A/N So I am almost to 40 Chapters and I think I may end this soon. I am not going to say where I will end it but I will give you guys a few chapters ahead before I end it, but yes I will be ending it soon. I may do a squeal after it BUUUT I am not for sure on that. SORRRY But I have thought it through and thats what I think. I am planing on ending it MAYBE by Chapter 50. Maybe sooner maybe later, but that is my plan Chapter 50. SO YEAH! ANYWAY ON THE OTHER NOTE! OMG 405 REVIEWS! THAT IS AMAZING! THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH! THIS MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!

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Tris

I am trying to keep Tobias away from the apartment, today is his birthday, he know's it but he doesn't know I know. He throw me an amazing 17th and 18th birthday, I want to do something special for his 20th.

"Tobias I'm going to go talk to Christina, shes feeling a little down. I will be back in like 20 maybe." I say.

"Oh, okay. But hurry back, I want to spend the whole day with you." He says with a wink. I laugh a little and exit the room.

I walk to Christina's and tell her about Tobias not wanting to leave so we are going to have to move it to her's or Zeke's apartment.

"Zeke's, I am not having it here mines to small." She says.

"Okay, you get some help and I will try to keep Four away. Which will be easy." I say.

"Okay perfect."

"Thank Christina!" I say and leave the room back to mine and Tobias.

"That was faster than you said you'd be." He says sitting on the couch with his legs propped up watching dome TV show, I go and sit next to him.

"Yeah, Will came and they are going to go out, and like shop or something. I didn't want to go along."

"Oh, okay. Well I am just watching 'Truth or Dare' it's pretty funny."

"Good, I want to watch." I say and lean my head on his shoulder, he puts his arm around and we sit there for what seems 10 minutes but is really 30.

I can feel myself dozing off when some one burst in the room.

"Tris! I need your help ASAP!" Al says and runs out of the room. What does Al need my help with, we aren't friends anymore. I look at Tobias who has a questioning look on his face.

"Do you want me to come." I don't know if I do or don't, but I decide to let him, I haven't been with him much today, I don't want it to look like I'm avoiding him.

"Yeah. Lets go." I say, we both get up and leave the apartment.

Al is waiting at the end of the hall. "And you had to bring him?" He says looking at Tobias.

"Yes, I want him with me, I think I can say who I want with me and who I don't." I say, as Tobias and I near him.

"Whatever." He says. "Okay, so I went to the control room to talk to Christina, but she wasn't there and I saw on one of the screens, Zeke and Christina talking about something, I couldn't hear what but they may be planning something, and it looks serious." I roll my eyes. Of course they're planning something.

"Okay, I'll look into it."

"Don't you find that weird?"

"Maybe, but those two are always planning stuff, from sneaking out to parties, to funerals." I can see Tobias nod as I say this. "I'm gong back to my room." I say and leave, Tobias close behind.

We get to our room and go back to sitting on the couch, but more closer. "What do you think those two are planning?" Tobias asks.

"I don't know but whatever it is Christina will tell me. Or Zeke will tell you, they can't keep their mouths shut if their lives depended on it." I say, and we both laugh.

We watch TV and talk as time passes up by, I'm just waiting for Christina to come to the door and knock.

"When did you realize you liked me?" I ask out of no where.

"Lets see. Well when you jumped and I saw it was a girl from Abnegation I told myself to get to know this girl. Then I would just watch you as I showed you guys around the Pit, I think that's when I started to like you. You seemed so fastened with the whole compound, you eyes wide taking it all in. You looked beautiful, even if no one could see it. But I wasn't sure that I liked you, until I watched you train."

"Wait. I want you to tell me why you came up to me, when I was with Al, Will, and Christina and Christina made me put eye liner on and such." He gives me a look like he's trying to remember. "You were drunk." I say with a smile.

"Oh! Yeah. That." He says I can see his cheeks turn a light shade of red. "Well I was drunk, and I guess when I'm drunk I'm honest."

"So wait what did you say to me again?" I remember what he said, I just want to tease him a little.

He looks at me and leans in really close. "I said. 'You look good, Tris.'" He says and kisses me lightly, I laugh a little.

"Oh yeah, I remember that. I just don't remember you kissing me." I say with a teasing smile. "But wait. What made you want to tell me that."

"I don't know. you just looked really good. I was thinking of kissing you on the cheek, but you were with your friends, and that wouldn't be appropriate considering you were still a new initiate. "And also if looks could kill the look Al was giving me...I will never forget that look." I laugh a little.

"You answered all of my questions. Any you want me to answer."

"Tons. Okay just like one or two."

"Like?"

"Let's see. When did you realize you liked me, Tris?" He says with a smile. I just look at him for a while. I can't think of when I realized I liked him, I guess I always thought he was cute, but I think every girl thought he was cute.

"Probably when I noticed you looking at me a lot, or when you sat with us the first time. Not really sure though, I was spending most my time, trying to pass initiation, and trying to decide if you liked me or you knew my secret."

"That's what you were thinking about the whole time. Me and initiation" He says with a smile.

"Maybe. And trying not to be killed by Peter, Drew, and Molly." I tease. He smiles a little and kisses me again, his hand pressing on my back, bringing me closer to him.

Just then there is a knock in the door. Of course that's when she knocks. I get up and open the door. "Hey, Tris! Can you and Four come help me? Zeke, got sorta drunk and is being stupid by the Chasm." She says, winking at me.

"Kay, be right there." I say and close the door. "Come on. We better go."

"Zeke's fine, he will survive." Tobias says grabbing my hand bringing me close to him.

"Maybe. But we should still go." He rolls his eyes and gets up, wrapping his arm around my waist, and planting a kiss in my head. I look up at his and kiss he cheek. We walk out the door, and head down to the Chasm.

I AM SO SORRY I HAVE BEEN MIA! AHH! I as really REALLY busy, and I started to write this like 3 days ago but never finished! I have a really good reason why I have been MIA! I am a bridesmaid for my aunts wedding which is THIS SATURDAY! So I have been helping her get ready and I had to buy my dress and shoes an all that shiz. PLUS I have school. So I have been trying to juggle wedding stuff, school, reading, and writing, AND social life! Its really hard! So believe me when I say, I have been really trying to update. Writing is my escape from everything so any free time I have I write. PLEASE FORGIVE ME! And I just want to thank you guys so much for being amazing and supporting of my writing! Thank you!

KCAFG/BO! ~Kim!