babysitting." Kurt said.
"I guess so." Blaine replied as he took Kurt's hand and led him of his bed and downstair where all three kids were playing. They sat on the couch and all three kids barely batted an eye at them.
"So, I was thinking that maybe I could invited the Warblers to come and see the show on Friday." Blaine said hesitantly to Kurt.
"You should. There still your friends Blaine, even if you're at Mckinley." Kurt said.
"Blainey, do we get to come to your show?" Annie asked as she walked over to him.
"You? I don't know." Blaine said joking. Annie frowned. "Of course you do silly. I bought tickets for all of you a while ago." Blaine said as he grabbed her and tickled her stomach.
"Blaine! Stop!" She giggled. Kurt smiled at Blaine and Annie. He really was a great big brother to all of these kids. When Kim got home later, Kurt went home. Since they didn't get much studying done at Blaine's house, they both still had homework to do.
The next morning, before school, Blaine drove over to Dalton. It felt good to walk down those familiar hallways again. He walked down to the the rehearsal room for the Warblers was and could hear the familiar tones of "Uptown girl" flowing out from the room. Nick was singing lead, which was awesome. One thing he didn't like about the Warblers was how no one, but him got to shine. He was glad Nick was finally getting his moment. He stood leaning on the doorway as he watched the Warblers sing. Then, before he knew it one of the Warblers was pulling him to the number. He resisted at first, but realized he couldn't not give in to an impromptu performance. It honestly felt awesome to be performing with all of his friends again. When the song ended, Blaine clapped for his friends.
"You guys killed it as always." He exclaimed as he walked forward to hug them.
"We sound so much better with you in the mix." Trent said. "Is this your triumphant return back to Dalton? Please?" he asked. All of the Warblers looked hopeful.
"Actually…" Blaine began. "I here to invite you guys to my opening night at Mckinley. West Side Story." he said. " I reserved a whole block of tickets just for the Warblers. it would mean the world to me if you guys could come." he added.
"We'll be there." a Warbler that Blaine didn't recognize answered. "Once a Warbler always a Warbler right?" he added. His friends burst out in cheers as they rejoiced over seeing their old friend again. Then they broke away and Blaine was left with this mysterious new Warbler.
"Blaine Anderson." the warbler said as he extended his hand out to Blaine. "Sebastian Smythe." he said.
" Hi!' Blaine said in a friendly voice. "Are you a freshmen?" he asked.
" Do I look like a freshmen?" Sebastian asked. Blaine hesitated with an answer.
"Why don't we go and talk?" Sebastian asked. Blaine nodded and followed him down to a table in the hallway. "So, you're a legend at Dalton." Sebastian said once they sat down.
"Well…" Blaine stuttered.
"Don't be modest." Sebastian told him. "I was like, I don't know who is Blaine guy is, but apparently he's sex on a stick and sings like a dream." Blaine's cheeks got red and he hid his embarrassment under his hand. "Sucks that I missed him." Sebastian added. "Alright, since I working to recreate your medior consent I need to ask. Why did you leave Dalton? Were you bored with all the preppies around here or is it that you broke to many hearts to stay?" Sebastian asked flirtatiously. Blaine chuckled.
"It wasn't like that." Blaine stuttered. "Let's just say that I miss Dalton everyday, but Mckinley is where my heart is now."
"Well, I have to go." Sebastian said. "Lacrosse practice, but could we meet again? I could really use some more insights from you, Blaine." he said. "You know, Warbler to Warbler." Blaine hesitated.
"Umm,sure." he replied as he took Sebastians phone from him and put in his number. Even after Sebastian left, Blaine's heart was still beating quickly. He just had to remember. He had a boyfriend. He had Kurt. Plus, this guy surely wouldn't want a foster kid as his boyfriend.
The next day after rehearsal, Kurt and Blaine decided to got to the Lima Bean. "Order for me please." Kurt said. "I have to run to the bathroom."
"Okay, the usual?" Blaine asked.
"Yup." Kurt replied before running off to the bathroom. Blaine went to get in line and there was Sebastian. He tapped him on the shoulder and Sebastian turned around.
"Blaine, what a surprise." He said.
"Yeah, It's nice to see you too." Blaine replied. Sebastian turned around and ordered his coffee and even asked for a shot of kielbasa in his coffee. Who did that? Blaine ordered his and Kurt's and then followed Sebastian over to a table.
"I can't believe you ordered a shot of kielbasa in your coffee." Blaine exclaimed.
"I can't believe how lame this town is." Sebastian laughed. "When I lived in Paris, I drank it like it was mother's milk." he told Blaine.
"When you lived in...okay wow..." Blaine said trailing off in disbelief as he took a seat.
"What?" Sebastian asked.
"You're just…you're out there." Blaine told him.
"And your whole bashful school boy thing...super hot." Sebastian said with a wink. Now Blaine knew he was definitely flirting with him. Blaine took a deep breath.
"Look, Sebastian, I have a boyfriend." Blaine said blatantly.
"Doesn't bother me if it doesn't bother you." Sebastian retorted.
"No, what I mean is… I really care about him." Blaine told Sebastian.
"He doesn't need to know." Sebastian quickly interjected.
"No, I just would never want to mess my thing up with him in any way" Blaine said as Kurt began walking over to where he saw his boyfriend. "He's really great." Blaine added.
"Who's really great?" Kurt asked as soon as he got to the table.
"You!" Blaine quickly replied with a little nervous laughter. "We were just talking about you. Sebastian, this is Kurt, my boyfriend, who I was just telling you about." Kurt stuck out his hand to Sebastian and Blaine watched him hesitantly shake.
"Pleasure." Kurt said to Sebastian. "And how do we know Sebastian?" Kurt asked turning to Blaine. Blaine fumbled for the right words to say.
"We met at Dalton." Sebastian interjected. "Was dying to meet Blaine. Those Warblers just won't shut up about him, didn't think he could live up to the height, but as it turns out…" Sebastian trailed off.
"Yes, he's even more impressive in the flesh." Kurt said as he pulled a chair next to Blaine and wrapped his arm protectively around Blaine's.
"So, what are you guys doing tomorrow night?" Sebastian asked.
"Well, we're rehearsing for the school musical and then at bedtime, we do a rigorous skin regiment over the phone together." Kurt said before Blaine could answer.
"And as sexy as that sounds…" Sebastian began. "What do you say we shake things up and I get you guys a couple of fake ID's and we head over to Scandals in West Lima."
"Scandals?" Blaine asked. "That's the gay bar."
"The last time I was there, I met the man of my dreams on the dance floor." Sebastian told them.
"That's so sweet and are two of you still together?" Kurt asked.
"Sadly no," Sebastian replied. "We broke up about twenty minutes after we met. Come on guys, live a little."
"We would love to Sebastian. Thank you for the offer, that's very nice of you, but that just isn't our kind of thing." Blaine stuttered out.
"Let's do it." Kurt said placing his hand over Blaine's
"What?" Blaine asked surprisingly.
"Yeah." Kurt said. "We have a whole bunch of firsts to start crossing off our lists." Kurt added. "We're in." he said turning back to Sebastian.
"Great." Sebastian said with a smirk across his face.
"Great." Blaine reiterated before standing up with Kurt and heading home.
The next day, Blaine went over to Dalton and picked up their fake ID's from Sebastian. Neither ID looked anything like Kurt or Blaine.
"Don't worry. They'll work." Sebastian reassured Blaine before he left.
"Oh Blaine, can you come here for a moment?" Charlie yelled up the stairs before Blaine was supposed to leave to meet Kurt. He rushed down the stairs and found Charlie with the two fake ID's in her hand. "What are these?" she asks with a smirk on her face. "I think Kim might want to know about these."
"Charlie! Give those to me now." He said.
"No!" Charlie said holding the two ID's over her head where Blaine couldn't reach them even when he jumped.
"I will tell Kim all about your vodka stash underneath your bed if you don't give them to me." Blaine threatened. Charlie's face fell as she rolled her eyes and lowered her arm and gave Blaine the ID's.
"Where are you even going that you need these?" She asked.
"Scandals." Blaine answered.
"The gay bar?" She questioned. "Blaine there are way better bars. Trust me, I've been to them." she said.
"Well this is the bar that we're going to." Blaine muttered.
"And we're does Kim think you two are going?" she asked.
"She thinks we have a really long rehearsal tonight because of the play tomorrow.' Blaine told her.
"Nice lie." She muttered evilly.
"Thanks, learned from the best." Blaine added as he eyed his foster sister before walking night, Kurt picked him up from his house. The ride to Scandals was quiet and awkward. Blaine knew deep down that Kurt really didn't want to go. He was just feeling very threatened by Sebastian and wanted to seem fun. Kurt pulled into a spot at Scandals and they got out. Blaine handed Kurt one of the ID's.
"Chaz Donaldsworth, This doesn't even look like me." Kurt said.
"Don't worry." Blaine said. "Mine says I'm thirty-eight. They'll work," he said reassuring Kurt. They walked up to the front desk and a guy, who didn't look like he wanted to be there at all examined their ID's. He looked up at Kurt.
"Aloha!" Kurt said, because apparently Chaz Donaldsworth was a Hawaiian native. The man handed Kurt back his ID and looked at Blaine's before handing it back.
"Enjoy. Its Drag Queen Thursday." he muttered at they went inside. They looked around and the bar was virtually dead.
"It's not very scandalous." Blaine commented.
"On contraire," Kurt said. "Look at all the glamorous drag queens. Look, there's Cher, Tina Turner, and is that Lucy or Reba?" Kurt asked him.
"That is Ginger from Gilligan's island." Blaine replied after looking at the drag queen.
"Oh, of course." Kurt muttered. Then they spotted Sebastian over at the bar and walked over to him.
"I really don't like that guy." Kurt muttered.
"He's harmless." Blaine replied.
"A beer for Blaine and for Kurt, a shirley temple with extra cherries. I heard you're like the designated driver...like all the time." Sebastian said. "Cheers boys! To the glamorous life." They all sipped their drinks. "Who wants to dance?" Sebastian asked. Blaine looked to Kurt.
"You go ahead, I'll just wait here." Kurt told him. Blaine was about to stay until Sebastian took his hand and pulled him out onto the dance floor. They danced together, but Blaine kept stealing glances over at Kurt. Then before he knew it Kurt was out there dancing with him. Kurt twirled Blaine and kept him away from Sebastian. After Blaine finished his beer, Kurt could tell he was a little tipsy and insisted that they get going. They walked out of the bar together and Blaine leaned on him drunkenly.
"This is the best night of my life." Blaine slurred.
"Okay." Kurt laughed as he struggled to keep him up.
"I wanna live here and just make art and help people." Blaine said breathing all over Kurt.
"You can sure help people make fires with your breath." Kurt laughed.
"Hey come on, I only had one beer." Blaine said to defend himself. "Kiss me." Blaine commanded.
" Oh No, you're riding in the back. You're less likely to throw up that way" Kurt said as he pushed Blaine to the back of his car. Then, Blaine pulled Kurt into the backseat on top of his and started to kiss him.
"Cold hand!" Kurt exclaimed as he tried to get away.
"Hey Kurt, let's just do it. I want you so bad.' he practically moaned.
"No Blaine." Kurt said as he pushed him away only for Blaine to try to kiss him again. "Stop it!" Kurt said again as he broke free of Blaine's grasp and tried to get out of the car as quickly as he could.
"I know that you wanted to do it in a field of lilacs with sting playing in the background and all that, but who cares where we are, it's about us." Blaine said.
"Right! It's about us." Kurt said as he got out of the car. "That's why I don't want to do it on a night that you spent half of dancing with another guy and that you're sober enough to remember it the next day!"
"Why are you yelling at me?" Blaine asked.
"Because I have never felt less like being intimate with someone! Either you can't tell or you just don't care!" Kurt yelled at him. Blaine rolled his eyes and got out of the car and walked further into the parking lot. 'Where are you going?" Kurt called after him.
"I'm sorry if I'm trying to be spontaneous and fun." Blaine retorted back. "I...I think I'm just going to walk home." He muttered as he began to walk away.
"Blaine!" Kurt called after him, but Blaine didn't stop. How could he almost do that to Kurt? How could he almost force Kurt to have sex with him. Blaine feared that he was becoming his father. Blaine thought back to all of the times he had heard Cooper screaming for their father to get off of him or the one night that Blaine too had experienced it. His fathers breath smelled like alcohol as he breathed all over him and touched him in places… Blaine didn't want to be like that, especially with Kurt, the man he loved. Blaine walked home and by the time he got there he felt head was pounding and his stomach was in waves. Blaine wasn't sure if that was from the alcohol or the guilt. He opened the door and walked in.
"Wow, what a late rehearsal." he heard a voice say. Blaine turned around in surprise and found Charlie lounging on the couch.
"Holy shit, Charlie you scared the crap out of me." He said his hand over his heart.
"You look like shit. Are you drunk?" She asked.
"No. I only had one beer. Why are you still up?" he asked as he pinched the bridge of his nose and put a hand gingerly over his nauseous stomach.
"Vampire Diaries marathon." She replied. "Hey, you okay you look like you're gonna hurl." she said.
"No." Blaine choked out before running into the kitchen and puking his one beer into the sink.
"Gross." Charlie muttered as she paused her show and got up from the couch while Blaine was panting over the sink trying to determine if he was going to puke again. She grabbed his a glass of water and gave his two aspirins. "Here." she said. "Take these. They'll help with the hangover. Damn, you really are a lightweight." She said. Blaine grabbed a towel and wiped his face and then took the pills. Then, Charlie led him up the stairs and put him into bed. Blaine went to bed immediately, but he was definitely not prepared for the headache he had the next day.
The next day at school he struggled through his headache and the fact that any food he saw made him nauseous. Kurt stayed away from him and Blaine couldn't blame him. He had almost forced him to do something awful. Blaine didn't want to be with himself either. Luckily, by the time that night when he was getting ready for the show, he felt a lot better. Kim, Annie, Sami, Lucas, Charlie, and the Warblers were in the audience and Blaine was feeling really confident. The play went off without a hitch. When it ended Blaine went into the audience and found his family.
"Blaine! You did awesome!" Annie said as she ran into his arms.
"Thanks Annie," he said.
"Yeah, honey, I had no idea you had such a nice voice." Kim said patting him on the back. Blaine smiled at his foster mom.
"Well, come on kids. I promised you I'd take you guys out for ice cream." Kim said as she led the younger kids out of the auditorium.
"That was pretty good considering how hammered you got last night." Charlie said evilly.
"Hey, don't get to crazy. I still have your vodka stash and not to mention the pot I found in you backpack the other day to blackmail you with" Blaine shot back at her.
"Why were you in my backpack?" She yelled. "Whatever, it's nice to know that the "perfect foster child" can make a mistake." She said. Blaine laughed. Perfect foster child his ass.
"Whatever, go have ice cream with Kim." Blaine told her.
"Are you coming?" she asked.
"No I messed up a dance move. I want to work on it so I don't screw it up tomorrow." Blaine said.
"Perfectionist." She muttered before walking away and Blaine went back onto the stage. Once everyone left he began to try to do the dance move that he had messed up right. He didn't even see Kurt come back out onto the stage.
"Shouldn't you be celebrating?" Kurt asked which got Blaine's attention.
"I'm going over this move. I messed it up tonight. I know I can do it better." Blaine told him.
"Beauty of the stage." Kurt replied. "You get to do it all over again tomorrow night. Personally I thought both of you guys were perfect."
"Thank you." Blaine replied quietly without making eye contact. "Your Officer Krupke killed, brought the house down." he added.
"Well, I can't help, but pull focus, sorry." Kurt replied with a smile.
"Don't apologize. It was great." Blaine said with a little bit of nervous laughter.
"All your friends were here tonight, the Warblers, Kim and your foster siblings…Sebastian." Kurt added hesitantly. "They were all loving it."
"Come here." Blaine said as waved Kurt over. Kurt smiled and walked over to his boyfriend. "Give me your hand and hold it to your heart." Blaine commanded.
"Just like the song?" Kurt asked.
"Just like the song." Blaine replied. "Kurt, Sebastian doesn't mean anything to me and you were right. Out first time should be like that. I was drunk and I'm sorry." Blaine said getting a little choked up. He truly felt so horrible for what he did to Kurt.
"Well it sure beats the last time you were drunk and made out with Rachel." Kurt said. Blaine sighed and threw his head down in embarrassment. They both laughed.
"But, I'm sorry too." Kurt said. "I wanted to be your gay bar superstar, but try as I might, I'm still just a silly romantic."
"It's not silly." Blaine replied as he leaned and kissed Kurt. Kurt broke off in a smile.
"You take my breath away." He said breathlessly. "And not just right now, but tonight on that stage. I was so proud to be with you."
"I hope so." Blaine said getting choked up again. No one had ever said that they were proud of anything he had ever done. "I want you to be." he added. "Umm.. Artie's having an after-party at Breadstixs. Would you accompany me?" he asked.
"No." Kurt said. Blaine's face fell. "I want to go to your house." Kurt told him. Blaine looked up in disbelief.
"Okay." He replied as he took Kurt's hand and led him out of the school and out to Kurt's car. While in the car, Blaine took out his phone and texted Charlie.
Blaine
-Stall Kim. Kurt and I are….well you know...at our house.
Charlie :)
-Damn Blaine….get it. Drunk one night and sex the other. I'm rubbing off on you :)
Blaine
- It's not like that
Charlie :)
Whatever! Both of you wrap it up and keep it in your room. If you two do it on the couch, there is no way even I can hide that from Kim. I got your back.
When they reached Blaine's house, Kurt parked the car and Blaine went around and scooped him up and began kissing him. He carried him into the house and up the stairs to his room, where he put Kurt on the bed and fell on top of him as Kurt pulled him towards him. They kissed and frantically tried to get each other's clothes off. After fifteen minutes, both of them were laying next to each other panting as they looked into each other's eyes with their noses touching. Kurt reached over and softly ran his hand along Blaine's chest and smiled. There first time had been absolutely perfect.
"You...you have to go." Blaine said. "My family will be back any minute."
"I don't want to." Kurt said as he kissed him again.
"You have to." Blaine insisted, but kept kissing him. Kurt broke away and got up from the bed and Blaine followed him. Blaine kept kissing his neck as Kurt pulled on his pants. After that Kurt walked downstairs still holding onto Blaine's hand. Blaine walked him to his car and kissed him once more.
"That was perfect. That was all I ever wanted." Kurt said. "I love you."
"I love you too." Blaine said. Then, Kurt got in his car and drove away. Blaine went back inside and laid back down on his bed and stared at the ceiling. After all those times his father had done such horrible things to Cooper and to him, Blaine had never realized that sex could be so beautiful. He heard a knock on his door and looked up and saw Charlie.
"Was it good?" She asked.
"So good." Blaine breathed out. Charlie smiled.
"Goodnight Blaine." She said.
"Goodnight Charlie." He replied as she smiled and closed the door. It hadn't been a perfect week but it was definitely a perfect night.